what with the latest news about this friend of mine who's jailed for sex with underaged girls, and the recent moe scholar caught with child porn.. mum was telling me to be careful with my every move last night..

it seems like teachers are constantly being under the public eye.. every little mistake we make can be blown out of proportions..

i dunno man.. this gives me a lil bit of the jitters.. am i fit to be in this profession? am i worthy enough? can i stand the pressure and expectations placed on me?

Nut was Cased at ; 11:47:00 PM

many are doing this.. kinda curious about what mine will look like.. so decided to do mine..




it is definitely interesting.. a year in a nutshell. =)

Nut was Cased at ; 11:41:00 PM

srsly, some people in the cg are srsly turning me off. such a disgrace for me to share this especially when it's a church thing. omg.

some people should really learn to watch their tone, especially in writing. writing as if the world OWES you something. no one asked you to pay on credit yea. srsly, as a student, why are you even doing that. im so old i dun even own a credit card, much less you. srsly, go get some financial management classes.

i have a good mind to withdraw myself from cg and just attend svcs. i dun see any point in staying. such a pity, since ive been trying to plant myself in the house of God this year. many leaders spoke of planting, and i really heeded the advice. was given a 'heavier' role and ive enjoyed helping out.

but i really do not see the point in trying so hard to be nice or close to pple i cannot stand. and anw, they dun really care. or so i feel. all they do is mix around with their happy ppl. and you know how antisocial i am. why try so hard? why bother?

ok this is really the wrong attitude i should take i know. especially in this season of thanksgiving. but i really needed to vent.

and even though my blog is not password protected, and this is the internet, i dun really care. whoever that chance upon this entry, just keep in mind that I am simply practicing my freedom of speech and thoughts, supposedly in private (or only to the few precious ppl whom ive given this blog add). you (the stranger or blog-hopper) however, are the intruder.

Nut was Cased at ; 2:04:00 AM

so fast, it's been half a manth since i last updated? best lol..

anw, it's mid dec.. time is passing too fast for my liking. eew. lol. enjoying the moment. holidays.. which means slacking all the time. well, besides having to teach piano that is.

but sometimes i get so bored i do stupid things. yea lol.

oh on a side/random note, i bought a couple of instruments recently.. one of which is the CELLO! whoohooo!

oh and im determined to master my erhu playing. laoshi said nx year can take g4. good. wanna focus on technique and playing.

oh man this post is so random and 'choppy'.

and i also realised that im so gay and i cant do anything about it. oh wellz. lol.

the weather's really cold/wet lately. but im loving it. =)

ok i shld stop my random posting lol.. lalallala...

Nut was Cased at ; 10:25:00 PM