VIncent's Wedding~

The very first time

prepare for the games to the brothers

It was so fun

But still, it cannot compare with the madness in Malaysia

Catherine, is the colleague who same hometown with me

Ling Ling, Vincent's wife

All the best to Vincent~

Waiting for the Leave

At last, come to December

Holiday mood is started^^

After 2 weeks

I'll be working for 2 & 1/2 day every week

12. 12.10 is Boss's wedding

For the very first time being a sister

Boss provided a set of bridesmaid's gown

It would be another new experience for me

With the purple Christmas decoration in the town

I have the special feeling for the Christmas celebration

Christmas sales was started

I started my window shopping

but still haven come out with the list of Christmas's present

Attended my dear's ex colleague wedding dinner on Sunday

My dear felt like is our wedding, not theirs

& A lot of thinkings popped out from our mind recently

While my dear still holding my hand this few days

eventhough I knew that he was exhausted

"I wan hold ur hand til we old old"

My 1st birthday in Singapore

My birthday was celebrated in advance with my dear

In JB

We purposely find this japanese buffet for dinner

& We're able to finish 24 plates of sashimi

It really fresh

Worth!!!

Surprisingly

Company November Birthday Celebration

was organized at my actual date

Received the Ang Paw from Vincent Soh


Katherine, Constants, Vincent Ho & me
4 of us are the November babies

The company group photo

At last..

Thanks for my dear

for the surprise & companion

Back to Work!!

4 days holiday was extremely short

especially the time in Hometown

which end up with 2 days in Ipoh

I'm glad to meet some of my friends

eventhough the time we spent was short

My dear & I

always cherish the time we spent with our family members

Our parents did the same

They prepared our favourite food for us

and Finally

both parents meet each other

Some friends asked us

"Is that too fast"

I would say

"Definitely No"

Both of us are backed to Work

Thanks Lord for the protection on our family members

and our Next trip wouldn't be as packed as the same

Happy Birthday, my Love

Happy Birthday, My Love

Let the happiness I wish u today
be with u ever & ever
How good it is that U exist in my life
&
How wonderful it is
to be in the list of those U care for

To be original,
I had no idea on your present
I know the gift that I wish
cannot be found in a store
Because
U are the gift in my life

Happy Birthday, My Love...

Move House

Thursday will be the day for me

to live in a new house

The house is bigger than my expectation
and I'll share the room with my cousin

It's more convenient for our family

if they come for vacation next time

Yesterday was the day for his birthday celebration

We plan to celebrate after moving things

Although not much luggage

both of us felt exhausted

And our plan totally changed

end up with Eat, Eat & Eat...

Working..

New day has began
But i seemed like not energetic

Boss is coming back from Hong Kong this Friday
It makes me hard to fall asleep nowadays
I dont know where the stress come from
may be it's time for me to have a hormonal regulation treatment

Yes
I'm going to have a new life soon
But I feel sad that I leave my dear alone
Hopefully
I can settle down everything soon
which is my Room..

Had a short walk near his office yesterday
Even he felt extremely tired
He still there for me
and he's the One always shared my happiness & sadness

Fruit Paradise Cafe

We've walked past this shop for countless time
and My dear is craving for this dessert for decades
Finally
Saturday night which still is my working day T.T
He bought me the movie ticket and waited me to knock off
We stepped into this cafe before the movie

" Fruit Paradise Cafe" - Japan

There are a lot of images of fruits,

denoting a very healthy image
Unlike most places,
It produces fruit tarts exactly like their display
and even the photos from their menu

Mango & Strawberry tart
Yet, after trying this
He asked me to buy this as his birthday cake

T.T

Orange & Grapefruit tart

We're going to try this for next visit

My Life in Singapore

Finally..

I free to sit down by today in updating my blog

Today is my off day

n I'm free to have a cup of coffee with me

I started my work as Assistant Therapist

in HQ of Bioresonance Therapy at 22nd of July

I was amazed by this technology from Germany

because it treats so much people including ADHD children

However, 80% of the patient are cancer patients

It is designed to detect early stage of cancerous cell

which still in unseen stage under any Scans

My parents finally did a medical checkup

as they having a trip for visiting me here

My work is settled down recently

n I certified to become as Therapist on 6th of Sept

For me, study life is not ended yet

My working hour is very long

but I have 3 offday per week

which benefited me to do my readings

I enjoyed everyday life

to deal with my patients and cases

For all my free time,

I able to stick with my dear

or wait him to knock off outside of his office

and I'm in love with him so much

But I miss all the frens in KL

Therefore, i plan to have my trip back in October

Thanks GOD for all the wonderful things

He arranged for me in Singapore

See you all soon, my frens

Take care...

零

前晚发了个梦
自己身在一个餐厅里
当中有着很多的美食
原来是个日本式自助餐
身边包围着许多日本人
我很兴奋地拿了很多食物
当我找了个位置坐下来后
才发现整个餐厅的人都不见了
而我手中的盘子也是空的

这可能是个预兆
告诉我一切都会回到零
担心的事情最终还是会发生
不管多不愿意还是要放手

确定去新加坡的日期了
谢谢所有人的祝福
我一个人会好好过的

最后一节国语写作

最后一次改簿子的时刻

被她们拍了下来

她们是我最不舍得的一班学生
21.05.2010
是我为她们上最后一堂的国语写作课
期待她们都能在UPSR榜上有名

倒数2天的教师生涯
我的小学生显得特别地乖
热爱美术的她
示范了这图给我
我很喜欢

Outing

我们不断尝试新美食
享受生活的一点一滴
不时聊聊各自的忙碌
还有对未来的憧憬

分享的时间总是如此地短暂
把我给弄不舍得了
T.T

还有2个星期就说再见了
最不舍得
就是coursemates了
欣慰的是她们有着不错的发展
也有疼爱她们的人照料着她们
Take care, my dear friends

一生当中
我不停地探讨我是谁
还有受托付的工作
然后坚韧地完成这路程

《标竿人生》里描述
不在乎生命的长短
而是在于有何贡献
不是你活多久
而是你怎样活

圣经说
爱里没有惧怕
完全的爱可驱走一切的恐惧

感谢神的安排
用爱包囊着我的成长
怎样的路程都会有祂和他

85''

Convocation

Long awaited day had arrived
My Bachelor degree of Psychology
finally completed in 2010
It was a memorable day
because i kept surprised by unpredictable things

I'm officially holding my bachelor degree
It was received through Dr Goh's hands,
who is my favourite lecturer in HELP

Lastly
thunderous applause was given to the people who is supporting us
before the end of the ceremony
This moment really touched my heart

I hold my tears in facing my parents

"Congratulations!"
I received the blessings from all friends and relatives
But the most memorable sound came from a blurred voice
His wishes made my eyes blurred with tears
I love u, my dear...

54"

转折点

结束4年的寒窗苦读

再次站在另一个转折点

也是人生新的起点

毕业去向的选择摆在了面前

环境可以改变人的一生

相信着

越是条件艰苦的地方与磨砺

越能锻炼人的意志

绽放那幸福的笑容

好好地耕耘着梦想

几个月的颓废生活

是个警惕

让自己重新认识自己和社会

调整一些规则与价值

确定自己的目标和追求方式

好好地实现自身价值的渴望

最庆幸的是有了他...

48"

My first Gift

Some people will ask me
What the meaning could be behind a gift
There are way too many variables

A Cross Necklace
It's a nice token
and a blessing for Jesus to look after her
Since it's a gift from Him
I would rather believe that
"till death do us part"

It is a respectful gift that indicate kindness and love
It may be a hint by GOD
because both of them are the things I've praying for years

40"

倒数...

梦见自己变成个陌生人的感觉
真的很心酸
却恋恋不舍地离开那梦境

今天补习后
在书架上翻起了牛郎与织女的故事
每当七夕的夜晚会下起绵绵的雨
意味着他们分离时所流下的眼泪
就算白般的不舍缠绵心中
但他们依然期待每年相遇的七夕

倒数一週
"1234567..."

讶意地从他口中提起了今天

29"

找到我要的嗓子

幸福有声音吗?
一直活在幸福的怀抱里
是否忘了静下来
聆听微风在耳边呢喃
细诉着点滴的幸福
和爱的声音

小时
不想上学而每天打科索的我
朦胧中却还能听到校车的笛声
上了上午班后
会被爸爸上楼梯的咚咚声唤醒
睡午觉的我
会被爸妈下班回来电门哒的声音惊醒
而匆匆上楼梳洗

成长的脚步匆匆
虽然身边不时有着杂音
但仔细的聆听
它就是那幸福声音的配角
挥动了那更耀眼的嗓音
而生活的每一个角落
永远都堆着暖融融的音乐

现在的我
生命里多了个声音
而我深深爱上了这个嗓子

3'

19th Day

第19 天
回到家乡时
夜晚的情景
仿佛再次回到了4年前
但是这时候已经不一样了

心情是如此的担忧
才会发现自己的矛盾
陌生的孩子气都表露无遗
原来它可以把我们潜意识下的人格
一一解剖
无穷的思绪更环绕在胆怯的言语中
朦胧出现

感谢上帝的恩典
我再次的得到了很多

回到过去

很久没有如此血拼了
犹如回到了过去
心里真的很怀恋

人们说
相遇本是缘分
不一定所有缘分都会有结果
"天时地利人和"
在天时这部分
仿佛一直过不了关
就算一切闯尽
埋伏在身边的人和
也会坦荡荡地绊多一脚

只想回到原点
好好去珍惜他们
以诚为帆
希望他们终究会认清我

新年的相聚

天下无不散的筵席
一别就n年了
新年时节
与各地回乡的朋友相聚
就只有那一刹那
今年比往年收获得多
至少还有人记得我

不谈及相识的友情事故
各自离别后的漂泊故事
或未来的宏伟梦想
却只是静静地
望着那曾经熟悉过的面孔
相聚与离别
就是新年的回忆

倒数2天

还有2天

就会回到我的家乡

迎接2010年的农历新年

怎么没感受到呢?

还是我不怎么期待新年?

除了在驻唱时间

顾客不停点唱新年歌外

不然也感觉不到它已要到来

是的

我想我较喜欢圣诞的气氛

这两天没什么节目

应该就是颓废地, 懒懒地过

却还感叹着时间过得很快

未知数

不喜欢期待
那种落空的感觉
出现的次数越来越密
迷茫地等待未知数
不知如何是好

有人说
一个人的一生就是一个等待
一个迷茫的等待
许多人愚味地以为自己在等待幸福
事实是如此吗?

Potato的相聚

Yo Naked!

我们永远有着聊不完的话题
滔滔不绝地
几个小时就如几分钟
一直都不够
哪怕只是一顿饭
哪怕只是个闲聊

不知下一次的相聚
会是什么时候了
还是一通电话
也不知那时会是报喜还是报忧
一切一切
都交给上帝的手了

毕业典礼也已敲定了
18th April 2010 (Sunday)

新环境

再次搬家了

这是我第5个新家

4个大哥哥搬床的那一幕

真的很感动

这次房间是以白色为主体

白色的橱

加入了这个大家庭

还有天空色的窗帘

感觉很舒服

晚上还有着双峰塔及夜景的陪伴

棉被都显得更温暖

上帝赐给我的爱

不停环绕在我的身边

每一分每一秒都可以感受到

我们不仅仅要接受

而且施给身边每一个人

贪婪

抱着期待的心情放学
梳洗完毕后
等待着一通电话
这一等
等了2小时
最后才发现这是个独处的夜晚

一个人用餐
一个人听歌
一个人说话
一个人笑着
这一切一切
就是原形
这就是我本来的生活
不要因为习惯而理所当然
也不要以为幸福是必然的

因为贪婪
让自己一直期待些什么
让自己一直想追求更多
也让自己现在的心在躺泪
在这世界上
没有谁是应该记得谁的

缺点

世界上没有完美的人
自信心也有被偷窃的一天
往往内心深处藏着的自卑感
无法去面对
甚至被铲除
犹如埋藏在信心下的炸弹
一旦被挑逗
几乎会崩溃

每个人也有孤独的夜晚
孤独并不如孤单
有着推心置腹的朋友
证明了并不孤单
往往在深夜人静的时候
静夜沉思的孤独感就会粘出头来
在月光下独品辛酸

而女生的坚强和脆弱是并存的
坚强时可让身边的男生止步甚至退却
脆弱时却只能躲在被子里偷偷哭泣

Looking for the answer

I'm afraid to do
or say the wrong thing
I'm fear
of having incurable habit

Every time I close my eyes
I'm taken back to where we were
You have been a very special friend to me
but this is what I no longer see
May be if I pray before I go to bed
All the darkness will get out of my head

I long for the voice
What is that
Or merely a lust?

毕业了

4年不是短暂的
对于我来说
是一个“时代”
在一个狭小的房间开始我的大学生涯

11人游
集体看电影, 出游, 血拼
熬夜做课业, 做礼物, 想惊喜
一切真真切切成为了回忆

红色的椅子
那睡觉又学习的地方
进进出出却又常常跷课的教室
募然回首
它迎接了稚气未脱的我们

再次搬家了
当我收拾那已开始发黄的旧书
感觉一切回到了起点
犹如站在交叉路口
做出下一个抉择
把行李装好运到下一站去

毕业了
说不上是喜悦但却不是苦涩
不是个结束而是到下一站

安排好了

期待了几天

今天2.30am

出发到了Klang

半夜非常闻名的肉骨茶

由于欠缺了大蒜

感觉上像是少了些家乡的味道

但总结来说还是很好吃

最后哥儿尽了地主之谊

而我也享受于被呵护的幸福

上帝的安排真的可以很奇妙

虽然等待的过程可以以年计算

最后最后

才发现它已在

冥冥之中耕耘

无论错或对

依然默默地被守候

新开始

终于终于

在2009年的最后一天

我和他们说再见了

01.01.2010

回到了Wings

这是个崭新的开始

当晚的聚会

出现了第一次不清醒的举动
这是个美丽的误会

最近

过着"哥儿们"的待遇

拥有呵护的悸动

不需要动人的言语

却只有用心的相处

随性地在音乐里遨游

增加了对无拘无束生活的向往