yoyo!! bright and early in the morning!! i seldom post in the morning huh lolz..

slept quite early last nite.. cos was having major pms.. haha.. grumbled to Daddy in my sleep about how im having major pms and it's sunday coming up (today).. and He woke me up early this morning feeling super refreshed!! thank You Daddy!!

haha.. so im gonna join mum for breakfast in a while.. den slack a lil before preparing to head out to church :):):)

Nut was Cased at ; 9:05:00 AM

a quick entry before i sleep..

i ponned piano lesson to go to Comex today!! haha.. walked so much.. everywhere.. bought a Ipod Classic 80G (black)!! almost bought a laptop too.. but decided to wait till i start NIE first.. haha..

so i spent like 7hrs.. loading all my W&P songs from new creation and hillsong.. and all of pastor prince's sermons.. most are done.. but some not in yet.. my eyes are soo tired from staring at the screen for so many hours straight.. will continue tml after teaching.. if im nt going out.. lolz..

anw.. i tink im gonna have a super screwed up schedule from the 8th of sept.. well done.. but i will trust God to help me in this amen!!

Nut was Cased at ; 11:59:00 PM

i woke up today feeling like crap.. while waiting for the bus, bad thoughts were swimming around my head.. making me feel so stressed and just.. crappy.. then all of a sudden, i raised my head, looked at the flat opp me.. and saw a blanket.. on the blanket was 3 simple words..

I love you.

i know this sounds super cliche.. but when i saw it, i almost wanted to cry right there and then.. it's like Daddy God read my thoughts, He knows what i am going through.. and He sent a sign to tell me how much He loves me and will always be there for me..

wow.

Nut was Cased at ; 10:30:00 PM

praise God for such a great day..

hokkien service was great, english service was awesome!! fellowship after that was.. even better!! haha..

passed yingling the belated prezzie i bought and huili shared.. lolz..

and remember im supposed to pray for yingling last friday at caregroup but cos of time constraint i couldnt? haha.. i was so stressed about it the whole weekend lar.. and today she reminded me of it!! even saying, even if she forgets, God will remind her!! lolz..

but i told her honestly my feelings lar.. like how im stressed about it.. not being worthy and stuff to pray for her.. haha.. and no courage lor.. lolz.. so she told me to ask God for it.. lolz..

anw im feeling really blessed lar.. super duper loved.. thank you Daddy :)

Nut was Cased at ; 9:42:00 PM

did i mention that i tithed my first tithe last sunday at church:) finally had the revelation yep:) praise God:)

nothing much happened this week.. stayed out on thursday nite with eve and jiam.. had dinner at ikea and a couple of drinks at a pub at pasir ris beach.. chilled out, played poker..

had caregroup at nus last nite.. was really cool.. totally felt like family.. coach is at a mission trip at chiangmai.. so sam took her place as cgl.. at the end of the session we broke into pairs to pray for each other.. my pair was yingling lolz.. shared with her a sort of continuation of this really personal story of mine.. and she prayed for me so long.. till i had no time to pray for her.. haha.. gonna pray for her tml at church.. so stressful!!! had supper after cg, then trained home with them!!

had teaching today as usual.. my students all did super well for their practical exam!! out of 13 which i sent, 9 had merit, and the other 4 had really high passes.. like juz a couple marks shy of merit.. yep.. there were some that had really high merit.. but though no one had distinctions, im still so proud of all of them!!

and the violin students that i taught aural and did accompaniment for them.. most of them had full marks for their aural!! praise God praise God..

im so looking forward to a great day at church tml!! attending hokkien service in the morning then english service:)

Nut was Cased at ; 10:55:00 PM

just uploaded my 21st bdae celeb pics on facebook.. these are the links..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=66171&l=d1132&id=573870329
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=66180&l=28440&id=573870329

some of my favourite pics..

my CG from New Creation Church


7/9 OOTGR


best buds from stnix

Nut was Cased at ; 11:59:00 PM

today.. woke up early and attended service at bpmc with huili.. was good lar.. but no offence, im still in love with new creation :)

cabbed down to suntec straight after, had lunch, den accompanied huili to study at macs.. den collected tics for 4th.. chatted with yingling.. den was service proper.. headed home after service with huili.. cos yingling wanted to go home for dinner too..

watched the table tennis finals.. we are 2nd!! and that's really good!! so proud of the team when they received their medals.. go singapore!! haha..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:06:00 PM

just realised that i didnt blog about my birthday..

woke up early, to buy last minute groceries at the market with mum.. then rush to loyang pt to buy mounting board.. rushed home, took a bath then headed for piano lesson.. mstan told me she's sorry she cannot attend my party cos she's got some personal problems which she shared with me and i dun tink it's convenient to share it here.. yep..

so after piano, i headed home, had quick lunch, then used magazines to cut out the title for my board.. it was a totally last min decision lar.. haha.. but im glad pple commented that it was nice:)

so 530pm came.. and nobody was here.. waited and waited.. karen was the first to reach.. then slowly slowly, pple started arriving.. the bulk of the crowd came around 8pm i tink..

oh and while waiting, i received a call from jo fong!! all the way from australia!! just to wish me happy birthday.. I LOVE YOU!! really appreciate it! thank you so much!!! muack!!

i was really quite depressed at around 6plus 7.. cos it was quite late already.. and the party was so quiet.. did some silent prayers with God.. im totally glad the party livened up after that.. was super crowded.. and hot.. haha..

coach maddy forced me to play the piano!! zzzz.. so many things happened at the party.. im totally overwhelmed with emotions now just thinking about it..

im sorry that i couldnt really hang out with every single person.. but i really appreciate each and every one of you.. yep..

oh oh the highlight was the cg laid hands on me and prayed for me with anointing oil in my room!! haha.. and coach anointed my room lolz..

all in all i really had a truely blessed 21st birthday.. too many events took place, i cant type it all here.. but it'll definitely be engraved in my heart forever.. it's the 1st birthday i celebrate as a Christian.. so much emotion in it.. i felt so so loved and accepted.. it's really cool yep..

but but.. something scary did come out of it though.. coach was talking to me about my family during fellowship over dinner after arrow service lat nite.. and.. it was just quite scary.. yep..

anw.. a big THANK YOU to all who came..

OOtgr: Mich, Yuan, Fel, Amanda, Sheena, Jiaxun
Church friends: Coach, Yingling, Amy, Jofid, Kirsten, Beverly, CheeMin, Yuyan, Daffy, Benjin, Huili
St nix: ShiJie, Annabel, Evelyn, Shauna, Elaine, Xinyi
Ossia: Karen, Kelly, Sharon, Bridget

love you all!

Nut was Cased at ; 10:25:00 PM

it's roughly 330am on a early sunday morning.. and i just came home from an impromptu supper with mich and yuanz!! i really love this manx.. close friends whom u can just talk crap and laugh with.. haha.. though i think i was doing most of the talking.. haha.. love u both to bits!!!

and our really 'dangerous' ride on the car with mich driving.. haha.. no worries mich!! im sure u are an excellent driver!!! yepyep:):) coolest coolest.

anw.. had arrow service.. ermz.. last nite? lolz.. (saturday nite) worship was awesome.. totally intimate.. yep.. and the message was good too!! and fellowship over dinner after that was.. wow..

and cos of that.. i missed yuan's 21st bdae party.. im so sorry yuanx!! but i love u all the same!! really happy for u and Jelvin (did i spell correctly?) you both look real good together and i wish u both the best!! may your love for each other NEVER die!!

alritey.. im really quite tired now.. haha.. super happy.. but tired.. haha.. slept at 3 plus last nite and woke up at 8am this morn for teaching.. now almost 4am le.. and i gotta wake up at 9 for church at bpmc, and then 4th service at new creation.. another whole day out.. but i love it!!

it takes all these friends to make me realise that im so blessed:) Thank you all!!

Nut was Cased at ; 3:31:00 AM

as the clock strikes 12, im 21!!!

legal age for... everything!!

Nut was Cased at ; 12:00:00 AM

omg.. im turning 21 tml.. in about 1 hrs' time.. doesnt feel like it.. still gotta go for my piano lesson with mstan in the morning.. and the birthday celebration at my place after.. totally doesnt feel like it.. zzz..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:01:00 PM

today's yingling bdae!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. though she wouldnt read this lar.. lol..

stayed up late to pack my room and wardrobe last nite.. threw quite a lot of stuff.. but my wardrobe still seem quite cluttered.. hmm..

oh and i received my 1st bdae gift yesterday from karen and houying when i went to ossia to teach.. lolz.. cos they bought it today and didnt want to bring it home so they gave me early.. haha..

im turning 21 in 2 days time.. wow.. time passes that fast huh..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:44:00 AM

another great day has passed..

woke up 30mins late to meet huili.. but was only 15min late.. praise God.. haha.. i shower fast yea.. haha..

so we headed to suntec collect tickets for 2nd service den had breakfast at macs.. pastor mark preached at service.. was cool and hilarious yep.. afterwhich i cabbed down to grandmum's house for some stuff.. and cabbed back to suntec for 4th service with yingling, karen, gracia.. and a few others like yuyan who sat with their new cgs lar.. and then slacked around after service and cabbed to huili's party with yingling and karen..

the party finished at 10pm plus.. waited for everyone to board their respective buses home.. and then walked home with huili..

so that's basically my day.. yep..

i tink im gonna be busy tml too.. gotta wake early to go to this place in dunno where to take picture for my Public Service Card.. den head down to bugis to buy party deco stuff.. den go somewhere to book my cake.. zzz.. as u can see.. everything's nt done.. haha..

oh not forgetting i gotta teach tml... my weekend is gonneeee.. hahaz..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:20:00 PM

a continuation from the previous post,

we headed to Coffee & Toast after the swim and workout.. chilled out a while.. den headed to ikea, courts, giant.. haha.. all 3 at once.. and we drove from one carpark to the other too.. lolz.. cos it was raining lar.. if nt we wld have just walked.. haha..

went home after that.. to catch the NDP on tv!! haha.. fell asleep at the sofa halfway.. was too darn tired lar.. only had about 4 hrs of slp last nite.. lolz.. but mum woke me up to watch the ending part.. pretty fireworks!! yep..

afterwhich we drove down to downtown east e@hub for dinner at the hongkong restaurant and coffee at coffee bean..

and here i am at home now.. resting.. haha.. shld sleep soon.. gotta wake early tml to meet huili for 2nd service.. den cab to grandma's place.. den cab back to suntec for 4th service.. den to huili's bdae party..

coolest... busy and fulfilling day ahead!

Nut was Cased at ; 10:54:00 PM

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

it's Huili's bdae today too.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!

hahaz.. it's only 1030am.. and im done having breakfast at joo chiat and swimming 30 laps at the club.. now waiting for my parents to be done.. so im up at the lobby using the free internet.. haha..

so bored.. my parents are taking ages.. lol.. im so gonna buy a small laptop soon.. VERY soon.. prob Asus.. simple, small, light and basic laptop.. for me to carry around.. den maybe get another proper laptop when i officially start at NIE for proper or home use.. haha..

i need to shit.. lol.. oh and we are gonna go to ikea later.. needa buy some stuff.. lala..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:30:00 AM

started the day packing my wardrobe.. only.. 1/3 way thru.. haha.. den bathed and got out to meet EVELYN at eunos mrt, and travelled to PS to meet JASMINE LEE..

we had lunch at PS Manhattan Fish Market, den Soup at dunno where, and finally Ben&Jerry's ice cream.. all these, from 1-6pm.. when i was supposed to meet huili and karen for dinner before cell at 6pm.. haha.. but as u can see, i got too caught up catching up with eve and lee.. yep.. just like the old times back in st nix.. coolest..

took a couple of photos.. but will post them maybe tml.. quite tired and lazy now.. just came back from cell.. coolest..

gonna spend the whole day tml with my family.. coolest..

Nut was Cased at ; 11:59:00 PM

im feeling quite stressed.. i dunno why..

finally settled all my students' abrsm theory registration online.. and was trying to settle my invites for my upcoming bdae party.. but it's really hard yea.. i didnt get many confirmations.. so.. are those pple coming? or not? or they just didnt think of having to reply.. sigheth.. how to plan like that.. zzz..

i never should have thought of having the party.. was wanting to cancel it actually.. but somehow.. i actually started inviting pple.. then.. can i withdraw now? zzz..

it's supposed to be a joyous occasion rite? now it's becoming super stressful instead? zzz... crappy crap.. haha.

too much on my mind.. too many things to remember.. and too many unsettled stuff.. too many things 'hanging' around.. oh manx... lol.

maybe it's just the weather.

Nut was Cased at ; 11:20:00 PM

my modem's up!! alive and kicking!! haha..

mum and i woke up slightly later than what we planned.. cabbed down to the modem office.. was done very quickly.. praise God.. haha.. then cabbed down to tampines mall for brunch at Crystal Jade.. shopped at ntuc for groceries after.. then headed home..

aircon men came to service aircon.. was making a whole lot of noice while i was teaching.. zzz.. collected lots of cash today.. lolz.. for fees and for exam registration fees.. lol.. better hurry to the bank to deposit.. haha..

anw im super happy i can finally use the internet comfortably at home.. lolz.. oh and im kinda panicking about my so-called birthday 'party'.. how to call it a party when nOthing's planned? it's next week rite? L-O-L.

Nut was Cased at ; 9:10:00 PM

im currently sitting at loyang point Macs after finishing teaching at the school.. making use of Wireless@SG.. thank God for such an advanced country we live in.. haha..

i had the MOE appointment briefing this morning at MOE.. was cool.. many things to take note of though.. gotta take pic for the civil servant card or something.. den gotta go for medical checkup.. and blah blah.. lots of benefits being a civil servant i must say.. yep.. but i guess there's the workload and stress from being an educator too.. hmmz..

was given lots of stuff to read on.. and many forms to fill.. haha.. chaos.. lolz.. anwz.. felt a lil intimidated by the people just now.. there were about 60 of us at the briefing.. everyone looked so... professional.. hmmz..

will be sent to school to teach for a short while first i think.. starting from 8sept.. then to NIE for 2 years.. and there's a strict dress code to follow.. and a minimum GPA to maintain.. but of course.. i really wanna get my full gpa every single sem.. believing God for that..

oh and im not allowed to be employed elsewhere.. cos apparently it says that MOE is paying me to study FULLTIME for them.. lolz.. ossia how???? and i think im not even allowed to have private students lei.. my students how??? zzzz... oops..

yep and Coach Maddy smsed me when i just finished the briefing.. wad cool timing.. she's awesome lar i must say.. yep..

nothing much to blog about now.. except that i pray that my modem will be fixed immediately when i bring it down tml.. :)

Nut was Cased at ; 7:29:00 PM

a quick post before i go to teach..

MY MODEM IS DOWN!! I AM SO DISCONNECTED FROM THE WORLD!! since the weekend.. and i hope not for long.. zzz.. so gonna get it repaired soon.. but no one's free!! argh..

im so sad i couldnt blog about the NCC Combined Youth Concert on saturday.. the worship was super COOL!! it was GREAT yea.. haha.. pardon my limited vocab please.. so sad huili had to rush off after that.. cos the fellowship with the cg over dinner after the concert was great too!! yep..

and im so glad Huili decided to prioritise coming to sunday service yesterday instead of going somewhere else.. haha.. the message was awesome as usual!! and im glad i kinda gave out most of my invites already.. just worried that nobody turns up at my party only.. den i gotta eat all the food up by myself.. zzz...

anw.. my 21st birthday party.. Friday, 15th August. from 630pm. my house. please SMS me to confirm your attendance ASAP k.. so that i know how much food to cater for.. thank you.

appointment briefing at MOE tml.. feeling super apprehensive about it..

and and.. im still super pissed with the modem.. zzz.. maybe i got too hooked to the internet already.. chatting on msn with friends.. and surfing aimlessly till late at night every single night.. hmm.. now every night i seem so lonely.. arghhh...

Nut was Cased at ; 3:36:00 PM

just came home from cg.. gotta share this.. totally love it!

when u have problems dealing with people, just remember how Jesus worked with 12 people.. His disciples.. when all along, right from the start, He knew that one will betray Him, another will deny Him, and the rest all will run away when He is being persecuted.

this totally blew me away when it was shared.. yep.. stuck in my head..

another question that left me pondering was.. why is the truth that the Father sent the Son, so important in our faith? and would it be different, if Christ came to die for us on His own accord (meaning without the Father sending Him)?

Nut was Cased at ; 11:35:00 PM

my invitation 'slips' are ready!! gave out my 1st one this morning to mstan during piano lesson.. coolest.. haha..

headed to tampines mall to meet my mum.. had lunch.. den movie again!! haha.. watched Prom Night.. quite a simple and predictable storyline i must say.. but it was good yea.. walked around a while after that.. and came back home..

going out for bpmc cg tonight.. but will have dinner at home first.. yep.. kinda miss home-cooked food when my parents were overseas yea.. haha..

anw.. will be giving out my invitation 'slips' tml at church combined youth concert.. and meeting sheena on sunday before church.. and meeting mich, yuan, nad on monday. and meeting eve and lee nx friday.. hmm.. that leaves a few more that i will not meet.. hmm.. gonna snail mail them the 'slips'..

other than my invitation 'slips' being ready to be given out, nothing else is ready, or being prepared. bleah.

Nut was Cased at ; 4:49:00 PM