today's bible study and fellowship with Bridget was very fruitful!! learnt more about God and took in more than our 1st session last week.. i feel.. it's probably cos it's our 2nd session together and im not feeling so shy anymore.. haha..

long day ahead tml.. piano in the morning.. then settling admin stuff with lowrey.. then rushing home for violin acc session with student.. then rushing to meet Karen to bring her to yamaha and buy books, and to the Christian bookshop to buy her bible.. and finally to Bridget's CG..

predict a busy but fulfilling day ahead.. :)

verses learnt today:

"Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."
John 16:24

"I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness"
Jeremiah 31:3

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this is getting bad.. haha.. it's about 1030 in the morning.. the first thing i did when i got up was to come online.. when ive got so much music to practise.. my own and the violin accompaniments.. im ignoring them.. and that IS bad.. :x

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hi as you can see, ive changed my blogskin.. notice that it's still black and dull.. haha.. no choice.. love this colour combi lar..

felt a lil bored.. hands itchy.. so i started meddling around with html.. cant seem to align the stuff properly though.. haha.. anybody wanna help me 'slim' my 2 boxes down??

and gosh look at the time!! gonna meet up with Bridget again for fellowship later..

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results for my students who took their theory exam last november just came out today!! i sent 4 g3 students.. 2 had merit and 2 had distinction!! well done!! Praise God!!

God i need help with this other bigger batch im sending this March. Please guide them and help them focus and work harder for their upcoming theory exam. In Jesus's name i pray. AMEN!

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today is church day again.. sat with Yingling this time.. my CGL.. yes.. i have decided which CG to join.. yes yes yes.. CGL used to be Sam.. but he stepped down cos of clash of commitments.. but he's still in the cg lar.. with Yingling shepherding now instead.. :D

but i was a lil off today during service.. seems like i didnt remember anything.. sigheth..

anw.. im home now and i just went to ossia music website to check how my students auditions went today.. ive got one student in the finals!! lol.. same like last year.. i had one in the elementary finals.. this year is intermediate category.. lol.. hmm.. but i shld be proud that im the only tcher with student in the finals for pasir ris and tampines branch for this 2 years.. wahaha..

a teacher feels proud seeing her students grow.. mentally and musically.. yep.. but anw i personally feel that the audition process isnt very 'clean'.. haha..

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well i was just chatting with this friend who just received her o's results.. she didnt get what she aimed for but it's still a good result.. i really admire her for her great optimism..

this brings back lots of memories.. how i felt like it was the end of the world about 4-5 yrs ago.. even till now i dun think im over it.. in fact i think i'll Never get over it.. it left a great, deep scar in me.. sigheth..

anw.. im really happy for her.. jiayou cheryl!!

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met up with Bridget this afternoon for lunch then discussion.. learnt more about daddy God today:)

after that i went for a haircut.. then went to teach.. dunno why.. but i felt so restless.. like my heart couldnt stop beating or something.. anw feel much better now after dinner..

btw.. did u see the beautiful moon tonight? and last night? amazing!!

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kinda looking forward to meeting Bridget for lunch tml.. then will be discussing the book she gave me about my new life.. but a bit shy.. just the 2 of us.. oh no.. haha..

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i almost didnt want to attend service today. ended teaching late.. and was quite sianded.. but all thanks to Taurus's encouragement, i took a cab down and i made it just in time for Holy Communion! Praise God!

didnt miss a single word of Pastor Prince's preaching.. today was a GREAT service.. the message totally touched me and was really enriching! gained ALOT today. more than words can describe.

Thank you LORD.
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today Bridget dropped by Ossia to pass me this New Life Kit for new Christians. it is a 8 week study course, in which i have gotta read stuff and meet up with Bridget once a week. she's my discipler and im her disciple. she is gonna guide me along my spiritual growth and my new life in Christ.

you noe, since i got saved, my life really changed.. a whole lot for the better.. the wonders Daddy God can do for us.

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
2 Corinthians 5:17

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i tink im having some hormonal imbalance.. haha.. feeling depressed.. zzz..

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i feel so So blessed when i receive emails and smses from church friends.. it's always really inspiring and soul-lifting msges..

and Arrow service sounds so So fun i cant wait to attend.. missed the 1st Arrow service of the year 2 saturdays ago, and am gonna miss the 2nd one this coming saturday.. but i'll be attending the following one from next mth!! :):)

cant wait to spend more time with Daddy God!

today was one of those days which i didnt feel like doing anything.. was feeling a tad too depressed this afternoon, didnt wanna leave the house to go teach.. but all thanks to God, He gave me the strength to endure all my pain and face life like it is.

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ive edited my previous post.. felt that it's kinda aggressive.. the front part.. aniways.. was pissed off by yet another student today.. haiz..

but all thanks to God, i managed to control myself. yep.

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im gradually cutting down on my teaching hours already.. to make time for Arrow service and Sunday service and CG meetings.. thinking of this just perks me up:):):)

Today's service was good.. Pastor Prince went overseas to spread the Word somewhere else.. forgot where.. haha.. Pastor Brian Houston preached today..

everytime after service, friends will ask me how was the service.. and they will ask which part of the service left a deep impression on me..

guess what, when i try to recall, it seems as if i cant remember! the only thing that i remember was that the service was good and i gained alot.. but just dunno what.. hmm..

short-term memory? i shld start bringing in a notebook and take down notes.. noticed that all the others are doing this.. hmm..

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it's almost 11pm on thursday night and i still cant decide whose CG to join officially!! arhhh.. really gotta decide by tonight.. so that i can go meet that one CG tml... arhhhhhhh..

why am i so indecisive??? but seriously, there seems to be equal pros and cons for each of them.. arhhh.. someone help me!! mich?? yuyan?? haha..

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another normal passed today.. hmm..

it's tuesday.. ive gotta decide whose CG to join for certain and to attend by thursday night..

God, if you are willing, please guide me. Amen.

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well.. nothing happened much today.. just the usual.. teaching..

MC King's funeral was today.. im surprised that i dun read many blogs writing about him.. such a funny guy.. i remember him as someone who always makes people laugh.. it's sad how he has to leave this world so soon.. hmm.. cherish life pple!!

Daddy God loves us!

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was rearranging my students for the weekend.. wanna end at 3pm on both sat and sun.. and i managed to arrange it!! with some students going to weekday nights.. and all the parents consented!! Praise God for making all things smooth-sailing for me!!

by next mth, i'll be able to attend Arrow serivce on saturday!! and normal english service on sunday without being late!! couldnt attend the 1st Arrow service of the year yesterday.. cos my sat schedule is like WOW.. haha..

i went for today's service.. rushed down straight after teaching at 430pm.. reached around 545pm.. missed the Praise & Worship and Holy Communion.. but i got to listen to God's Words!! so glad!

not forgetting to thank Taurus and Wei jian for saving me a seat!! and of course God for everything He's done for me since i got saved!!

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woke up this morning.. packed my piano bks, my violin bks into my bag.. had breakfast.. then headed down for piano lesson.. intending to go meet nad, yuan, xy at town after that then go for violin lesson in the evening straight..

but but.. piano lesson ended quite late.. then i had to buy tons of bks for my students.. by then.. i decided to just go home already.. cos go down to town a while then gotta leave for violin.. no pt..

sorry nad.. but HAPPY 21st!!!

bought a bouquet of flowers for nad yesterday and had it sent over this morning.. haha.. it's nothing much lar.. just for fun.. haha..

so as i was staying home slacking away and waiting for violin lesson.. i made a very very drastic decision.. seriously drastic.. and i even called the person to 'fulfill' the decision.. sigheth..

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only the 2nd day back at teaching.. and im falling sick already.. running a fever halfway thru class.. and my throat hurts like crazy.. imagine having to teach.. havin to keep talking in class.. zzz..

mum just forced me to down 2 panadol cold pills.. u noe how huge the pills are.. and how i just cant swallow.. omg omg.. zzz..

and she's nagging how it's cos ive played too much this 2 weeks of hols.. going out every single day.. and staying out late.. staying up late.. arhh... and now she's telling me not to go out tml for lunch with nad, yuan, xy to celebrate nad's 21st.. arh...

not forgetting ive still got my own piano and violin lesson tml.. lala.. was looking forward to it.. but now feel damn sick.. dun feel like doing anything..

God i pray.

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almost the end of the 1st day of the year already.. finally today i can sit down and use the internet..

new year's eve started off with me joining my supposedly 'future CG' at the airport.. shared my childhood pictures over lunch.. then walked around taking really lame pictures.. headed off to CGL Taurus's place after that where they played pool games but i had to leave for home for dinner..

after family steamboat at home on new year's eve, i set off to Yuyan's CG gathering at Winnie's place.. watched tv.. played games.. indian poker was fun!! drank so much.. haha..

after the countdown, we played more games.. till Winnie's parents came home with supper.. ate.. then had sharing session.. that time was about 1plus 2am in the morning already..

1st time I had an official sharing session with a CG.. they answered many of my questions.. cleared my doubts.. then when CGL Sam asked us to share one by one what we have to thank God for this past year, my lips kinda glued together.. sorry Yuyan.. haha..

one part of me is shy.. but the other part is.. i feel like im not yet ready to share my personal life with CG members.. not just yet.. there's so much going on in my life right now, it's kinda difficult to put them all in words and to consult in my brothers and sisters in CG..

Sam was great though.. he's an excellent CGL.. now im in a dillema though.. whose CG shld i settle down in?? Taurus's CG which has Elaine in it.. or Sam's CG which has Yuyan in it.. or Bridget's CG which is another church altogether.. but in the church which i was saved..

anw.. the sharing session lasted all the way till about 6-7am in the morning on new year.. shiong arh.. slept a while.. then headed home at around 10am.. intended to go to Nad's new year cum 21st bdae celeb.. but i was just too dead tired..

instead, went with my parents for lunch and then ECP to chill and enjoy the new year's sea breeze.. after that came home, bathed and headed down to Courts.. cos i wanna buy a mp3 player that does not need any installing of software.. haha.. tired of Creative and Apple already..

lastly had dinner at ikea, walked around to digest.. and here i am.. finally.. at rest!!

tml's back to teaching again.. part of me feels extremely miserable.. but i must continue to pray.. and trust that God will guide me.. i dedicate my life to You, Lord.. i want to spend more time with you.. not a single day is spent without thinking of you.. wanting to go to church.. but i noe that God is always at my side.. without fail..

ok.. this is quite a long entry.. haha.. shant bore you peeps out.. tata!

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