i just have so many things to do but yet i am slacking. i dun feel like doing anything. i feel so dead. so drained. so empty. so tired. am i the only one who is feeling this way? haha i am just tired. so tired. so dizzy. headache. haha i need to hibernate. i need to calm down. my heart is pounding so fast everyday (for the past week). i wonder if it's the medication. i am feeling really whatever, just not me. mood swings are like so.... haha i am kinda losing control of myself.

sab week. i am kinda happy. i kind of like KI although i dun have logic and good grasp of the language. I dunno. I get to think of things which i had tot of before i came to nanyang. nice. things are just making more sense then anything. haha thanks mrs seah. although i still AM very scared of you but i still wanna say you are a good teacher. haha. so guilty i haven do the education srq yet. X.x...

be nice to be. buy me sweets and chocolates. if i request, pls buy me. i need them. really. haha .... oh wanna thank ji laoshi!!!! her coffee sweets saved my day. thanks cher!!! haha her head is nice to lie on to sleep. and my medication for killing me... giving me lots and lots of weitong, though saving me from coughing lots and asthma attacks.

thanks jingyi and sheila making me laugh like crazy during lunch, helping me forget my pain and discomfort. thanks mom for getting dinner for me or else i wun eat dinner. thanks for letting feel slightly better.

haha i kind of look forward to school tmr ex the fact that miao ran is not ogin sch and i need to do a lot of things for her. unpleasant ones.

sigh having a splitting headache and yet cannot sleep because of my heart... beating so fast. blood is circulating so fast. sigh.

i feel emo.

emo.... lalala... haha

ya lah the person who emo everyday.... every moment

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