time flies.. before i knew it.. 2 months have passed since i took leave.. it's back to SGH tml.. feeling sad.. but glad at the same time that it'll be my last month with them..

guess i'll not be online so often once im back there.. no time.. will be working from morning to night, mondays to sundays.. including my teaching stuff.. haiz.. at least it's just one more month rite??

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bought myself a g-shock watch from city hall today.. that sounds very tomboy-ish.. lol.. that's me.. ha.. many have told me that i needa be more feminine.. ha..

feeling very empty now that ive finished reading harry potter.. got the email from my boss at sgh.. it's confirmed that i'll go back to work for august.. he's a very nice guy.. lala..

so this means im going back to work on wednesday.. one LAST month of rushing from outram to pasir ris every day and nite.. lol.. and i can finally drop by the blood bank and donate blood!! shall go make an appt..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:12:00 PM

1245am on monday 300707.. i finished reading Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows..

in my opinion, it's the best out of the 7 books.. u just gotta go get one and READ IT!!

Harry married Ginny.. and gave birth to 3 kids.. eldest is named James, followed by Albus and Lily..

Ron married Hermione.. gave birth to 2.. Rose and Hugo..

Draco oso got married and gave birth to Scorpius..

Neville became Herbology Professor at Hogwarts..

important ppl who died in the fight against Voldermort includes Mad-eye Moody, Dobby, Fred, Tonks, Lupin and Colin Creevey..

Snape is a GOOD GUY!! he killed Dumbledore under Dumbledore's own instructions.. it was all planned ahead.. he died under the hands of Voldermort eventually..

There.. did i just spoil it for pple who havent read the book.. wahhaa.. im evil..

Nut was Cased at ; 12:45:00 AM

went to watch OOTPEE a 2nd time with 1/3 of OOTGR at the Cathay.. ha.. we chose front seats when there were slightly better ones.. LOL.. slight deja vu cos we watched goblet of fire at the front row too.. and it was SUPER cold.. one of the few times that i actually feel cold during a movie..

somehow the show is more interesting than when i watched it the first time.. ha.. percy appeared more times that i saw him the first time i watched the movie.. lol.. i think i must have been half asleep the first time round..

anw.. im left with less than a 100 pages of the Deathly Hallows.. cant wait to finish it.. but a feeling a lil sad that the whole magical story is coming to an end.. sobz..

anw.. to spoil some of ur moods.. ha.. wad ive read so far, Mad-eye Moody, Dobby and Fred have died.. wahaha..

ok back to finishing the final pages..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:37:00 PM

had piano lesson today.. discussed wad happened during my exam.. and planned something about my teaching together.. played more bach.. i must learn to like this guy.. hmm..

after that headed for violin lesson.. bought my g6-8 scales book.. since my piano exam is over now, i really hope to spend more time than usual practising my violin and hopefully get my g8 asap.. of course nt neglecting my piano too..

after violin, i bought a pig from More Than Words.. i saw this pic in the 9pm channel 8 army show.. rui en has one.. and i found it sooo adorable.. ha.. can put someone's pic on top.. wonder who's i should put.. wahaha..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:33:00 PM

ive kinda gotten over the disappointment.. i hope.

anw.. more pressing problems.. back to sgh for one more month?? den concentrate on teaching and learning music??

to add on to the problems, parents do not wanna pay for my piano lessons anymore.. saying that ive learnt enough and even if i wanna learn somemore, it's all my choice and i must be responsible for my own choice and pay by myself..

seriously feel so f*cked up.

so now my basic expenses every mth will roughly be:
$250 :piano
$205 :violin
$300 :mum
$200 :dad

tell me how f*cked up that is. might as well tell me to buy a house and live by myself.

Nut was Cased at ; 11:09:00 PM

woke up super early to meet mstan at 7am for warmup today.. den headed back home to change and prepare..

the exam didnt go as i'd liked it to be.. ive disappointed myself, disappointed mstan..

the examiners were quite fierce and strict. no smiles, just pure formality. because of that, i was so nervous that i made many mistakes during my half hr recital. mistakes that shouldnt have been made. I was thrown with many un-answerable questions during viva voce. quick study wasnt too bad.

was in quite a state of shock when i came out of the recital studio. mstan called and she was quite worried too.

anihows.. treated puileng to swensens after the whole thing to thank her for her help.. and after that she wanted to go vivocity so i accompanied her.. she's great company to be with!! or maybe cos both of us are of the same age.. and with many similar interests.. no quiet moments between us:)

shopped till both our feet hurt like crazy.. i was in court shoes and she in heels btw.. ha.. we walked and walked and walked.. buy and buy.. ha.. oo and i bumped into michelle yeoh at 'pull and bear'!! ha..

came home quite late.. considering my exam ended at 3 something 4.. mstan called me again..

quite an eventful day. time for self-reflection.

Nut was Cased at ; 10:33:00 PM

omg omg omg.

my exam is tml.

let us pray.

Nut was Cased at ; 11:15:00 PM

190707

havent had time to blog till now.. which is like the wee hours of 200707..

had my 2nd rehearsal at millenia kawai recital studio.. in my opinion, i think this time was much better.. or is that self-consolation.. ha..

after that we walked back to the mrt.. she passed me some stuff to type and listen to.. met my mum.. den we had lunch and went shopping.. bought a GAP tshirt.. and 2 fbt shorts.. ha..

after that had to cut short our shopping trip and go home cos i gotta prepare for teaching for lowrey.. hmm.. den came home 10 plus.. had dinner.. and was so guai i sat down in front of my lappy and started typing the stuff she told me to.. and burnt all the cds she lent me into my external hd and ipod, and started listenin to them..

pls tell me how guai i am :)

ha.. ok.. but it's like what time now.. i havent started editing my programme notes which she criticised since tuesday.. zzz.. another lesson with her in about.. let's see.. about 9hrs time.. shucks.

Nut was Cased at ; 1:12:00 AM

met mstan early in the morning to go to millenia walk kawai music sch recital studio to practise..

steinway and sons grand.. the piano is GREAT.. but i SUCK.. lol.. quite surprised mstan din yell her head off.. there were double doors to that recital studio.. TOTALLY sound proof.. so even if she screamed and yelled, no one wld hear it.. except me la.. but she didnt.. ha..

but she criticised my programme notes like it isnt worth a cent.. zzz.. back to work.. another practice at the recital studio on thursday.. normal lessons tml.. seriously zzz.. i expect scoldings tml.. lala..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:21:00 PM

i dunno what is the right word to use.. but im feeling so _____ now..
(fill in the blank)

she just cancelled lesson tml cos apparently im not responding well enough and lesson wld be useless.

seems like this is the very first time in my so many years under her that i made her this angry.

omfg.

wad to do.

Nut was Cased at ; 11:05:00 PM

instead of glueing my ass on the piano bench this afternoon, i went to tampines to catch Harry Potter and the OOTP with Jane.. anyone knows who Jane is? ha.. i bet no one noes.. cos only I noe her.. :)

so now i feel so guilty over the lost time this afternn, im gonna go to the piano and work my ass off.. tata~

Nut was Cased at ; 11:03:00 PM

i just realised that i havent blogged about my 1st violin lesson @ seimpi sch of music.. well.. it definitely wasnt a disappointment.. Ms Veneta definitely knows wad she's doing.. yep.. and even the counter staff is cool.. ha..

so now ive got more stuff to practise.. on top of my piano dip.. oh wells.. wad's new huh.. oh and not to mention my programme notes for piano dip.. which is not even half done.. hmm..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:31:00 PM

been spending lotsa time at lowrey tampines nowadays.. keep getting nagged at by mstan.. hmm.. lots to do.. lots to practise.. im simply NOT THERE yet.. going to go down there tml and sit at the piano for the whole day again..

violin lessons at whitesands starts tml.. and mstan happily told me to bring my violin down to lowrey so that i can go straight from there and thus i dun needa leave earlier to go home and get my violin.. hurhur..

well.. i brought this all upon myself huh.. anw.. looking forward to violin tml and hope it will not be a disappointment.. lala..

for now, it's back to the piano for more practise.. like the past nites.. panda eyes coming up.. O_O

Nut was Cased at ; 12:26:00 AM

exam is in about 3 wks time..

fear, nervousness, read about something and now even jealousy creeps in..

i must help myself.

Nut was Cased at ; 10:33:00 PM