game levels

trust me, nothing comes easy
as much as we would hope our life as getting less complicated when we solved a conflict,
it actually never turned to be such

a lot of people i met and from what i've heard told the almost the same analogy
"life is like a stage of games, the more you advanced the level, the more it becomes difficult"

it is somehow rather true
and somehow rather, is hard to swallow

in my current life, among those that never gets easy is responsibility
to the hell comes the expectation, i am done living up to people's expectations
but, it does cover bits and pieces in work, in responsibilities with family

there are some of the days that i feel like i am just heading back home,
and wanted to snuggle to my comforter and sleep the whole day
(which i still can enjoy on some of the weekends in town, though)
but, on some rational days, i realize that i would just have to go through it
embrace the difficulties, and there, it's done!

some of the day are like today.
completed a task, and felt good about it

yes, i hardly spent time here nowadays, but i guess,
in many more years in front, just like how i used to like coming here and ranting things out,
i still enjoy this even years after when i first started

so, how was your day, today?