it probably took me a very long time.
but this sem, as i start to know more people in my course of study,
i began to realise the difference in effort that most people in my course are putting in and how much i'm putting in.
how much time i spend in front of the tv,
chats, surfing, blogging, on the computer,
games, sports on occasional nights,
mid night suppers every other night.
but somehow i don't regret everything i did.
because that was what i had set out to do.
of course along the way, not everything stays the same they were,
aims and objectives changes.
i like this sem.
i'm adapting to staying in hall like a proper resident washing my clothes (finally, oh i should get my own washing powder), staying in almost 5 nights a week,
albeit leading a phantom life and fading away like the hall's canteen vendors.
oh and as much as i would like to have friends in a double room to talk to and all,
i realised that a single room really appeals to me at this point in time.
there's this personal space and bubble that i value a lot and i get really irritated when it's breached.
of course it's always nice to see a familiar face in the room instead of a cold empty room, but for this sem, i realised that i would have frown upon anybody, everybody save except for one or two people as roomies. then again such encounters bring people closer and make you discover things that you would never have known about the other party.
i've no regrets about having my current roomie, he's great (most of the time :P) just that, there are many times when i would love to come back to the room and just blast the music and be in my own bubble. (yes, it's me. lol)
i like this sem. i really do.
i feel like i'm on a road to self discovery.