人的一生中有许多事都是我们无法掌控的。。 最近遇到了许多不如意的事情， 事先安排好的计划都因不同的理由而取消了。。 我一直以为自己是个乐观的人，但这些挫折不断让我反复思考，到底问题出在哪里。后来我发现生活中有许多事并没有看似的简单； 人与人之间的相处之道便是非常 之复杂的。。平时看似朋友的人，其实暗地里却对对方存在怨恨，等到想找他们出来聚一聚，才出现有他便没有我的情景。平时，A和B都看不爽对方， 但却因有共同的朋友而保持友好关系。当然这也是为大局着想，但为何做朋友就不能像小时候那般单纯呢？不用在乎别人的眼光，也不用用有色眼光去评价他人。或许成人的世界就是如此复杂。

有时当你不断努力地去维持一段友情，但却发现他们根本都不在乎，你还会那么执著吗？手中的烛光已灭了，你是否会紧握着残蜡，盼望着死灰复燃的那天，或是你会放下一切，寻找新的光明？

握不住的沙，放下也罢。。。 （但就这么。。。简单吗？）

yy
posted by 6j-ers @ 10:25 AM





Hmm, weird. Everytime before i actually log in, i would try to plan wat i want to write... but when i actually come to this pg.. i would just run out of juice..Nevertheless will just compress whatever i have wanted to write the last few times but failed to do so

One morning last week, i actually woke up affected by my dream..i hate it when dreams are so vivid and reflect things that you thought would not affect you. So that actually started a weird fantasy of mine.. Cos the popular theory is that dreams reflect what you think in the day.. but bulk of the time, i dun recall thinking abt stuffs that i dun wish to ponder upon.. SO HEHE.. these dreams could actually be me linking with other selves? Since there are so many decisions we make per day, these actually create lots of individual but unique universe. So by choosing to do between A and B, 2 universe were created... And thus dreams are actually what is happening in another reality.. SO.. even though i may not be living the dream i want.. there could be another me in another reality that is truly happy? This could also explain Deja Vu, since sometimes in another reality, someyou made the same decision, one would feel a sense of nostalgic..

What is written above is purely the author's imagination.. the author bears no responsibility for what is written.. Lol..

Anyway 3 plus more months will ORD... have to start looking out for jobs.. lots of stuffs that i want and besides i need that money and experience.. One last parade coming up.. sad thing is i am hidden among so many people... there goes my shot at showbiz...haha. Like i was saying there are so many stuffs that happened that i feel like saying but somehow when i am actually writing the juice stops...

GRRRrrr.. Anyway will buck up and live life as it is..

p.s save the earth.. we all have a part to do ( oh i forgot, i had wanted to talk about LIVE earth but since so long liao...)

Wilson

posted by 6j-ers @ 1:53 AM





Less than 5 more months to ORD le... WOOHOO~~~ been thinking of wad to do after ord, or may i shld say wad i want to do after atec, which is in abt 3 weeks time... so here's a list of stuffs tt i wanna do....

1. Visit sentosa ( not juz its beaches)
2. Cycle from east coast to pasir ris or even further places
3. Go overseas with frens ( in e midst of planning thailand and hk trips, hopefully can
visit taiwan as well....)
4. Get a job ( to earn more money for me to spend...)
5. Learn driving

cant think of anything else to add on le... but i'm sure the list will grow as time goes by... for now, i shall juz patiently wait for THE DAY to come....

yy
posted by 6j-ers @ 10:43 PM





To think that i got rejected thrice in the face....

Haizz.. i seriously think that i am still too young to be worrying about financial crisis.. why am i denied the chance to be independent.. grrr.. guess i shouldn't expect something good in return for the average performances i gave at the 3 interviews... yet to think i was having high hopes.. ( i know this sounds contradicting ). In short, means i would have to scrimp my way through uni if i do not wish to burden others..arghhh life sux..

Hao
posted by 6j-ers @ 8:20 PM





Geez.. what could be more demoralising than attending a lesson and hoping to excel when in fact you have forgotten everything due to the fact you skipped lessons for the past 2 weeks or so...

This happened to me on this rainy eventful morning..having not had driving lessons for the past 2 weeks.. i totally screwed up the morning... basically forgot all the basics and had to relearn everything under the scrutiny of the instructor which is frankly very embarrassing that the term ' jump into the first hole i see and bury myself' comes into mind...Nevertheless, i will not be disheartened. Shall take this as a good lesson both for driving and self-discipline.. cant really expect time to stop just for me and start taking things for granted..

Anyway, my NDP training has moved on to Marina.. so starting from last week, you can catch few hundred people getting ready for the performance and one of them would be yours sincerely (that would be me if i get that across wrongly..)

Last of all.. a supposedly P6 maths question to jot your brain..

A man start running from the rear of a moving lorry to the headlights of the lorry and back again. The lorry is 4 m in length. Both the lorry and man are moving at constant speed ( lorry moved constantly at x m/s and the man at y m/s). So when the man reach the rear, the lorry has moved 6m.

Question- how far has the man moved?

p.s this is not a trick question and all the people i asked could not give a actual answer or their proofs, so can you? lol

Wilson
posted by 6j-ers @ 12:51 PM





Our unit has been kinda busy for e past few weeks... in fact, we will be busy all e way till july... all bcos of e preparation for atec... atec is like a final year exam in army.. we will be graded according to how efficient we fight in a stimulated war... and pple like cow and eddie dun have to go thr ( lucky air force personnel....) Argh... army is a waste of time and money... shall stop lamenting le, if not the list will go on and on... the only good thing now is that ORD date is near.. 5 more months... beginning to see e light at the end of the tunnel... YAY~~ Guys, hang on there... And to S06 gals, maybe u all can create a few posts, if not cow gg to make noise again... MOOO... haha...



yy

Argh... very long never meet up le... this photo was taken so, so, so long ago... when can we have a class gathering again? and i mean one where decent no. of pple show up... some1 pls arrange... please, please...
posted by 6j-ers @ 1:44 PM





Went for the moe interview on Mon, managed to got my way through, now waiting for their replies...

At quite a dilemma here, since i dun realli noe whether i want to be a teacher.. to me it is like a one way road? Having a scholarship would make life so much simpler at least during uni? But realli cant bear having one more thing to regret in life.. it is like the decision that will decide what i will be for the rest of my life? Zzzz... lets say i do be a teacher, will i be able to further my studies after my bond, or will i be stuck through out...

It is time for me to start being independent aint it? Figured shld i start early? Or further my studies get masters, phd then get better pay?...

Wilson

p.s feel free to reply and help to enlighten me? help me make a decision that is if i get it.. lol
posted by 6j-ers @ 12:06 AM

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