haven been blogging the past few days...

yesterday went to lush with my ex classmates... been long time i seen them... all of them A levels and stuff.... now all kim moh liaoz...hahah... after jc life all havoc liaoz...

seriously... it's a messy place.... i suppose u can use the word "ugly" to describe the scene...

ppl lying on the floor at the entrance...

ppl stoned on the sofas...

the noisy doom doom doom of the blaring techno (eh hemz.. i m a music person.. so techno sounds thrash to me *grin)...

wolfs in sheep skin waiting to pounce...

cigarette smoke held down by the frequent mist spray...



in short... sux

hmmm... i guess most ppl think tat once in awhile having such fun is ok.. but well... wad does excessive alcohol realli does to/for u?

its so horrible...

u feel like throwing up... u can't think... u get depressed.. u vomit... u get all flushed up (yes... more red faced than the "shy shy" zhong..hahaz)

i stepped out of the place 2 hours earlier to sit outside at the table... looking at ppl throw up... offering my packet of tissue...

slowly joined by my frenz.. whom one by one could not stand it inside..



a little of it is good to warm a person on a cool or cold day.. gets blood circulating...

well well...

wasnt as fantastic as i thot... i think it's a thing when u get 18... its juz like tat...

well... either u get hook or u fling it aside as u grow up...



hur hurz... kk... enuff abt that thing.. at least i got home n had a good "morning" slp without having a headache...hahaha..

drank 2 bottles of oldenlandia water.. porky, aint u proud of me? hahahaahah... bitter nia... but drank all... heyz u should drink too hor? :P

hahaz.. so surprised to see eric online at 6 plus in the morning... hey heyz! hhaaz

kk.. think i better get ready to go down for dance ler...

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8....

hehz... kk... :)

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nice poem hor.. my fren write one... hahahz.. my english not tat zai.. might even spell prism as prison..hahaa

i m home.. so tiring...

haven pasar malam-ed for 4 days n like tat liaoz..haha



yeaz... nothing much to blog...

oh ya... borrowing sindric's boss efx rack... though dun haf pedal but that effects box is pretty good... will be bringing it down on thurs when we run thru the songs.... let shu hei play around with it... budden hor... use my lousy e git..hahahaha.. hope still sound ok bah? :)

oh ya... sier buying a soft case for me... cos my e git is hard case one... hahaz... nice guy! :) but well.. actualli i asked for a dark blue mazda 6.... hahahhahaaa

oh yupz.. we got jun hong to do bass for us then..

well... lets hope things run smooth ya?



tmr got meeting with simin n the WSLs... think rounding up the year... well.. see how things go



oh sheesh.. feeling abt to get sick.. muz prevent.. drowning herbal tea by the gallonz...hhahaaa

no more vitamin C at home... yipez... :P should be alright one.. me strong boi! haha



juz now when walking home saw stars... (not tat i kenna beaten up or wad lahz)

yea.. quite a number... veri nice wor...

then i thot... maybe those are God's candles for me...

n the sky is the big cake...

quik.. porky help me eat!!!

everybodi!!!! hahahaz....

*grinz



nitez all... :)

shimmering prism

of rainbow colours

blinds and transforms

merges into the fist

that presses

against my throat

then hits me again

and again

bash my head in

bursts.

shut up oh juz ssh.

houdini is a good role model.

go and be.



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hey WACkerz.. thanx for the bday song..

caught by surprise... O_O! hehez...

thanx

having worked at pasar malam...

every cent spent is a result of blood, sweat n tears.. hahaz.. yepz (blood cos nose bleed when hot weather... :P blehz)

today marcus pass me a brocher on city music's year end sale...

one of the few things i haf in mind now is guitar efx processor...

cos if we should wan to try playing e git for church then it will come into handy.. more wahz n distortions... hur hur.. n clean sounds of cos... :)

but other than tat... it's quite secondary.. cos i dun join any other bands nor need it at home.. juz for church i guess...



hmm... yea.. maybe web cam.. yup.. when i get my pay...

yep.. but more of saving up to help cut cost for my textbooks nex sem...



yawnz.. tired liaoz..

at least the past few days werent wasted as we finally got a more concrete idea of how the "plan" will run about... :)

juz need to pray more abt it...

remembered vincent telling me this some time ago: God will lead the worship... we are juz the musicians n voices...

:)

thanx brother for the singing tips today... shall train on it... count me in.. vocals ministry... hur hurz :)

nitez nitez

haf a fun time out tmr with xiao baiz n parentz.....

dun let xiao bai get bullied... :) hur hurz

take carezz..

arggg..... i m damn super tired...

hur hurz... woke up at 7 today.. can u believe it? i actualli woke up at 7 n is not for work.. accompanied sier to MOE for his interview.. slept on the couch waiting for him... tiredz... real damn tired... my whole day was with a heavy head...

went sier's house get the songs out... n they are... now is finding a way to link the stuff into one theme... more or less we haf a black n white plan out.. think using 3 of my songs... will see hows then... will need to sit down with vk n a few more others to get ideas n work things out.. yepz.. continue pray abt it... :)

then went queensway with lil, tina n vk...

then for dance prac... quite fun.. but today's quite a number of steps to remember... lil's.. yrs easier ar... hehez :) muz jia you liaoz.. cannot always depend on shu heiz.. hahaz... shu hei is good manz!

after the dance at around 915pm.. we went downstairs at the cafe itself watch parousia band..they are damn GOOD... the drummer n the electric guitarist especially!

argggg.... stress manz.. their standards so good.... i was like "wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww"....

the drummer used one tom onli... 2 crashes n 1 splash n ride... but his rolls... powzzzzzzzz.... wooowwwwww...

electric guitarist plays with so much feel... his rhythm n lead both play veri well... the licks n the solos..... realli inspire me to improve... me n shu hei were realli inspired to improve for the "plan"... yea manz.. all for the Lord... muz remember! :)



went home with eric n co... blabbered on the train... hahahaz... though was realli tiredz...

now cant slp yet although me quite restless... not time lahz.. maybe at 1?

going soon... think today shall slp early.. i dun wan later tmr sick or wad...

head a little heavy... nitez...



Prayerz:

- the "plan" .. tat we may haf a theme n be more clear in the direction other than musical aspects.. pray for musical aspects too.. thanx

- the dance .. tat the dancers be able to dance with confidence n joy.. remembering tat we are doing tiz for the Lord...

- those still having exams...A levels n O levels... dun worry guyz... will be praying

ho ho hoz... any day which dunnid to work is good day..hahaha

went down studio today.. quite disappointed with the instruments...

but well... comfort...ahhh... was quite a good start for the musicians

lil n shuhei... thot them the roll which sier is mainly using now...

think nex week teach on feel n touch..

dun worryzz.. it takes time to gel.. maybe nex week instead of juz jamming songz.. oso try some basics... :)



went down to cathedral.. pastor drove us there... was quite funz... jam the songs which sier might be using for the "plan" n also a couple of my songz.. n then juz random jam songs... quite funz.. though things were quite messy.. tmr morning meeting sier to sort out the songs in black and white... think tats vital too... so tat when we haf our first session would be much more in order... now haf to go print out the songs before i zzz... :P hehz..later... hur hur

lets see.. i think i onli haf abt 3 or 4 songs proper onez... will think abt dynamics n punches.. but well.. first things first... the songs on black n white... :)



yepz... went to trim my hair with sier today... shitz man.. i haf wax on my hair so bo bian.. haf to wash... $5 for wash... but shiok lahz.. got massage my neck oso..shiok..hahaha... sier wasn't realli happy with the outcome but well..he say go back home experiment with gel then see how lorz...hehez.. :P

me ar? ok lah.. no much diff... juz thinner a little n abit shorter... keeping my spikes...hahahz.. *poke poke... :P



kk... tats all for today... byezzzz :)

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i m awake... woke up to the crashing cymbals n drums.... of the funeral band downstairs... kaozz....so noisy... no wonder they say "wake the dead".. -_-" pengz

super tired... well... later going down studio liaoz.. yawn yawnz..

tataz.. take care

zzz...tiredzzz...

good nitez.... yawnz

The 3 musketeers

drinking corn soup now...

weather super cold...

been sniffing whole day...

bought my favourite gatsby matt hair wax... they now produce 80g onli.. last time 90g... same price $7.90... idiotz.... cheat money... hernz.. watson still say wad sale... pengz.. :P

my leave haf been approved.. yippee... :)



haiz.. so cold..... brrrrrr.... nothing much to blog nowz...

better go zzz soon... shiok weather.. :) hehz

tiz irritating person called me last nite n asked me to help him regarding some stuff...

u noe its like normally he doesnt realli does his own work n stuff... so its like i told him politely tat i cant realli help him n referred him to my other classmates...

i got an earful from him instead.. he say wad "as a fren i dun wan help him then say lahz"... quite pissed but held back my anger... dun wan such things to get to me..

luckily i realli juz curt my anger.. told him nicely tat not tat i dun wan help him but i feel others can help him better... then he put down the fone...



*shrugs... there are always ppl around like tat.. expect u to help but when u cant.. u r simply condemned.. but well... all i can do now is laugh it off..

although his words carried pricks but still i guess its realli a test of patience... :P n i'm glad i did... dun wan it to spoil my day today.. hehez.. :P

well well.. yupz... me going off to work liaoz.. feeling.... refreshed...hur hurz.. k lahz.. everyone take care too!

porky.. me gave ham ham bitter tea but he dun like..hehez :) u take care too wor!

oh yea manz! today's worship went well...hur hurz...

except for one or two veri obvious mistakes..hahaz.. the last song "everyday" the final time i rolled..hahaz... blunder.. oops..hahahaa... but still everything's good! :)

hehz.. u noe wad.. after the sermon i had a realli bad stomachache...breakfast eat something wrong ar.. :P hahaz..ya then tina n junhong told me rush to toilet for offertry then rush back for last song but i stayed on... the pain was realli killing me.. then i keep praying tat God will take away the pain... n let me juz last the final 15 mins.. n my prayers were answered... although during the offertry song it still hurts a little but when it came to the last song... wowz.. i can tell u ar.. the pain was juz gone n i was there happily playing for the Lord... the joy i dunno how to describe lahz... hehz..went well.. :) realli praise God for leading the worship... n allowing me to experience the closeness to Him.. realli thank Him! :)



youth today was hilarious... the armor of God manz..haha.. i cant wait for the pictures to come out.. heyz eric .. muz send me the pics.. then i post in blog or can blackmail ppl liaoz.. esp eric tan!..hahahaha... juz kiddingz..

yep.. think the game was pretty helpful... did aid in remembering the armor of God... :)



haiz... my weekend is over.. argg... tmr back to work liaoz... but onli for 3 days i guess... thurs go down studio.. exciting siaz.. haha.. then friday dance...sat dance...

well.. praying tat my dad will "approve" my leave...hahaz.. lol.. well.. think he should haf enuff workers.. if not i've got some frenz standby for me liaoz.. right edz? :) hehz...



aww.. juz now missed ham ham on tv... :P blehz.. sleeping mahz.. should haf tape down let me see wad...hahaz



hmmm.. juz watched star wars "a new hope" on tv...quite interesting... watched it before.. but still it amazes me the kind of graphics they produced back then so long ago when computer graphics is not so common...no wonder it's such a big hit.. :P

how howz.. 11pm now.. nothing much to do except here type some blog...think i will do my QT after tiz.. :)

kk.. think tats all for today... everyone haf a fresh good week ahead!

yoz.. i m back home...

went for music prac then down to church service...

yupz...was great... today's music prac went smooth... nv expect to be able to go thru the first 2 praise songs... hopefully i dun freak out tmr..hahaz

king of majesty and everyday.. nice nice...

well.. duhz..hahaha

yep.. was praying on the bus on the way down.. n yep... He answers prayers... :)



hrmm.. nothing to do now.. maybe i will go watch silence of the lambs on channel i nowz...haha

gross show? well.. see see lorz...



porky.. still cant get the pictures in? hrmm... tonite i see if can help u.. :)

kkz... tats all for now... :)

here i m blogging at this late hour...

hahaz.. reach home around 150 mahz..

yep... had tea with robert at greenridge

before tat met porky n ham ham..hahaz... :)



yepz.. dance prac at third place today... finally getting a hang of things.. hahaz... thanx to the coaching of lil! hahaz... n my fellow dance pals..hahaz

quite funz... quite surprised to see tina vk n eric chong down oso... :)

cowz.. the "teapot" thing realli cracks everyone up.. cowz... spare me!!!! :P ...hahahahz

the dance veri fast...abit tiring sia... but afterall.. veri fun! :)



*lying down on my big blue cushion... sharing with ham ham..hahaz :)



kk.. think i gonna slp soonz... tmr got long day ahead... abit nervous abt songs tmr... but guess juz need to pray n god will provide the confidence n strength...

yepz.. gotto bear tat in mind... "juz do yr best n God will do the rest"... :)



everyday lord i be yr light unto the world.. amen



nitezzzzzzzzz

today... those thieves din come.. think they haf no guts liaoz...

hahaz.. i even wore shoes (normally i wear slippers).. juz in case need to run after them or to kick some arse oso more force...muaaaahahaz

but too bad they disappoint me... din come... :P blehz



yepz.. realise recently been toking too much things abt pasar malam.. kinda no life horz.. yea.. everyday juz sit there rot..serve customers.. count money... chat with the selling socks uncle... go toilet... listen to the organiser of the pasar malam swearing away on the fone... hahahz..

interesting? nahz.. not tat u haf to see tiz almost everyday...hahaz



yea man! tmr off day... n the entire weekend.. dunnid go back! hahaz.. realli glad manz.. time to get some rest n get some other stuff going... maybe can finalise songs with sier.. n get my demos done... trying hard to play around with cool edit.. hahaz

yea yeaz.. my mind suddenly go blank.. dunno wad else to say..hahaz



oh ya.. tmr meeting porky! hahaaaaa.... eat pork! yea rite... hahahahaa



kk.. think tats all for today... shall post some comics down here later... :)

i cant slp.. but i need to... sigh....



cold... brrrrrrrr......

* i m taking the song off for now first

think i haf to make some changes to the lyrics..*



kk.. for today's blog

I M REALLI PISSED.... arggg...

ok.. it's like tiz today... working as usual at pasar malam.. this 2 guys n a gal came to the stall.. they asked around n bargained the price n stuff... then they muttered something in malay thinking tat we dun understand.. but too bad my indonesian workers they noe malay... n they plottting to steal... my fren (ah soon) he pretended he dunno... then a few times nearly caught them but then they juz hold the watch n say "oh.. tiz one nice sia"... then put back...

ok.. tats not the end...

after they left.. ah soon told me they are thieves... onli around early 20s lehz.. wad the hell...

THEN... he told me look over to the clothes stall in front... they took the t shirts.. look around... then take off the hanger n throw the shirt into their plastic bags... then chunk the hangers into the bin beside... i was STUNNED! wad shitz... all of us saw but then ah soon say we (indonesian workers) cannot catch them cos if kenna police case then ah soon they all oso will kenna (cos they on social pass)...

this has realli disturded me the whole nite since 11pm when it happened...

then we were chatting abt it at the stall... ah soon told me if tmr see them again tmr (they came yesterday too.. n we suspect they stole one of out watches)... he ask me go catch them... onli when they leave the stall... i haf been thinking abt it on the journey back home..

tiz is my plan: i m going to go n catch them...n confront them if they steal again.. then if they deny i will juz point to the security camera above... tat should scare them... if they threaten to report me thinking i m an illegal worker.. i will flash my pink ic... then dial for police... i got nothing to fear! hernz...



so maddening... muz drink some tea to cool off...hahahz

k lahz... juz pray for God to watch over.. hopefully i dun need to catch anyone... nor they resort to violence... cos i dun wan an ambulance drive me home.. choy!... hahaz...



hmm hmm... cold nite.. porky u so shiok.... at home warm n cosy... juz now me sniffing at work.. think i cleared a packet of tissue.. hur hurz...

kkz.. good nitez everyone.. think i m abt to turn in liaoz...



tmr gotto kick some arse baby....



hehz.. :P nitez

rock! rock! rock!

i wan to rock... at tiz unearthly hour? hahaz....

its the start of the week but again... i m looking forward to sat again... n friday! going down for dance again.. haha.. seems more interesting than drums? well..k lahz... yup.. speaking of which... playing tiz sat...

hmm.. speaking of drums.. actualli not quite comfortable with the tama rockstar in wac... the toms sound ok but the bass kick somehow doesnt feel tat good... the hi hats oso... dun realli like the hi hats... realli wonder y it cost so ex... hahaz.. i m a zildjian fan... so well.. sabian has yet to impress me, though hhx (the series in WAC) is considered high end cymbals... maybe should try out paiste too... bon jovi use tat... but well..hahaz... zildjian though expensive but the high ends one realli sounds good... n not forgetting their famous A series..

ok lahz.. on the whole when listening the set from the congregation sound pretty good though...

hopefully can expand the set soon.. hehz... 1 more crash n 1 more tom n 1 china! shiok then... hur hur..



me thinking of buying a snare drum.. a good one... still considering.. will be good though... but well.. hahaz.. i m a broke lad... :P

quite a few things to get though in the hols... hmm... sandals... hahaz... cowz... think of my feet first..hahahaz... kinda dumb.. :P blehz blehz

yepz... n.... hmm... yup.. drumsticks n tuning key( yup.. time for heavier n better balanced stix) ... hillsong blessed vcd (do they even haf it? i noe theres dvd but vcd? hrmm..no idea..)

k lah.. dun wan think of more things to buy... wan save up to marry nex time..hahahahhahaahahaaahaha...

wah cowz.. think i m going mad liaoz... tired? hur hur... maybe



*hey porky... u haf paper tmr rite? all the best okiez? :) will pray for u..



kkz...yawnz.. tired ler...nitez... time to visit my pillow n bed...

juz bathed... reached home an hour ago.... dead beat...

last nite worse sia... reach home around 2am.. dad brought everyone go eat supper... pengz...



nvm... :) at least got porky tok to me.. :) yeaz... hehz



then reach home bathe then change guitar string n fix strap pin cos tiz morning i brought guitar down to church lend mellisa for worship... :)



oh yepz! today led worship for youth for 1st time.. n was supposedly with eric... but he last minute got sunday school meetin so left me alone there struggle... but surprisingly ar... i dun realli felt the need to panic much... everything was fine n under control... a few moments i juz mumbled a prayer in my head n get things going... hehz.. well... even though eric is not there... n things were last minute.. there's someone helping along too... God! :)

yep... things went well for worship... praise God... :)



ooh! so many exciting things to look forward to tiz hols.. yea manz! let's make the full use of it!.. well... meanwhile is waiting for all those in midst of exams to finish... :)

yep yepz.. had dance yesterday too..hahahaz.. was quite fun though well... shyz...hahahahah.. blehz...

quite diff oso... but nvm... we got LIL n JOANIE.. our 2 senpais!!!! :) yeaz!

eric chong say guys better wor...hahahahhaha... will see how the remaining pracs goes... everybodi jia you!!!!



k lahz.. think tats all i blog today..

hopefully everyone will haf a blessed week ahead...

always remember to look unto the Lord... He provides all the answers to questions which we may juz be trying frantically with our own strength to solve...

yepz... :)

take care

How



chord progression: C Em C G



Jesus

Jesus



how wonderful

how wonderful is He



how glorious

how glorious is He



how majestic

how majestic is He



how merciful

how merciful is He





how much He loves

how much He loves me

and cruxified

and cruxified for my sin

yawnz.. tired sia

but

hahahz

yippee!

tmr yeaz!

hahaz

kk... so happy tmr half day off but sianz a little cos evening gotto go help dad... :P but well.. life's like tat..hehez



*listening to "stronger than" n "my best friend" united live.... if onli can play like tat standard... hehz.. think will pray n prac... :) ultimately..give the best to Him.. :)



juz put down fone with eric... chose songs with him juz now... tiz sunday might intro new song.. maybe not.. see howz ar... pls pray for us two.. 2 rookies leading worship..hehz.. :) but with the Joy of the Lord... yea manz...

kk... better go zzz ler... nitez every body! :)

i'm back home... tired... veri tired... burnt.. i guess

dad went over to indonesia for stock today so i was the overall in charge... except i cant drive..hahaz... my uncle did...

well... quite boring again... slept under the table (as usual)... had lousy dinner... but there's something interesting... the vending machine in front of our store went bonkers n start charging onli 40 cents per can drink... everyone is frantically digging tat machine empty... we ourselves bought at least 15 cans i think..hahaz.. so dirt cheap... cheaper than ngee ann (60 cents)... by the time we left.. onli mountain dew was available... hahaz..

yep.. other than tat it's juz another typical day at work...

kns....

oops...hahaz

yeaz... looking forward to sat... music prac! yea manz! :) n dance! lolz.. :)



how is everyone? wini n mag n peixuan n min n jia ren n those taking Os jia you wor... n those in uni taking exams...

yaz.. shu hei n bowan As too...

arggg.. cant wait for the "plan" to haf some jing zhan...



tiz sat off day.. think i going down guitar workshop get strap pin n see if there got cheap strings anot.. if dun haf then head down city music ( they are having sale i think.. marcus says) ..hahaz

aiya.. but think evening time haf to head back to work... well.. will see how things goes...

hehz.. how do u all like my layout so far... quite mono though.. blehz :P



sigh... i miss everyone...

everyday at work feel so left out... they all speaking teochew n hokkien n malay... then me like odd one out... occassionally they turn over to me n tok to me in chinese...

blehz...

most of the time chatting with God i think...hur hur.. humming hillsongs.... new christian song.... :)

yepz... should nv stop praising God... everywhere we go... :)



yeppy yupz... think i m off to bed liaoz... quite tiring... tmr... ugh.. work.. hahahz.. blehz

but well... :) i m still smiling... :) winks winks... nitez all

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hur hurz... hopefully.. blehz..hahaz :P

i m bloody tired manz... 12 hours of work each day for 2 days orledi like tat..cant imagine the days to come

realli looking forward to saturday... dance n music... with bros n sis in christ ...cant get any better.. :)

sunday...sigh... after youth heading back down to geylang serai again... blehz

today's biz not good... think cos today post deepavali n oso weekday... thus the poor biz... all 4 of us stoned bored man... at one point i even crawled under the table n slept for half an hour juz before dinner... shiok... then raining somemore...

even till evening biz was poor... i like it when there's biz... there will be lots to do... then time pass veri fast..then biz keeps coming in... more money rolls in... everybody is happy...hahaz... kinda sound like a food chain now.. :P



*sigh.. super tired... again... still...



oh..juz thot of something... :( cant go for cell tmr evening nor for the consecutive evenings this month... :( so sadz...

work work work.... seriously... tiz is how disastrous work can be... deprive u of time with family n frenz.. make u worldy-minded...

so dangerous... tats y walk with God muz be firm... *sings: Rock of ages... jesus is the rock..... :)

yepz... the "plan" seem to haf made some progress in the planning stages.... now location undecided.. praying abt it... yep.. realised how precious time is now for me.. need to sit down pray n discuss with sier... well.. realli praying for God to give the direction n lead the way... :)



*sigh.. super tired... again... again...



k lahz.. think tats all for today folks... pls pray for me too... cos the working environment isnt exactly wonderful.. neither is the weather... :P

yepz... n u too... everyone muz take care... dun become another statistic of the ill population of recent... :) cheerz

hi all...

been sleeping for the past 1 hour or so.. actualli was watching some movie on the channels but fell asleep...hahaz.. but well... think i was super tired... after youth came back with eric.. both of us doze off thruout the journey... it was onli till the interchange i nudge him awake..lolz

yep..



last nite spent alot of time thinking abt my life right now... realised how merciful God has been.. i look at the things around me n its human nature most of us unknowingly aint tat grateful... but ya.. juz look around... with the terrorism and unhappiness... melancholism... most of the time we find ourselves lamenting abt life more than giving thanx...

it's not an easy lesson... seriously... ultimately.. its most of these "down" times we see God more clearly than ever...



have not been too good recently... although trying hard to change for the better... yep.. not easy to do it by myself.. praying for God to mould me.. it's farnie how he picked me up from the dumpster and made me feel so precious in His eyes...

but seriously, well..think God changed me in alot of ways...

one thing ppl always complain abt me... not being friendly... look fierce... yepz.. it was tat bad..

ppl whom i dun relate well... i find it hard to converse with them... its realli not easy trying to break free from this barrier...

prayed abt it and He showed me the bigger picture.. open up myself to others too other than the ppl close to me...

it's realli so much joy... guess tat answers why i dun seem to get unhappy recently...

but still... think i got certain areas i gotto brush up on...well no one is perfect but every step into tiz life..we are learning something afresh... n tat's worth giving thanx abt... :)



music...

feel veri blessed... realli veri... think He gave me more than i asked for.. i still remember back then in sec 1 when the church band started... i was the onli redundant creature down there.. helplessly unable to play any instruments... unable to serve... i cried and cried..

prayed to God and ask Him to guide me... i picked up guitar... still remember those days when i was dragged to shadown zhi qin, my shi fu... he taught me the basics n chord chart reading.. then on... listening alot to music and practice helped me to improve... not saying i'm a fast learner..

but rather...God is showering the blessings down like a heavy downpour...

*remembered today during youth sang tiz song holy spirit rain down*

yep... then as i went along the way... our band learnt tat we need to haf a bassist... yipes.. we went abt 3 months without bassist and we thot it sounds ok when it realli isnt..hahaz.. ya.. it's tiz joy while serving Him which overshadows the music aspect... another lesson learnt :)

learnt some basic bass from sindric.. started to play... then found the bass quite boring sometimes cos i weren't improving.. i remembered the time i stormed out of a band prac because i was so pissed with the playing and my fingers hurt realli bad as bass is a heavy gauge instrument..

God taught me another lesson of responsibility... n humility... which then.. all i wanted is good music.. n the focus was wrong... so now even today... still constantly reminding myself to let go of pride n let the holy spirit lead the praise n worship... coming back to the heart of worship...

then my good buddy left church..leaving no one to warm the drum throne... as i knew some basics... i began playing drums for almost every week for a year... till huEy began playing drums too and my load was lightened... though tiring... but realli happy cos i learnt alot thru it and at the same time happy to serve...



actualli in short... i would juz say tiz.. without God.. i wouldn't be here where i m today... seriously...



life is full of unexpectations... u nv noe when it's heading up n up n God juz bring it all the way down...

His will... His own timing... which is so difficult to comprehend... to accept.. but its something i'm learning as well...



changes... the good areas i should keep it.. the negative areas i should realli discard it... ask Him to mould n change... yepz..

dear God... realli thank you for all tat u have brought abt in my life... nv leaving me every moment... thank you...

i juz pray tat he will continue shower his joy n love to every single one out there...

u and me... everyone out there... :)

nitez to all... haf a blessed week ahead

realli bad day...

but not to the extend entirely bad



morning went over to sier house do a rough demo for his song... then taught him some of the functions of cool edit... which i m not so familiar with too..hahaz...

kk... tats not the bad part.. then went for music prac

started late... then me n sier had to leave early... me din realli warm up well... played like shit... juz couldnt click with others tat well....

on the cab back to church... i felt realli disappointed n sad... it's as though i let others down... sier tok to me.. told me not to let small stuff like tat bring me down... cos tats wad satan might wan to see.... see us crumble... see us fall... yepz.. guess tat realli helped...

worship back in church was pretty good... been a long time since i played guitar... juz guitar alone... yepz...



qiufong brought kailun down... but me n sier cos of operation phillip then nv zhao dai her... left her stranded with qiufong... putting myself in her shoes... think we 2 r too mean... hey.. realli sorry abt tat... yupz.. me not realli good at entertaining frenz but well... realli sorry... :(



so many to apologise to...yup... to eileen, andrew, sabrina, jun hong, shu hei, tina, lilian, huiwen and all.. again.. sorry all... :(

juz pray for tmr... hopefully God will guide us thru... yepz...

everyone haf a good nite rest ya..

going over to sier place do some amatuer recording...

better start compiling songs liaoz...

yawnz.. i feel so tired niaz...

kkz... better go get changed liaoz... everyone haf a great day ahead... :)



btw.. my toopid commenting system is back... better dun go down again horz... :P blehz

take care

Better Is One Day

Matt Redman

Psalm 84



How lovely is Your dwelling place

O Lord Almighty

For my soul longs and even faints for You

For here my heart is satisfied

Within Your presence

I sing beneath the shadow of Your wings



Better is one day in Your courts

Better is one day in Your house

Better is one day in Your courts

Than thousands elsewhere



One thing I ask and I would seek

To see Your beauty

To find You in the place Your glory dwells



My heart and flesh cry out

For You, the living God

Your spirit's water to my soul

I've tasted and I've seen

Come once again to me

I will draw near to You

I will draw near to You





realli like tiz song... nice nice... lyrics dunnid say liaoz.. from psalm... :P

if i can do something for u... i will try...

meanwhile juz pray...pray.. pray...