on 2 days mc.. today and tml.. good time to rest.. and just have some 'me' time..

arrow on saturday.. cant wait.. ive been feeling very loved.. praise God :)

Nut was Cased at ; 9:21:00 PM

sigheth.. not in the best of moods..

went to nus cg, den to jason's place for WII session..

as i mentioned in the previous entry, i led worship with the guitar at cg today.. i feel as if i failed.. and it's really hard for me to fail in the area of music.. it's like falling on a concrete ground that is harder than normal concrete..

i start forming excuses in my head, short notice, lack prac etc.. but i know there're no excuses for me.. everyone's saying it was good.. but c'mon, deep inside me, i know that it wasnt..

anw yea.. i mentioned.. not in the best of moods.. so dun talk to me about this.. shall just let Daddy God minister to me yea..

so we headed to jason's place for WII session.. helped me take my mind off things.. cabbed home.. cant sleep now.. though it's really late.. or shld i say early?

:(

Nut was Cased at ; 2:23:00 AM

bev cant go for nus caregrp tml.. so im asked to help lead worship.. omg omg omg.. totally freaking out.. 1st time ever.. i know it's gonna be good.. but.. still freaking out.. zzz..

long weekend coming up!! whoohoo!!

Nut was Cased at ; 8:47:00 PM

Coach sent me some verses to meditate on.. this totally impacted me..

Ezekiel 16:8 (The Message Bible)

I came by again and saw you, saw that you were ready for love and a lover.
I took care of you, dressed you and protected you.
I promised you my love and entered the covenant of marriage with you.
I, God, the Master, gave my word. You became mine.

Nut was Cased at ; 7:07:00 PM

another week passed by.. so quickly.. too quickly..

had caregroup last friday at nus.. during which everyone was being so real.. that's what i love about this caregroup.. being real and yourself.. not like many people in this fallen world that has masks on.. the issues shared were.. real, personal..

really glad to have Coach as our shepherd..

spent the whole of saturday with my parents.. accompanied mum for her routine checkup in the morning.. den met up with dad after his work.. brought them out for lunch at manhattan fish market.. they went swimming/gym @ the club.. while i marked sec3 english summary scripts.. headed home for tv show.. then headed out, this time with bro, for supper at joo chiat..

sunday had church.. afterwhich had a couple of hrs fellowship/sharing at macs with cg peeps present.. God spoke.

issues on my mind.. finally got around to send this email to Coach last nite.. really personal stuff there.. took me buckets full of courage.. she's a blessing sent by Daddy God. :)

Nut was Cased at ; 9:56:00 PM

went for 3rd svc with the cg today.. queued for tickets real early.. met cheryl there.. then she accompanied me for lunch.. then went up for svc.. was good! Pastor shared from revelations.. quite alot to chew on.. must go buy the sermon cd..

oh i bumped into mstan at church!! haha..

after service, we went to macs to chill and fellowship.. was awesome manz.. one of the things i prayed for yesterday at Arrow came true today.. to have the correct company to fellowship with this weekend.. praise God..

cos recently quite alot have been happening to me.. my family and myself.. so i was kinda down the whole week lar.. yes i did bask in His love every single day.. but it was all short-lived.. yea..

so today was good!! brought my baby guitar.. supposed to share with huili how to play it.. but ended up playing for the cg that was present.. ha.. daniel can play the guitar well though!! ive still gt lots to learn!!

so yea.. fellowship ended with prayer.. was touching yep.. and now im so refreshed! all ready to start the new week.. the battle has been won!! by none other than Daddy God!! :) :) :)

Nut was Cased at ; 8:51:00 PM

Arrow Goes Israel today!!! basically, NUS cluster was given the task to be the org for this service.. meaning we take charge of everything.. from deco all the way to royal stewards.. everything lar.. to be the support for Pastor yep..

reached the Rock at 11am to help productions set up at the Rock foyer.. then servers' meeting at 1230pm.. den was DARE service already!! met one of my students from school there.. so cool.. den had lunch.. den Arrow service!!

was in the Living Waters station.. demonstrated this 'sciencey' experiment with Jianwei.. about turning Dead Water to Living Water with just a touch of Jesus.. super cool k.. had so much fun serving today..

then was service proper.. which was super good too.. after service helped pack up.. den the CG had dinner at MOF.. the food is good!! main course.. desserts.. ate till 10pm haha..

shared about how we felt serving in the various ministries today.. productions, befrienders, RSM, logistics.. and of course also about which part of the message that struck us..

super good night.. love it.. thank You..

service tml with the CG.. coolest.. i love the weekends..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:55:00 PM

just got home not long.. the cg went to the airport to send yongxun off to japan.. he's going there on SEP.. one year.. woah.. quite sad lei.. hmm.. but he's gonna have a blast there and be a blessing!!

hanged out at coffee bean with huili, gracia, huixin after.. den took last bus home.. coolest.. public hol tml!! or shld i say today!! hA.. quite sad though.. means gotta go back work on thurs.. hmm.. grace grace favour favour!!

exams are coming.. means im gonna have loads of marking to do soon.. the teachers' marking deployment list just came out.. woah.. quite shiong.. hmm..

feeling a lil tired now.. 215am.. shld sleep soon..

Nut was Cased at ; 2:13:00 AM