praise God, mum just got discharged.

Daddy i pray that you will continue to be with her as she recovers physically and mentally. grant her a speedy and complete recovery! amen!!

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from saturday evening onwards (yesterday), all my weekend plans were/are screwed.

mum's hospitalised at sgh. total shocker. i felt like i almost had a heart attack. but im alright now.

only attended service at new creation with cg today. confided further with various pple. thanx :D

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woohoo!! it's the 1st hr of my long weekend break from teaching!! haha..

later today i'll be having my piano lesson with mstan.. followed by settling admin stuff with lowrey.. then meeting my mum at parkway.. and finally meeting up with karen at night for shopping cum bible study..

on saturday, my cg will be praying from 830-9am as part of this 24.365 prayer chain organised by LoveSingapore.. so cool rite..

after that i'll be having brunch with yingling!! so shocked that she asked me on msn.. saying that she remembered that it's my break from teaching this weekend and whether im free for brunch.. haha.. but the sad thing is.. i most probably will miss st nix homecoming.. hmm..

after that i may go for bpmc worship service or something like that.. dunno wad it's supposed to be exactly.. but i noe it's something about worship.. learning the history about it or something.. haha..

on sunday, it'll be bpmc service in the morning.. then new creation service with cg!!

wow seems like most of my weekend will be spent in the presence of Daddy God!! and my beloved sisters and brothers in Christ! cool!!

verses that spoke to me today:

Phillipians 4:13
I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.

Romans 6:18
You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.

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time seems to pass faster nowadays.. cant wait for this day (thursday) to end quickly.. cos i'll be having a long weekend break.. it's 5th week.. haha.. more time to spend with Daddy God.. and precious friends of course..

st nix 75th anniversary and homecoming run this saturday.. nad has got tics for me already.. but i havent exactly decided if i wanna go or nt though.. kinda feeling lazy.. haha..

bible study session in the morning later.. then teaching.. more and more lowrey students being added to my already busy schedule.. teaching is getting quite stressful.. in addition, i'll be having 5 private theory students from next mth..

only You know my inner-most desires. in Your hands i place my hopes and plans. Daddy i rest in Your finished work. amen.

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woke up at 8am today.. feeling so so tired.. felt like i just laid my head on my pillow then almost immediately gotta wake up already.. had a headache.. but i kept my thoughts on Him and the pain went away gradually:)

teaching was fine today.. heard bad news from a student who didnt go for her theory exam last saturday.. oh wells..

headed down for easter service with yingling and cheemin.. so sad mich couldnt join me!!

this is the day that Jesus rose from the dead!! all our sins have been forgiven!! all our past, present and future wrongdoings have been paid for at the cross!! amen!!


22 March 2008 Saturday

finished teaching early today!! so blessed.. a couple of students couldnt attend lesson today.. so i ended early!! giving me ample time to have some lunch before travelling down to harbourfront to meet cg..

headed down to cheemin's house.. started off with only me, yingling, amy, jofid.. when we reached the place, jofid and amy started preparations for games.. while me, yingling and cheemin prepared some drinks then we settled down to play jenga.. lol..

while waiting for the rest to turn up, we started the fire for bbq!! had fun.. haha.. cg is having a shortage of guys.. lol..

after eating our fill, we had sharing session out in the garden.. under the round moon and countless stars.. so cool la.. haha.. topic discussed was about time management.. and many other random stuff.. haha..

people present were: coach maddy, yingling, sam, winnie, amy, jofid, kelvin, mingxian, kweechuan, cheemin, daffy, xiaohan and me.

many thanks to cheemin for opening up her house for cg gathering!! lala..

oh we left really late.. there wasnt any train left.. so the easties took bus 30 to bedok and xiaohan's parents sent each of us home from there.. thank you xiaohan!! and your lovely parents!! and thanks for talking to me about tongues when it was just the 2 of us left in the car.. :D

reached home around 2am.. took a bath, chatted with mum.. then went to sleep..

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Good friday.. also known as God friday..

in my personal opinion, it's not a very 'good' friday.. cos this is the day that Jesus was mocked at, tortured and crucified on the cross..

matthew 27:28-30
They stripped him and out a scarlet robe on him, and then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head. They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again.

but of course, all these bad things happened for a greater good. Jesus endured all this torture and mockery for all our sins. Jesus could have easily called upon the angels of angels to take him out of his misery, but he didnt! Jesus was punished for our sins. and because of this, we are all forgiven! By His stripes, we are forgiven!

attended bpmc church service early this morning.. pastor simon remembers me from the xmas service when i accepted Christ! haha.. this church is smaller scale and has a very homely feeling.. :D and holy communion meant so much to me today..

after the service, i didnt join bridget and her cg for the outing cum sharing.. instead i had some family time! headed down to the club to park the car.. then to marina for movie.. rule#1.. nice show! following that, we had dinner at sushi tei at raffles city.. awesome ramen! and dad had this really filling sukiyaki.. wow.. mum had tonnes of sashimi and sushi..

so having filled our tummies, we headed back to the club for a quick shower.. and here we are back at home now..

gonna start the day tml with teaching.. then heading down to harbourfront, cheemin's place for bbq cum fellowship and worship/praise session with cg!!

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Holy Thursday.

tonight, ~2000 years ago, the Lord's supper will take place.. most catholic churches around will be holding masses to commemorate the washing of the disciple's feet, and the breaking of bread(Jesus's body) and drinking of wine(Jesus's blood)..

tonight, ~2000 years ago, Jesus will be betrayed into the hands of the high priest by Judas Iscariot.

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CG bbq this saturday!!!! cant wait!!!

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Pastor Prince's back today!!

today's message was mainly about praying in tongues. towards the end of the service, pastor prayed for the holy spirit to come upon us and for all of us to receive the gift of tongues, and to pray IN tongues.

somehow or rather, i couldnt. i just couldnt. i couldnt bring myself to say those words, or rather, syllabus, that is unknown to man. what am i supposed to say? those who encouraged me into it, said that you do not have to think of what to say, it just comes. but how?

maybe im just someone who is so 'worldly', i have to know what to say in order to say it. how can i speak of something that i don't even know what to speak of?

i dunno if you understand what im crapping about.. but i really pray that Daddy God will enlighten me in this, and open my heart to gladly receive this gift that He is so willing to give.

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today is an excellent day!!

woke up and went for breakfast and chill out with mum and dad at the club.. then met up with karen.. and i brought her to church!! Arrow service!!

met up with mstan and her sis at church.. pastor benjamin's msg was excellent!! and the best of all, at the end of everything, Karen raised her hand to be saved!! she's the 1st friend that i brought to church.. and converted her!! was super super super touched..

after that, we had dinner with cg.. chatted.. and coach maddy gave me an item.. her beauty secret.. lol.. once again, im so so so touched.. since i came to this church, i have been receiving non-stop.. and i really thank and praise Daddy God for all this!

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student's violin exam went very well.. no hiccups in the pieces.. well done!!

thank you Daddy:)

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my accompaniment for violin student's exam is tml..

God bless.. :)

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all i can say is.. it was a terrible day.. not the whole day.. but this certain part of it.. which stayed in my mind for the rest of the day and made me feel super terrible inside.. after that, all i did was a show.. a smile on my face.. talking to groups of pple like nothing happened..

just reached home and on the way home on the bus, i cried.. at first i tried my utmost best to hold back the tears.. but in the end it just got too heavy and rolled down my cheeks.. luckily the bus wasnt crowded.. quite empty in fact, considering the time..

i must trust Daddy God in this.. sigheth.. im off.

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today's service was excellent like always!!

Pastor Joshua preached today.. was quite sad at first when he said that Pastor Prince is back in town but not preaching cos he just came back from south africa and stuff.. 2 weeks since i heard Pastor Prince.. somehow.. i feel so at home just listening to his voice..

however, after listening somemore.. i felt that Pastor Joshua is not that bad!! his message totally spoke through me..

he was preaching about how God's love for us is unconditional.. God loves us for NO reason.. cos if He has a reason to love us, he will have a reason to NOT love us too.. just like if ur bf/gf loves u for a reason, likewise he will not love you for a reason too..

so basically today's msg was all about God's love for us.. Agapao: unconditional love, love by choice and by an act of the will.

had dinner with yl, mich, yuyan, yoshie, alvin, kirsten.. then we headed home.. i dropped by whitesands to meet up with bridget, francis (bridget's fiance), karen, glenn for some dessert.. and a chat.. karen got saved today!! welcome to the family!!

just got home.. to find my family all asleep.. hmm... quite early to be sleeping lei.. haha.. anws.. im feeling so rejuvenated from listening to God's word today!! cant sleep.. haha..

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well.. i had my 2nd CG yesterday at nus.. was fun as usual.. we had sharing of our past photos during dinner.. and i must say that everyone changed alot!! except me.. haha.. we had supper with coach maddy after cg.. then me, yl, sam, xiaohan shared a cab to the tanjong pagar mrt cos we were on the verge of missing the last train home..

so glad that there're quite a number of us living in the east.. yl and sam in bedok, xiaohan and winnie in tampines.. haha.. this means company on the train home!! haha.. well.. i reached home super late.. almost 1am in the morning.. chatted with my mum then went to sleep with a spliting headache.. from the lack of sleep and constant worrying about certain stuff.. i think..

had to wake up early this morning for teaching.. my headache was still there.. but as time progressed, it slowly got away.. finished teaching at 230pm.. since there's no arrow today, it was family time for me!! ha.. went out to club with mum and dad.. dad gymed, swam, steamed and wadeva.. while me and mum went shopping!! haha..

then we headed down to defu lane some seafood restaurant for fabulous seafood!! it was excellent!! haha.. very prosperous business they have.. yep.. and now im home sweet home.. very tired.. but very satisfied..

just received sweet smses from yl again.. awwwww.... haha.. cant wait for service tml.. to have more 'good food' (pastor's msg).. and to enjoy the company of fantastic pple.. yl.. and MICHELLE YEOH MI XUE!! haha..

oh btw.. mstan gave me one of pastor prince's sermon cd yesterday during piano lesson.. so so touching.. awwww... haha.. and i dunno if i mentioned this before.. but my shepherd gave me pastor prince's Destined to Reign last week.. so so touching.. awww.. Praise God for sending me such wonderful people of Christ..

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well.. all i can say is.. it has been a really long day....

all thanks to smses from mstan and my shepherd which kept my spirits up.. :)

and also to Daddy God for staying by my side keeping me company.. :)

oh btw i met up with mum for a lil while at bugis today.. crazy us bought another hp.. lol.. W910i.. just for the fun of it actually.. haha.. i'll use it a few days to play games.. then most prob will let mum use it.. cos camera only 2.0megapix.. haha.. i prefer my own 3.5megapix.. haha..

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er... thursday is nearing............ oh wells..

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ive got something quite major happening on thursday and ive got so many pple praying for me!! im feeling so so so blessed!! i know that Daddy God will just pave my way and make everything smooth-sailing for me!! His blessed child!!

btw i forgot to mention something in my previous entry.. yuyan realised that she lost her hp when we were about to have dinner last night.. so i called her hp and guess what.. to cut the story short, the person who picked the phone picked up the call and returned the phone!! yuyan is so so blessed!!!

Praise Daddy God for all His mighty deeds!!

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yingling totally touched my heart today.. no matter what happens.. she'll always be my shepherd today and forever :)

thanks to yuyan who talked and shared with me over dinner today :)

Praise Daddy God for sending my such wonderful soulmates :)

Praise Daddy God for an excellent service today :)

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today's arrow service was great! theme was black & white.. haha.. the message preached was excellent.. gotta take some time tonight to digest though.. hmm.. i can only remember like bits and pieces.. like having no fear.. letting go.. er.. that's about all i can remember for now.. LOL.. sucha loser rite.. haha..

aniwaes.. joined cg for dinner after that.. afterwhich we all shared about which part of the message touched our hearts most.. hmm.. as usual.. i didnt share much la.. tongue-tied.. shy.. and blah blah.. zzz.. but it was good listening to the others though.. haha..

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