Practicum's coming to an end. im starting to feel super super emo. cant bear to leave my CT, my kids, my school. argh. this feeling sucks.

this period ive grown so much. i feel so indebted to my CT. i really thank God for giving me such wonderful CTs.. the previous 5 wks Teaching Assistantship and this final Teaching Practice.. i thank God that He gave me CTs who share the same faith with me and prays for me. it's truely amazing.

it irks me to see that my fellow trainees do not share the same sentiments as me. am i just 'feeling' too much? sigh..

anw, a teacher passed away late last night.. today's mood in school was so solemn. once again, im impressed by how the school is so so bonded.. sigh..

will u pray with me that somehow, there'll be a vacancy in this school for me? my NSC asked my SCM to make a request for me.. i was amazed/grateful when i heard that from my CT.. the fact that they requested for my stay.. mmhmm.. but the P has said that our school has been OVER quota for very long.. :*(

nothing i do can ever 'repay' my gratitude for my CT.. sigh.. i should stop 'feeling' so much huh.. but i really cant bear/dun want to put a full stop to this part of my life. it's been tough. but ive learnt alot. argh..

i <3.

anw, please pray for crossover too. tyvm =)

Nut was Cased at ; 10:15:00 PM

wow how long have i been away!

week 7.5/10 into practicum.. thing's been really really awesome thus far.. ive cleared all 10 observations by CT and NSC.. and found so much favour with everyone.. praise the Lord!

and by His grace, im running for distinction! it's tiring having to wait for the moderator's surprise appearance.. tough on me, and my CT too.. my CT's just too awesome srsly.. and i love how God gave me two main CTs (previous TA and now, TP) who share the same faith as me.. it's really cool.. mmhmm..

anwz, moderator did not appear this week.. hopefully nx monday/tuesday.. )monday please..) haha.. and im not gonna rely on myself by by HIS favour on me =) the greatest Teacher of all.. whoohoo!

ok im blabbering.. anw, short week this week.. learning journey to the Asian Civilisation Museum tmr.. and then it's Good Friday! time to clear markings and plan more lessons.. and of course.. to spend time with the Lord this holy period =)

Nut was Cased at ; 11:04:00 PM

and so it's the start of the term break!

the past 3 weeks have been quite a journey!

am definitely settling down with teaching the p5s.. was really really stressed the first week i started teaching them.. but by God's grace, i survived, and grew stronger =)

this week will be spent doing marking, lesson planning, catching up with friends, and RESTing.. =)

7 more weeks ahead.. let it be overflowing with more favour and grace that is so undeserved =)

Nut was Cased at ; 6:44:00 PM

"eh don worry, if u die die hv to write this letter, just write, and believe tt despite knowing ure a trainee tcher, ur students will still love u and listen to u. WHY? bcos u're crowned w His favor!! it is always at this type of situation tt u can rly see tt when ur students treat u nice or wadever, u knw tt god's favor is shining on u n not u make them like u :) "

i just need to put this down somewhere.

Nut was Cased at ; 10:08:00 PM

yes before we know it, 6 weeks is over and we're starting our practicum come monday. am trusting God for lots of favour and grace in all that i do. much more than i'd experienced during my 5 weeks TA last year.

have been given a very challenging level to teach.. even my lecturers agreed with me. but im believing that the more the challenges, the more that God can use me. and thank God that i bumped into YL at gongcha last friday.. loved how she reminded me that this 10 weeks is gonna be a period of sharpening for me.. to prepare me for greater times ahead. thanks babe =)

so, apart from the butterflies i have in my stomach and this lil bit of dread.. it's gonna be an awesome 10/11 weeks ahead!! let this be a testimony of God's goodness in my life! amen!

Nut was Cased at ; 11:07:00 PM

yes we're in mid week 5.. how time flies.. flew to Bali with the family over the CNY holidays.. had a great time there.. but would have enjoyed it more if there werent' so much work nagging at the back of my mind.. since returning to singapore on sunday, ive been emo-ing non-stop sigheth.. LOL..

but life's too short to spend so much time emo-ing huh.. i thank God for these precious ppl around me though.. =)

no time no mood to blog more.. shall post pictures of the Bali trip SOON. lol. which means 2 weeks later or something lol.

Nut was Cased at ; 10:57:00 PM

resilience.. ive bounced back lol.. we're in mid week 3.. time flies! assignments are catching up on me but im still lovin life cos there're just too many nice pple around =)

Nut was Cased at ; 7:14:00 PM