i want to announce that huili has got a new blog add and it's updated in my links.. LOL..

aww.. this recess week is bringing my late-nights-up back.. and it's quite bad.. have been trying to sleep latest by 1130pm every night.. eeee...

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Lord, i need You to help lead me to have the urge and eagerness to attend every CG and Arrow service regularly, regardless of my 'feelings'.. feelings are unreliable and i should NEVER rely on them..

i enjoyed myself at CG today.. i do not want to be the kind of "half-boiled" Christian i think im turning into.. going to Church as and when i like.. attending CG as and when i like.. let nothing hold me back from taking part in fellowship with kingdom friends every week..

it's the One Thing that i need. to enter Your rest.

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wow quite long since i last posted an entry.. it's 130am.. and im feeling dead tired..

it's the 7th/8th day of CNY.. HAPPY CNY!!

chionged most part of my essays/elearning assignments today and im glad im done with them.. albeit more than one day behind my schedule.. was supposed to start studying for my tests on saturday.. which is already very late.. considering both tests on mon & tues carry quite a heavy weightage.. i should have started studying sooo much earlier..

sigheth.. ponned Arrow today AGAIN.. i think i havent attended Arrow for about 2 months.. today is partly cos my parents are on cruise and mum specially ordered me to stay home to keep watch on SOMEONE.. was quite angry at first.. cos i wanted to go so badly..

but in the end.. i realised ive got SO MUCH work to do.. and i could only start after 2pm today (saturday) cos of piano teaching..

oh wellz.. let God multiply my time yea.. and multiply my 5 loaves and 2 fishes =)

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just a lil update.. st hilda's called when i was in grammar class today.. i called back after.. and some woman from the office said that the principal wanted more information bout me before she makes a decision.. asked for general stuff like my ic number, what schools i were from, what are my strengths.. and whether i was an Anglican.. hmm..

got me wondering.. why do we Christians believe in the same God, but have so many different denominations? why are we segregating even amoung ourselves? hmm...

but whatever it is, God, whereever You want me to be, i will go =)

Nut was Cased at ; 9:28:00 PM

God has a plan for me.. mmm..

sent 2 emails out late last friday night.. first to Pasir Ris Primary, cos it's the best school in pasir ris.. then my mum suggested St Hilda's Primary in tampines.. and i got so excited bout the latter choice.. cos it's an Anglican school and i so wanna immerse myself in the culture.. yep.. prayed and anointed the emails (guess how i did that! haha) with oil before i sent them out..

principal of pasir ris pri promptly accepted me today.. and even sent an email to nie for confirmation already.. wow.. how efficient huh..

to think many of my friends approached schools and got rejected straightaway.. even those who requested to go back to the school which they did their contract teaching for a year.. most schools rejected them saying they do not entertain student teachers going straight to the school, but rather to allow nie/moe to assign them..

and im feeling a tad guilty when i was telling my other close friend in nie that these schools have no reason to accept me.. cos they're not my alma mater.. and ive got NO strings wadsoever attached to the school.. mm.. totally no link..

but God proves otherwise.. i am not like the world.. i do not need any strings.. do not need any reason for the school to take me in.. except of course, favour!

yesterday's service was about speaking out what i believe.. and not what i see in the natural.. so timely.. last night when i was feeling so, so, so emo (again).. i just broke down in front of God and spoke over myself.. yes and my words are powerful amen..

wow.. Daddy God, im so favoured.. thank You =)

im still waiting for the reply from st hilda's though.. HAHA..

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im feeling so ______ by ______... and this frequent bouts of emo-ness recently is so freaking unhealthy..

srsly.. nobody really cares anymore do they?

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all of a sudden.. i have this sudden urge.. sudden desire.. to teach and serve at st hilda's primary.. mmm.. Daddy God.. if it's good for me, please let them approve.. open the door for me there amen.. mmm..

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specially posted up for HUILI!!! lol... wanna go? i can get tics this saturday..

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how apt.. after feeling 'laziness' about going to church for the past couple weeks.. the first song they sang when i went to church yesterday was "the enemy's been defeated, death couldnt hold You down....."

i was laughing in my heart.. lol.. it's like telling the devil.. hey you lost! haha.. service was good.. mmm...

this morning when i was at boonlay mrt i felt like buying soyabean milk for someone.. which i did.. and she replied that she was thinking of having just that when she woke up that morning! so in the flow huh.. lol..

these two weeks before CNY are gonna be super busy.. im starting to lag behind in readings.. and ive got 2 presentations next week.. micro-teaching assessment.. essay due CNY week.. test after cny week.. hmm.. this is life huh..

it's a privilege to study for You, Lord.

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