it's the last couple of hours of 2009..

would like to thank God for such an awesome year.. where i found unmerited favour with all my lecturers/tutors/friends as i stepped into school life once again.. couple of ups and downs this past year, but it all turned out good.. thank God.. for always sticking with me.. through thick and thin.. He was always there for me.. even though sometimes i was not..

wanna thank God and trust Him for the coming 2010, my future can only shine brighter and brighter.. and if in 2009 there was so much favour and grace for me.. how much more in 2010!! im excited to labour into His rest this coming year, to see all that God has in store for me.. He has walked ahead of me and saw that it is good =)

Happy New Year everyone!!

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blog hopping.. tumblr hopping.. came across this..

To whom it may concern,

I know I’m not perfect. I never have been and I never will be. But I have accepted the gift of grace which continues to redefine me as a person. Please be patient with me as I walk the path He has set before me.

would i like me if i were to met me?

my answer would be no.. i wouldnt like me.. seeing my past, my wrongdoings, how i wasted most part of my life.. i wouldnt like me.. but i thank God that He found me, i thank Him for His grace that allows me to walk on this earth with my head held high, regardless of what i have or have not done. and with Him on my side, my future can only be bright. He has already begun the work in me. all glory and praise to Him and Him alone.

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Christmas came and went.. was super awesome time spent with the family.. pictures to be up on facebook SOON.. when im not so lazy.. lol..

in short, on Christmas eve, we parked at the club, had dinner at sushi tei at Raffles City, den bus-ed down to orchard road, walked like 100m, got STUCK in human traffic, squeezed our way out halfway when the human traffic doesnt seem to be moving at all, bused back to city hall area, walked along esplanade waterfront, back home.. LOL..

Christmas Day, breakfast at Whitesands, collected turkey/ham/pork knuckle/logcake and headed home.. lunch with maternal extended family.. lots of wine to go around!!! packed up, rested, dinner at teochew porridge somewhere in dunno where.. serangoon? hougang? lol..

Boxing Day, morning went to the club for a swim, came home, rested a while, den michelle came to pick me up for some ice skating show somewhere at the indoor stadium.. met yuanzhen and jelvin there, after the show, headed to changi airport T1 for Popeyes, chatted till 12plus.. reached home about 1am.. thanks michelle for the awesome night out!!

this morning, met Shauna and her mum at City Hall at 930am.. headed down to The Cathedral of The Good Shepherd.. according to Shauna it's the oldest Roman Catholic Church around, where Singapore's only Pope is at, and where there are the most classic/traditional rituals.. was truly an eye-opener.. all the rituals, all the prayers, they were all very sincere =) took my first holy comm the roman catholic way =)

afterwhich we had lunch at Shokudo, queued for tickets for 4th, walked around, slacked around, went for 4th.. and watched SHerlock Holmes to end off the night!! if not for my parents who were still around the area, we would have had Astons for dinner/supper.. but who would reject a lift home huh.. haha..

anw today was an awesome day.. loved the way the Roman Catholics carry out their mass.. we worship the same God! just different way of expressing =) thanks Shauna for bringing me! i had a great time out with u yea.. i know u're reading this!! haha..

and Pastor's message for the year 2010 was awesome too! let's labor into the rest!!

oh and i havent mentioned, met up with mstan for HTHT a couple days before Christmas at eHub coffee bean.. was great =)

ok now this post seems to be a random entry about random stuff that happened this festive season.. lol.. it was good, and im sad it's over so soon.. let this last 2 weeks be a blast yea! before i head off to another awesome semester with God's presence so tangible! i know He's gone ahead for me and it's gonna be SO GOOD! =)

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Results were out today!! much to my surprise! there wasnt any announcements of any sort.. just rumours that it would be out on the 24th.. but suddenly i received smses at 6plus in the evening to say that it's out..

i wasnt at home.. but was on my way home already.. kept praying.. but i knew that it would be good.. and yes it is!! 9modules.. 4As, 3Bs, 2passes.. not including the pluses and minuses.. GPA of 4.33/5.. PRAISE GOD!!

but the first reaction i had when i first looked at my grades, i was scrutinizing every module, every grade, and wondering what could have been better.. my worse subject is maths.. with only a B.. im gonna try harder next sem =) 4.33 may seem like nothing to some people, but to me, it is everything.. there is definitely much more room for improvement.. but im really grateful for what i have now..

it has been a hectic semester.. one of which i was struggling to settle down in a new environment, and getting used to schooling and studying after finishing school about 3years ago.. getting to know new friends.. getting used to proj mates.. praying that God will give me awesome proj mates, and whereever i have weird proj mates, God will turn all things around for good..

it has been a good semester.. and Daddy God was with me all the way.. if not i wouldnt have gotten such good results.. thank you Daddy, this is so, so precious to me.. totally proves that if u involve God in everything you do, not only will He bless you, He will bless you ABUNDANTLY!! more than you ever ask for!

i remember during those lonely moments in school, which is quite quite often, because i had no one to talk to, i was always communing with Daddy God, praying in the spirit, just seeking solace and company from Him.. and it was always so cool.. i always felt good after that.. and when i was studying for the exams, or doing up my essays, i always cast my cares to God, and when i was tired, just taking a break from the work, and spending some time in the Word totally refreshed me..

and i know that as the next semester looms nearer, it can only get better! Daddy God knows how precious getting good grades are to me.. after having met failures after failures, after missing the mark ever so often in the past, and as i continue to involve Him in all that i do, He will surely bless me outta my socks!

and just thinking about it, i regret not knowing this awesome God we have sooner, then maybe i wouldnt have been what ive been like.. this is the first time im back at school with God.. see the difference? when i was studying last time, i havent known Jesus! but now that i do, im a new creation! and old things have passed away! my future can only be bright!

thank You Daddy God! no words can properly describe how awesome You are <3

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CG carolling last night.. was fun.. they left at 11plus almost mn.. thank God for Pui Ser who volunteered to fetch the cg home.. mmm..

stayed up till 530am in the morning to prep the christmas 'stuff' for the CG.. super tired.. had a throbbing headache.. but no one to blame except myself huh.. bought the stuff quite early on.. but didnt get down to do it till the last minute :x

Christmas service at indoor stadium was awesome man.. love love love.. my three wishes.. =) it's amazing how i can fall in love with Someone over and over again huh.. as i was watching all the performances, thoughts kept running through my head.. mmm..

and The Composer at night at esplanade's theatre studio.. awesome.. ive been to large-scale musicals at the theatre.. Phantom, Forbidden City.. but to this kind of minimalistic plays, it's my first.. and to think that it's local, im impressed =)

Nut was Cased at ; 11:59:00 PM

like what my mum said.. nobody would care cos im the only scapegoat.. it's true afterall.. honor what your parents say.. sometimes years of experience count..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:23:00 PM

i need to vent.. i noe that very few pple read or know about this blog.. so if u are reading, do know that u are a very blessed one and i'd appreciate it to stay that way.. hahaha..

but still, im gonna keep this very general.. cos it's still the internet afterall.. so here goes..

i hate big group dinners.. ive taken a dislike for it since quite some time ago.. and i still dun like it.. everytime i come home and complain.. my mum will say im stupid.. sigheth.. so.. as of now.. im gonna swear against attending any big grp dinners =)

but at the same time, im gonna pray that God will bless me with a more forgiving and generous heart.. to not let things of the world affect me so.. =)

on a side note, today's sermon by Pastor Prince is so powerful, i need so much more doses of it..

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