BTN assignment 4 due : 22/1 (mon)
ACMB practical test : 24/1 (wed)
FYP Final report due : 24/1 (wed)
WISP assignment 3 due : 25/1 (thurs)
LSSS test : 26/1 (fri)
BTN CT 2 : 29/1 (mon)
Summit Presentation : 30/1 (tues)
IL2 practical test : 31/1 (wed)
FYP internal presentation : 5/2 (mon)

ACMB exam : 10/2 (sat)
BTN exam : 14/2 (wed)
Proteomics exam : 15/2 (thurs)

Driving exam : 26/2 (mon)

IL2 practical today was.. whoooshhh.. lol.. gt serial dilution.. been so so long since we did any serial dilution huh.. zzzz..

im supposed to feel relieved now that all my tests and assignments are over.. only left with exam.. but why am i not feeling that way?? hmmmmm......

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many things on my list are cancelled already.. but more things have been added.. zzz.. seriously.. i tot i could finally just concentrate on my upcoming exams.. zzz..

anw.. gt my laptop back today!!! they REPLACED the cd drive with a NEW one.. wahaha..

ive gt like 9 theory books to mark before tonight's lesson.. i shld go.. LOL..

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ossia music competition audition results are out!! one of my students got in.. very unexpected.. hA.. the pride of pasir ris branch.. lol..

anw yesterday gt one student parent called on the phone and complain to me about me.. zzz.. seriously.. if u think u are so freaking good, teach ur daughter urself.. so wad if uve learnt piano for 6 yrs last time in ur home country.. ive learnt for more than 12yrs ok.. and results have shown that my students all get distinctions and merits for their exams..

now even gt student get through to finals.. its no mean feat to pass the auditions k.. almost 100 candidates.. and only 10 got through.. and we are against students with super experienced tchers at bukit timah, bukit batok etc.. so u say i cant teach?? SERIOUSlY, TEACH UR DAUGHTER BY YOURSELF. NO TEACHER WILL EVER SATISFY YOU.

i was so so affected last nite.. broke down when i was talking to my parents.. mstan discussed with me too.. ive decided to let things go, i must prove to myself wad im worth, and not take criticisms too personally..

and this oso further proves my pt of why im so biased against pple from this certain country..

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sent my laptop to MEL for repair.. my CD drive is haywire.. hopefully they get it replaced.. yep.. so will not be online for quite some time.. till i get it back..

tml gt LSSS test.. which im pretty screwed for.. just came home from teaching.. so u cant really expect me to get the poster done tonight rite?? hmm.. was actually thinking of working on it on fri n weekend nites.. when im nt teachin.. budden u want it done tonight.. so im sorry.. cant make it.. hai..

just realised that the emails u sent with the poster attached.. it was sent during like 1pm.. and 2 plus.. u have already got it done on ur own accord.. during my driving lesson when i wasnt contactable.. den u sent it to DrLim.. den u kinda emphasized that u did it all alone.. seriously, this sucks.. i did not say that i do not wanna do it.. just cant do it today rite.. wad u expect?? cancel driving, cancel teaching?? is it?? hai..

i think im having PMS... zzzz... its ALMOST the time of the mth AGAIN... sianded..

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happy bdae MsTan!!

lol.. didnt go down to tampines in the end.. cos she said she finished teaching at 8.. den i finished at 9.. den i asked if i can meet her somewhere at 930.. den she told me to go home rest and study for exams.. if i "do well and is successful and victorious", it will be the best gift for her..

LOL.. nt that i dun agree with her.. budden it's so cliche.. lol.. im so mean hor.. budden i understand that she means well la.. hA.. shall just meet her on tues for my usual lesson la hor?? hA.. unless tml after my teaching my parents wld be so kind as to fetch me there.. lol..

suddenly feel very tired.. and my inner right side of my mouth is aching.. zzz..

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October 2006 Theory results are out.. my students did real well!! i sent 8 students in total.. 5 of them got Distinctions with high marks of 98, 97, 96, 95 out of 100, 2 students gt Merit and 1 got a pass.. All of you did well!! CONGRATULATIONS!!

feel good huh.. lol.. anw.. jiaying asked mstan her bdae.. and mstan says it's 20 Jan.. which is like TOMORROW.. lol.. ive gt something in mind for her.. and i was thinkin of rushing down to tampines to give it to her tml after i finish teaching.. lol.. see first.. hA..

woah.. a great sense of achievement lei.. lol.. morale booster to give in my all for teaching and providing the best for my students.. :)

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had driving lesson today.. told her that i wish to postpone my test.. and guess wad.. she refused!! zzz... she said im ready already wad.. when i told her i dun feel like im ready.. zzzz... sianded.. LOL..

anw.. lessons are all wrapping up already.. some modules no more lessons le.. hmm.. seriously seriously the final lap..

oh.. and guess wad.. my ACMB exam is on a saturday!!! like seriously wtf.. in my whole 3 years of studying, this has to happen when im just about to leave ngeeann for good.. zzz.. gotta take leave from work le.. bobian.. budden prob only taking morning off.. after exam rush back and teach.. lol.. dun wanna trouble students' parents.. and i oso dun like to do makeup lessons..

practical tests and CT2 coming up this coming week.... :(:(:(

this 3 days ngeeann havin open house.. so tml no sch..

tml gt extra piano lesson:):):)

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damn pissed.. zzz.. was just trying to plan my driving lessons.. cos my driving exam is like next month.. and i havent even drove into the circuit.. only learnt parallel parking once, and the 'perpendicular' parking oso learnt only once.. and sch exams are coming, CNY is coming, weekends cant learn cos of teaching.. im just freaking short of time..

so was discussing with my parents.. whether i should postpone my driving exam.. budden if i postpone, it MAY be like super late?? unless im so lucky that someone cancelled his/her test too..so postponing means more $$ spent on further lessons..
and i dunno la.. hate it when my dad raises his voice like some stupid gangster.. fuck it mans.. talk properly can nt.. isnt parents supposed to guide their children properly.. and weigh the pros and cons with us?? stop pushing ur weight around la.. really super pissed.. such a turn off..

no wonder there are so many problematic kids around who does not confide in their parents when they have problems.. it's the parents' fault i tell u.. fucking parents just do not noe how to talk properly..

pardon me for my language.. this is wad this blog is all about.. for me to vent my frustrations..

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just came back from piano.. so late huh.. lol.. friday gt another lesson.. zzz.. mstan says she's stressed.. hmm.. seems like everyone has got their problems huh.. so let's all learn to CHILL..

lol.. im nt being much help here.. lol.. anw.. 2 weeks ++ of sch left.. then exams.. den im freeeeee...

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hmm.. completed wisp quiz on world issues.. 10/10!!! woohoo.. left with the other part of the assignment which i intend to do a song.. lol.. now left with FYP and fyp final report by next week.. den gotta chiong BTN assignment 3 and practical 4 for CYC by tml..

must thank him la.. he's really nice.. behind his lecher face.. he's a great old man really.. after spending some time talking to him last week, really saw the other side of him.. Dr Koh oso.. there was this one day last week that i kept bumping into him.. den walked with him.. den talked a lil.. another good guy.. LOL..

my students' competition audition coming up next sunday.. giving them some extra lessons.. and organising this mini-performance for them to get used to playing in front of strangers and give them more performance exposure..

oso sending like 12 students for exam this july.. some gotta rush.. some already there le.. hmm.. and i think theory results are going to be out like super soon.. cos some other schs already got le.. hmm.. hopefully the 10 or so students i sent last october do well!!

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btw.. donated blood a few days ago.. same thing happened again.. blood flow too slow.. nurse said i lack water.. must drink more.. lol.. they had to have this special nurse to stand by me and hold my needle and press my arm to promote blood flow.. lol.. now blue black.. zzz...

anw.. registration of D&D extended cos of poor turnout.. lol.. i haven exactly decided.. but parents say i shld go for it.. since it's my last yr already and shld have some pictures for remembrance and stuff.. hmm.. a couple more days for me to decide..

it's time to hit the books!! no more last minute cramming.. :)

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one must understand that blogs are for people to vent any frustrations at the spur of the moment.. yep..

anihows.. up late as usual.. i kinda just got home not long ago from teaching at Lowrey PR.. hmm.. somehow.. the contents of our pep talk last tuesday nite during piano lesson just couldnt get outta my head.. zzzz... maybe this certain point she said is true.. but i just refuse to accept that.. hai..

anw.. these few days i cant seem to discuss music-related, music-education or teaching-related stuff with my mum.. we always end up argueing.. like seriously zzz... so "pissingfying"..

seems like ive been confiding in her more than my mum these days.. zzzzzzz...

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hmm.. damn tired.. 5+ hrs slp every day.. projects and presentations are almost done.. all except for FYP.. hai.. it seems neverending lei.. sigh.. tml left with one last presentation.. these few nights have been staying up real late doing projs and presentation.. it doesnt seem appreciated.. but nvm..

since now left only FYP, i shld have more time to get down to my studies le.. exams are just around the corner.. 3 more wks of sch, den exams.. den no more:):)

last night had piano lesson as usual.. spent the WHOLE lesson talking.. she gave me a pep talk la.. im having lotsa problems btw.. hai.. nvm.. nobody in sch appreciates.. but once again, NVM..

anw.. dinner & dance registration this 3 days.. dunno whether to sign up or nt.. i keep saying that once i graduate, i will not have anything to do with ngeeann anymore.. ZILCH.. budden one part of me is still very she bu de.. hai.. to go or not to go??? $65 @ Marriot Hotel..

the moment i saw you today, my heart skipped a beat..

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seriously f*cked up..

up late once again.. seems like everyday is like that.. trying to freaking complete assignments after assignments, projects after projects.. and yet it doesnt seem appreciated..

stop being so demanding will you.. im trying my best here to cope with every single thing in my life.. so stop making my life worse.. cancel piano lesson??? please la.. sch fees not cheap u noe.. juz cancel?? or postpone?? my tcher so free ah.. hai.. even going out for a simple dinner with my parents oso wrong liddat.. zzzz...

been having diarrhoea the past 3 or 4 days.. dunno why.. appetite seems to be turning bad.. hmm.. is that a good thing??

just hope that i just dun drop dead even before i graduate.. i will definitely perservere to the end and get this all over with.

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up so late when ive gt teaching tml.. why?? cos of some f*cked up things.. really detest final yr?? LOL.. but i shall perservere.. yep.. the final lap...

better go.. if nt i will be like in a super bad mood tml and start venting it out on students.. which im trying hard not to since after teaching for quite a while.. it's nt good to do that.. yep..

and who said teaching was easy? you should go try it out urself.

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last nite started teaching for Lowrey Music School at Pasir Ris.. cool huh.. teaching for 2 schools now.. hmm.. but im gonna keep requesting for Lowrey's Tampines Headquarters.. love that place so much.. hA..

tml gotta go back Ossia teach le.. one new year.. hmm..

feeling darn tired these few days.. hai..

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ok first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

a lil late in wishing everyone.. cos guess wad.. I FELL SICK.. on the very FIRST DAY of 2007..

spent the countdown with my parents.. we went to SRC.. they had this like pub place where lotsa dancing and drinking was going on.. yea.. din drink though.. mum din allow.. hmm.. aniways.. when it was almost mn, we went out and watch the fireworks!! recorded the whole thing down on my hp.. if u wanna watch juz tell me..

after the fireworks, we went back to SRC to wait for the crowd outside to disperse.. den we walked down to the merlion near the fullerton hotel.. chilled there a while.. den went back to src, took our car and drove to some joo chiat place for supper.. whoo.. din feel too good then already..

the next morning.. 010107, woke up with a super heavy head, sore throat and a stupid nose.. mum told me to eat panadol, but as u noe, i have trouble swallowing pills.. lol.. so i din.. then today, 020107, woke up feeling even worse.. hai.. so no choice.. gotta eat my pills man..

it's so sad to be sick on the very first day of the new year.. hai.. sch starts tml.. mum asked if i wanna take mc not.. but i refused.. if im well tml, i will freaking get my ass outta bed and go to school.. last month of school already.. must chiong..

new year, fresh start.

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