i am so gonna buy a basketball..

and i need someone to play with me..

there's a basketball court one busstop away from my house..

anyone???

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blogger din let me sign in the past couple of days.. hmm..

anw.. dad is overseas working AGAIN.. lol.. he left last monday.. will be back this sunday.. so basically ive been spending every night in the master bedroom with mum.. hA.. king size bed.. LOL..

juz enrolled for my IS modules.. was so scary la.. cos my com was quite lagged.. lol.. nvm.. all's done!! yea.. hA..

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oh yea.. st nix is in band 1!!! hA.. something to be proud of my alma mater.. hA.. besides the leader of the school being a total ass.. hA..

Hady won spore idol.. hai.. n the whole history repeats itself.. jon din exactly perform up to expectations on the performance nite.. but.. he still has an extremely sexy voice which i simple adore!! yea.. he will definitely go far..

me is better already.. no more PMS.. cos it's the MS.. hA.. if u get wad i mean.. lol..

busy weeks ahead.. 1 wk got 5 days.. 2 days for piano.. 1 for driving.. den the rest for fyp i hope.. only the 2 days for piano cannot touch.. cos timing unexpected.. yep.. driving day still ok.. oni 1.5 hrs taken.. hA..

btw.. me passed both basic and advanced theory le.. and i signed up for my prac exam.. 260207.. my instructor say not very good.. cos it's during CNY.. and my timing is 830.. PEAK HOUR.. cannot use bus lanes and such.. hmm.. shall see how..

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the student that i sent to take G2 exam last July juz got back her results.. MERIT!! quite satisfied.. yea.. so far in my 1.5 yrs of teaching piano, i sent 2 students for exams.. 1st was a G5 theory last yr.. oso got merit.. now is this G2 practical.. oso merit.. i shld be satisfied huh..

BUT today somehow.. everything suddenly like turned so black.. i felt down all of a sudden.. dunno is it because of stress? ive got 9 students taking theory exam next mth.. all of them shld do fine.. except 1.. really dunno wad to do bout her.. hai.. but it's not juz this..

all of a sudden i have doubts bout my teaching.. am i a good piano teacher? can i really teach piano? hmm.. it's all so confusing.. sometimes i feel this great satisfaction when students do well, but suddenly i oso dunno why i have so many freaking doubts bout myself..

ON THE OTHER HAND, maybe im juz having PMS.

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today is the first time i was so freaking close to losing my temper towards a parent.. luckily it was thru the phone.. cos the counter staff said my face was all red.. prob cos i was controlling myself like crazy..

seriously.. u think u are so good, taking that tone with me.. WITHDRAW UR SON FROM THE SCHOOL AND TEACH HIM BY YOURSELF.. to think that he was talking to me about his son not collecting enough STARS.. and kept shooting me asking if im a MOTHER.. cos i wouldnt understand wad is it like having sch exams and learning piano..

like seriously, i have WENT THROUGH all those mentioned.. sch exams and piano exams.. cmon la.. wad the hell rite.. it's how u manage ur own time.. and it doenst take a mother to understand wad it feels like having to take sch exams and learning piano.. anw.. if u think that it's too taxing to take sch exams and learn piano at the same time.. JUZ QUIT PIANO.. since u dun seem to be bothered much bout it anw..

wad's the MAIN POINT of taking piano lessons? is it to learn the art of piano playing? or to COLLECT STARS??

zzz... really got so freaking pissed off.. shant bother much bout this kid anymore.. totally being spoilt by his damn parents.. zzz.. totally spoiled my day.

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guess wad.. im gonna teach another theory class from october onwards.. hA.. my 2nd class.. it was really hard to find one day and time which suits everyone la.. hmm.. the final decision is every monday 8-9pm.. gt a couple cant make it at this timing.. hmm.. shall juz wait till i open another class then.. hA.. or maybe juz give 1-1..

tell me im crazy.. like burning my whole weekends for teachin isnt enough.. i hafta add another day for it.. LOL.. but i really love teaching theory classes lei.. somehow it feels so relaxed and fun.. much more interesting than the usual 1-1 practical classes..

my present theory class is gonna take their exam soon.. next mth.. most of them are prepared already.. we finished the book.. now doing exam papers.. but there's still a couple that is a lil slow.. hmm.. will try my best to buck them up!! lol..

still cant forget my Dr Lynn Teo.. so looking forward to my next appt:)

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went to see a specialist today.. waited damn long.. but the wait was worthwhile.. let me tell u why..

the doctor, i kinda expected it to be a guy as usual.. cos it's not some normal GP, but a SPECIALIST.. ya.. but.. it was a lady.. a drop-dead gorgeous lady.. Dr Lynn Teo.. i can even remember her name so clearly.. hA..

she looks almost like Grey's Anatomy Dr Addison Shepherd.. real name: Kate Walsh.. im so deeply in love Grey's Anatomy btw.. especially with Dr Addison Shepherd.. and my Dr Lynn Teo.. she has the height, she has the looks, she has the LOOK.. lol..

she checked out my ass can.. was so paiseh la.. at first she told me to lift up my shirt.. checked out my front, den told me to turn around.. and checked my back.. den she say she wanna check out my ass.. den i say dun need.. but she die die wanna check.. LOL.. but at least the doc is a drop-dead gorgeous babe.. lol.. felt good huh..

had to undergo a treatment today.. liquid nitrogen.. ow.. but got my drop-dead gorgeous doc to treat me, everything is worthwhile.. gotta go back for 3 more treatments and 1 more consultation.. hmm.. gonna cost a bomb.. but..

it's all worth it!!

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ive gt a mini ulcer on the inner right side of my gum..

and an ENORMOUS ulcer on the inner left side of my gum..

cant eat properly cant talk properly feeling damn frustrated bout it.. even no mood to prac piano.. hmmmm...

looking forward to class tml nite though.. bought a CUTE lil something for her.. hA:)

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ooo.. it's my 2nd yr celebrating tcher's day as a registered tcher.. hA.. was fun.. much more meaningful than the last one..

firstly, cos i spent the whole day at an inspiring tcher's seminar.. hA.. 2ndly is cos ive more experience now, have spent more time with my students, and feels really happy and satisfied when ive seen progress in them..

thanks for all the gifts!! truely appreciate the meaning behind them all:)

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juz came home from the PDP seminar at Grand Plaza Parkroyal Hotel..

Mr Anthony Williams and Dr David Young are terrific.. juz fantastic.. they really do know their music well.. lazy to elaborate, but Anthony William's British accent is EXTREMELY strong.. and he speaks like a shotgun.. whereas Dr David Young speaks real real slowly with many long breaks in between.. maybe due to his age?? hmm.. that sounds mean.. hA..

anw.. the seminar is really great.. it is definitely a "must-go".. shant miss any more similar seminars in future.. it's truly enriching.. well worth the money.. usual price is 110.. but i gt subsidy from music sch.. hA.. pay very lil only.. hA.. great food they have too.. lol.. :)

btw.. in the mornin, i got there quite early.. went to the toilet.. when i came out of the cubicle, there were 2 japanese women.. they saw me and went "OH.. OH.." u noe how japanese women always go "OH.. OH.." in that high-pitched voice of theirs?? so irritating la.. seriously, if im a guy, wouldnt i noe that im in the wrong toilet cos there aint any standing urinals??? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... and i aint that stupid that i cant differentiate between a female and a male picture.. zzz...

but partly my fault la.. my hair too short le.. hmm.. shall keep the promise i made:)

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