18 Weeks and Counting

Hello!!!

Lama tak update blog. Nothing new. Wish my job searching life was better. Tapi alhamdulillah rezki datang melimpah ruah. Walaupun not easy untuk mencari duit, rezki Allah bagi sentiasa ada.

18 weeks through my pregnancy already. Perut makin membuncit dengan jayanya. I guess it is both coz of lemak-lemak terkumpul dan juga baby membesar la kot. Oleh kerana lemak-lemak terkumpul banyak, maka perut nampak lebih buncit dari sepatutnya. But I guess 18 weeks memang perut dah boleh nampak la kot kan? Stop comparing! Lain orang lain perut!

Symptoms now? SAKIT BELAKANG!!! But thanks to adik and husband, diorang memang pandai urut belakang aku. So now dah rasa less sakit belakang banding dulu. Peeing every night. Dah menjadi rutin setiap malam to wake up at 3 or 4 in the morning to go pee. Patutnya masuk 2nd trimester, from my reading, I should pee less, but I'm peeing more frequent pulak. I THINK I felt the baby move. If it is not it, aku pun tak tau apa benda yang gerak-gerak dalam perut aku tu. Felt it more than 5 times already tapi blur boleh? First time mom, I guess all mom's are quite clueless bab-bab nie kot. Or is it just me? Tapi yang pasti, it feels funny when the baby moves, IF it was the baby LOL! Rasa ngantok memanjang tu dah berkurangan. Berat dah 54KG!!! Heaviest I've been in my life! And now because of that and because of my feet being so small, tak padan dengan tuan punya badan, tumit dah sakit because dah terlalu berat!!! Macam mana nak gain weight lagi nie? If gain more, I don't think I can walk at all anymore T.T... I think that's it. Oh, and the bloating I felt in the 1st trimester has subsided a bit. I don't feel like hell anymore. Thank God!!!

Planning to scan baby's gender on the 5th month, or on the 21st+ week. At least kalau tau, can narrow down name picking. I am not good in picking names. I can't even name my pet! Let along a human being. So by narrowing it down, I wont be overwhelmed LOL!

Barang-barang baby satu pun belum beli. Beli by the 6th month la kot. Husband also said masuk je 6 bulan, kita beli barang baby. Honestly, I am NOT excited nak beli barang baby. I HATE shopping. I don't even shop for myself. Kalau terpaksa baru la terhegeh-hegeh mencari. Macam baju pun jarang beli. Beli kalau kebetulan jumpa yang lawa je or memang perlu sangat-sangat beli, like NOW bila semua baju dah nampak perut and looks soooooo ugly!!! So esok nk cari barang-barang baby mesti aku bercinta nak belek-belek semua tu. Sigh...

Urm... Tu je la kot coretan time ngandung nie. Nanti ada other major things happen aku update lagi. Pape pun aku sangat bersyukur that I'm given the chance to be pregnant. Walau macam banyak complaints, but it is all worth it. Millions of women out there are willing to do anything to feel how I feel. Aku bersyukur kerana Allah telah meminjamkan aku rahim ini untuk melahirkan zurait aku nie.

p/s: pjg beno coretanku kali nie hehehe