It’s your love



It’s more than just a cross

It’s more than just some nails

And it’s Jesus Christ

For me he’s sacrificed





There is nothing I want more

Than to thank you forevermore





It’s your love

I know it’s true

It’s your love

That makes me new

And I will

Lift up my hands and sing

I love you and sing

I love you

Jesus





haiz... i dunno y... juz played this song on e guitar... n tears rolled...

take a look... reuben morgan's little interview



i juz click "stop" on my winamp.

dun realli feel like listening to anything now.

quite tired manz... after all the assignments hazzle the past week

though still got more to rush by... but well... so far ok lahz.. not tat good but still not tat bad...



steven smsed me this noon say tat tama rock star only haf black in color n would haf to wait for quite a few months. so i guess he will be scouting around for some other brands. well... it's a good thing though.. cos tama is a rather old series and manufacturers like yamaha, pearl, premier and dw are taking over the industry...

i sms replied to recommend pacific instead. afterall it has to be quite good for pacific is linked with dw. juz in case you're wondering, dw can be considered one of the top notch drum makers in the world... haz.. ( i should get commision for promoting their products.. :P )

well..wadever it is, juz hope tat it would be a set tat could produce great sounds for Him. yea? :)



i'm quite stoning in front of the com now.ha ( sier, vk & tina would go, "oi... dun stone lehz...y u stoning?" hahaa

i've spent so much time in front of this laptop recently.. been playing a game clarence pass to me...

hur hur... well... for those ppl who noes me... i hardly play games lor..hahaz.. but well... not bad lahz... in fact while i was playing it... i'm wondering if ever my IT skills can push me to produce such games... the thot of it is scary... i cant picture yself doing programming for the rest of my life... hahaz... well... me more of a arts inclined person.. in fact... i hope tat in future i can something which is refreshing...in a sense tat it's something...well... nice? hehz.. dunno how to describe ar..



*strums the guitar and put it back by my side...



hehz.. btw i downloaded this mixing program... can do tracks... tried it out last nite... played guitar first... then recorded voice.. add a little echo... then some backups...hahaa... it totally sux man!....hahaa... i think i need proper equipment and maybe more fiddling with that program... hopefully can produce a good demo... :)

ya...last nite i recorded the song "it's your love"... a christian song... which i wrote last month... quite nice... onli sier, eric n ivy haf heard it before... maybe should let u guys hear it this sunday horz? :) dun worry.. this aint a sad song... a song for God... :)



*grinz weakly... i blog alot tonite hor?

sigh... too many thots.. so little things can be expressed thru the tappings on the alphabets stretched across my palms...

dear God, sorry i haven been spending much time with u... please pull me back k? i felt like i'm slipping away a little... but i noe u're still holding on... n thanx alot for tat...



my frenz... how are u feeling on this Children's Day?

sigh...cant celebrate anymore... today see my little brother bring home so many sweets..kinda reminds me of the days when it was me...hur hur

* oiz... u all catch the hint anot? so ming xian liaoz....eeediotz....hahahaa... :P



i'm not down now... in fact...juz smiling...

oso dunno wad i'm smiling abt... but still... it's better than a frown...

kk... think tats so much for today... :)

i think i shall pray tonite... pray a long one...pray for everything.. pray abt everything...juz spend some time with Him...

abt time ya? .... :) heyz.. how abt you.. readers of my blog...hehz.. maybe juz pray in the midst of the exams stress and all the hazzle around you... juz noe tat God will always be around..

cheers.. u all do take care okie? ... :)

i m back... as promised



had my fill juz now at grandma bday.. i think i had 4 rounds.. n there were leftovers lor...haaz

but couldnt realli eat well... juz sit down there silently eating..

thinking abt lots of things.... but oso partly is cos there aint much ppl my age whom i can tok much to...

but well...



took some pictures with cousins too... was quite routine..ha...



hmm... i'm rushing my program now... kinda mind boggling sia..

hur hur..

sorry these few days no much pics or quizzes... after my exams lah hor? :)

heyz.. i m home ler

fast hor... the service's good... 3 ppl accepted christ.. :)

praise the Lord manz... :)



today felt better oso... cos i ate before i went..hahaz.. n hey.. the backache's *gone..slp posture lahz

hehz.. felt more confident but drums not tat well tuned.. kinda weird too..hehz..but still..everything for the Lord manz...

:)



how's youth today? hope u guys had fun...

*stretches...tired manz..



hmm hmm.. later gotto go for grandma's bday...

2 ways to look at it :

:: sigh :: - got lots of assignment still need go down

:: wow :: - cos all my aunts prepare food... so it's gonna be a fiesta..hahaz.. fiiii...yessss....taaaaaa....... :) (say this with mexican accent) :P



okok.. be back tonite

everyone do take care... brrrr... cold weather... *snuggles in blanket

hi all.. i m home



not exactly the best of days today

the assignment walkthru was hard.. or should i say i was too tired to think... sigh

then my back is aching whole day ler

went down SAC for music prac... felt weird at the drums... farnie.. dun feel confident at all...

then back in church play oso feels weird

i guess i was too hungry (e curry puff i bought with audrey sustained me thru the evening...hahaz) ... n oso long time since i touch my church's set... realli long time...



feeling... hmm.. ok i guess

:) afterall i'm still able to sit down here( with an aching back) smiling as i type this blog..

hehz.. rite? :)



p.s. hey guys.. sorry can't go down WAC tmr... sigh... gonna miss u all manz... well... hope to meet up for dinner one of these week days then.. :)



*good nitez*



Dear Lord, thank you for this day too :)

morningz...

i haf assignment walkthru later...

so S.C.A.R.E.D.



arggg..freaking out... back to my codes now...

hope later when walk out of exam hall got time head down SAC...

I am Chocolate Flavoured. I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

went down to swee lee with pastor, wayne, sier and jin hang...

quite cool... i think before pastor reach there he orledi had in mind wad he wants ler...

tama rockstar....

hehz...pretty ok lah.. dunno how it will sound when tuned.. hope sounds good...

if things go smoothly nex saturday's prac should see it ler...yea? pray abt it ar :)



after tat went lau pat sat pig out... oh yep..milton joined us too...

interesting guy.. but he leaving for australia soon...

well.. dun think i might get to see him play for sonicedge..unless the nex month he plays... :)

should be cool... experienced siaz.... :)



ate cockles... sting rays... satay... omelette... sotongs.... hehz... sinful wor.... so fattening... :P *args



jin hang bought a harmonica...n a book on how to play it.. since the moment he paid for it... he has been playing non stop...hahaz

then at the LPS we saw ah do and hai die's ppl... hehez

then jin hang keep saying want play for them hear then he kenna talent scouted niaz...hahaha

hez... these crazy fellas sia...

but too bad..he leaving on the 4th... well..gonna miss u harmonica guy :)



assignment to rush tmr so i guess i will be sleeping slightly earlier today

had not seen the morning sun nor breathe the morning air for a week...

tmr shall be it... :)



tina... i finally understand wad u meant when u told me all of you were protective towards me...

realli understood now... :)



well well... will see how things goes man

now so excited abt drums...hahaz... somebody help me.... arrrrggg... *arbish

*bing bong bong...

*fall off my chair

*boingzzzzz



hehez

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away



sometimes some people get me wrong

when it's something I've said or done

sometimes you feel there is no fun

that's why you turn and run

but now I truly realise

some people don't wanna cpomromise

well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies

and well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights i'm sorry to say lady



I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away



Well I'm so tired baby

things you say you're driving me away

whispers in the powder room baby

don't listen to the games they play

girl I thought you'd realise

I'm not like them other guys

coz I saw them with my own eyes

you should've been more wise

and well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights I'm sorry to say lady



I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away



~ "walking away" by craig david

hey pals... i noe u gonna luff at this... but me? cute? hehez... :P not mehz? haa... i try lah hor? *winks winks



hmmz...can't slp.. but yawn... i should ar... ok.. me go off ler

btw..hey marilyn... if still need help with yr com juz call me ya? me try to make it asap :) yeaz...

i'm running mad......



i juz realise i haf so many assignments due nex week.... then after tat one more week and will be the exams ler

3 weeks of hell man...

well.. gotto rush it all ler...



suddenly felt not tat keen to play on sunday's outreach.. but well... do it for Him then.. n with joy :)



oh my my... suddenly can juz freak out ler..

arsenal vs psv edihoven

hehz...check out the score later if u still awake... ya... any of you :)



speaking of soccer... last nite watch man u play.. i was simply shaking my head... din realli deserved to win ar... though the 2 goals by nistlerooy were well taken...

*shrugs... hehez :P



arggg.... you drive me crazy but i feel alright... baby wont u kiss me juz one more time

* do a Britney spears turn and scrams off



~tata :)

haha... somebody arbish me please!!!!! haz

been quite boring.. realli boring

i juz recorded discarded onto my laptop... realised i dun haf sound recorder n stuff..haf to download this thing to record... which is i think better than sound recorder

haz...

hmm..been thinking alot today... nearly quarrelled with mum again

but i dun think it's fair to her... but well... sometimes mum juz say things unknowingly which doesnt sounds nice...

but still... she's mum... n i respect her...

so after tat i juz did as told n things were ok :)



hmm..not much ppl come see my blog eh... help publicise howz? hehez.... maybe i should stand outside jurong point and give out phamplets "visit tuff.blogspot.com" and win a mazda 6? hahahhaahhaahhaa



*arbish



tats for being so crappy at this hour... :)



well.... miss her quite badly...

but so far still coping "ok ok"



*drey ... juz prayed abt yr doctor thingy... dun worry... ultimately there's the biggest doc up there watching over too ...good nitez :)



gotto rush assignments tmr ler...no time to play around

so better go....*yawnzz.... see? me tired ler... :)

nitez babies...

Baby zhong going to suckle his thumb and tuck in his blankets....



btw... tats a cartoon of yanzi below... cute hor? hehez..

boring tuesday evening... think i going bathe nowz...

Thanx



:: Robert :: - thanx for being there when i need a good buddy to vent some frustrations... hey but well.. i m quitting...no more fags... :)



:: Tina :: - i realli dunno wad to say when u first called cos i was contemplating whether to tell u or to conceal my emotions. but the thing tat realli struck me was tat i dun realli noe u ppl well...yet... u r among the first few ppl to realli come over n shower the care n concern... realli thanx for listening...offering advices...sounding me out... n lastly checking constantly whether i m ok... realli thank you :)



:: Vincent :: - yep. thanx for chatting up with me too in those late hours when u were not sleeping too... n for teaching me those power breathing thing..haz :) and thanx for knocking sense into me.... :)



:: Shuhei :: - noe something? u were the last person i thot would ever come to tok to me...much less at this low point of my life... i noe i said this alot of times but still... thanx... realli thanx for e comfort yesterday and prayers..when i poured everything out to Him.. thanx alot :)



:: Audrey :: - hey cowgurl.. noe u going thru a bad patch too. rather we seem to hit a low point around the same time but thanx for e encouragement even though u yrself r feeling down... thanx... i'll be strong... u too ok? :) be here to jam anytime... or as u say... be there even if not looking at my face...juz sit there... :)





yep... i noe i might haf left out ppl whom oso remembered me in their prayers... i thank God for them too.. ppl like Benjamin, Wayne, Sier, Simin, Eric tan, Eric chong, Andrew, Lilian....n much more

thank you ppl..

though i wont say i haf completely gotten over things but now i would say i'm more clear minded...

yep... one last big THANK YOU to all of u... :)

may God continue to shower his great Love and blessing among all of us... :)

been one hectic day

but ended off on a good note



went for wac service...

went for youth...

dunno why but when it came to the worship songs..i juz find myself tongue tied...

couldnt sing to Him...

i juz kept praying to God to release myself to Him

n He did...



realli veri thankful...

Lord..i dun wan to run anymore...hold me in yr arms..never let me go..i wan to spend eternity with you... u noe wads best... :)



well..still needs time to heal i guess but i noe He has never left me... n He never will...



dear frenz..pray for me please? got lots of assignments to rush..needs to be rationale n smart in terms of time management... wasted one week ler..no more of such...

thanx for prayers... :)

good nitez :)

anoynomous wrote :

pls lor...wake up....come on lah....u need to not let ur emotions get the most outta u...one thing for sure...all these things and ppl can fail u one..God cant..



dun get distracted and confused...face it...if she reallie loves u...would she bear to hurt u....would she be able to recipocrate? obviously yes...if someone loves u...she would give more then take...if someone loves u ....she would we willing rather then be demanding....

not that im doubting her...but i think u must be able to stand up and not compromise lor...and give in all the time and get so caught up..and not move on....MOVE ON! thats the only way..



yes!

listen carefullie...

i have more experience then u ...and all i can say is if u commit 100% to something u are uncertain abt....u only get 0% in return...and lots more hurts and pain...i know one lor..



yes...and its not possible...for girls of that age...cos they are looking for the best.....of course not all like that....but i remember hearing that from someone like *....so wat else can i say abt the rest....but then again is not for me to judge....there are many out there....u'll never know when is the best time when u will find one who will also give 100%...but one thing for sure...God knows the timing....meanwhile concentrate on the impt things



i wasnt scolding u leh...

i just want u to get out of this entanglement....called unrequited love....laymen term....Stupid BGR..



how now?

stil confused?





k...me needs time..but i will remember wad u said

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