• 1:16 am, Sunday, September 22, 2013
I am wondering y am i doing blog post again. Its ok. Its been a long long time since i have written on this blog. Looking back at my post i realise how dumb and how naive i was last time. Not that i am not now.. hahaha... Things sure have change alot. After entering NTU and joining JAC. My life definitely change alot. I got to experience things i have never experience before. Learning japanese is one thing but interacting with japanese people is another thing. I was really happy to be able to interact somehow with the japanese students that come to NTU even though my japanese language is still very bad. I really appreciate their coming to singapore and interacting with us. I got a hell lot of things to rant out but lets leave it as for now. If i ever come back again maybe i will write more about it? • 11:55 pm, Sunday, June 24, 2012
Today for once i will not be emo!! haha... hmm... these few days i have been busy organizing gatherings and outings with my friends to catch up with them. Tiring sia... Nobody want to organise de... Anyway going out with friends sure is better than staying at home. No work. Maybe a few days of random work like giving out flyers. Been a long time since i have been so active rather than staying at home. Have to make full use of the time i have before uni. I have been thankful for having friends now. Last time almost everybody seems to hate me. When my results are bad nobody give a fuck about me. Results good ppl come flocking around you but only to sought for your help. Now i have friends that dun mind going out with me.• 12:06 am, Sunday, June 17, 2012
I dun look good, i am short, i am poor, i dun know how to approach ppl, i dun have good ideas to bring ppl out to, i have low esteem, i dun think wat i usually speak, i gt no balls to ask ppl out...
U are starting to hate me now aren't you??• 12:43 am, Thursday, June 14, 2012
Seems like you don't really care about me now...• 12:26 am, Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Everytime i see you i feel more and more distant from you... It feels like i am avoiding you or something...• 8:06 pm, Sunday, February 19, 2012
*Yawn* I am finally back from camp again... This wk ICCT is killing me... But it was interesting know hw to fight and defend somehow... Less than 100 days more to ORD... I really can't wait... I need to start thinking of wat i need to do after i ORD... No more brainless moments in life... Its a competitive world out there... I need to ready myself for everything... Going to UNI will be the 1st step... I am not going to hesitate anymore... Not gonna repeat the same mistake again... I will find one and love her till the end!!• 12:26 am, Sunday, January 15, 2012
What should i do?I miss my chance the other time... But nw if i were to go for it my chance would be so much lesser... Tell me... What should i do... Am i even prepared???
