Tuesday, December 31, 2002

happy new year!

2003 :)

Saturday, December 28, 2002

hows everyone?

my hols are ending.. sobz...hahaha :P

yep yep...



today went to watch movie with eric chong, angel, ivy, marie n huiwen... watched 2 weeks notice... not bad lahz.. typical romance comedy... i feel tat it's like notting hill without julia roberts.... hugh grant playing the richer fella of the couple... n with sandra bullock as the pauper...hahaz... duhz rite? :P

but well.. not bad lah.. worth 6.50.. not 8.50... sigh... *money gone...hahahaz :) but still..yup.. enjoyed the evening with u guys...



cant slp now eh...

juz now had intensive reading off webbies abt drum tuning... the drumheads which we are using are the typical veri lousy skins which comes with the set... tuning is quite hard too... will see bah.. think tmr i shall try to do something abt it cos the tuning is extremely off.... quite bad i guess... but well... before we change the skins to something decent like Evans or Remo.... juz see wad can be done bahz... n be thankful.. yepz.. muz keep reminding myself..haha :)



monday going sentosa.. yea.. finally some chance to get sun.... i m ...*pinch my fair skin*.... a wee bit fair...argg.... muz get some decent sun.. but not too much.. aunties n my mum keep telling me too much sun will kenna skin cancer or wad... haiz... bad weather... wad to do? :P



hmm hmm... seriously... how's everyone? hahaz.. i asked again rite? :P

juz hope u r fine n well.... yepz..

well.. i m still alive n kicking.. though a little slack mood these few days... maybe the "hangover" from all the series of events? :)

"resting is for a longer journey".. hehez... yup...

well.. sch's starting first for the younger ones i guess...

still haf one week of hols...

gotto adjust back to the study mood bahz...

continue to keep the burning passion for God too....

dun wan to lose it manz.... hehz :)



yupz... think i better go catch some slp.. good nitez to all! :)

happy sunday!

Thursday, December 26, 2002

haven been blogging much these few days though online a little more..

lazy?

hahaz... maybe... :P

how's christmas for everyone?

hope it's filled with lots of joy n fun..



mine certainly is... though i was dead beat the whole day... woke up at 6..slack in bed till 6.30... then went to church... was so dozey liaoz...

then had dance.. great man! everything's great! hehz.. lil.. i saw u sticking out yr tongue halfway into the dance...hehehehehe *grinz

yepz.. then went to eat... the others at pizza hut.. then after tat went for pool with all the rest.. played 2 games with shuhei n 1 with weiqiang... ok bahz... me not good at it... juz play for fun... :)

went to andrew's place with shuhei, angel, wilson, weiqiang, bowan n keith..had dinner there... then everyone juz lie on the bed in the dark n chat...

some doze off halfway then juz continue chat till 9 then we left

hahaz.. everyone too tired i guess.... :P

yepz yep...



sigh.. sch reopening...

me veri much in holiday mood ehz... hahahz

but well... :) i still haf 1 more week n 3 days...hehez :P

everyone do take care! :)

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

okok.. back

been so tired these few days tat hardly haf the energy to work my brain to blog...

anyway here's it



Praise the Lord !!



the evangelistic outreach went well on sunday though hic cups here n there... not bad for a first time though... alot of things cock up when we reach church at 3pm.. my church's english assembly took all the mikes n cables n thus we haf nothing to set up n they say they wont be back until 530... i was so flushed up i always flare up... manz.. it's like so duhz... they noe we haf evangelistic outreach n they took ALL n say tat will be back by 530.. thinking we can get ready everything in an hour? i was so mad i called pastor wen n he managed to persuade them to be back with the stuff by 400... meanwhile all that time we set up the stage n all...

realli thank God for his mercy on us although this small hic cup realli hit alot of us... n to those who prayed while we were setting up.. thanx! :)



Thank you

to those who kept us in prayer and for the 10 souls to be saved



Thank you

for all who offered their help and showed so much enthusiasm throughout all the practices. Huiwen, Eric Tan, Keith, my brother, Augustine, Stanford, Bowan n more....



Thank you

to the PA crew n the guys n gals who helped so much in setting up.. it's great to see everyone moving n encouraging each other along the way... staying in one spirit for God... :)



Thank you

to our games MCs..Stanford n Sabrina... thanx for leading the games n hosting the whole event



Thank you

to the band members.. Shuhei, Vincent, Yvonne, Jun Hoong, Tina, Sier. Thanx for the time n effort n the passion n heart to serve our One true God...

thaxn for all the joy as i work with all of u...



Thank you

to everyone from wac n bpgc who attended this event as well as invited yr frenz along. thanx for the prayerz too!





yepz... this is juz a beginning of things... i believe God has worked tremendously in all of us thru this event n the camp itself... let's not let this burning passion die down...

let's continue to trust in Him n abide in His will! :)

Sunday, December 22, 2002

1 Sam 16:7

Thursday, December 19, 2002

tmr got dance.. hehz... :)

yeaz!
terribly tired but yet veri glad that things are going alright...

though it was a little late when discovered the faulty cable which was resulting an earful of crackles from the amp of shuhei's e git..hahahz

but well... after tat we managed to get it ok... but aiyaz... shu hei left liaoz.. dun worry brother... on sunday it will be in good condition yea! :)



kk... prayer list.. againz...haha

1) the hearts of the musician

2) the geling of the team n the music

3) health.. p.s. think the flu is running around

3) the hearts of those coming for the first time

4) the hearts n determination of the youths inviting their non christian frenz

5) tat pride not get in the way of God's great plan

6) the TEN SOULS we are praying for salvation



yepz.. right now the final rehearsal so so over liaoz... think now up to the deco n lightings n PA crew need to settle...

yup.. continue to pray hard on this.. a spiritual battlefield...

sorry readers tat i hardly blog much recently... veri tiring as the day passes... yepz.. hope to see all of u down tat day...



"There's something about Him"

Date: 22th Dec 2002

Venue : Bukit Panjang Gospel Chapel (opp Phoenix LRT)

Time : Starts 7pm sharp

Refreshments provided

Any enquiries pls mailto:zhongzhon@yahoo.com or juz tag here :P

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

Pastor Wen smsed me tiz n i juz wanna share with everyone :

Jesus is victorious! He has triumphed over the devil! He continues to be the one and only Victor! He reigns forever! Lets continue to do our part faithfully and He will complete the rest! He says "Be still and know that I am God"

Sunday, December 15, 2002

i m so physically tired now.. but i feel the big urgency to ask everyone to pray for the outreach this coming sunday... it's a spiritual battle so real... DO PRAY FOR THE COMMITTEE AS WELL AS THE PPL COMING..... Lord I cry out to You



psalm 23:4

even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death

i will fear no evil, for You are with me, Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me

Saturday, December 14, 2002

pray for the outreach... tat souls be saved...

Amen

Friday, December 13, 2002

hi... i'm back *grinz

so tired sia... juz woke up...but well... realli enjoyed myself soooo much these few days... meybe i should say with caps.. ENJOYED SOOOO MUCH! hahahz.. :)



yep... let's start with the theme of the camp... history maker... the sermons are veri good... applicable n straight forward... pastor benjamin did not "give-face" kind of thing... juz straight in yr face type of sermon... yep.. i guess realli many feel uncomfortable n hit by wad he said... or should i put it as wad God is saying to us... n i realli thank God for tt... it's like all the minor things in our lives we missed out or we dun take them seriously... God has always taken them juz as serious... n He can even make use of the smallest thing to fulfil His greatest plans... :)



prayer... prayed alot alot these few days... for 2 nites prayed with my team... hehez.. sound pro rite? hahaz.. nahz.. it's shuhei, sier, bowan n jun hong...

i've never experienced such a powerful prayer in my life before... n it's the kind of quenching feeling to thirst for lost souls as we prayed for the upcoming christmas outreach "there's something about Him"...

i was especially encouraged by bowan... realli.. the change in Him is juz simply too amazing.... yes... too amazing... it's not something i feel tt human strength can accomplish.. his passion n fire for God n His ppl is realli so strong... i guess God realli changed Him... n i believe the change in him realli encourages many of us n continue to spur us on... :)



yep... on the whole.. i realli enjoyed the camp... i get to noe everyone better... even those i hardly or never tok to... even the younger ones...hahaz.. yep.. though i seem to always kenna bully by augustine n jonathan n even gilchrist.. pengz sia.. do i haf the "bully-me" look? hahaaaaahaahz..

especially enjoyed the company of shuhei, jun hong, andrew, lil, eric, mel, angel, rebecca, marie, tina, vk... haiyaz.. still got alot of ppl lahz..hahahahaz :)

yepz.. jun hong.. thanx for being such a buddy at the camp.. n a wonderful assistant group leader.. esp when tina's bz with the game.. :)

andrew... for teaching me the nice nice guitar chords :) *grin.. more things to play with now..hahaz

shuhei... ever so on abt everything... n praying together as a team.. n also as a buddy :)

angel, becky, marie n erin (my angel..hahaz).. for the sweets... hahaa... yep.. :) n being so fun n interesting... looking forward to the dance too.. prac hard ya? :)

the camp committee n game masters... thanx for planning n thanx for the wonderful games :)

n to those who gave me sweets n cards of encouragements... u are all sweet ppl.. :) i thanx Lord for everyone.. :)



ya.. oso wanna give thanx to God especially for last nite where i led worship...

cos of the games.. we had dinner late n things started late.. everyone were rushing to finalise their skits while kL asked me to start...

was VERI much in panic... but well.. things realli went so much better than i expected... yvonne, shuhei n andrew both read me veri well as i signal to them.. but i believe.. it's the holy spirit which was leading the worship... i m juz a vocalist.. :) rite vk? hehz...thanx for the encouragements whilst i was preparing for the worship...

yepz... jumpy too.. hahaz... u all noe wad i mean... its such joy inside of me tt when i lead worship or play the guitar i will juz haf the urge to jump though it's a little scary most ppl are quite "still".. but still (pardon the pun).. when the focus is on God.. nothing else matters... n He will lead the worship..Amen? :)



sooooooooooo much to blog rite?

hahaz.. though i m still pretty tired now but juz cant resist typing more..hehez.. guess many of u are sleeping now rite? hahaz.. :)

yep yep.. think i will juz end here for now... hur hurz.. :)



well.. do take care ya? continue to pray to Him when there are question marks looming around yr head..

continue to smile for Him :)

keep the fire burning for Him...

cos we gonna be..

HISTORY MAKERS

cheerz

Saturday, December 7, 2002

hur hurz

did publicity in bpgc today.... great to see all the guys down

though we did an unplugged song... nice nice

shuhei even bought an "egg shaker" from swee lee after his S.A.T. there... nice nice.. but maybe a wee bit too soft.. hur hurz.. but still yepz...nice :)



arggg... i still dun realli dare to sing harmonise with VK... hur hurz.. today i sound so soft..hahaz... squeaking away from the mike...hahaz

kk... think within these few weeks brush up on the singing part too... yep.. oso need to learn proper power breathing... :)

yepz.. not forgetting LOTS of prayer..... which is soooooo necessary n powerful tool which we haf.. :)



thanx to my lovely bros n sis who came down after their hectic day of prac at the container...

n support from bowan n tina... :) p.s. din noe u came back today... hopefully i try to help u in any ways u need my help okie?

yepz.. though today's publicity song is a short thing... i dunno abt u guys... but still... it's veri significant for me... even this short thing is a spiritual battle against the evil one...



well...glad things went ok... :)

continue to pray abt it...



n for the dancers too.... yea manz... lets brush up wad we can! n put up a good show for Him... hehz :)

tat's all for today... :)

Thursday, December 5, 2002

awwww.....brotherzzzzzzzzzzzz ericzzzzzz

thanx.... nice nice... thanx alot!!!!!!

melzzzzzz...... thanx thanx too... :)

Wednesday, December 4, 2002

haiyoz.... getting tired of the changing of the theme.... wads my theme.. grrr... :P blehz



nvm nvm...

hehez...lets tok abt today

went to meet sier, huiwen, shuhei, yvonne n bowan to go cycling at east coast... rented for 3 hrs...

sier caused mayhem there.... hahahhahaa

juz kidding...

was fun though... yep... :) been a long time since i get some sun... :)



evening time went to makan dinner.... shuhei's bday mahz

then after tat we sprang a surprise on him...

we split up saying tat we are going home... then me n yvonne accompany him walk around.. whilst the rest go buy cake for him..hahaz

then hor... i goon ... lead him n vonne walk one big round to the esplanade... by the time ready to eat cake i think everyone so tired ler... hehz...



well well... been realli fun... :)

tmr morning got music prac in bpgc... then after tat heading down to SAC for the studio training... stephen not renting swee lee liao cos it realli sux... :)

well.. will see how things. goes...



meanwhile... haiyoz... u ppl looking at my blog...

tell me...

wad should i put down here.... lolz... :P

nitez

Tuesday, December 3, 2002

Hi everybodi....updating in progress... any comments? tag or comment okie? :) thanx!!!!!!!

Monday, December 2, 2002

today realli veri tiring...

had a whole afternoon's prac at church with vk, tina, yvonne, shu hei, sier n jun hong...

quite productive... at least we roughly got out 2 songs...

though there's still room for improvement.. but not bad afterall.. :)

looking forward to nex prac... :)



went down for dance after tat... forgot quite a few moves for joanie's dance... so sorryz...

but then lil's dance can remember..hur hurz.. cos find it easier a little.. :)

not tt bad...



aching all over now.. think yesterday's vigourous day of sport got my joints "oiled" budden still feel rusty siaz...hahaz.. :P

then today played drums..then dance.. pengz.. i m going to be...errr...touch wood.. choyzzzzzz.... :P hahaz

think not blogging much today

juz got 512 broadband...not bad... :)

Sunday, December 1, 2002

Forever...

...do u haf time to define forever?

no need to look far... the present before u is as real as it can get...

cherish it... :)
heyz hey

again... haven been blogging the past few days...

lazy i guess... or should i say tired?

maybe not lahz... if me tired then still online till 3 plus?

hahaz... :P



went to play soccer today at westgrove primary.. fun sia... been long time since i touch the soccer ball.. but alasz... din score today... (shu hei, k lahz.. din get my hat trick today.. youth camp sure get it one.. haha)

worship today was ok... think something with the sound went bonkers halfway but still we dun realli noe wad caused it...haaz.. eric say maybe its the efx box? hmm... think we need to do a more thorough sound check each time then.. :)



vk, tina, sier n bowan (shu hei wasnt feeling well so rested at home... brother, take care ya?) came over to watch man u vs liverpool match.. final score man u 2 liverpool 1... quite boring match but towards the end when liverpool started to attack more then it looked more interesting... hahaz..

after the match we played around with guitars and chat.. quite cosy n neat.. :)



after they left.. at around 1130... cos tina sick ler... er jie! yao bao zhong wor! :)

then i fixed eric's watch... abit harder to fix cos its original.. the kind i fix at pasar malam is cheap stuff of softer metal.. tiz one slightly harder abit.. but ok lahz.. finally got it.. yea! :)

yepz..can pass to you anytime.. :)



tmr evening got dance... these few days the dance moves juz kept running in my head.. hur hurz.. hope i still can remember bahz... dun wan forget tiz n tat... blehz..hahaz

afternoon most likely haf song prac at bpgc.. let's hope my dad approve my leave.. again..hahaz



hmm... been feeling rather rusty abt my drumming.. or should i say stagnant.. though the grooves seem more stable but the fill ins seem limited... realise the importance of rudiments.. well.. yep.. muz bear in mind the striving of excellence is not to glorify myself but God.. :)

yeaz.. think i shall do my QT awhile now.. :)

everyone do take care tiz coming week...

tataz

Friday, November 29, 2002

haven been blogging the past few days...

yesterday went to lush with my ex classmates... been long time i seen them... all of them A levels and stuff.... now all kim moh liaoz...hahah... after jc life all havoc liaoz...

seriously... it's a messy place.... i suppose u can use the word "ugly" to describe the scene...

ppl lying on the floor at the entrance...

ppl stoned on the sofas...

the noisy doom doom doom of the blaring techno (eh hemz.. i m a music person.. so techno sounds thrash to me *grin)...

wolfs in sheep skin waiting to pounce...

cigarette smoke held down by the frequent mist spray...



in short... sux

hmmm... i guess most ppl think tat once in awhile having such fun is ok.. but well... wad does excessive alcohol realli does to/for u?

its so horrible...

u feel like throwing up... u can't think... u get depressed.. u vomit... u get all flushed up (yes... more red faced than the "shy shy" zhong..hahaz)

i stepped out of the place 2 hours earlier to sit outside at the table... looking at ppl throw up... offering my packet of tissue...

slowly joined by my frenz.. whom one by one could not stand it inside..



a little of it is good to warm a person on a cool or cold day.. gets blood circulating...

well well...

wasnt as fantastic as i thot... i think it's a thing when u get 18... its juz like tat...

well... either u get hook or u fling it aside as u grow up...



hur hurz... kk... enuff abt that thing.. at least i got home n had a good "morning" slp without having a headache...hahaha..

drank 2 bottles of oldenlandia water.. porky, aint u proud of me? hahahaahah... bitter nia... but drank all... heyz u should drink too hor? :P

hahaz.. so surprised to see eric online at 6 plus in the morning... hey heyz! hhaaz

kk.. think i better get ready to go down for dance ler...

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8....

hehz... kk... :)

Monday, November 25, 2002


What guitar are you?

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i like tiz quiz... haha... tiz guitar looks like the one i haf... :P except mine is not les paul lah... juz looks like it.. tats all.. :P

nice poem hor.. my fren write one... hahahz.. my english not tat zai.. might even spell prism as prison..hahaa

i m home.. so tiring...

haven pasar malam-ed for 4 days n like tat liaoz..haha



yeaz... nothing much to blog...

oh ya... borrowing sindric's boss efx rack... though dun haf pedal but that effects box is pretty good... will be bringing it down on thurs when we run thru the songs.... let shu hei play around with it... budden hor... use my lousy e git..hahahaha.. hope still sound ok bah? :)

oh ya... sier buying a soft case for me... cos my e git is hard case one... hahaz... nice guy! :) but well.. actualli i asked for a dark blue mazda 6.... hahahhahaaa

oh yupz.. we got jun hong to do bass for us then..

well... lets hope things run smooth ya?



tmr got meeting with simin n the WSLs... think rounding up the year... well.. see how things go



oh sheesh.. feeling abt to get sick.. muz prevent.. drowning herbal tea by the gallonz...hhahaaa

no more vitamin C at home... yipez... :P should be alright one.. me strong boi! haha



juz now when walking home saw stars... (not tat i kenna beaten up or wad lahz)

yea.. quite a number... veri nice wor...

then i thot... maybe those are God's candles for me...

n the sky is the big cake...

quik.. porky help me eat!!!

everybodi!!!! hahahaz....

*grinz



nitez all... :)
shimmering prism

of rainbow colours

blinds and transforms

merges into the fist

that presses

against my throat

then hits me again

and again

bash my head in

bursts.

shut up oh juz ssh.

houdini is a good role model.

go and be.



- Anonymous

Sunday, November 24, 2002

hey WACkerz.. thanx for the bday song..

caught by surprise... O_O! hehez...

thanx

Saturday, November 23, 2002

having worked at pasar malam...

every cent spent is a result of blood, sweat n tears.. hahaz.. yepz (blood cos nose bleed when hot weather... :P blehz)

today marcus pass me a brocher on city music's year end sale...

one of the few things i haf in mind now is guitar efx processor...

cos if we should wan to try playing e git for church then it will come into handy.. more wahz n distortions... hur hur.. n clean sounds of cos... :)

but other than tat... it's quite secondary.. cos i dun join any other bands nor need it at home.. juz for church i guess...



hmm... yea.. maybe web cam.. yup.. when i get my pay...

yep.. but more of saving up to help cut cost for my textbooks nex sem...



yawnz.. tired liaoz..

at least the past few days werent wasted as we finally got a more concrete idea of how the "plan" will run about... :)

juz need to pray more abt it...

remembered vincent telling me this some time ago: God will lead the worship... we are juz the musicians n voices...

:)

thanx brother for the singing tips today... shall train on it... count me in.. vocals ministry... hur hurz :)

nitez nitez

Friday, November 22, 2002

haf a fun time out tmr with xiao baiz n parentz.....

dun let xiao bai get bullied... :) hur hurz

take carezz..
arggg..... i m damn super tired...

hur hurz... woke up at 7 today.. can u believe it? i actualli woke up at 7 n is not for work.. accompanied sier to MOE for his interview.. slept on the couch waiting for him... tiredz... real damn tired... my whole day was with a heavy head...

went sier's house get the songs out... n they are... now is finding a way to link the stuff into one theme... more or less we haf a black n white plan out.. think using 3 of my songs... will see hows then... will need to sit down with vk n a few more others to get ideas n work things out.. yepz.. continue pray abt it... :)

then went queensway with lil, tina n vk...

then for dance prac... quite fun.. but today's quite a number of steps to remember... lil's.. yrs easier ar... hehez :) muz jia you liaoz.. cannot always depend on shu heiz.. hahaz... shu hei is good manz!

after the dance at around 915pm.. we went downstairs at the cafe itself watch parousia band..they are damn GOOD... the drummer n the electric guitarist especially!

argggg.... stress manz.. their standards so good.... i was like "wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww"....

the drummer used one tom onli... 2 crashes n 1 splash n ride... but his rolls... powzzzzzzzz.... wooowwwwww...

electric guitarist plays with so much feel... his rhythm n lead both play veri well... the licks n the solos..... realli inspire me to improve... me n shu hei were realli inspired to improve for the "plan"... yea manz.. all for the Lord... muz remember! :)



went home with eric n co... blabbered on the train... hahahaz... though was realli tiredz...

now cant slp yet although me quite restless... not time lahz.. maybe at 1?

going soon... think today shall slp early.. i dun wan later tmr sick or wad...

head a little heavy... nitez...



Prayerz:

- the "plan" .. tat we may haf a theme n be more clear in the direction other than musical aspects.. pray for musical aspects too.. thanx

- the dance .. tat the dancers be able to dance with confidence n joy.. remembering tat we are doing tiz for the Lord...

- those still having exams...A levels n O levels... dun worry guyz... will be praying








Thursday, November 21, 2002

ho ho hoz... any day which dunnid to work is good day..hahaha

went down studio today.. quite disappointed with the instruments...

but well... comfort...ahhh... was quite a good start for the musicians

lil n shuhei... thot them the roll which sier is mainly using now...

think nex week teach on feel n touch..

dun worryzz.. it takes time to gel.. maybe nex week instead of juz jamming songz.. oso try some basics... :)



went down to cathedral.. pastor drove us there... was quite funz... jam the songs which sier might be using for the "plan" n also a couple of my songz.. n then juz random jam songs... quite funz.. though things were quite messy.. tmr morning meeting sier to sort out the songs in black and white... think tats vital too... so tat when we haf our first session would be much more in order... now haf to go print out the songs before i zzz... :P hehz..later... hur hur

lets see.. i think i onli haf abt 3 or 4 songs proper onez... will think abt dynamics n punches.. but well.. first things first... the songs on black n white... :)



yepz... went to trim my hair with sier today... shitz man.. i haf wax on my hair so bo bian.. haf to wash... $5 for wash... but shiok lahz.. got massage my neck oso..shiok..hahaha... sier wasn't realli happy with the outcome but well..he say go back home experiment with gel then see how lorz...hehez.. :P

me ar? ok lah.. no much diff... juz thinner a little n abit shorter... keeping my spikes...hahahz.. *poke poke... :P



kk... tats all for today... byezzzz :)


























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Wednesday, November 20, 2002

i m awake... woke up to the crashing cymbals n drums.... of the funeral band downstairs... kaozz....so noisy... no wonder they say "wake the dead".. -_-" pengz

super tired... well... later going down studio liaoz.. yawn yawnz..

tataz.. take care
zzz...tiredzzz...

good nitez.... yawnz

Tuesday, November 19, 2002

The 3 musketeers



Monday, November 18, 2002

drinking corn soup now...

weather super cold...

been sniffing whole day...

bought my favourite gatsby matt hair wax... they now produce 80g onli.. last time 90g... same price $7.90... idiotz.... cheat money... hernz.. watson still say wad sale... pengz.. :P

my leave haf been approved.. yippee... :)



haiz.. so cold..... brrrrrr.... nothing much to blog nowz...

better go zzz soon... shiok weather.. :) hehz

Sunday, November 17, 2002

tiz irritating person called me last nite n asked me to help him regarding some stuff...

u noe its like normally he doesnt realli does his own work n stuff... so its like i told him politely tat i cant realli help him n referred him to my other classmates...

i got an earful from him instead.. he say wad "as a fren i dun wan help him then say lahz"... quite pissed but held back my anger... dun wan such things to get to me..

luckily i realli juz curt my anger.. told him nicely tat not tat i dun wan help him but i feel others can help him better... then he put down the fone...



*shrugs... there are always ppl around like tat.. expect u to help but when u cant.. u r simply condemned.. but well... all i can do now is laugh it off..

although his words carried pricks but still i guess its realli a test of patience... :P n i'm glad i did... dun wan it to spoil my day today.. hehez.. :P

well well.. yupz... me going off to work liaoz.. feeling.... refreshed...hur hurz.. k lahz.. everyone take care too!

porky.. me gave ham ham bitter tea but he dun like..hehez :) u take care too wor!
oh yea manz! today's worship went well...hur hurz...

except for one or two veri obvious mistakes..hahaz.. the last song "everyday" the final time i rolled..hahaz... blunder.. oops..hahahaa... but still everything's good! :)

hehz.. u noe wad.. after the sermon i had a realli bad stomachache...breakfast eat something wrong ar.. :P hahaz..ya then tina n junhong told me rush to toilet for offertry then rush back for last song but i stayed on... the pain was realli killing me.. then i keep praying tat God will take away the pain... n let me juz last the final 15 mins.. n my prayers were answered... although during the offertry song it still hurts a little but when it came to the last song... wowz.. i can tell u ar.. the pain was juz gone n i was there happily playing for the Lord... the joy i dunno how to describe lahz... hehz..went well.. :) realli praise God for leading the worship... n allowing me to experience the closeness to Him.. realli thank Him! :)



youth today was hilarious... the armor of God manz..haha.. i cant wait for the pictures to come out.. heyz eric .. muz send me the pics.. then i post in blog or can blackmail ppl liaoz.. esp eric tan!..hahahaha... juz kiddingz..

yep.. think the game was pretty helpful... did aid in remembering the armor of God... :)



haiz... my weekend is over.. argg... tmr back to work liaoz... but onli for 3 days i guess... thurs go down studio.. exciting siaz.. haha.. then friday dance...sat dance...

well.. praying tat my dad will "approve" my leave...hahaz.. lol.. well.. think he should haf enuff workers.. if not i've got some frenz standby for me liaoz.. right edz? :) hehz...



aww.. juz now missed ham ham on tv... :P blehz.. sleeping mahz.. should haf tape down let me see wad...hahaz



hmmm.. juz watched star wars "a new hope" on tv...quite interesting... watched it before.. but still it amazes me the kind of graphics they produced back then so long ago when computer graphics is not so common...no wonder it's such a big hit.. :P

how howz.. 11pm now.. nothing much to do except here type some blog...think i will do my QT after tiz.. :)

kk.. think tats all for today... everyone haf a fresh good week ahead!

Saturday, November 16, 2002

yoz.. i m back home...

went for music prac then down to church service...

yupz...was great... today's music prac went smooth... nv expect to be able to go thru the first 2 praise songs... hopefully i dun freak out tmr..hahaz

king of majesty and everyday.. nice nice...

well.. duhz..hahaha

yep.. was praying on the bus on the way down.. n yep... He answers prayers... :)



hrmm.. nothing to do now.. maybe i will go watch silence of the lambs on channel i nowz...haha

gross show? well.. see see lorz...



porky.. still cant get the pictures in? hrmm... tonite i see if can help u.. :)

kkz... tats all for now... :)

Friday, November 15, 2002

here i m blogging at this late hour...

hahaz.. reach home around 150 mahz..

yep... had tea with robert at greenridge

before tat met porky n ham ham..hahaz... :)



yepz.. dance prac at third place today... finally getting a hang of things.. hahaz... thanx to the coaching of lil! hahaz... n my fellow dance pals..hahaz

quite funz... quite surprised to see tina vk n eric chong down oso... :)

cowz.. the "teapot" thing realli cracks everyone up.. cowz... spare me!!!! :P ...hahahahz

the dance veri fast...abit tiring sia... but afterall.. veri fun! :)



*lying down on my big blue cushion... sharing with ham ham..hahaz :)



kk.. think i gonna slp soonz... tmr got long day ahead... abit nervous abt songs tmr... but guess juz need to pray n god will provide the confidence n strength...

yepz.. gotto bear tat in mind... "juz do yr best n God will do the rest"... :)



everyday lord i be yr light unto the world.. amen



nitezzzzzzzzz

Thursday, November 14, 2002

today... those thieves din come.. think they haf no guts liaoz...

hahaz.. i even wore shoes (normally i wear slippers).. juz in case need to run after them or to kick some arse oso more force...muaaaahahaz

but too bad they disappoint me... din come... :P blehz



yepz.. realise recently been toking too much things abt pasar malam.. kinda no life horz.. yea.. everyday juz sit there rot..serve customers.. count money... chat with the selling socks uncle... go toilet... listen to the organiser of the pasar malam swearing away on the fone... hahahz..

interesting? nahz.. not tat u haf to see tiz almost everyday...hahaz



yea man! tmr off day... n the entire weekend.. dunnid go back! hahaz.. realli glad manz.. time to get some rest n get some other stuff going... maybe can finalise songs with sier.. n get my demos done... trying hard to play around with cool edit.. hahaz

yea yeaz.. my mind suddenly go blank.. dunno wad else to say..hahaz



oh ya.. tmr meeting porky! hahaaaaa.... eat pork! yea rite... hahahahaa



kk.. think tats all for today... shall post some comics down here later... :)

Wednesday, November 13, 2002

i cant slp.. but i need to... sigh....



cold... brrrrrrrr......
* i m taking the song off for now first

think i haf to make some changes to the lyrics..*



kk.. for today's blog

I M REALLI PISSED.... arggg...

ok.. it's like tiz today... working as usual at pasar malam.. this 2 guys n a gal came to the stall.. they asked around n bargained the price n stuff... then they muttered something in malay thinking tat we dun understand.. but too bad my indonesian workers they noe malay... n they plottting to steal... my fren (ah soon) he pretended he dunno... then a few times nearly caught them but then they juz hold the watch n say "oh.. tiz one nice sia"... then put back...

ok.. tats not the end...

after they left.. ah soon told me they are thieves... onli around early 20s lehz.. wad the hell...

THEN... he told me look over to the clothes stall in front... they took the t shirts.. look around... then take off the hanger n throw the shirt into their plastic bags... then chunk the hangers into the bin beside... i was STUNNED! wad shitz... all of us saw but then ah soon say we (indonesian workers) cannot catch them cos if kenna police case then ah soon they all oso will kenna (cos they on social pass)...

this has realli disturded me the whole nite since 11pm when it happened...

then we were chatting abt it at the stall... ah soon told me if tmr see them again tmr (they came yesterday too.. n we suspect they stole one of out watches)... he ask me go catch them... onli when they leave the stall... i haf been thinking abt it on the journey back home..

tiz is my plan: i m going to go n catch them...n confront them if they steal again.. then if they deny i will juz point to the security camera above... tat should scare them... if they threaten to report me thinking i m an illegal worker.. i will flash my pink ic... then dial for police... i got nothing to fear! hernz...



so maddening... muz drink some tea to cool off...hahahz

k lahz... juz pray for God to watch over.. hopefully i dun need to catch anyone... nor they resort to violence... cos i dun wan an ambulance drive me home.. choy!... hahaz...



hmm hmm... cold nite.. porky u so shiok.... at home warm n cosy... juz now me sniffing at work.. think i cleared a packet of tissue.. hur hurz...

kkz.. good nitez everyone.. think i m abt to turn in liaoz...



tmr gotto kick some arse baby....



hehz.. :P nitez

Monday, November 11, 2002

rock! rock! rock!

i wan to rock... at tiz unearthly hour? hahaz....

its the start of the week but again... i m looking forward to sat again... n friday! going down for dance again.. haha.. seems more interesting than drums? well..k lahz... yup.. speaking of which... playing tiz sat...

hmm.. speaking of drums.. actualli not quite comfortable with the tama rockstar in wac... the toms sound ok but the bass kick somehow doesnt feel tat good... the hi hats oso... dun realli like the hi hats... realli wonder y it cost so ex... hahaz.. i m a zildjian fan... so well.. sabian has yet to impress me, though hhx (the series in WAC) is considered high end cymbals... maybe should try out paiste too... bon jovi use tat... but well..hahaz... zildjian though expensive but the high ends one realli sounds good... n not forgetting their famous A series..

ok lahz.. on the whole when listening the set from the congregation sound pretty good though...

hopefully can expand the set soon.. hehz... 1 more crash n 1 more tom n 1 china! shiok then... hur hur..



me thinking of buying a snare drum.. a good one... still considering.. will be good though... but well.. hahaz.. i m a broke lad... :P

quite a few things to get though in the hols... hmm... sandals... hahaz... cowz... think of my feet first..hahahaz... kinda dumb.. :P blehz blehz

yepz... n.... hmm... yup.. drumsticks n tuning key( yup.. time for heavier n better balanced stix) ... hillsong blessed vcd (do they even haf it? i noe theres dvd but vcd? hrmm..no idea..)

k lah.. dun wan think of more things to buy... wan save up to marry nex time..hahahahhahaahahaaahaha...

wah cowz.. think i m going mad liaoz... tired? hur hur... maybe



*hey porky... u haf paper tmr rite? all the best okiez? :) will pray for u..



kkz...yawnz.. tired ler...nitez... time to visit my pillow n bed...

Sunday, November 10, 2002

juz bathed... reached home an hour ago.... dead beat...

last nite worse sia... reach home around 2am.. dad brought everyone go eat supper... pengz...



nvm... :) at least got porky tok to me.. :) yeaz... hehz



then reach home bathe then change guitar string n fix strap pin cos tiz morning i brought guitar down to church lend mellisa for worship... :)



oh yepz! today led worship for youth for 1st time.. n was supposedly with eric... but he last minute got sunday school meetin so left me alone there struggle... but surprisingly ar... i dun realli felt the need to panic much... everything was fine n under control... a few moments i juz mumbled a prayer in my head n get things going... hehz.. well... even though eric is not there... n things were last minute.. there's someone helping along too... God! :)

yep... things went well for worship... praise God... :)



ooh! so many exciting things to look forward to tiz hols.. yea manz! let's make the full use of it!.. well... meanwhile is waiting for all those in midst of exams to finish... :)

yep yepz.. had dance yesterday too..hahahaz.. was quite fun though well... shyz...hahahahah.. blehz...

quite diff oso... but nvm... we got LIL n JOANIE.. our 2 senpais!!!! :) yeaz!

eric chong say guys better wor...hahahahhaha... will see how the remaining pracs goes... everybodi jia you!!!!



k lahz.. think tats all i blog today..

hopefully everyone will haf a blessed week ahead...

always remember to look unto the Lord... He provides all the answers to questions which we may juz be trying frantically with our own strength to solve...

yepz... :)

take care

Friday, November 8, 2002

How



chord progression: C Em C G



Jesus

Jesus



how wonderful

how wonderful is He



how glorious

how glorious is He



how majestic

how majestic is He



how merciful

how merciful is He





how much He loves

how much He loves me

and cruxified

and cruxified for my sin
yawnz.. tired sia

but

hahahz

yippee!

tmr yeaz!

hahaz

kk... so happy tmr half day off but sianz a little cos evening gotto go help dad... :P but well.. life's like tat..hehez



*listening to "stronger than" n "my best friend" united live.... if onli can play like tat standard... hehz.. think will pray n prac... :) ultimately..give the best to Him.. :)



juz put down fone with eric... chose songs with him juz now... tiz sunday might intro new song.. maybe not.. see howz ar... pls pray for us two.. 2 rookies leading worship..hehz.. :) but with the Joy of the Lord... yea manz...

kk... better go zzz ler... nitez every body! :)

Thursday, November 7, 2002

i'm back home... tired... veri tired... burnt.. i guess

dad went over to indonesia for stock today so i was the overall in charge... except i cant drive..hahaz... my uncle did...

well... quite boring again... slept under the table (as usual)... had lousy dinner... but there's something interesting... the vending machine in front of our store went bonkers n start charging onli 40 cents per can drink... everyone is frantically digging tat machine empty... we ourselves bought at least 15 cans i think..hahaz.. so dirt cheap... cheaper than ngee ann (60 cents)... by the time we left.. onli mountain dew was available... hahaz..

yep.. other than tat it's juz another typical day at work...

kns....

oops...hahaz

yeaz... looking forward to sat... music prac! yea manz! :) n dance! lolz.. :)



how is everyone? wini n mag n peixuan n min n jia ren n those taking Os jia you wor... n those in uni taking exams...

yaz.. shu hei n bowan As too...

arggg.. cant wait for the "plan" to haf some jing zhan...



tiz sat off day.. think i going down guitar workshop get strap pin n see if there got cheap strings anot.. if dun haf then head down city music ( they are having sale i think.. marcus says) ..hahaz

aiya.. but think evening time haf to head back to work... well.. will see how things goes...

hehz.. how do u all like my layout so far... quite mono though.. blehz :P



sigh... i miss everyone...

everyday at work feel so left out... they all speaking teochew n hokkien n malay... then me like odd one out... occassionally they turn over to me n tok to me in chinese...

blehz...

most of the time chatting with God i think...hur hur.. humming hillsongs.... new christian song.... :)

yepz... should nv stop praising God... everywhere we go... :)



yeppy yupz... think i m off to bed liaoz... quite tiring... tmr... ugh.. work.. hahahz.. blehz

but well... :) i m still smiling... :) winks winks... nitez all

Wednesday, November 6, 2002

tuff.blogspot.com undergoing changes... will be updated with refreshed look!

hur hurz... hopefully.. blehz..hahaz :P

Tuesday, November 5, 2002

i m bloody tired manz... 12 hours of work each day for 2 days orledi like tat..cant imagine the days to come

realli looking forward to saturday... dance n music... with bros n sis in christ ...cant get any better.. :)

sunday...sigh... after youth heading back down to geylang serai again... blehz

today's biz not good... think cos today post deepavali n oso weekday... thus the poor biz... all 4 of us stoned bored man... at one point i even crawled under the table n slept for half an hour juz before dinner... shiok... then raining somemore...

even till evening biz was poor... i like it when there's biz... there will be lots to do... then time pass veri fast..then biz keeps coming in... more money rolls in... everybody is happy...hahaz... kinda sound like a food chain now.. :P



*sigh.. super tired... again... still...



oh..juz thot of something... :( cant go for cell tmr evening nor for the consecutive evenings this month... :( so sadz...

work work work.... seriously... tiz is how disastrous work can be... deprive u of time with family n frenz.. make u worldy-minded...

so dangerous... tats y walk with God muz be firm... *sings: Rock of ages... jesus is the rock..... :)

yepz... the "plan" seem to haf made some progress in the planning stages.... now location undecided.. praying abt it... yep.. realised how precious time is now for me.. need to sit down pray n discuss with sier... well.. realli praying for God to give the direction n lead the way... :)



*sigh.. super tired... again... again...



k lahz.. think tats all for today folks... pls pray for me too... cos the working environment isnt exactly wonderful.. neither is the weather... :P

yepz... n u too... everyone muz take care... dun become another statistic of the ill population of recent... :) cheerz

Sunday, November 3, 2002

hi all...

been sleeping for the past 1 hour or so.. actualli was watching some movie on the channels but fell asleep...hahaz.. but well... think i was super tired... after youth came back with eric.. both of us doze off thruout the journey... it was onli till the interchange i nudge him awake..lolz

yep..



last nite spent alot of time thinking abt my life right now... realised how merciful God has been.. i look at the things around me n its human nature most of us unknowingly aint tat grateful... but ya.. juz look around... with the terrorism and unhappiness... melancholism... most of the time we find ourselves lamenting abt life more than giving thanx...

it's not an easy lesson... seriously... ultimately.. its most of these "down" times we see God more clearly than ever...



have not been too good recently... although trying hard to change for the better... yep.. not easy to do it by myself.. praying for God to mould me.. it's farnie how he picked me up from the dumpster and made me feel so precious in His eyes...

but seriously, well..think God changed me in alot of ways...

one thing ppl always complain abt me... not being friendly... look fierce... yepz.. it was tat bad..

ppl whom i dun relate well... i find it hard to converse with them... its realli not easy trying to break free from this barrier...

prayed abt it and He showed me the bigger picture.. open up myself to others too other than the ppl close to me...

it's realli so much joy... guess tat answers why i dun seem to get unhappy recently...

but still... think i got certain areas i gotto brush up on...well no one is perfect but every step into tiz life..we are learning something afresh... n tat's worth giving thanx abt... :)



music...

feel veri blessed... realli veri... think He gave me more than i asked for.. i still remember back then in sec 1 when the church band started... i was the onli redundant creature down there.. helplessly unable to play any instruments... unable to serve... i cried and cried..

prayed to God and ask Him to guide me... i picked up guitar... still remember those days when i was dragged to shadown zhi qin, my shi fu... he taught me the basics n chord chart reading.. then on... listening alot to music and practice helped me to improve... not saying i'm a fast learner..

but rather...God is showering the blessings down like a heavy downpour...

*remembered today during youth sang tiz song holy spirit rain down*

yep... then as i went along the way... our band learnt tat we need to haf a bassist... yipes.. we went abt 3 months without bassist and we thot it sounds ok when it realli isnt..hahaz.. ya.. it's tiz joy while serving Him which overshadows the music aspect... another lesson learnt :)

learnt some basic bass from sindric.. started to play... then found the bass quite boring sometimes cos i weren't improving.. i remembered the time i stormed out of a band prac because i was so pissed with the playing and my fingers hurt realli bad as bass is a heavy gauge instrument..

God taught me another lesson of responsibility... n humility... which then.. all i wanted is good music.. n the focus was wrong... so now even today... still constantly reminding myself to let go of pride n let the holy spirit lead the praise n worship... coming back to the heart of worship...

then my good buddy left church..leaving no one to warm the drum throne... as i knew some basics... i began playing drums for almost every week for a year... till huEy began playing drums too and my load was lightened... though tiring... but realli happy cos i learnt alot thru it and at the same time happy to serve...



actualli in short... i would juz say tiz.. without God.. i wouldn't be here where i m today... seriously...



life is full of unexpectations... u nv noe when it's heading up n up n God juz bring it all the way down...

His will... His own timing... which is so difficult to comprehend... to accept.. but its something i'm learning as well...



changes... the good areas i should keep it.. the negative areas i should realli discard it... ask Him to mould n change... yepz..

dear God... realli thank you for all tat u have brought abt in my life... nv leaving me every moment... thank you...

i juz pray tat he will continue shower his joy n love to every single one out there...

u and me... everyone out there... :)

nitez to all... haf a blessed week ahead

Saturday, November 2, 2002

realli bad day...

but not to the extend entirely bad



morning went over to sier house do a rough demo for his song... then taught him some of the functions of cool edit... which i m not so familiar with too..hahaz...

kk... tats not the bad part.. then went for music prac

started late... then me n sier had to leave early... me din realli warm up well... played like shit... juz couldnt click with others tat well....

on the cab back to church... i felt realli disappointed n sad... it's as though i let others down... sier tok to me.. told me not to let small stuff like tat bring me down... cos tats wad satan might wan to see.... see us crumble... see us fall... yepz.. guess tat realli helped...

worship back in church was pretty good... been a long time since i played guitar... juz guitar alone... yepz...



qiufong brought kailun down... but me n sier cos of operation phillip then nv zhao dai her... left her stranded with qiufong... putting myself in her shoes... think we 2 r too mean... hey.. realli sorry abt tat... yupz.. me not realli good at entertaining frenz but well... realli sorry... :(



so many to apologise to...yup... to eileen, andrew, sabrina, jun hong, shu hei, tina, lilian, huiwen and all.. again.. sorry all... :(

juz pray for tmr... hopefully God will guide us thru... yepz...

everyone haf a good nite rest ya..

Friday, November 1, 2002

going over to sier place do some amatuer recording...

better start compiling songs liaoz...

yawnz.. i feel so tired niaz...

kkz... better go get changed liaoz... everyone haf a great day ahead... :)



btw.. my toopid commenting system is back... better dun go down again horz... :P blehz

take care
Better Is One Day

Matt Redman

Psalm 84




How lovely is Your dwelling place

O Lord Almighty

For my soul longs and even faints for You

For here my heart is satisfied

Within Your presence

I sing beneath the shadow of Your wings



Better is one day in Your courts

Better is one day in Your house

Better is one day in Your courts

Than thousands elsewhere



One thing I ask and I would seek

To see Your beauty

To find You in the place Your glory dwells



My heart and flesh cry out

For You, the living God

Your spirit's water to my soul

I've tasted and I've seen

Come once again to me

I will draw near to You

I will draw near to You





realli like tiz song... nice nice... lyrics dunnid say liaoz.. from psalm... :P
if i can do something for u... i will try...

meanwhile juz pray...pray.. pray...

Thursday, October 31, 2002

ARGGGGGG! i kenna hacked!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some a** hack my icq use juz now......

hope he doesnt do it againz..... *scared sia
i wrote tiz last nite...like it pretty much... story song...hahaz..

and along with another christian song... well well... should be studying rite?

wah cowz... super sianz nia...still haf another 3 hours to my paper...

argggggg...

studying now..kkz..shh shh.. :P

be back tonite.... :)
lai bu ji



bei zi shao le na yi di shui

dian hua shao le shen yin de qiao cui

ni de xin huo xu hai xiang zhe ta

nan dao yao bei kun bang?



kan dao ni han bing de yan lei

wan shang shui jiao gai jin zhe bei

quan ni kai xin dan ni hai bu shuo

shang xin hua jiu bie zai xiang la



*

wo xun zao ni de xing kong

dan ni ba ta jin jin fan suo

yi ge ren de ji mo



yi shu hua zai ni men kou

wo bu qiu ni ren he xin dong

bu ken ai ni de ren bu shi wo

hai lai bu ji ai ni gen duo

*



cripes... juz now blogged a whole chunk then now gone ler ..sigh

problematics nia... enetation down.. well.. hope it better get ok soon... blehz...



yep.. nex week hor.. gotto start helping dad at geylang serai pasar malam... kinda sianz lehz... but well.. no choice... down to testimony too... mum say spend too much time in church rather than family is not good too.. ask me strike a balance.. but aww.... hmm.. hols got plans mahz... but well... guess i will try to make time for things... aint gonna waste my time... though i will wasting plentiful in pasar malam... bahz... :P blehz *shrugs

but well.. look on the good side.. there's cash though... haz... *sneakily* money is the root to all evil....muaaahahahahz... juz fooling aorund lah :P hahaz



hmm.. at least well.. there's something to look forward to... tmr is my last paper! yeahz man! after tat going down church with sier for music prac... then sat wac music prac again..hehz... so much joy serving Him.. :)

n OSO... my laksa! oiz... qian wo na me jiu ler better time to pay back horz...hur hur... :P



well well... din realli study much... tat tutor hor... he gave so many tips might as well give us the paper in advance... ahhahaz... tat guy quite interesting.. always crack lame cold jokes which he juz chuckles to himself... n everyone would juz start laughing... cos of his face lahz.. hahahz...quite interesting fella....

duhz... why m i toking abt lecturers when i should be toking abt exam hor..hahaz.... but still..ya.. friendly guy.. any gals out there interested? muaaahahz... but think he's married... *awwwww....hahahahaha



k lah.. better revise a little more... tmr afternoon paper..then in sports hall somemore.. wah cowz.. defintiely hot like mad liaoz... maybe i would go topless for the paper? hahahahz.... scare the invigilators off! hahahaz... yipes... studying these few days haf definitely done severe damage to my little brain... there there...hahaz...

kkz... everyone take care wor...

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

kk..haven been blogging much these few days... as in words tat come out from me...yea yea... exams... guessed it...

well.. but not say exactly studying much... but did more than normal... n the past 2 papers were pretty smooth... yepz.. thanx for everyone's prayers...

hows everyone? some exams over.... some starting.. some haven even start... some dun haf exam.... some burn exam script... some mark exam script... some some some... hahahaz... kk enuff of rubbish...



die ler.. these few days keep thinking abt hols stuff...

now better dun think too much....hahaz



yo vk... hope u r coping fine brother... do take care in the midst of bzness :)



nothing much done today... slept a whole lot... weird but it seems during this exam periods then i sleep more in the noon... i think cos the papers in the morning then realli cannot take it... after the paper u can see everyone with obvious eye bags... no one realli wans to stay behind in canteen eat lunch... everyone juz wan to rush back home n zzz..hahaa...



fishball fishball fishball... how r u doing? hope u fully recovered liaoz... realli.. been praying these few days... :)

hmm.. u enuff time do presentation?.. i think this weekend or latest by nex week should be able to get to u liaoz... :) yepz!



k lahz.. think i better get back to my books liao... :P owzzz *bleahz









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this is one of the most crappy quiz i haf ever done... love it manz...hahahaha... had a great laugh.. maybe cos i m a villian... muaaahahahaha :P

Monday, October 28, 2002

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i should be studying my programming... :P hahaz...

Sunday, October 27, 2002

spent the last hour practise rudiments... ugh.. so much to learn...
9pm nowz....burpz... so full... juz had dinner... well.. i always haf dinner tiz late.. abt 8 plus 9pm....

today sier played well.... except for some obvious hiccups...hehez.. well.. overall good ar... juz prac strength control n feel... n pastor say fill-ins... hur hurz.. takes discipline... :)

hols manz... yep.. will haf more time to jam... for the plan too...hahaz

yup.. went early to tune... not tat bad... better tuning than last week... though the toms still need some minor adjustments... hehz.. not bad lahz.. sounds ok when hearing it from outside... but well... see how it goes... :)

too bad no last song.. no time.. again.. :P no more * hey hey hey hey hey...hahahahaz..

oh ya... to add to my "injury" list now...i played tamborine today till my left palm, below the thumb area blue black ler... *ouch..hahaz.. din realise it till when sermon then i was like "ouch... wad happened?".. :P blehz... now put medicine ok liaoz... think i haf good body resistance hor...hahaz... bhb.. i deserve an arbish in the face...hahahahz :P

yup.. my eye is better ler.. thanx for everyone's prayers n concern... hehz.. showed some of u the a-bit-gross eyelid of mine... yucks.. i look in the mirror oso sux... but not tat bad as yesterday ler.. yesterday was literally wincing e whoe day...



air pork cant meet up today again... :P bleahz... hehez.. but ni ok ler ma? hopefully by now fully ok ler ba.. see u sick for quite some days ler... :(

take care of yrself yupz...



yup.. guess tertiary ppl poly, uni, all having exams... everyone study smart ya? no overstress... juz give yr best shot for the Lord... n He will do the rest... :)

weather is so crazy recently...n LRTs too... so.. everyone muz take care n be careful on public transport...hahahaz....

yupz.... enuff ler... i going off awhile.. quite sianz leh... kkz.. think i go enjoy the cool evening.... u too! :) be back later around 12 :)

Saturday, October 26, 2002

i juz came home... veri full..had dinner with sier juz now...

was telling him he gotto be serious with the drums... mastering the basics before moving on

well... i think he gets wad i tried to tell him... yepz.. i think same goes for most instruments... as long there's the heart to practise there's always something to learn... :) i'm trying hard too... :P time lahz.. time is a big factor music wise.. well..

anyway sier improved quite a fair bit over the months... tmr's songs were pretty challenging to him n today's prac we were practically mouthing out the beats while he in his usual crappy mood laughing away at his playing... tat cheeky grin..hahahahaz :P bth... well.. keep it grooving brother! :)

should be pretty good.. let's hope tmr haf the last song.. then me n vonne n the singers can jump...hehehz :P tina... try too ar.. as you play 2nd key... P * hey hey hey hey heyz.... :P grinz



was supposed to meet air pork today... then sick haven ok yet... well.. stay at home haf a good rest.. i think i pass u the cd maybe tmr or wad... yepz? :)

ya lor.. n drink more water...



my eye... sux! got ulcer... arggg...... cant believe it.. i m so damn suay.. today go out my left eye keep blinking.. but hurts manz.. stinging feeling... :(

actualli i thot not enuff slp.. but realise morning still like tat..... well.. now at home feels better... guess the air outside too dusty maybe... now my eye fell so sensitive...argg... :P hope it gets better by tmr morning...



going early againz tmr morning.. touch up some tuning again... well... new skins so cant blame.. :P

kk.. think i wont blog tat much today.. shall try zzz earlier tonite....

good nite

Friday, October 25, 2002

No Blues



the train breaks down today

yes it seems things nv change

a little bit of me

cry in agony

but i gotto live with it



tough it seems a day to dream

but i held the tears back again

aint it bad enuff

you've seen the rough

all u want is an end it with a smile



more each day...



don't feel blue

i've got you

put in the colors

you'll see all the wonders



don't feel blue

i've got you

yes it's real



don't you feel

the little things

tat could mean much more to me

n juz for you

juz for you

i m real



- zHoNg
today my little brother's bday.. bought him this towel set n a small drawstring pouch..hahaz

gee.. i m bad at presents...hahahz... :P well.. hope he likes it... but i think he will like this spinning kind of top which my mum n cousin bought for him..hahaz :P
Take the M&M's Test @ Rasberry Rain



sent wayne off juz now after my paper...

tiring manz.. *yawn

i'm home... lazy n tired.. took tiz test..hahaz...

kk i think everyone ought to note something... all these tests are juz fun stuff.. dun get "hooked" lahz.. nor let it negatively influence yr thinking.. juz enjoy..take a break... n relax...hahahahz :P

kk.. better get some rest before deciding wad to do later...

back tonitez... :)

Thursday, October 24, 2002

air pork labels MC leave granted...

u take care ar ya? bie rang bing qing yan zhong wor... :|
to kids, $1 is a fortune

to grown ups, hopes to earn their million by nex june



to kids, burgers are delicacies

to grown ups, oysters n shark fins net from the sea



to kids, blowing bubbles seem so much bliss

to grown ups, cigarettes by the packets are the real thing



to kids, a girl with no front teeth looks attractive

to grown ups, looks and figures make noses bleed



to kids, night time belongs to pokemon dreams

to grown ups, all that runs through are steamy bed scenes



to kids, 20 cents kiddy rides are most cool

to grown ups, ferraris and porches rule



to kids, failing exams are all to worry

to grown ups, losing their jobs are the ultimate shit





juz why can't we pause for a moment and see?

from the innocence point rather than too deep



realise that how lovable we are

n this world, happier, it would become... :)



-zHoNg




wowz.. avril rocks!

dut i dun realli like much of her lyrics.. some are too... negative... nah nahz



BUT..hehez... i oso haf a better singer at air pork labels wor! :) hehehez rite? :)

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

think i wont blog tonite... tired manz..



going to zzz lerz...

*yawwwwnnnnnnn cheekily loud :P

Tuesday, October 22, 2002





SSUNrise...morningz :)
i need advice on a web cam or digi cam...

been eyeing tiz benQ mini for long time... dunno good anotz..

think better ask kion or whosoever

anyone got tipz drop a note ya? :) arigatoz!
air pork..
i spent the last hour thinking abt some stuff...

feeling abit annoyed but at the same time maybe abit helpless...BUT.. still with a heart

but sometimes realli.. the spirit is there but the flesh is weak..

i see frenz crumble like cookies... i see depressing ppl everywhere...

some times i juz realli give thanks i dun haf much to worry yet... but maybe cos there's a bigger picture... n God let me haf a peak of it... :)

ever since recent... i've learnt more to look forward than the past... cos there's absolutely no reason why we should unless there's lessons to learn from there... why let them taunt u? yes.. should look ahead but not too far.... if not there's a tendancy that u would say... "ya.. plenty of time ahead..dun worry abt God today.. "



scaryz.... the world is scary now.. who noes the nex moment i could be down to ashes.... struck down by lightning... or electrocuted by my lap top...

ya... unpredictable... ppl say of things recent... but not true... it has always been like tat

it's realli juz how we look at things n how we respond to them

i would not say i handle my life well.... in certain aspects there still are messes around... but instead of gloating abt it n juz sticking my hands in my pockets... some times i try to do something abt it... if not within my meanz... i look to God... n He nv fails to provide answers n solutions... though sometimes we haf to wait damn freaking long...



all is learning process.. life... did God give us this breath to not do something with it?

think abt it...

wad can i do? wad does God wans me to do?



there's no wrong to being depressed.. but rather... i think there's joy as u step out of it... you walk down the road a more matured person... think of e present... scarred but not down... God leads on... life is nv smooth but it's during such bumps we learn more... shed enuff tears when u trip n fall... n continue to pick yrself up ahead...



i feel weak at times... not knowing how to help frenz but i try to loan my hands out for whoever needs a tug or a shoulder to cry on... some frenz say i haf a good ear... *shrugs... no idea... but well... i try my best...

smilez.... my motto...though i wouldnt say i m a smile person but i would wan to work towards tat...



n all i hope i can do now is to share this smile to you my frenz... :)

Monday, October 21, 2002

in sch now... printing exam papers with sch's super duper dot matrix printer.. dot dot dot... -_-"

super sianz.. take such a long time niaz.. but well... save ink lahz... n free somemore...well.. beggers can't be choosers..hahahahz



guess most of u in sch now? haf a great day ahead!




yawnz.. i juz woke up.. as in slept then woke up n slept again..hahahz....kk... pig.... :P here's a small comic strip for those who feel monday blues...hehez :) yr day can't be as bad as jon's.....come on... smile :)

Sunday, October 20, 2002

hi all~

had a great day manz..

yupz.. played drums for wac first time...wif andrew, junhong, sabrina, yvonne ..eileen leading worship, wendy backup..ya oso first time official haf drums for worship...

been so nervous manz... cos it's like..ermm.. something new? well..guess it takes some time for the team to get to work wif drums more comfortably..



i'm realli surprised by how God led me thru all this ar... realli... i could literally hear my heart ticking (esp for last song which i can't freaky play well :P )..

but thruout praise n worship.. i found myself singing along to Him.. it juz came so naturally... n this kind of feeling... i can't describe..

it's like the focus of playing is directed from the set right to Him.. n it's a wonderful feeling! :)

thank you Lord! for e grace u haf showered on all of us... :)



yepz.. realli glad peixuan shuyi n joan accepted christ! welcome to e family ya? :)



sundayz..sundayz... it's a day when most ppl realli juz come n interact with God..

well.. seriously.. me still learning the lesson to get to noe Him every single day... to keep up to Him... abide in Him..

keep up e relationship with Him.. :)



*stares out the window at the dark sky



yupz... i juz pray tat He will guide me thru wad i m doing.. been toking abt stuff like "operation phillip" n "the plan"

but well.. i think all these would be juz empty vassels without Christ on board... realli need his guidiance

ya..juz haf to pray hard on tat... :)



tiz week would be study week.. my first paper would be on friday... so guess tiz week haf to be "menticulous" abit( hur hur.. vk.. i used tat word! :) hehez)

4 papers in all.. would last a week... but somehow i juz dun feel e stress..hahaz.. maybe a little lah.. but not tat much..

ya.. maybe some of u all noe.. my assignments carry 60% of my coursework whereas exams 40%.. so i juz need to pass exam cos my assignments should be ok lahz.. i hope..hahaz

well.. still tats not a reason not to study rite?hahaz...



*someone say i blog short short one.. so now today's one is slightly longer hor? but yrs still longer lehz :P hehz



well...guess many r busy in the midst of exam preparations but well.. dun juz work hard.. work smart ya?



hrmm... so many things running thru my mind... but as usual.. i think toking is more relaxing than juz typing rite?hahaaz... well well.. :P bleahz..

kk... think tats all for tonite... continue to pray for e bali issue... i realli find it hard to picture myself in these disasters... felt realli lucky but yet at the same time helples.. sigh... pray..yupz.. pray...

:) take carez all!

Saturday, October 19, 2002

had music prac today...

when start.. everyone was juz looking here n there.. especially towards the set...

gosh.. e stress manz... hur hur... :P

but well.. everything went well except maybe for now that you're near... played fast n i couldn't catch it well...

:P

tmr got long day ahead but realli looking forward to it...

spend a good day with God... thanx man! for watching over me constantly...

heyz pacifier... noe maybe today been yucky day for u... but smilez ya? tmr would be better... maybe tmr or monday evening come out for laksa ya? dun turn us down wor.. :)



...hold my hands... n let it be Holy Spirit to play out the music for His Glory...

good nitez all... slp early!

Friday, October 18, 2002

yipez.. i m awake...

went to catch midnight show with wayne n co.

Mr. Deeds.... veri nice n farnie show..hahaz... realli down to earth n much to learn from e character( yaz..sier n wayne said tat) hahaaz

before tat had so-called-parting-dinner with wayne... bo wan was down too... tat guy on siaz... :)

*looks in mirror

arggg...eye bags... i nv had them till recently... still remember i use to laugh at my gal frenz who seem to catch it like some deadly flu so often..hahaz

hehz.. later going for music prac... hehz... not so scared now.. even if i m...the fear is of God... yepz..gonna pray abt tat...

wayne.. sorry abt e messy part where quite undecided whos playing n stuff... e drums will be in tip top condition waiting for yr return ya? hopefully by then we would haf expanded the kit with a 10" small tom n an extra crash.... n maybe a china too...hehz :) n ya.... who noes? hillsongs standard? aim high ya? :)

yup... do take care down there ya?



air pork.... morning to you... hows e morning? :)



feeling rather burnt out right now... though refreshed.... irionic rite? :P

but well... later think there's batman on tv...hahahaha... chinese one but who cares... it's.. batman!...hahaz

well.. but tiz one not tat nice.. it's batman of the future..the thin thin one look like spiderman :P i prefer the big size cool cool one... :D



well well.. enuff of all tat...

1 more week to exam... nex week no sch.. maybe would juz stop by do some revision... hehz.. i guess e exam fever won't catch me cos too slack ler... maybe gan jiong abit but well...think shouldn't be a problem.... proud of my assignments niaz... hur hur... :P blehz

kk... good day to everyone down here reading my blog...

take care ya? :)

Thursday, October 17, 2002

Pressing On



I think we're going somewhere.

We're on to something good here.

Out of mind, out of state.

Trying to keep my head on straight.

I think we're going somewhere.

We're on to something good here.

There's only one thing left to do.

Drop all I have and go with you.





Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.

My problems fell out of the back of my mind.

We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going.

To go back to where I was would just be wrong.

I'm pressing on.

Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on)

And I won't sit back, and take this anymore.

'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door.

And to go back where I was would just be wrong

I'm pressing on.





I think we're going somewhere.

We're on to something good here.

Out of mind, out of state.

Trying to keep my head on straight.

I think we're going somewhere.

We're on to something good here.

Adversity, we get around it.

Searched for joy, in you I found it.



You look down on me, but you don't look down on me at all.

You smile and laugh, and I feel the love you have for me.

I think we're going somewhere.

We're on to something good here, and we're gonna make it after all.



- Relient k



p.s. tiz song lor..hahahz.. punk rock... :P kk..yipes.. cannot blog ler... some1 kick me to skool pls..hahaz













arlowz air porkz...

i juz read yr journal then hor... i did 2 of the quizzes.. pengz.. got the same results.. so i think i maybe paste one of the codes here... hahaz.. since see before ler...

the goth n the color cutie one lor... p.s. now i suspecting if the quiz onli got one answer..hahahahaha..in tat case everyone will be the same lor.. lolz...

but duh duh duhzz...

haha..

morning everyone!

punk rock blasting thru my speakers right now... nothing like good ole punk rock to start up the day manz... woo hoo!!

hahaaa.... think i better get ready for sch liaoz... gulp.. l.a.t.e. ...again...as u.s.u.a.l. ..hahahaha

*scrample off to clothes... buaizzzzz.





too bad no laksa tonite.. sobz :( ... hur hur...take care ya? :)
my heart is quenching... in a good form of way

it's a feeling like maybe a sip of alcohol?

warm n snugging to the heart..

the instance my voice box moves...

i hear a nice soothing tune coming from my mind...

if a sigh is more than a word

it would mean the happiness expressed..

n it's something i would wan to share with everyone too...

let's...1...2...3...sigh~

again...1...2...3...sigh~

:)

Wednesday, October 16, 2002










Take the Dessert Quiz





hahaz.. i juz woke up.. did tiz quiz... duhz.. me expensive? can't be... i m pasar malam huo she..cheap cheap..hahaha

zzz monster catching up...

shall zoom off to dreamland

dun wanna spare tiz shiok weather..
before yr birthday ends in abt 10 mins time



i wan to wish my brother here... HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDZ!

God blezz!!! :) *grinz
Morning Rock!

*shakes head in a wild manner to music...

*zhong-morning-sleepy-syndrome



i posted tiz above in iriaca's blog by mistake tiz morning...

told u liaoz.. craziness...morning brain cant think one lahz.. :P sowwiez!



juz came back from cell.... nice nice! the group discussions were good manz.. long time nv put my brain solid into His words.. abt time manz!

yep..feel so guilty sia... but instead of feeling tiz way.. oughta do something abt it ya? yeaz.. i will!

crap alot... hahaaz... sier was down too!



went to sch today... had revision.. realli solid onez... i walked out of sch in a daze n realise i haf quite some to touch up on but still manageble...



tiz sunday think i'll be playing drums instead... sier n pastor ar.. so well.. a little confusion here n there but hope everything goes on fine...yep

actualli frankly speaking i'm a wee bit nervous n scared.. worried abt the sound n everything.. but well.... realli.. think i haf to pray abt tiz man.. i need His strength to lift up the sticks... to tune e drums.. to hit on e cymbals... to play music to Him... i need His strength.. its a feeling so strong tat i realli need Him... n i believe God will open up the path ahead for every single one of us... trust n faith... yepz... we muz!



it's drizzling outside... i like drizzles... like sprinkles of droplets..esp the feeling of it hitting on my face when i m flushed by the heat...

i'm singing in the rain... i'm dancing in the rain....

hrmm... i m not..hahaz

i'm sitting here typing my blog...haa

:P bleahz...



brbz... log off awhile... drink some water... :P

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

wahz... quite late ler..

u every nite so late slp not good for health ar..

me oso hor..haha.. mama says so.. :P

think gai qu shui jiao ler hor? :)

wan anz~
bali... bali... sigh... as i read the papers today.. i cant even picture myself the kind of terror i would feel even to be beside the scene of explosion.... terrifying...

spent a whole day doing nothing much...

slept n ate... hahaz.. sux rite? unproductive..

but well.. tried to fill in lyrics for the new tune but dun think its satisfactory...



been such a long time since i write a secular song.. haaz... no touch on how to write a good one..

read air pork's journal... posted a comment..hahaz.. think u see ler.. :P



hrmm... been invited to cell tmr... think i will go..

tmr got walk thru demo for NF... then last lesson for OOP.. think i will attend all... first time so guaiz.. bth..hahahaa..hey! actualli i everytime veri guaiz one mahz!

tmr...hmm.. oh ya.. still got DB... better bring my book.. been forgetting for many times ler..not nice ar... spend so much money on the book n din bring to sch much in the end..hahaz



hrmm.. i haf been cooped up at home for more than 24 hrs ler... sounds like a jailbird... :P

hows yr day? :) hope its good n rollin...



the recording of the new tune... done it today a little.. tried playing a little lead but failed miserably... guess i not cut out for lead wor..hahahaz :P

suddenly got the urge to take out my sticks n prac rudiments... maybe i m juz too bored ler lahz..hahah

should i ask bert out for tea? ya.. at tiz hour... greenridge our hangout.. with song too... :P

but well.. oh ya! reminded me of laksa! hur hur.. eric juz msged ask us decide..haha... okiez boss! :)



kk.. i m going back irc ler...chat chat chattity chat... ")

Monday, October 14, 2002

heyz

nite nitez...

smiles in the dreams...

adrift so sweet... :)

yepz me go zzz ler.. *yawnz
hehz... couch ginger today..hahaz

except went out for a while onli..

no lessons today... tmr... slack at home.. shiokz.. :P



frenz season finale was quite "duhz"... makes ppl gian to watch nex season.. haha.. i think tats wad they wans rite? :P

oh ya.. juz now watch "scrubs" on channel 5... nice show sia.. at least it's those kind of crappy shows which appeals hazzard-ously to me..haha

abt this rookie doctor... veri farnie..hahaz..



i intend to shock ppl..beware..*sniggerz :P



Sunday, October 13, 2002





arlowz baby

nai zhui... under repair..hur hur

later going off ler... think late ler hor?

tmr still got sch...sianz half

hehz.. tuesday laksa wor...hur hur

yumz.. speaking of which.... i feel hungry now... haa

listening to song... nice nice... :)
yawnz! i m so dead beat!

juz now play basketball with eric, sier, wayne, angel, mel, bowan n tiz guy who lent us his ball... shiok manz... long time nv reali exercise...

should do tiz more often manz...

hur... went down wac early tiz morning to tune the drums... pretty cool... got the things together... tuned the 2 toms, snare n the batter side of floor tom...

nex week need to fine tune the instruments and do up the bass drum...n guess wayne will be the one to start playing.. actualli pastor insisted i play for the first time budden wayne going off soon ler mahz... so me n vonn asked pastor let him play... :)



juz now read the papers.... wah rauz.. i see the pictures of the fireworks orledi go "wow".. if onli i went with you ppl... :P blehz



felt so relieved my assignments are over... killer manz...hahaa... but well.. great that things went on well.... :)

kk.. shan't blog so much... tmr going lessons i guess.... gotto catch up some revision before the exams come wor...

slp tight ya? =)

Saturday, October 12, 2002

harlowz.. i m home... :)

juz now in the bath.. cant wait to start blogging manz



its been a so so start to the day.. quite sianz cos nothing to do..

then there was batman on tv.. hahaz.. my childhood favourite.. hehz

after tat.. went down to sac...

it's realli a wonderful feeling..

altough seriously i m feeling mentally tired ( it's official..haa)

even at the last point where i pick up the sticks n play.. hrmm.. feels weird..haa.. changed the snare's skin but din tune.. sounds ok onli ar.. maybe nex week then.. hur hur

yupz..lil, andrew n sier took turns on the set... quite surprising cos first time i see lil n andrew play.. good sia!.. realli... they dare to play loud.. n tat's realli good..builds confidence.. juz master a few rolls, rudiments n transitions then solid lerz... takes time ya? :)

ya lor.. nice sia.. to hear drums with the songs.. no matter who is playing on the drums... realli.. it adds the extra zest into the music.. hur hur... yea fellas! we'll rock for God! :)

weiqiang n janice were down too... though din play but the container so many ppl.. then veri re4 nao4... everyone are so happy playing music n praising the Lord! Hallelujah! :)



had a pretty long chat with sier today.. tok n the train n after service for dinner..

it's juz so amazing tat so many things we shared with each other juz seems to link on.. the same passion for Christ.. the same zest.. not juz musically.. sier shared alot abt his recent stuff n realli... encourages me to look forward more for God.. n it's such wonderful JOY!

hey vk! sier mentioned abt the "plans" a little today...hols we shall hang out more often for the "plans"...haa.. hehz.. on ar..



hehz.. realli happy to see all of you! shu hei, tina, marcus, vk, eric, yvonne.. n all.. :)

2 weeks nv see ler mah.. haa..

tmr morning haf to tune the drums.. sier will be down too.. hrmm.. let's hope i can get it right cos normally i juz watch ben tune n help a little here n there only.. but well.. gotto lose tat fear of tuning drums.. :) yea manz!



hehz.. i'm realli in a gleeful mood!

let's go spread the passion

let's go spread the fire

burn with passion n fire..

All for the Lord!



nitez everyone :)

Friday, October 11, 2002

nice voice! :)
sonicflood's blasting over my speakers..haaa

i m estatic mood now siaz.. so happy!

great manz.. though i m mentally strained... drained...

but well.. now is left with exams then is 2 months of break..hohoho

haha.. better dun think too far... if not no mood study for my exam..ha

today i went down for music prac.. but literally not in the mentality to play yet.. feel so drained.. but yet.. i so much wan to play...

picked up the bass n find myself finding hard to catch the rhythm...

then i put it back down.. hahaaz

think its the post-assignment-syndrome...hahahahaaa



juz played yahoo pool with fen.. hur hur.. me dun put the score here..haaz..

haiz.. so sianz.. but at least tmr can slp until shiok siaz.. then noon go sac...

then church service...



hehz... realli ar... good mood today...hur hur

think i slp slightly later (even though i m dead beat)

hahaaz....good nitez readers... :)

haf a well deserved good rest..
MAIN ASSIGNMENTS OVER !!! YEAHZ !!! finallyz :)

Thursday, October 10, 2002

ppl are not cooperating..

play warcraft instead of assg

i feel like swearing

control... control... control

Wednesday, October 9, 2002

another day has passed

done part of my last couple assignments..

tmr n friday will be bz siaz... dun think i will be playing for sat nite service..

gotto clear these assignments.. furthermore last week i played ler.. tiring sia..

realli tiring... but still i m smiling... :) u should too..in the midst of these bz-ness...

tmr long day ahead.. guess i will go zzz earlier... no much time to post much abt how i m doing recently but well readers... i m coping well with everything...

in fact... feel the passion for God arising.... :) yea manz!

kk.. good nitez everyone...

Tuesday, October 8, 2002





farnie hor? hehez...hope u all like it...i haf always like garfield.. so cute..n attitude..n greedy.. hehz.. thanx cat.. u put the first smile on my face today... :)
listening to caedmon's call and third day's "God of Wonders"

not in much mood to do anything today...

wad abt u?

everything is boring me...

Monday, October 7, 2002

dear Lord..

i need yr strength...

to carry me thru my life

in every single moment..

remind me...

of yr footprints...

of e times u carry me thru

n oso at tiz moment..

where u're still watching over..

mould my life..

into one tat is pleasing in yr eyes..

thank you father

amen.



So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?





hey hey

me in sch rite now..

went to sch morning for presentation.. then go jp....juz came back to sch againz...

went down cathedral at 12pm to meet pastor deliver e drum set...

so exciting... looks real cool.. maybe cos it's new lah..hur hur...

i suppose the cymbals will sound pretty good... sabian hh series... and additional hhx 10" splash...

everything looks real cool...

maybe cos it's my first time unpacking a drum set.. makes me feel like getting one.. haz..maybe this hols go work lor.. :P



uncle kim song came down n meet us for lunch... went delphi eat n both of them were toking abt different country cultures.. quite interesting.. americans.. japanese.. hur hur

then we took the van from cathedral to cinema.. pastor took a slow drive there as we were early... he kept worrying tat we would not be able to get the stuff into the cinema in time as it's juz 15 mins we were given...

at the cinema.. uncle james joined forces with us to tackle the great tama drum monster...hahaaz... :P

we took everything up and unpacked a little outside.. once the ppl got out of the show.. we got in n unpacked everything into the cupboard... in 5 mins.. we're done.. :)

though tiring... n back aching... but well.. quite fun... though i seem quite out of place in the midst of these uncles.. but still.. they are veri nice n jovial ppl too.. :)



toked abt church grounds n stuff... hopefully wac can get its own church grounds...

imm seems quite unlikely ler... *shrugs... well.. God will provide ya? :)



uncle james drove me back to ngee ann... on the way he kept toking abt the drums n stuff... guess it's realli quite an interesting issue... :)

pastor say haf to start tuning this sunday... hopefully by nex week we can haf our worship with a new dymanic dimension.. though he say depends on how fast we tune... can one rite? hehez.. :)

well..it's been quite an interesting day...

cos maybe i m sick of sch ar.. hehz.. tonite guess i shall spend some time with God.. I LOVE YOU LORD! :)



going home soon... actualli do project but in the end all my project mates are playing warcraft 3 while i m sitting here tapping away on my labby...

*yawnz.. abit tired...

i need some mental rest... after tiz week... when e 2 last assignments are cleared... hang on there.... yep.. hang on... :)

Sunday, October 6, 2002

i'm freaking out!

2 more assignments to go...

tmr got 2 presentations but well..kinda sux cos no one realli did anything.. juz now e grp leader majiam panic like tt sms 4 msgs in one shot... duhz *shrugs

kinda pissed actualli...

i worked on 1 of the assignments (the webby) quite hard...

to e extend my other members juz search for info while i design the graphics n link the whole webby together..

veri veri strenuous...

but hmm... the good thing is realli a sense of achievment when the whole thing is done...

the feeling is like... maybe putting a jig saw puzzle together..

well... juz hope i can cope ok...

hrmm.. maybe shall slp earlier tonite... tmr got long day ahead...



i m tired... *sigh

Friday, October 4, 2002

my life...

well.. kinda ok now.. not exactly pleasing to God in some sense.. but trying to work on it...

its so sianz now

tonite haf to slp slightly earlier cos morning got test.. then going sungei buloh with lecturer see birds.. kinda duhz..



u noe sometime those kind of quiet..serenity..feeling?

so quiet until the air con seems noisy..



had band prac for tmr's worship... pretty ok.. but i think i m getting rusty..

ha..



kk..2 short blogs today... :)
helloz... i m home..

finally the webby assignment done

2 more to go.. at least i can... *stretch...

yepz.. rest awhile.. phew..

how r u guys coming along? ... bz like mad too i suppose.. cos no one leave much comments ler :P heez

well.. do take care... :)