nothing but doa for you.. thanx!

cikgu hasmah and pn rohana gave each and everyone of us a cupcake as good luck wish. thank you cikgu!! hari guru aritu x bg pape pun, huu. serba salahnye.

from cikgu hasmah, malay =)

from pn rohana, biology. =)

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seniors ib dah pack barang dah nak balik.. entah bila dpt jumpe dorg lagik. cewah. sdeh sdeh sdeh. bukannya rapat sgt pon. tapi kagum lah, dorg survive ib. kakak usrah yg perasan comel kate, kalo diberi peluang ulang balik ib, esp 3rd semester, dia xmo dahh.

dan eden, bakal ke 3rd semester, the killer semester of ib life. 2nd semester pun dah totured me enough. aduhhh.

ok, ok. nak watch movie kejap. later~

oyy,, pegi study lahh! final lagi 2 hari!

alamak aihhh..

maaf atas segala kontroversi. korang punya pasal lah!

sila baca setiap post dengan teliti, harap maklum. =)

saya sayang kms, ada cikgu2 yg baik, ada kawan2 yg baik termasuk president kelas yg sgt caring, dan rummate yg baik hati memberi makanan dan kawan2 study group yang senget dan juga clasmate yg happening. lantaran itu, sape kate saya mahu pindah pulak neh? adoyyy..

oh ohhh.. nak exam dah ni. doakan taw! =D takuuutt.

mari buat CAS report!

hmm.. bila nak study?

next sem i'll move to kmb.

babai kawan-kawan, tinggal lagi 2 minggu je.

next sem i'll move to kmb.

=( =(

jangan tanya mengapa.

atau bila,

atau bagaimana. (??)

because i have to!

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p/s - kalau korang tau bakal hsbnd korang akan ade kat kmb next semester, ape korang akan buat? ;p

oyy budak2 kampung bayai, rindu korang!

it was the second visit, for our mega project at kampung bayai, negeri sembilan. saya pergi!

afi, farhanabee, dj, aina, anas. comel kan kami? err.. afi x kot. ahah

main abc abc. pening kepala. haish

buat rantai err.. apetah. xtau

our main objective is to serve and do some community services from april until august. some of the plans include set up a library, tutoring ( not torturing, harap maklum), make new courts for volley and petanque and also program anak angkat. sounds great kan. =) =)

ehem. next week gonna sit for final. havent revise anything yet.

doakan kami. =)

p/s. babysit my rummate. shes sick. muntah2. mye, cepat sembuh yer. kite takut. huu
p/ss. maaf afi.

"kamu tahu, Tuhan mesti bantu orang-orang yang berusaha."

lantas majulah!

all the besh to seniors IB, esp kakak usrah tercyg, kak shafa. tidak lupa juga kakak2 dan abg2 yang sedang berhempas pulas. kesian taw tgk dorang buat exam petang-petang buta. ohh, kamu juga, s.

all the besh to kawan-kawan A level, AS besok kan? selamat maju jaya! serta ucapan khas untuk h*****. wat leklok!

all the besh to seniors A level, esp to kakak usrah tercyg 2nd, kak farah. dan orang-orang yg sewaktu dengannya juga!

dan. all the besh to IB jrs. takuuutttt..........................................
nak exam dahh,, tp lab reports, CAS reports, board, Kaleidoskop report, title world literature, oral TOK, revision EE, presentation PAI dan title essay Tok belum buat....!!!!!!

ades.

till then,

do pray for us. =)

kami masak macaroni!!

untuk maklumat lanjut, silah lah pegi kat blog myra yer.

haha. gila malas maw type.

mari buat lab reports. haisshhh..

benci dan sayang.

mane satu nak post dulu ehh??

oh ohh.. blog ini penuh dengan emosi. maap la yer, bak kata blogger miyn cumeyl, inilah PES. pre-examination syndrome. kroniklah bukan?

tau taakkk... i benci benci benci benci lah dengan samting nehh. dia menyusahkan hidup! dah dua hari i tido awaii sebab dia. kadang-kadang i tengah2 buat keje, nanti pup! gelap gulita. cesss.. suka hati bapak tiri laki mak angkat diaaaa jek. nyampah! tp yang penting dah dua hari i dengan penuh keazaman dan semangat berkobar-kobar-kobar-kobar nak siapkan kerja bertimbunan, hancuuss terus sebab dia. (ishk, macam makcik lah pulak)

macam mana nak survive demi meneruskan kehidupan?? dekat sini ibarat do or die taw. tengokk,, skang dah ahad. keje x siap lagik. ohh lepas nie mahu semangat2!

tp tu lah dj, dah taw keje banyak,, bangun2 ja post blog sape suhh.

arrgghhhhh... menci lahh i. mata pun dah sakit taw! kuasa mata dj yg hebat sudah lemah. kabur. blurrrrrrr...

lepas tu skang neh panas lahh. kan, kan? nak buat keje pun kene dok bawah kipas. mane ade meja bawah kipas. so kene lah dok kat lantai. lenguh taw.

sdeh2.

isk2 dj, dj. kate mahu xmaw komplen2 dahh. ampuuuuunnn.. xpelahh,, bersusah dulu2 bersenang lenang kemudian yer. kire okayy lah drpd senior exam maths ptg2 buta, lepas tuh xde elektrik!! xpe, chaiyok2!

see,, see. benci lights off!!

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mari cerita sayang pula.

untuk ibu tercayang, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!

LOVE YOU! MWAHX2.

the greatest mom in this world. bet, no one can be like her. even me, someday. ceyh2,, lambat lagik yer, jgn nak berangan. masak pon xpasss..)
she is the greatest mom. the greatest cook. the greatest pembebel. the greatest friend. the greatest person, tell you.

terima kasih, ibu!

my bestfriend. my ibu. =)

dear ibu tersayank,, nak spagety please,,, please. dan duit pun mcm nak abis. memang dah abis punnnn.. huu

rindu yang amat.

rindu rindu rindu rindu rindu rindu.

whenever i listen to this song, hijau by zainal abidin, i realize the fact that i will never meet the people that had been part of my life until forever, maybe. and the probability to meet them is only one-digit number. ohh! how i miss them so much.

3 months, u with your new friends, eat together, play games together, sleep together, act stupid together, learn new things together, walk together, laugh together, argue together, and have blast together and what much more important is you dont have to be so stress about study but having fun! and suddenly you are serparated and will never face each other anymore. =(

i miss those moments, tau tak. tau taaakkkkk......

rindu kawan2 cb4 class, rindu dorm c, rindu integrasi bape tah, rindu company bravo, rindu group2 lain, rindu cikgu mas, cikgu cb, cikgu debate politic, rindu food sedap, rindu nak pakai baju gedabak yg panas dan berat, rindu nak ikat boot, polish, rindu nak main hujan, rindu nak mandi kolah kalau xd air, rindu nak beratur and kene ketuk ketampi malam2 buta, rindu nak kira bintang2 borak2 sambil tunggu rollcall malam, rindu nak kawad kuat2, rindu nak shopping murah2 kat kelantan...... okay.

rindu plkn batu jong. serius.

syawal mrsm taiping.

3rd from left : kenny, my didi.

dorm c =)

bravo!

kelas integrasi. klas cb xde gambar.. sedeynye.

*okayyy.. sambung wat lab report.*

saya suka. terima kasih yer.

thx to laply family! dapat 2 cakes, sushi, marble cake, butterscotch dan sambal ikan bilis. hee
thx to rummate cyg2... cake and hadiah. =)
thx to classmates.. esp jhar. i'mbrella yg menarik! hahahh
thx to irp-mates.. sume2! thx nabila beli donat sedap2.. =D
thx to everyone!

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uiceh.


ohh ohhhhhh....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAHTUL BUCUK!


MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU, ALWAYS.

=)

the last -teen

salam to all.

ohh.. i wish i could stop the time!! no matter how many silly things i'll do, the time will be still tick tocking. i cant stand amid the haze while watching people moving around me. time doesnt wait!! wake up, nur hidayah johari. YOU ARE 19 TODAY.

talk about being 19, yeah, it is my last young teenage year. after this i will be 20,21,22 and so on.. which no more -teen in my age number. despite whatever ppl said about age is only a number, we are growing up. face the fact that we are going to die. DIE.

i dont really remember (obviously) how was I during 19 years ago, i mean, the first day that i started to see the world - a sphere that worshipped by human being. but i hardly remember pieces of my life since around 10 years ago, when i was 9. everyone in this world eager to celebrate the millennium century coming. and at that time, i felt like i was an adult, and i did not wanted to grow up anymore. mainly because of i refused to sit for my PTS exam. hahahh.

now i've grown up. i've learned my things. foremost, i learnt that not all people in this whole world would have the same tastes, same views, same perceptions, same feelings, same hearts, same dos and donts with me. people are all different and we are complementary to each other. i learn to respect people, i learn to understand them as the way they are. and i am still learning. but sometimes i just dont understand. we are much different until what i've done without intention could hurt them. and sometimes i can be tooooooo sensitive over nothing and started not to talk to certain ppl, in particularly the very close people. Humans are just too peculiar, arent they? admit, even until now, i repeat the mistakes. it just something that i cant avoid ; playing with other people feeling.

but bare in your mind, dj. the biggest mistake that one can do is not learning from their past mistakes.

10 years had passed and i learn to be more mature in handling problems or even make statements. and alhamdulillah, i know Allah still loves me. thats why He gave me all the sweet dreams and punched me back. To realise my mistakes, to change. people must CHANGE. even barack obama use this word, CHANGE. Allah told us to change, dear.

now i'm standing here,, nope2, err actually i'm sitting here and typing =) observe the world. observe the people. and observe myself. when i looked at a kid, i will automatically recalled my past time, just when i was a kid. i envy them. i wish that i could move anticlockwise and returned to the past. i really2 wish that i could do that. i wanted to change my history. i wanted to study everything. i wanted not into any guys. i wanted not to be that stupid. regret.

Imam Ghazali said, the farthest time from us is our past, the nearest is our death. thats so true!

so now, i'm wondering, who am i in 10 years time? what would i be? i hope, sometime at the age of 29, i shall not look at 19 year old 'kids' and said, "ohh, how i regret for not using my time to practise all my needs now! how i wish i could move anticlockwise and return to the past"

Tuhan, mohon keampunanMu.
Tuhan, mohon bantuanMu.
Tuhan, mohon taufik dan hidayahMu.
Tuhan, mohon kekuatanMu.
Tuhan, mohon hidupkan kami dalam agamaMu.
Tuhan, mohon matikan kami dalam iman yang utuh kepadaMu.

amiiinn.

sorry for all grammatical errors. we are learning. =)


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thanx everyone for those wishes.. mwahx2 balik.

actually, den baru bangun nehhh... tertido. sedar2 jek, banyak call masuk, banyak sms masuk.. see, seeeee i fofular youu...

tapi sorry sangat sangat sangat sebab x answer 1 pon phone call, sebab x larat. i guess because of the medications. ubat tu nantok!!

i'm desperate to stay up todayyy... mahu siapkan maths. haiyarkk..

and this is from my family, thanx ibu ayah angah dikna kak in abe meeyan!! love you guys till death.

padan muka meeyan kene cream! haha. abe ponnn..

ohh.. till then.

later!

=D

"okayy.. kamu kene pantang nie, pantang tu, pantang blablabla........"

ouch!

ape gunekah hidup ini kalau x boleh makan??? hahh.. jawab, jawab..

i've been attacked by this kind of skin disease (bukan, bukan kudis atau cacar mahupun swine flu. ??) since few weeks back. not sure what causes these red spots to appear on my arms and legs and palms but i guess its getting worse mainly because of me. err.. yeke? entah. i was strictly forbidded to scratch the itchy parts but who cares kan? hahh padan muka engko skarang...

now i suffer the consequences. after all the medications given by doc miszua (do i spell right?) somewhere in seremban cannot cure my supercute polkadots, i eventually went to consult a dermatologist somewhere near by my house. unfortunately he wasnt there by the time we came, so x kan nak balik kannnnn.. haish.

there was a doctor (backup) and he checked my toes, legs, arms and palms and fingers. (ohhh! teruknya terukkkkkkkkknya.)

he didnt mention the cause of these polkadots appearance and sengal me forgot to ask why. lupaaa...

" u musti pantang ni. ta boley makan seafood, telur, daging...... "
" mandi air suam, jangan pakai sabun. no chemicals at all. "
" jangan pakai lotion, powder..."
" kalau peluh cepat cepat lap, kalau boleh jangan sweating.. "

adoyyyyy... so many donts la doc!! abis i nak makan apa? as if makcik ds serve us ayam everyday.. so i cant use any soap or chemicals at all, including detols for sensitive skin. and i cant jog or play badminton or dancerobic, and i guess i cant join swimming dahh.. sob sob.

but but but, on the bright side, since i cant eat those things so makcik ds ku cyg.. i nak spagety, sushi, lasagna, paling busuk pun serve me mee soup! yek2?

and listen mr tamam, i cant put on my black shoe anymore. so stop forcing me! and i cant walk under the sun, or study in excess heat classes. okayy??

itu aje.. =D

1 May 2009

sempena hari pekerja, saya ingin meminta maaf kepada manusia terbabit.

dan selamat bercuti!

ohh ya.

happy birthday to nurul syazni a.k.a OPAH!!

may Allah bless you, opah kecoh. =)

cayang kamu. mwahx2. (yeww)

haha. rindu dowwhh.

moga opah selamat dan sihat saja di egypt sana.

itu saja.

later~

p/s - suke bulan may! indah kan. kan, kan.