Friday, August 20, 2010
I miss you. You're not too far away from me but yes I do miss you.
How long has it been since we last spoke? How long has it been since we last saw each other? Would you be looking forward to the end of this week and the beginning of next week like I do?
What does the future hold for us? Would we be making any progress? Or would we just leave things the way it is now? The present is good but where are we heading?
Are you worried about the future like I do? Are we holding back because we are uncertain about what comes next?
What are we gonna do with the remaining time left? Are we just gonna waste it away? Or would it be well spent?
My head is all messed up. So many questions unanswered. Would you provide me the answers?
Wow.. Haven't written a post since I got to Liverpool. And in approx 2 weeks I'll be back in Singapore. Time really flies! I'm so gonna miss my time spent here in Liverpool. It's the best summer I've ever had. And I wish I could prolong my stay here.
I'll miss the relatively cooler weather here. I'll miss going grocery shopping only to buy ready meals, juice and Evian water. I'll miss the late night chats with the girls. I'll miss the 12am/past mid night cooking and baking with the girls. I'll miss us girls gathering in Elle's room practically everyday. I'll miss shopping here too! Nice clothes at affordable prices at Primark. I heart Primark!
T.T All 5 of us would be in different countries, different cities, different time zones in 2 weeks time. China/London, Malaysia, Vietnam, India and Singapore. It's not so easy to meet up with each other. Maybe with the exception of Elle who definitely should get a fake ID cos that woman can pass off as a Singaporean and nobody would have doubt it.
Haiyoyo. I'll really miss Liverpool, the friends I've made here and whatever that has happened this past 12 weeks. I wouldn't trade anything for this experience. Apart from the shit load of assignments, I do not regret making the decision to leave home and go to a foreign country to study.
I do miss home. I miss people back home. But at the same time, I don't wanna leave here so soon. A bit of a paradox or an irony but yeah.. Why does 14 weeks pass so fast? If only i could freeze time.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Countdown: 5 weeks till departure to UK
*screams* Only 5 more weeks left!! OMG. I'm not ready for it. I haven't got visa, haven't bought whatever is necessary, haven't learn to cook a single dish, haven't learn how to wash clothes etc. OMFG!!! How am i gonna survive like that?!
I have a feeling i might jump in on panic mode as the time draws nearer. Aish.
Besides the logistics stuff there's also assignments to do of course. Which, i'm taking a bit long to finish i must say. Mum's been asking me every now and then how work is coming along and all i would ever say is "still not done". Sigh.
Oh wells, gotta get back to more reading. Tata!
Monday, April 19, 2010
Countdown: approx. 6 weeks till departure to UK
Sigh.. University is sooooo tiring! It's draining the energy outta me. So many readings to do for each assignment. It's driving me crazy. The topics are so boring. Ethnography, ethnography and more ethnography. Seriously, I'm not interested in becoming an ethnographer so stop making me read all those stuff. GRRR!
And up till now, I've got no idea exactly which date I'm flying off. Aish. Stupid, lousy school. I seriously wonder if they have even booked the flights. It's so annoying.
Argh. Okay, gotta get back to reading more articles. Seriously, i hate it.. But not like i have a choice either.
