met mstan yesterday morning to go to submit abrsm stuff.. went for breakfast.. den i went for a swim at src.. by the time i finish swimming, it's only like around 10am.. hA.. so can u imagine wad time i met mstan.. lol..

den wanted to go national library return my books den borrow more.. walk halfway den mum called.. she reaching le.. sigh.. so walk back to meet her.. zzz.. hA..

damn sian nowadays.. nothing to do.. and i dun wanna look for schools to take me for teaching till after i get my results.. hmm.. so it's half a mth more of sian-ness.. till then.. i aim to finish reading all the books in the national library.. LOL..

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when i came back from teaching theory today, the 2 oldest gals in class stalked me home.. zzz.. so desperate to noe where i live.. lol.. den i knew they were following.. so when i got into the lift i clicked 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8.. lame yes i noe..

tml meeting mstan early in the morning at 8am.. we going to vch to register private candidates for abrsm exams.. hA.. actually is she wanna teach me how and where to register.. hA.. so sian.. gotta wake damn early.. hA..

anw.. kinda hooked to audi again.. hA.. budden take so long to lvl up!! zzz.. no skill la.. hA..

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yeah.. everything's over!! everything to do with np is over!! lala.. external presentation was quite quite crappy.. even though Dr Lim said it was fine.. she was in the LT with us and the examiner Prof Halliwell.. got a couple of questions where we were stunned.. ohwells.. it's over!!

Dr Lim said wanna treat her project students lunch either next thurs or fri.. damn shy lei.. im so nt into this kinda formal occasion.. hA.. anti-social huh.. lala..

just finished typing out my plans for ossia enrichment week.. hopefully majority is fine with the day and time.. alalala..

Nut was Cased at ; 10:55:00 PM

whoo.. finally free today.. just got back from teaching and dinner.. finally can settle down and do some readings for tml's external presentation.. angeline said that she heard the prof will ask tons of questions.. hA.. im so dead la..

now wad time already.. hA.. tml gotta wake early.. dress formal.. and head down to clementi.. prob my last time travelling there already.. if all goes well la.. hA.. damn happy.. nothing can put me down.. lalala..

ooo.. and i gotta freaking plan my enrichment week for my students le... gotta decide on the day and time quick so that they can keep that time free.. zzz...

kk.. i shld scoot.. tata..

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im back... this chinese new year is very very busy.. as usual.. stayed up till around 3am for every single night.. damn shagged.. but it was fuN!! collecting angpao.. and catching up with cousins.. lalala..

nothing much to update.. just very tired.. and feeling very weird with nothing to study for.. fyp external presentation this friday.. formal attire.. so weird.. hA..

Nut was Cased at ; 9:03:00 PM

yo.. just had reunion dinner.. house quite quite crowded now.. but nothing can be compared to the crowd that will come tml.. hA.. im quite lucky actually.. everyone comes to my house to visit cos my paternal grandma stays with us.. so we dun needa go everywhere to visit.. LOL.. budden house will be damn crowded la.. all come at once.. hA..

anw.. since i'll be damn busy tonight and tml..

an advanced HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR to everyone!!

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ok finally.. my final paper in np is over!!! shall heck care bout everything till results day.. 15march.. lalala..

it's time to look forward to cny!!

btw im having some probs with blogger.. seems like my new posts take a super long time to be seen on my blog.. or is only me?? hmm..

anw.. meeting yuan tml for eyebrow plucking.. den maybe ikea? hA.. exciting la.. but quite wierd oso.. suddenly got nothing to do..

cny resolutions.. chiong piano like never before.. and swim everyday except during that time of the mth.. lala..

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die.. having headache now.. cant concentrate.. zzz.. the night before my last paper, i cant concentrate.. thank you very much..

gonna slp.. so early.. considering the time ive been slping last few nites.. this is very early.. not even 2am.. zzz.. but cmi le..

need alot of energy to tackle the stupid proteomics paper later at 2pm..

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BTN test was quite ok.. calculations questions came out as espected.. yeah! lol.. and guess wad.. the moment i stepped in, i see 2 invigilators.. and one of them is none other than LAWRENCE LAI.. lol.. damn coincidental.. totally made my day with him handing me my paper and wishing me good luck.. hA..

one last paper tml.. my FINAL paper in NP.. and it is so gonna be a killer.. really hope i dun fail.. till now i still feel that the lecture notes are like totally useless.. how.. fail then die la.. Dr Koh so stingy with his marks somemore.. hai..

kinda feel as if im gonna miss the sch.. and miss Lawrence Lai even more.. seems like he's the only lecturer that totally got me engaged.. maybe Dr Lim too.. im really privileged to have Lawrence Lai in my final semester in NP.. i dun mind failing his module just to come back and have him again.. hA.. but seriously no one fails WISP.. budden dun think i will miss np la.. will just miss the lecturers.. SOME of them.. hA..

k im crapping here when im supposed to study for my killer proteomics.. zzz..

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it's approximately 1230am++ now.. HAPPY VDAE TO ALL.. though mine will be spent mugging for exams.. and taking exams.. zzz..

finished studying for BTN.. finally settled all the freaking bio calculations that im so freaking weak at.. sense of accomplishment huh.. lol.. hopefully all these calculations come out in the paper later today.. which it definitely will.. yea..

gonna take a short break.. den try to finish up studying for proteomics too.. proteomics is damn damn hard la.. zzz..

all these staying up late.. when it's like so close to CNY.. so so anti-climax or wadeva u call it.. zzz.. and my the skin on my face is so gonna suffer.. cos apparently staying up late is "heaty".. zzz..

been drinking hot lipton milk tea last few nites.. today i went to buy Nescafe mocha.. a few cans stock in the fridge.. lol.. and ive been playing Vivaldi's The Four Seasons non-stop on my APPLE ipod nano using CREATIVE speakers which i bought a couple of days ago.. lol.. inpirational and motivational.. k im off.

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it's past midnight.. im supposed to study.. im TRYING to study.. but nothing seems to be getting into the so-called brain.. so i wenta surf friendster.. and chanced upon this..

see the woman in the middle of the pic?? CHEN LAO SHI.. my ever-dearest mentor in sec 3 and 4.. who helped me in so many ways, and believed in me when many others didn't.. there's no word to describe my gratitude for her..

this pic was taken during 4Purity'03 gathering in 2006.. and i was ABSENT..

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yippee..dyed my hair today..natural colour.. nothing too obvious.. hA..

anw..i juz remembered something that happened during our maternal side reunion yesterday.. my grandma suddenly mentioned what my ambition was when i was young.. out of the blue she suddenly said in chinese "i still remember that you told me you wanted to be the president when you were young, do you remember?"

can u imagine how freaking touched i was?? she actually remembered me when i was young.. i dun think anyone else can remember that la.. it's like so insignificant.. but she remembers!! of course that ambition of mine was crap la.. but i was very young then.. thus the immaturity.. but my maternal grandma actually remembers!! i dun expect this from my paternal grandma.. even though we have been living under the same roof since god noes when..

im so so touched.. and suddenly i felt the importance of family.. i think i will nt bear to leave her ever.. hai.. but she's still strong and healthy.. right yuanzhen?? hA..

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just came back from reunion dinner with maternal side.. my grandma's place is like super near mstan's place.. wahaha.. interesting huh.. hA..

anw today gt one new tcher sit in my lesson to see see.. she's studying in NJC.. lives in thomson area.. wanted to teach at CCK branch.. but only pasir ris needs new tcher cos gt one quitting this month.. so she's starting next month every sunday..

and GUESS WHAT.. SHE IS FROM ST NIX TOO!!!! gray tag.. which means she's sec 1 when im sec 4.. the world is so so freaking small mans.. but she's damn pro la.. Diploma of Licentiate.. from London College.. it's like the 3rd level of piano diploma.. budden her theory never finish G8.. budden still damn pro la.. zzz..

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argh.. left side of my mouth is aching like F*ck.. zzz.. mum says too heaty.. zzz..

feeling damn miserable now.. dunno why.. tml acmb exam.. den gotta rush back to teach.. cos smart me only took the morning off.. zzz.. which i totally regret now.. but i shld be rejoicing as i do not need to do so much make up lessons.. hmm..

feeling so so so so so so sian..............

ooo.. saw st nix on the news.. st nix did well for o's.. congrats man.. hA.. and the new principal looks good.. wonder when i can go back to sn again for a visit.. hmm..

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went for a haircut today WITH MY MUM.. can u believe it.. she was like standing right next to me like im a small kid.. and telling the hairdresser what I WANT.. zzz.. more like wad she wants.. she was just ensuring that i do not cut my hair tooo short.. so i just got myself a TRIM.. it looks fine.. not much diff.. except for my fringe.. so tut.. zzz..

and mum agreed to let me dye my hair!! provided she DIY for me.. she dun wan me to go to any salon.. despite me telling her that my hair so short, will not be very ex.. she worries that i go in black hair, come out yellow hair.. LOL.. like i will do that.. hA..

anw.. im like super bored.. cant wait for next thurs.. when everything will be over!! wahaha.. in the meantime, there's nothing much for me to do, except to STUDY.. budden im like spending more time on my piano than studying.. how how..

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since ive got NO MORE SCHOOL, my piano lesson today was rescheduled from 12-2 this afternoon instead of the usual night class.. i reached early.. and the lesson still can drag.. lol.. the most hilarious thing was.. our first 10 min was spent on she telling me wad i should buy for cny clothes.. mstan told me that my clothes are oversized and i shld get tops 2 sizes smaller.. and jeans SKIRT.. seriously zzzzzz..... hA.. piano lesson became fashion class.. woo.. hA..

today's lesson was really intense though.. played through every single of my dip pieces.. and she said timing still not enough.. gotta get another song.. den did some listening of songs too.. i seriously still cant appreciate skrjabin.. stupid contemporary guy.. zzz.. but anw.. yeah we are starting on my favourite fantasy impromptu.. she mentioned something about a performance in june.. zzzzz...

and she said my beethoven's pathetique sonata in deproving like crazy.. speed and everything not there.. especially SPEED la.. she said i was much better last time.. i could play at the ideal speed last time.. budden now im like so so so much slower.. uh-oh.. how lei.. lalalalala...

Nut was Cased at ; 11:34:00 PM

was surfing the net about the timings of youth services.. most churches hold youth services on saturday late afternoon and some on sunday morning.. so so saded..

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ACMB exam : 10/2 (sat)
BTN exam : 14/2 (wed)
Proteomics exam : 15/2 (thurs)

Driving exam : 26/2 (mon)

ok ive scrapped off everything on my list that's done.. im so left with exams.. and going for my fyp internal presentation later in the afternoon..

been quite some time since i updated my blog.. im feeling good and bad now.. good cos "it's" here!! "it" has never been this this this late before.. i tot i gt some disease or something.. lol.. bad cos of the other things that "it" brings along with "it".. lol.. making no sense here..

AND AND AND remember i was telling some of u that i wanna go to church? but i cant attend the normal sunday services cos of teaching commitments.. my BROTHER has started going to church la.. ZZZZZZ.... he's bought himself the bible and all.. im nt sure which church he's sticking to.. cos he went to 1 of his friend's church.. den yesterday he went to the church my relatives all go to.. to join the youth ministry or something.. yea..

im like so jealous la.. who wanna go with me?? friday night services??

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