My life is one big joke!

REASONS:

1. When the situation are so good, it turns bad later on.

2. Every-time I'm beginning to like someone, something wrong will happen.

3. Missing my ex right now, which is sucks!

4. Regrets for not doing what i had to do back then.

5. Regrets for writing this into my blog.

PEACE, LIGHT and LOVE

When you hear the word peace and love, what do you think?? Some people might think, that love and peace are for a person having a delusions and that need a medical treatment. Well I only exaggerate what might other people think about love and peace. But basically when you see what happens around you, it might be true. These days love and peace are like legends, you'll saw it on movies read it on books, hear them on pop songs, but it rarely happens on real life.

But you might think that when a person love somebody like for example: Girlfriend/Boyfriend, Husband/Wives. Love exists right?? Like right now its Feb 14 and you can see love is everywhere, Couples kissing and hugging "EVERYWHERE" literally!

But if you ask me do I still believe in love?? Yes I do, It's love not Santa Clause.
But what I'm talking about is the higher form love, you know like the love of Jah and Jesus shows to the mankind. Well that's very rare, no! actually no one in the whole wide world can do that. Even peace, its a simple word but its very hard to do especially to your enemy.

For everyone love is like a weather, it changes constantly. but for me i think when it comes to love we should think deeper, than just roses and chocolates or hugs and kisses. I think once in a while we should reflect to the highest form of love, That is brotherly love.

"Film and music industry made love superficial."

My Shots No. 9

Up hill

Beachhead

Justapix

Twilight

Regrets

Why is it every time I'm losing someone or I didn't do what I have to do, I end up regretting?? I ask this question every time loneliness hits me. I don't know why?? Is it because I'm the kind of person that has so many regrets?? Or is it just I expect too much for some situation or for some person?? Yeah expectations = regrets.

What I notice about myself is that I'm good adviser, and yet I cannot advise myself. I advise my friends that don't expect too much blah blah blah, and I always say to them that..

"The more you expect the more you invite hurt and disappointments."

But it seems like I am the one who's always expecting, and ending up in regrets. The feel of regretting is sucks, when I talked to the girl that I like before on Facebook and saw having a boyfriend which is obviously not me, I feel like having a total regrets for not saying to her that i like her. These feelings starting to build when she told me yesterday that:

"Why didn't you ask me before?? I didn't know...I always want to hang out with you back then."

BANG! REGRETS! SPLAT INTO MY FACE!

But now I guess, I learned my lessons well. Do it now what you gotta do or else you'll regret it someday.

I hope, I really learn..

I hope..

BANG!

BANG!

New year people are in hurry to buy a fireworks,
little they know their house will be on fire.
New year 2010 is gone,
whats next?? your fingers gone.

New year peoples say "Its time to change",
but you can change any time.
Pollution, stray bullets, fireworks injury,
is that happy??

New year happy or sad??
Is it new or still the same??

Sadness

Sadness is like a virus, it keeps eating your brain even you don't want to.

I don't want to, but why am i sad??

:(

The second button.

Yesterday when I was going to a friends house preparing myself, and try to wear my favorite polo shirt, I just notice that the second button from the top was missing. Well for us Filipinos it was nothing, but recently I was watching Japanese series, and I notice that there was this scenes that this young Japanese guy wearing a uniform was giving the second button from the top to the girl he likes in school.

Well when I Google it they do this before their High school lives end, in short word "Graduation".
Why is it the second button from the top not from the top itself or below? Well for me I think because it is nearest to the heart, and before the school ends, the girl must know that you like her or care for her.

I'm beginning to stop and think, that someday, somehow another girl will find my second button that I lost that day..