School

NUS finally accepted!! So yes, all's right with the world again.

And one more day before the package arrives, and together with it, things to be done. (i'm sure of it) I'm really curious what mods i'd be taking, or relegated to doing this sem. Hmmmmm.

So anyway, 22/1/2011 marks our 1 & 1/2 years anniversary :)

Glad we are where we are today. Though the starting maybe kinda vague, i'm honestly happy to be here.

Mad Jack's tonight yay finally satisfying my(our) chocolate cake craving!

Okay off to make lunch.

This place really is my ranting space, I realise. Only when I have things to write about do I come here. Oh well...

I'm scared that if we keep on, things are not gonna resolve themselves, and we are just gonna get hurt even more. Big issues that where there is really no compromise. It scares me. That we have to live with the choices we make. Sometimes it's a no turning back kinda thing. Like on our first date. No turning back. Didn't give it much thought then but well, i dunno, things dont always work themselves out. And, living with a history.. It breaks my heart, knowing that... You were once someone I don't recognise. Someone I never thought you could have been. Still can't wrap my mind around it, even now. You know how scary that is? Acceptance is really hard to do. I feel like I don't know anything anymore. I wish circumstances made it easier for us. I know we've been together like almost a year and a half but.. Its still scary how much a person who was once a stranger, now means to you. How a person could complete your life and make you depend on him. Oh I don't know what I'm trying to say anymore. Goodnight world. Ps. NUS hasn't given an answer.