seriously, 8 days break before the LAST paper is just ridiculous
though chits will probably slap me if he sees this.
i'm just really burnt out already. haven't done any work since exams ended 2 days ago. and i just can't get started.
absolutely ridiculous.
and crim's my worst. which means i SHOULD be doing something about it
i'm perpetually sleepy when i'm supposed to be up and about. my eyes are closing as i type.
and when its time to sleep. i just toss and turn worrying about 2.1s.
nonsense.
hurray for the bbq tmr! we haven't done anything interesting lately.
and then.. its the end of year 2, and 3 weeks to homee.
grace scribbled at 9:28 pm
Monday, May 21, 2007
grace scribbled at 2:22 pm
Friday, May 11, 2007
we all look super different from the photos up here.
especially us girls. the guys were old to begin with and they've only gotten rounder
how sad, chitern's theory that girl lawyers start to look haggard faster than guy lawyers begins even before we actually get our first pay.
in an awfully reflective mood now. (all thanks to ben, he always has 'reflecting sessions')
and im quite sad now. cos it feels like that past one year. up till today. has been mostly shit.
and its worse cos most of the shit was my own fault (for not studying.)
which leads me to the question of why do results matter so much. besides the fact that my parents have much larger holes in their pockets compared to what they would have if i stayed in singapore.)
and although i don't want to get so uptight about results and grades. im still shit scared for the upcoming exams
another major negative probably has to be growing up. growing up never has good connotations for me. it means becoming jaded, wary, ugly(inside, possibly outside), selfish. turning 21 is not a big deal to me at all. besides being a reason to throw a party. i don't mind reliving 15 again.
okay, so now my brain has taken a turn for a more optimistic mood. and now it says that the past year seems bad because more often than not we moan about the bad things and overlook the blessings in our life.. so. lemme see how the past year has been good...
(1) im more hardworking this year. and grades count this year. (although if i do shittily it'll also mean that i'll be doubly sad.)
(2) i've learnt to be (more) fake. though in positive-speak its called 'not being so in your face.' okay. that doesn't sound that much better. ah whatever. its supposed to be essential in the adult world. oh joy.
(3) i know the people who'll always support me. never put me down. pick me up when i've fallen. for that i'm grateful. to the nasty ones. i say screw off.
(4) the bf's spending 7 months away from home and a lot of $ to be with me.
(5) im not as estranged from my friends back home as i thought i would be. thank goodness for emails, smses, calls.
(6) every moment back home. is treasured.
somehow despite having 6 good things and 2 (major) bad things. the overall feeling is negative.
ah well. don't mind me. its pre exam negativity.
grace scribbled at 7:06 pm
Sunday, May 21, 2006
come again another day
stop making so much noise on my skylight
rain rain go away
sian.sian.sian.sian.
grace scribbled at 4:16 pm
Friday, May 19, 2006
BLEAH
Kemmy scribbled at 10:55 pm
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
So hows everyone's revision going soon? I'm sure we all can't wait for all these to do over over over ! Take care peeps :)
Kemmy scribbled at 10:41 am
Sunday, April 30, 2006
and how about dinner tmr evening? haha. we have soooo much food. you guys better come help out.
grace scribbled at 3:47 pm
anyone here??
Grace , mich, chits, xw, we should have dinner sometime you know?
Kemmy scribbled at 10:55 am
