ooo.. didnt realise that it's been so long since i last updated here.. haha..

school is good.. a couple of irritating pple around.. but it's oK! cos of God's promises!

2nd last week of teaching before mid-yrs.. yay!

Nut was Cased at ; 7:18:00 AM

i must type a quick entry before going to sleep though it's still quite early..

couldnt sleep last night.. posted an entry at my other blog.. watched tv and slept.. but i think at most i slept less than 2hrs.. was worrying worrying worrying about today.. told Daddy God all my worries.. ask Him to free me from all these.. prayed for a good day..

and i did! everything's settled! and a mum of a student came down to speak to me and it was also good! i dunno wad's with me and parents nowadays.. but i know ive definitely come out stronger after these few days!

some pple/things at school are pissing me off.. but i'll blog about this another time..

im super tired now from the lack of sleep.. but at the same time feeling very satisfied and happy! i achieved a lot at school today! everything is solved.. and i even handled the choir by myself today! stayed back till late all alone.. wad happened to the other teachers? im too lazy to complain.. but ive gained experience this way.. so..

time to sleep!

Nut was Cased at ; 9:18:00 PM

call me a chicken.. call me weak..

i ponned school today.

and ponning tml too?

:x

Nut was Cased at ; 11:19:00 PM

i had a super bad day on thursday.. the rude letter from a parent which i mentioned in my previous entry.. followed by meeting of another parent at around 545pm after school.. and finally, being in a rush, forgetting to return a key to the office..

had to return to school early this morning to return the key.. thanks to my parents who fetched me there.. im so grateful..

i had a very difficult time trying to free myself from the worries and whatnots.. until i remembered what Jesus had to go through 2000yrs ago.. He was ridiculed just like i was.. but His was probably 10000000x worse.. so what is my little problem to Him?

broke down in school on thursday after school.. was trying my best to control my emotions.. didnt want to show my vulnerable side in the office.. but i just couldnt help it.. in front of my HOD too.. she was really sweet.. experience do matter.. im so glad to have a wise woman guiding me..

and all my colleagues in the office.. immediately came over and comforted/advised me when they heard about what happened.. im thankful for all these love God has placed in my workplace..

till now im still struggling inside.. but im coping.. praying for all to go smoothly when i go back to school on monday and handle the case again.. wanna close the case quickly.. hmm...

Nut was Cased at ; 11:06:00 PM

ARH.. received a letter from a parent via the son today.. a super RUDE letter.. and im so PISSED.. totally spoiled my day..

no wonder people say being a teacher is not easy..

no wonder there are kids who will never make it in life..

blame it on the parents.

Nut was Cased at ; 1:55:00 PM

u noe how sometimes u are so tired, hungry.. and every LITTLE thing pisses you off? well im feeling exactly like that now..

have been 'working' since 730AM till 945PM.. school in the 1st half.. and rushed home for piano teaching.. had 2 ex students resuming their lessons today.. about half a year since i last saw them at the music school.. heard they've stopped as i stopped.. lolz..

WL.. im super tired now.. and ive been having on-off headache these past few days which ive been rejecting.. i dun normally have headaches.. im normally cheerful and pain-free.. well.. besides the cramps i get every month lar.. ZZZ..

and i really hate some pple in school lar.. dun think it's convenient to talk about it here.. but i really hate hate hate hate those people..

lots of emotions/feelings running in me now..

tired, hungry, head aches, under-appreciated, over-worked, made-used of.. and the list goes on and on but im too lazy and pissed to go on.. bb.

Nut was Cased at ; 10:09:00 PM

it's 9plus.. and i just reached home not long ago from school.. had to bring the choir to VCH for the SYF rehearsal.. realised last night that im seeing the choir 6 times this week!!

monday - short rehearsal for tuesday's Greendale concert. (till 3+pm..)
tuesday - Greendale Concert performance. (Warm up. Accompanied choir on piano.)
wednesday - SYF rehearsal @ VCH. (PT, vocal warm ups. till 8+pm!!)
thursday - Choir prac. (till 630pm.)
friday - Honours' day rehearsal. (till 430pm.)
saturday - Choir exchange @ St Andrews'. (accompanying choir on piano again. till 1pm)

wah.. seriously.. i feel like im a saikang warrior.. cos not even the REAL teachers-in-charge are spending that much time and energy on the choir..

one, they dun see them everyday, cos they cant do warm ups with the choir. two, im the one training them, giving them warmups, breathing exercises, accompanying them on the piano.. may i mention.. all for free? yes they are hiring a pianist for their SYF.. but they cant afford to have him for all our rehearsals for school activities..

but but.. putting aside all the complains, and negatives, i do appreciate the experience im having here.. being in charge of a choir.. being a part of their trainings.. motivating them.. even accompanying them on the piano for their performances.. i thank God for these opportunities. :D

i dun think i can bear to leave when it's time for me to go NIE.. my sec 1s.. my choir gals.. arhhh..... LOL..

im really tired btw.. i spend more time in school than at home.. and it's only WEEK 2 of term 2!!!! arhhhH!!!!

Nut was Cased at ; 9:28:00 PM