You bow, I curtsy.
Our initial greeting.
The music begins to play.
Glove to glove,
our hands touch.
Careful not to touch
skin to skin,
forbidden to us now.
Candlelight flickers,
shimmering off my hair,
making it seem like fire.
The dance makes us sway,
swirling about
one another.
The other couples
gaze with longing into
each others eyes,
yet we avoid that part.
Balancing on the edge
of the music,
like the sharpness of a blade.
Both denying the knife
that twists in our hearts,
but which is telling the truth?
The music stops,
you bow, I curtsy,
and once more we part.
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Know that it's okay, to set your fears and find love again.
Sunday, December 25, 2011 @ 11:42 PM
To think that I'm actually posting here again. Spent quite a bit of time blog-hopping and realised that some of my friends still continue to blog regularly, which kind of motivates me to blog too! (Instead of leeching what others post on Tumblr)
Holidays are (almost) always great. Except when you have too much time on your own and you start to think about useless stuff. Sometimes it's really true that if you don't spend too much time thinking about certain stuff, it will not elevate into a problem. Came across this photo on Facebook of the team and the smiles on all our faces. But it hurts to know the complexity of matters behind the smiles and how drastic the dynamics have become. The thing about beautiful thing is that they pass, as do ugly things. Guess we all need more faith and trust to open up our minds, to allow others to see the vulnerable side of us as well. Putting up a strong front only hurts oneself.
Speaking of this, I'm back to being sad again. I'm hardly in control of my own emotions these days. I recognized that they were happening, and a huge part of me wanted it to last forever. The friendship we have now is golden, and most times I'm pretty sure that this friendship is all I want.
Yet sometimes I still believe that I feel strangely, especially when we go back to that same place. Maybe it's because you always open up to me and show the vulnerable side of you that you're afraid to show just anyone else. And this trust, to me, is worth so much. I'm trying to let myself permanently see you as that buddy whom I'll be able to share that same kind of thoughts and emotions as you do, and make myself as vulnerable as you do to me.
You are undoubtedly special.
I’m living under water. Everything seems slow and far away. I know there’s a world up there, a sunlit quick world where time runs like dry sand through an hourglass, but down here, where I am, air and sound and time and feeling are thick and dense.Audrey Niffenegger
& there's no life after you.
Monday, December 13, 2010 @ 10:42 PM
Just felt like blogging one random day when the world turns its back on me and drowned me in fear and gloom. Synched my ipod recently after it recovered from its bout of flu. Filled it with oldies from eons ago and one night, I plugged in and gloom set itself over me. Listening to the oldies certainly refreshed my memories but it has also brought along a serving of worries for the ambiguous future that sets before me. From the day we graduated from junior college, I felt that I lost my sense of belonging to the world. It just feels like I don't belong anywhere anymore and I can finally be carefree (at least for awhile), be myself and not live up to others' expectations, do everything my way and eventually find who I really am. I no longer have to follow instructions to live my life. And, I'm free from the place where I didn't want to be in.
But recently, I start thinking about the people I met in my eighteen years of life. I start wondering if the way I lived for the past eighteen years is the way I wanna live my life forever. People enter my life and leave as they like or when circumstances insist so, and on my part, I didn't make an effort to hold them back. Then again, how long do friendships last? There is just this fine line between friends and acquaintances and I often do not where it is. Some people which I once hold dear to have disappeared from my life, while mere acquaintances pop into my life every now and then. After baccalaureate service, how many people I met in high school are gonna stay with me till the very end? And what about those I met in primary/secondary school? It pains me when I realize that in the end, I'm still bound to face all these phases of life. And it hurts more thinking that some day there will be a full-stop to everything in life.
Everyone is selfish and there's no doubt about this. As much as I would like to think for others all the time, there's just this teeny weeny bit of me that would be greedy and want things to turn out the way they were supposed to be. But of late, that hasn't been happening. The whole monotony of life makes me harder to breathe. So much faith and optimism is needed in making things work and that's exactly what I lack and desire.
I desperately need an escape route to outer space where time would stop/slow down for awhile to allow me to catch a breather. Someone please tell me where it is.
(9 left.)
The Technicolor Phase.
Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 5:54 PM
FUNORAMA IS OVER! :D
It was such a hectic and busy day yesterday, and like those pictures on the plasma screen outside the General Office which showed large masses of people crowding every single part of our school, there were really so many people who turned up for the event yesterday that there was totally no way to access the toilets next to LT1 and the whole of the lift lobby area. Even the stretch of tarred road along the concourse was packed with people despite the sun which was spreading its intense heat to all the unsheltered areas and the threatening inflation rate at which the general price level was rising. (Hahaha econs jargons ftw!) It was really fun, like what its name suggests, and it's even better cos I got to see so many of my friends! :D Won quite a few prizes from the game stalls and definitely tasted one of the best foods on earth: Prata dog!
Reality is so overrated, it's less than two months officially to mid-year examinations!
Pre-Funorama.
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 10:47 PM
The first thing I saw in school today was '2 more days to funorama'. The first word that came to mind: screwed. Banners, billboards, menus and decors all undone, drinks not delivered, everyone is just almost oblivious to all these. And the class next door stays back almost everyday to prepare all the stuff needed; everyone at least cooperating. I just can't imagine how we're gonna get all these completed by 2pm tomorrow. I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!
Funorama aside, school has been pretty much the same. Got back the exam papers, did better than expected except for Econs which I failed utterly. Why am I such a failure. GP lesson today was fun and we were discussing about how we stereotype foreign workers and talents. Someone brought up that massive mobs of them cross the roads illegally and Sir was like saying he sees unwashed masses crossing roads illegally outside our school every morning too, does that mean we're foreign workers/talents? Hahaha. His class bought 105kg of chicken wings which totals up to a 1400 wings in all. That means they have to sell off approximately 140 wings per hour! (Y)
My load has been much much lightened after c-cube competition. Stayover was fun, played photohunt after dinner with more than 10 eyes on that machine! Hahaha. I seriously don't give a damn about what position they got in the end, cos its the process that matters and what I remember 10 years from now is the process and not the position. (I just caught my first Goblin mouse! Lol.) They really gave in their best and it was very disheartening to see them undergo that mental torment and physical stress in the heavy rain that morning. Sigh I shall stop talking about unhappy stuff.
Yay no mass PE tomorrow! Funorama preparation spares me from the torture of doing sets on the tracks under the bloody hot sun with sweat and whatnots sticking the track material onto my thighs and palms. Hope everything can get done tomorrow and I'm looking forward to a fun-filled extended weekend with all my friends! :D
P.S. Oh, I have indeed gotten my A for Chemistry and I'm so proud of myself! 8)
Strawberry Avalanche! :O
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 10:48 AM
Teeheeeee, Owl City songs are all stuck on replay on my iPod. Love them so much that I almost wrote the lyrics as one of the answers for my tutorials. Speaking of which, I realised that I can't start on math tutorial cos my notes are still with Michelle! ): I'm done with Chemistry assignment already since half the questions are on topics which have not been taught yet. (Y) There are no other assignments so I'm left with revision on J1 topics yay! I'm generally a happy girl now :D
CL camp last week, first camp ever that I didn't sleep for the night and still feels energetic the next morning. But by noon ... you can guessed what happened, hahaha. Generally okay but lots of scoldings. I LOVE CCC TRAININGS! :~) So fun seriously, and from all the trainings, I learnt one thing: Guys are nothing but gossips like girls too! (LOL maybe that applies to the guys team.) Two more trainings to go and we'll all be on the battlefield! Can't wait for friday's stayover in Nanhua, so cool right, I mean which CCA ever stayed over before just for a competition! All hail to NHNP!
Did some fangirling. Allkpop says that Jaebeom might be featured on WGM! 
YAY! Oh, and 2NE1's new song is so techno! But their costumes are so freaking cool luh, especially CL's diamond studded face and Minzy's polka dotted hair! And the studio in which they filmed the MV looks so pretty!
Love this song on the whole. I'm craving for a strawberry avalanche! 8)
Complimentary Season Pass to SSP!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 12:27 PM
YAY EXAMS ARE OVER, SO WHAT NOW?
Papers were seriously not even okay for me, it was difficult even though it felt like they were just testing on our basics. Econs on Monday was utter shit. I just crapped whatever that comes to mind for the essay component cos it wasn't even the stuff that I've studied. Thanks to Weijie, I had an easier time trying to memorise all the factors with all the acronyms, but it still costed nearly half my life. I hate to memorise stuff for exam. The only glad thing and something to be proud of is that I wrote 10 full pages for the whole econs exam! Hahaha. Math yesterday suffocated me and made my existence in all of sivam's lectures almost redundant. It was so frustrating when I couldn't get the right answer for so many of the questions. It depleted a hefty amount of my brain cells and left me dumbfounded. It wasn't all that difficult actually, maybe I wasn't well prepared enough. (So that's 1 H1 and 1 H2 gone.) Chemistry was the first subject and perhaps the last which I felt was manageable and confident of at least a B. It was definitely the most pleasant paper I've sat for for the whole of term exam. I flunked Physics, as usual. (But I'm not even sure when that became the usual.)
Oh let me end this post with a song. I just remembered the song that Aaron Kelly sang on American Idol last week. It's "Here Comes Goodbye" by Rascal Flatts.
I think this song is quite sad but nice. I only youtubed it today! Hahaha.
BAI!
Harder to breathe,
Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 10:23 PM
I am so screwed for Terms. It's in just less than two weeks and I just cannot picture finishing prep in that measly amount of time. Already flunk CAs which is like 30% so I cannot afford to fail any of the Terms this time round else I'll end up in SSP ): I wondered what the hell exactly happened during the Chemistry CA cos I was stupid enough to break a butane into two ethanes to draw isomers. :o I am so gonna miss school on Monday to catch up on some work. School tires me out.
I had the best ever mass PE today! It was so slack that I could have so much excess energy to jump around and go crazy. Thanks to the super redundant uniform check in the morning which probably won't have any long-lasting effect, we only ran 2 rounds around the tracks and did 1 set. I feel so proud of myself for having been the first to finish the two rounds! :D Annabelle must have regretted missing the slackest mass PE ever. I regretted not running for road run on Wednesday. I miss running so much. (It's actually possible to finish 2.3km of brisk walking under 20 minutes. Hahaha.)
CCC last Saturday for guys team was great. They performed remarkably well. All the best to the girls team.
I feel so stressed about everything that I could just break down anytime.
& the Jay Z song was on;
Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 10:28 PM
Wheee~! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! HAPPY (BELATED) VALENTINE'S TOO!
I don't know who I'm directing this to because almost every friend I've ever made has in some way contributed to who I am today, but I love you guys for always steering me in the right directions, giving me precious advice and being there throughout all the storms and tears. Each of you are so amazing and I could never imagine life without you. You mean more to me than you can imagine. :)
Been another while since I last blogged. Life has been the same, studies and NP. I feel weird not studying for even just one day right now, and I'm quite proud to say that I've not touched my notes for around 1.5 days! Hahaha. But that was because I was out the whole day and am left with no time at all for studying. Stress from schoolwork accumulating, and I'm still pondering over when I should start revision for last year's topics. Stressed because friends around me, maybe just a handful, have already started. So 'oh my god' right?
Still loving NP more than ever, and recently NHNP clinched a Gold award for UOPA! :D So proud to tell my CI friends from other units, LOL. And the c-cube teams were progressing much! (Much comfort from this amongst my other worries.) Seriously hope that the long break won't turn their skills rusty, especially the guys since they're going for it this saturday!
Sometimes I think... sometimes I think I do things, want things, feel things just for the novelty of it. Just to make my life a little more colourful, my thoughts a little more confused and happily wrecked and dizzily spinning. Got a hot pink iPod one day before valentines, love the sleek design and love my sista more! She got me that just because of a passing remark that same morning. It totals up to more than 300bucks and I feel so bad cos it's her birthday the next day and I didn't get her anything.
I like in-betweens and ambiguity and knowing we're strong enough, knowing we're strong enough to withstand anything that comes our way of we want to because we are survivors and I like how we may not ever be contented with what we have but what we make do with. Mass pe on friday almost killed me, 2.4km run was totally unexpected and with the sun scorching on your faces so bad that you can barely feel anything else except the vigorous pumping of your heart and the fatigue in your leg muscles. That was not the end. 3 sets of shuttle run and inclined pull-ups for you to feel the pain. How sadistic. But knowing that you survived it all make it all worth the while. (: (And guess who was my pillar of strength, haha. )
Chingay's this Friday and Saturday and guess what, I get to miss half of Friday's lessons! Quite excited about it and can't wait to see my bunch of Chingay friends again! Sometimes I hate how easily I can make friends with alot of people but it turns out to be just acquaintances. Hope it's slightly different this time.
The whole monotomy of things right now is so great it's indescribable. Welcome to the life of an A level student.
Hey, you know this could be something.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 11:55 PM
Yes, another week almost over. Tuesday felt like one of the worst days of my life so far. Late for school and got my cell confiscated. The only thing that made me cheer up a little was the land pe cos it was running plus more running! :D 20 rounds up and down the pool deck. But with slackers like Ian and Emily running with me, I presume we completed less that half the amount? Hahaha. It was fun overall and the only best thing that happened that day. (Thanks to my best buddies for sacrificing lecture time with me!) Wednesday was fine, usual interact session at MCYC. A little different every time I go, a new friend found. Was so hyper that day that I got a lot of other people hyped up as well, and maybe made some irritated? Hahaha, but who cares! I want to learn how to tie the Korean bun! LOL. The most anticipated and awaited day - Thursday! J1s joined us! The hall became so much more livelier and the canteen and void deck so much noiser! I can't stand the serenity in school without the J1s really, it was pretty annoying in fact cos the school was practically like a ground for the living deads. But long queues can get quite troublesome especially when you have really short breaks! And ... those weird gazes and awkward greetings with (ex)classmates.. How I wished all these could be avoided! Friday = NP! :D Physics practical review was epic fail, cos half the class was dozing off. I was one of the last few OBEDIENT ones who stayed attentive! Oh, the micrometer was pretty cool yeah. Gp was (fill in the blanks), I kind of miss Dorothea! NP was the best after all! >D
NP again this morning. Managed to complete >half of vectors tutorial! (Y) At least I'll feel less guilty when I go shopping tomorrow. LOL. I watched 'We got married', and I swear it's awesome! It's so funny that I felt so stupid laughing at the computer screen myself! Seulong is quite cute haha.
Okay enough of fangirling! Gotta sleep now. B.A.I = Bye (Ian's quote)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYT! :D
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 11:17 PM
Miserable day today cos cramps totally spoilt half my day. But being able to skip swim pe tmr pays it all. Hahaha. Discussed about our fund-raising for fun-o-rama and the thought of it gets me hyped up! :) (At random times I thought to myself that maybe a smaller class size was good cos conversations and discussions can be heard.) Chemistry experiment was so not fun today, like totally. My tutor always gets so tensed up during our practicals and end up scolding us. But it's my first time ever trying out an experiment in a fume cupboard so it's pretty cool for that when we had to deal with concentrated acids. Physics lecture after that but lectures have not seem to be improved on since last year. It's alot of reading up on your own and little of varied examples. Math was pretty much the same.
So glad to meet my girls after school at Nanhua. It felt like ages since we last met. (It always does, doesn't it?) Depleted all the brain juice that my brain secreted today trying to think of how to fit a more apt opening to the shelter but to no avail. The campcraft comp flagstaff girls' team of '08 made their comeback today with a wonderful timing of 7.28 minutes after 2 years without practice! :D Can you believe that we're really that awesome! 8)
Yay tmr school starts at 8am. More sleep =) Felt so accomplished today cos I did up the timesheet and training plan for cc comp! :D
When the night has come,
Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 11:42 PM
I FEEL SO DETACHED FROM THE VIRTUAL WORLD LOLOL!
Swim pe was fine after all, and I even went to swim again just yesterday! (I must be mad.) Not alot of homework this weekend, which leaves me time to go shopping. I was so down in luck today cos I couldn't get that blouse from esprit which I really took fancy on! ): The last piece was a little torn so I didn't accept it. Sigh. But nonetheless, I bought a really cool necklace from cool little things and a scheduler which will come in handy this year! Oh, and my sis finally bought her iPod. (so envious of her.)
gotta sleep. time now 12.04am.
T.T
Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 10:40 PM
ARGHHHH SWIM PE STARTS TMR AND I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THE POOL FOR LIKE A YEAR?!
School daze.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 12:03 AM
Well, it goes: School started but I'm still bored much.
School has been fine. First day of school was alot of catching up with Belle and Mich since they were MIA during the holidays. Hell lots of sizzling hot gossips, haha. New timetable was awesome I swear. Short days plus short breaks, exactly what I wished for since last year. And classes are mostly at base class, so it feels like secondary school all over again. (Y) Class was really quiet this time. ): New GP teacher, Chemistry tutor(who resembles a Mediacorp artiste, LOL.) and PE teacher. Speaking of which, swim PE starts next week, NOOOOO! That means I can't be down for Tuesday trainings! But this time round, I'll be swimming with alot of Nanhua ppl so I hope it'll be fun. And having swim PE as the last lesson of the day means you don't have to fight with other girls for bathrooms in the toilet and rush for the next lesson with wet hair. >.<
Timetable has sorted out the lectures and tutorials. Tuesday is a full lecture day and Thursdays are otherwise. Lectures are pretty draggy yesterday cos the lecturers have not gone into real context yet. And we had our first encounter with the new GP tutor, he's really different in the teaching style he adopts and I hope I can get used to it soon. I STILL WANT MY A FOR GP! :D Oh, did I mention I wasted $4.50 to buy a thermometer cos I forgot to bring mine? Totally a waste of my money. Today's AC open house. No lessons! That's the best thing for such events cos other schools will usually still have lessons in the morning. I'm so happy that Darryl came to school today! Miss him so much really! So sad that his booth only had Zhenyi and him tending to so he can't walk around with us. It was really boring for me, and I think Belle feels so too. We walked rounds and rounds around the school to check out the other booths and displays but it was nothing much. So we stoned at the bleachers, Belle was watching those track and field huddlers, while I watched those hunks from rugby, HAHAHA. I kind of regretted not ponning today, Michelle! You made the right choice! D:
Tutorials for the whole of tomorrow, except econs lecture. Will get to meet our new Chemistry tutor, heard she's really good but will still have to check it out for myself. 1.5 hours of GP tomorrow, I guess the last time I wrote an essay was in Promos, so essay writing will be an uphill task for me currently. Hope tomorrow will be less of the mundane humdrum and more roller-coaster fun! :D
PLEASE PAY CLASS FUND~! (You never know how much I hate to say that.)
Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 10:55 PM
To my beloved NP clique. I think we've missed out a huge part of one another's lives in 2009. D:Before the dawn of the days of yore, again.
Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 12:20 AM
Life has been really hectic for me. Have been going down to NH almost everyday and I think I might have spent more time at NH than at home this week! But I felt good, or at least much better than the times that I have to go back to AC for cca which is like none cos I didn't bother to go. LOL. Well, the contingent is doing good, but maybe if we really expect a comeback then I will say that we've not reach there yet. Every year it's a different performance but what remains the same is that comradeship forged between the members of the contingent which etched in our memories after all the years. So, to be exact, whether they are being compared or judged by the others doesn't matter to me at all, cos in the end, they did their best and gained a new experience! :D
Saw alot of new faces in NH lately. Am I ageing like a flashlight or are the teachers all disappearing? Oh, O level results are gonna be out on Monday! Fingers crossed for those who are getting results and hope NH will reach a higher peak this year! So curious who's the scholar this year.
Someone once told me you have to choose what you win or lose. You can't have everything.
Yikes, those lyrics are stuck in my head! Btw it's a really nice song by Leona Lewis and the live performance that she delivered on Americans Got Talent Finale was really really awesome and deserves a big applause! Just a little disappointed that the Fab Five didn't get into the top five. Love their well-coordinated tap dance!
School's starting in a few days' time and that pile of homework remains stagnant! Okay not really stagnant but it's just never ending for me. I hope that the class remains lively (which is maybe not possible without the usual noisy people around) and I also hope that we'll have a new chemistry teacher. I just hope everything's unchanged, but I guess it's not possible anymore.
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound.
don't care about all the pain in front of me.
MLIA. Last day of the year.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Shit I really cant believe that the year is nearly over. I can't remember half the things that I've done in this year and the next one is arriving.
This year, I got into ACJC and got separated with alot of my close friends. I had a pretty hard time adjusting and the transition was excruciating. It seemed like a total new world that I have to get adapted to and this strange environment and the unfamiliar faces that I will need to live with for two years. Even though I've wanted to quit alot of the time and on many occasions I hated what I was going through, things have always worked out in the end and I'm still glad I'm here.
This year I met some wonderful people whom I won't be able to get by without. People I can have crazy fun with, people I can talk to about really deep things about, people I can have msn conversations for hours and hours without getting bored, people I can think about and smile, people who are always willing to cheer me up and make it all better without asking anything in return. Things wouldn't be the same without them.
This year I've passed my promos and I think it's quite a shock for me because judging from my term exams' result I couldn't have made it at all. This would mean that next year's gonna be an extremely tough year to endure and I would have to put in 100000000x of hard work I've invested this year to get my straight As (I really hope so). I know my physics is shit now, so is my chemistry.
This year of course I also did alot of stupid shit that I regret but I'm not gonna talk about it because dwelling on the past is not good right? I did some things I shouldn't have, I've said some things I cringe while thinking about now, I let myself be too trusting and naive on some occasions but whatever, life goes on and I will move on and learn from my mistakes.
Overall I think 2009 has been good if not a little bit bland :)
2010 is here and I hope it'll be a blast for everyone, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
2PM craze!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
YAYYYYYY~! I love allkpop for uploading hell lots of stuff about 2PM @ SBS Gayo Daejun today! Wheeee :D
2PM's "You're Beautiful" Parody
heh, Wooyoung is so gayyyyy!
(Y)
Kekeke, this performance was from the Golden Disk Awards, and I think it's the best 'Heartbeat' performance they've ever had. The intro was especially awesome. (Y)
It feels good to spend the third last day of the year fangirling. Hahaha.
Belated Christmas Post.
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
(Going) MERRY CHRISTMAS! <:0)
If you get what it means.
Celebrated Xinyun's birthday on christmas eve. Hahaha I never imagined Bimbochan to be so afraid of dogs! Steamboat was _____, maybe you can interpret something from the bovine expressions of Xinyi and me. I guess it was mainly due to the consecutive power failures which halted our meal. But playing card games made up for all the not-so-happy stuff! Slapjack! (Y) Thanks for the candle, Anti-xy! :D
A lot of shopping done over the weekend, and it really feels terrific to go on killing sprees. Went out with bro and mum on Saturday to shop for a new mattress. Seems that the old one has been giving some problems for bro. The new one that he bought seems so comfortable that I bet I can fall asleep on it rightaway! Hahaha. Went shopping @ Bugis Junction with sis today. Evan Yo was having his meet and greet session there today but there wasn't as many fans as compared to the last one I went for Yoga Lin. Kekeke. We bought two pairs of flats from Rubi, yay! Oh, I bought a red hairband too. So sexy, LOL. Just when we boarded the train to depart, sis received a text from Singtel about the Evan Yo fan meet, hahaha! My sis should have replied to Singtel saying she'd met that guy already! >.<
I feel so accomplished to have completed FOUR freaking units of the vocabulary book in one day! ^.^ Three more units to go, I should be able to finish it by today. Plus two more math papers and read-ups on Organic Chemistry and Oscillations for Physics. (I'm not really caring about those news articles reviews even though I collected the articles already.) Good, I'm progressing much! Should be able to get everything done before new year, I hope. Maybe just some last minute revisions of J1 topics before school starts. It's more cancellations and less empty checkboxes on my list now! I'm quite a 'planned' person, you see.
Campcraft test tomorrow! I feel just as excited about it as the cadets! It's also a test for me since it's been some time since I read those notes on campcraft. I love tent pitching the most! Hahaha. I remember the CIs asking all sorts of weird questions that were not covered by our ICs last time and we never fail to learn something new from them. Hehehe I wonder how it'll be like tomorrow.
I'm looking forward to the second sleepover this december, and it'll be at our dear Johnnyoldman's condo this time, kekeke! :D COUNTDOWN~!
Happy-nurse!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 6:40 PM
Kekeke, I just realised that my name is on the Nan Hua school website! On the NPCC page, yay! It kinda fun googling your own name and find where you appear on the net. Especially when your name is cool and common, cos then you can locate all the other people with the exact same name as you! :D But i still haven't found another person with the same name and birthdate as me, lol. Locating past websites where I frequent and create accounts can be really nostalgic. I just remembered setting up another blog at Windows Live a longgg time ago and it's still there! Hahaha, so I read all my posts again and recalled alot of stuff.
I just can't help laughing at how silly we were last time:
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad
PANGCHUHUI! says:
hj i am very sad two
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad three
PANGCHUHUI! says:
hj i am very sad four
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad five
PANGCHUHUI! says:
hj i am very sad six
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad seven
NGHUIJUAN ! &I LOVE MY FAVOURITE CCC PARTNER DONT WRY TYY! I LOVE YOU TOO. says:
wth .___.
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad
PANGCHUHUI! says:
hj i am very sad two
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad three
PANGCHUHUI! says:
hj i am very sad four
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad five
PANGCHUHUI! says:
hj i am very sad six
TANYINGYING! says:
hj i am very sad seven
NGHUIJUAN ! &I LOVE MY FAVOURITE CCC PARTNER DONT WRY TYY! I LOVE YOU TOO. says:
wth .___.
Yes, your eyes are not crossed okay, the whole conversation repeated itself and I did not copy and paste it twice! Hahaha. (L) those times.
Promotion test for the cadets yesterday. Even though the supposed secret meeting in the morning failed cos someone was terribly late, we had our backup plan. (Evil grin here.) I feel the cadets did fairly well, though I was feeling quite bored about repeating the same reporting procedure for 37 cadets. TWICE. >.<
(The secondary one cadets are not cute. )
Gahhh. Read the reports about Minoz just now. It's a pity that I can't go for that fan meeting, sigh. I'm having dizzy spells for the whole afternoon after I came back from my uncle's house. My uncle gave my mum this huge ass fruit/veggie (?) I don't know how to classify that unidentified object. It's like the biggest green and edible thing I've ever seen. And since my mum hasn't got any clue on how to cook that thing, she decides to put that thing on the phone desk as a decor and dump it when it starts to rot. Omg right. -.-
I'm spending my xmas with Anti-xy! :D But it's only a tentative decision. Oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARRYL! (Smacks your schoolbag, hahaha.)
Up, poof, gone.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 9:20 PM
I feel so empty right now.
I managed to focus all my energy on homework today but only struggled through one pathetic math tutorial. Aiming to complete the comprehension before I sleep. Have to be done with everything asap cos I'll be bugged by NP activities soon, or rather I'm already down to business.
I just typed an extremely long paragraph here but hesitated and decided to backspace everything. If only life could allow for such mistakes. Yes, I dread making mistakes and will never allow myself for one. Perfectionist. Need to straighten out some thoughts soon.
You were crazy messed up,
but you were perfect for my crazy messed up world.
MINOZ! ♥
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 3:38 PM
I WANT TO GO TO LEE MINHO'S ASIAN FAN MEET, ANYONE WANT TO SPONSOR ME? :P
Finally recovering from stomach flu and food poisoning. Horrible experience. Wasted so much money on consultation and time to recuperate. My appetite became so small that I cannot even finish half a packet of instant noodles in one meal. ): The only thing good about this whole melodramatic bout of flu is that I lost weight! It feels good to lose a few pounds of meat, but from a two-ton body, it's almost negligible. So the conclusion is - I'm still fat. :'(
Did I mention that I've watched New Moon already? I watched it online though. (I'm more than willing to share the website, get it from me on MSN if you want!) Wayyyy better than Twilight but still, there's ample rooms for improvement though its pretty much impossible to let Jacob's growth in size be visible. Taylor Launter is so hot! >.<
Oh, and I think I'm gonna join Chingay 2010 as an usher! Kind of excited about it cos I'm gonna have new friends again! Maybe acquaintances. But it's all the new faces again! YAY~ Plus I'll get CIP hours and a free shirt too, definitely worth the while. Haven't submitted my form, but already filled up, waiting for my friend to return so we can submit together.
GLOOM-BEGONE ~! :D
01.59 PM
Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 9:01 PM
MY SISTER HAS PROMISED TO BUY ME THE 2PM ALBUM WHEN SHE GETS HER FIRST PAY! ^_^ (With terms and conditions attached -.- ) Not a great fan of them but I love their songs and their awesome team spirit shown when Jaebeom was forced out of the group. (Y)
I still haven't been really productive with my holiday homework (what an oxymoron). BUT, I'm currently busy with certain CIP activities to further enrich my life this holidays! :D I've decided that I should render my help and get involved in community service to become a better person. People need to realize that people do change. I think differently now, I act differently now, I definitely look different from the past and I won't do the same things I did back then. And make the same mistakes that I did. Since the whole internship application I sent in last time was a total scam, I still shouldn't just sit and wait for miracles to happen and waste more of my precious time. So, I've sought the help of several friends to look for service opportunities, and if you (dear readers of my blog) have any openings, please email me the details alright! Thanks a million. (:
Tomorrow shall be a good day to get real with some school work. But there's some serious problem now cos I can't remember what holiday homework there is. I'm bound to miss out some important stuff and get myself frustrated again. Sigh. Should get myself a proper organizer for next year lest I forget to do something again.
I LOVE CL'S ELMO CAP IN THIS! HAHA. AND MINZY'S HAIR IS SO COOL! *_*
我的妈!!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 6:17 PM
Nearly laughed my heads off at this. (Y)
Cass CF - Epilogue [Lee Min Ho & Sandara Park]
@ 1:07 PM
:'(
@ 12:46 PM
Keeping faith.
Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 10:54 AM
When we were little, life worked perfectly. No matter what happened, everything turned out alright in the end. Scraped knees, canceled play dates, dropped ice cream cones— we would cry for a short time, but by the end of the day, everything would be perfect. And now as we’ve grown older, we’ve lost the faith as we stumble through each day, crying over broken hearts, lost friendships, and lost dreams. It seems like life and perfection have turned their backs on us, but really its just that we’ve grown up. As children we didn’t pay attention to such details about our daily lives, but now we are more aware, and little details seem to be amplifying our pain. But just remember that when we were younger, life was hard too, but we had faith in perfection because we could look past faults. So don’t lose your faith. Learn to know that each day will pass, each heartache will be mended, and everything will be perfect in the end.
Just keep your faith.
No more ACR/Claims! :D
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 10:48 PM
Back from shopping. Went to Sim Lim Sim Lim (Sim Lim Square) HAHAHA! Bro got his hard disk enclosure (Idk what's that) while I just followed him around. Oh, we each bought a cream puff from Beard Papa before we set off from Bugis Junction. Yumyum~! Walked around in Bugis Street after that, pretty much still the same there, the hustle and bustle, the people.. There's this gigantic christmas tree placed at the atrium of Bugis Junction and it's wholly white! It looks very pretty so I suggested taking a picture there, a picture of me and the tree. Hahaha. But stupid bro's handphone sucks and I had to pose there for like 10 seconds before the photo was shot, just my luck that his camera's at home.
Pretty, no?
Finally caught a breather after struggling with the claim forms and ACR. I hate administrative matters, it just gets me so frustrated over nothing. And I felt so generous cos I kindly shared my ACR with my fellow CIs! :D Took great pains to type the whole document cos the file is so secured that it doesn't allow copy and paste. -.-
Tomorrow is Nanhua Open House day. Having mixed feelings now cos I was wondering what Nanhua will be like without Mr Foo and all the cool teachers leaving this year.
(Yawns) Gotta sleep now.
C'est La Vie!
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 4:34 PM
Been busy on Monday and Tuesday with the NUH carnival. I was put in charge of the cotton candy (^_^) booth together with Emelia, Yangyang and Weixin. Went to NUH on Monday to paint our banner for the booth. All thanks to my awesome skills in painting, the floor outside the store was colourfully splattered with acrylic paint. But we still completed the banner though, and it was the best compared to the other banners done up by the other groups. Had loads of fun playing with the paints and leaving our hand-prints on the main banner, and even had cheap thrills like free pizza from Benjy as refreshments. (Y) The main acquisition of the day is new friends from NUH, friends who aren't as fortunate as us.
Tuesday was the actual event day. Went there since morning and was busy with the setting up of stalls and booths. But that was hardly how we spent half the time there. Played Jenga with the group and there was much shouting and cheering - basically all the noises you can hear in an exciting game. Hahaha. And I saw the DPM that day! He was invited to grace the event and he even took a step further to patronize the stalls! :D (Or perhaps it's all planned -.-) I realised that I'm such a failure in making nice and fluffy sticks of cotton candy. Guess it's just not my niche, haha. After the event, we patronized Mustafa's (Cute little kid there!) fortune-telling stall. I swear he is really adorable! He knows how to read our palms and even predict how many marriages/children each of us will have in the future. Of course I managed to snap a shot with this kid! ^_^ Yes, he's in my display picture for fb! He's in the picture above too!
I think showing that victory hand-sign when you take photos are just so yesterday, but I just love it so much cos it makes me feel so young. Hahaha! Oh, I just got a Tumblr to filter all these random thoughts that come to mind. (Y)
Oh Ley Yah! :D
@ 3:31 PM
WHOOPS~!
I seemed to forget about this blog, hahaha. I back from camp since a long long time ago. Or rather, half a camp to be exact.
Advance party was awesome. Just can't get enough of how cool the whole team unites when we tie the rope obstacles and panic when the rain falls. I finally mastered the art of tying rope obstacles! Got a free polo tee from the CIP activity called Dads for Life. And you can never guess how we managed to distribute the goodie bags in such a short period of time. (Inserts evil laughter here.) Oh yes, thanks to Mr Chew for the meal too! :D
Got to facebook a little the next morning cos Bryan fixed the internet connection, woots! Sleeping on tables just isn't the thing for me, those backaches on the first day of camp were irritating! Just looking at how the cadet leaders conduct the various activities in the camp and how the campers endure through the camp brings back a lot of memories. Memories of how we burnt a hole in the lockers during our camp, and the hell-like experience of the unmistakable Sir Cheehoe's PT. Aww~
Well, I must say that this batch of cadet leaders really have their way in conducting activities. There weren't major hiccups in the camp, and they did not overrun at all. Just.. I don't know, maybe they didn't succeed in bringing the activity level of the cadets to the fullest? Hahaha. YES, I must mention that the sudden emergency drill given on the first night definitely gave all the cadets a good scare. Unkempt hair, improper attire, missing belongings.. They finally got a taste of how their camp experience should be, for the first-timers at least. And that's when they start to owe the pumpings. (Y)
Have you ever felt like when your days are packed with activities, time really flies? (I seemed to have typed/written this somewhere before.)
The heavy downpour on the first day of camp forced our hike to Bukit Timah Hill to be postponed to the second day morning. The weather was good, and it felt like the whole unit was going on an excursion together, that child-like feeling. Everyone was ready with their backpacks, huge bottles of water and of course, the OMG-WHAT-IS-IT-GONNA-BE-LIKE feeling. And you know such activities cannot do without a camera, hahaha. (Photos are on fb!) Then we're off for the hike! For the first hour or so, the cadets were chirpy, jumpy and you can clearly hear whispers going around. For the next hour, cadets gradually became softer, less fidgety and smiles on their faces (if there were any at all from the start) start to wear off. And for the next, you can describe them as the walking dead(s) already. It's just human for them to behave like this, and from how I observe it, it seems so funny. And if there's ever one cadet who's still jumping around, singing, talking loudly.. you know it must be Linfang.
We didn't manage to hit the summit though, due to some administrative matters that prohibited the large group from going up the hill, so we took a turn and walked the route to the quarry instead. The serene view of the quarry is simply calming and soothing. Snapped a few pictures there and set off back to school.
That's where my camp ended. As to why this post is named as Oh Ley Yah, it seems to be a cheer composed by the cadet leaders for the campers to repay their 'debts'. (Video posted on fb as well!) Really cute when they did the cheer. Although I missed their campfire and nightwalk, I'm sure they missed me, HAHAHA.
:D
Pre-camp Syndrome.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 10:56 AM
This was what happened this morning:
I woke up because of a phone call which totally irritated me cos I was having problems sleeping last night and finally just fell asleep in the morning. I got up to answer that dumb call which wasn't even addressed to me. It was a call for my brother and this lazy brother of mine couldn't be bothered to bring both his mobiles out and the woman who called rang the phone which was left at home. And so I went to search if I saved his work phone number in my phone and NO IT WASN'T THERE! (I clearly remembered saving it some time ago >.<) Rang my mum up to ask if she knew, and I had to call her twice to confirm the number cos she mumbled the number and I only manage to catch half of it each time. Finally got everything settled and now I'm wide awake facing this screen with a throbbing headache.
D:
Have not yet pack my bag for camp tomorrow, or rather I have not even draft up the stuff that I have to bring. All the pre-camp jitters are getting me a little too fidgety. (Hey it rhymes!) I'm like the one who does everything at the eleventh hour so I guess it's still early for me to start. (Oh no, I'm procrastinating again.) I guess I should start doing something now since I've got to go out later.
Wish me luck for camp, and don't miss me. HAHA.
[editz @ 3.14pm]
Short conversation between my mum and I.
Mum: (Slicing carrots) You wanna learn how to cook?
Me: (Instantly answers) NO, I suck at pots and pans. >.<
(Y)
Off to camp in approximately 18 hours. >.<
PARK BOM!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 10:57 AM
I'M SO ADDICTED TO THE BOM
The story goes like this: They held their wedding at the church and left on a scooter, which was Park Bom's dream. Christmas was approaching, so Bom wanted to impress her boyfriend who was very ill. The part where her boyfriend was on top of the long flight of stairs was not about him committing suicide, but to free himself from the wheelchair as he thought he was being a burden to Bom. In the end, Bom's boyfriend died and she was walking alone in the plain fields. The line in the boyfriend's notebook says "I'm sorry I can't take care of you for long".
I find that music video really touching. It's well shot too. Recommended that song to my brother, and he thought bommie's name was spelt as Park Bomb. HAHAHA. I nearly laughed my heads off. >.<
I find myself fangirling a lot these days because I really have nothing better to do. The agencies that I've approached have not replied me so I'm just waiting and waiting .. maybe it's for nothing. I spent the whole of yesterday playing Facebook games, chatting with totally random people and helping my mum a little in housework. Yes, that's how boring, dull, mundane, languid, inert and passive my current life is. But I had a good chat with someone who totally just cheered me up with a massive amount of lame jokes. (Y) And it's like someone totally random and I haven't seen in a long while.
You and I together it just feels so right..
Oh yes, speaking of Facebook, Kevin is a total bully! His ultimate sarcastic remarks on Facebook is really getting on my nerves already. The woman who elbowed him yesterday did a great job! Cheers to that woman! :D
I'm really excited and looking forward to annual camp now! It holds the utmost priority in my schedule now (not like there's any other thing that's very important, haha.) and I really hope it won't be screwed up or whatever. The programmes this year are a little different to give the cadets a diverse experience. Won't reveal further, but it'll definitely be interesting, I hope.
That stupid woman just texted me and said she's studying, what a bitch. HAHA. I'm still stuck in this self-proclaimed-post-OP fever.
[editz @ 4.41pm]
I found this cool video featuring Lee Minho and Sandara Park. (Y)
TAEYANG! ^_^
Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 1:57 PM
He's quite a cool guy. (Anyw, I love that hoodie of his.)I almost forgot how to embed a video from youtube, that's how ancient I've become after PW. Oh, and that's Wedding Dress by Taeyang. Nice song. Have been browsing through allkpop and reading all those stuff about korean singers and artists. Also checked up wiki on several korean bands. I didnt know someone was kicked out of the big bang. One other guy (Jae Beom) being forced out of 2PM too. I'm currently hooked on several songs by 2NE1 and 2PM.
(Y)
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Sometimes you just seem like a liar and a phony, and maybe I'm tired. Tired of trying to reach out to you, to break under the facade, to unveil your true self. For who I think you really are. Don't you ever tire of the pretentious glamour and the pseudo popularity and of passing your days in a daze of superficiality? Don't you ever want to be real and human and more than just that fragile thin front you put up around everyone else? Don't you ever wish you could leave the game? You don't belong with them. And I'm giving up on you because .. I don't need this.
And if you're reading this, I hope you're happy where you are (:
:D
Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 8:48 PM
A day with my girls really cheers me up. (i sound so les >.<)
went ion cos auntie wanted to get her long sleeves top.
ate at burger kings. was kinda awed by the design of the eatery. quite cool.
chatted. LAUGHED. and i really laughed like there's no tomorrow. (cos of eyf, haha)
i din know they were so crazy over the mac monopoly game.
oh, my brother's really crazyyy over that stupid thing too. he's collecting the stickers from basically everyone in the house. LOL. I saw his collection and found out he's got quite a bit LEFT only. HAHA. everyone's obsessed with that.
went out with sis on sat to shop for her work attire and stuff.
it was kinda lame cos we train-ed from bl to chinatown and train-ed back after eating some random hokkien mee over there. POINT: WE BOUGHT NOTHING THERE. ZZZ. -.-
got everything at jp luh, totally wasted half my day on travelling.
she spent a bomb at g2000 but my mum din say anything. what the shit. blehhh.
checked my holiday schedule and found like half my holidays, or maybe three quarters, is blank.
gotta find another internship if that one i approached isnt gonna reply me.
or maybe get involved in some cip or whatever. something that makes my portfolio prettier. LOL.
anybody wanna ask me out? hehe (:
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO ANNUAL CAMP! :P
Blank.
Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 11:13 AM
It's funny how you can grow away from your friends, when just a few years ago they were the most important people in your life.
5.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
i was at a loss of what to do.
saw all these coming but still, never expected myself to react in a lousy way.
i'll never ever believe in birthday wishes again.
for those who cried or are feeling down, cheer up.
(i can't believe i suck at all these shit)
i feel my heart just sank a million kilometres deep.
what's gonna happen after this?
what ELSE is gonna happen?
blame it on my selfishness, i really regret it utterly now.
i'm gonna miss felicia and darryl so much. (and darryl, pls dont transfer school!)
tim springs and kahkeng also.
really really hope they'll recover from all the sadness soon and all the best for their future endeavours.
and hope that they wont ever give up on themselves, cos no one's gonna be able to help them this time.
ughhhh, i hate myself so much! ):
down.
Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 5:14 PM
I really hate that kind of atmosphere surrounding my class now.
many who did badly for their promos are having the mindset that they'll get retained.
so many ppl are feeling so down and so many teachers are asking who's gonna get retained in my class.
do birthday wishes come true?
i've celebrated my birthday three times this year with different groups of friends and each time they asked me to make a wish, my wish was ' I want my whole class to get promoted together.'
three times.
a wish that seems so simple is actually that hard to be realised.
i can never imagine what it'll be like next year when u walk past someone who ORIGINALLY was from your class but now he's not.
i never wanted anyone from sb7 to turn from my friends to mere acquaintances.
much less anyone to drop out of school.
my class size is small enough, it should not get any smaller.
i regret not taking that extra mile to help my friends when they're lagging behind in studies.
'knowing what you should do but not do it is a sin.'
that's really hard to achieve isn't it.
the human potential is limited; there's endless things you should do but cant do it.
perhaps i should start thinking if it'll be better for them to rebuild their foundation again and not be selfish just because i want my class to stay as it is.
:/
BBBCE :D/D:
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
yes, that's my raw grades.
damn disappointed with my math and i somehow noted one particular question which seems to be marked wrongly, which means more marks.
but we were only allowed to tally the scores ytd. BOOOS ):
my GP grade was a surprise manxz. B! :DD i even got higher than rinaa how can that be!
as expected, chem was not a fail (luckily), but an E. (which is equivalent to fail in my dictionary)
well well, it's a good thing my classmates doesnt know abt this lil blog that i have, else they'll smack me real hard.
really clueless as to how to console/motivate/cheer up those ppl around me who are brooding over their results cos i feel so happy that they might think i'm gloating at them.
BUT I'M NOT.
and so my reaction is just to SHUT MY MOUTH UP AND SMILE.
how smart right.
:D
today was a phaillll T.T
lee minho didnt appear at plaza sing at all.
felicia and i waited for like four hours.
what the shit.
but we din squeeze much, unlike those crazy-over-him girls who STOOD outside the shop for god-knows-how-many hours.
several came out crying, others perspiring like it just rained.
it was a funny sight.
oh yes, and how ppl ran to lvl 1 open space to grab the free gift and fell. zzz.
haiz, i'm not fated to meet him in real life after all.
just hope for the one last time that i'll meet him on the streets (highly impossible) tmr when he goes shopping or sth casually since it's his free day! i doubt he'd choose to stone at the hotel for the whole day.
so, YAY!
tmr's gonna be meetup with bffs and girlfriends and boyfriends and animals and GOOD FOOD.
hehehe :D
i cant wait any minute longer for all these..
but it seems that it's still undecided where we're going.
i've alr got my backup plan in case that one's cancelled anyway. (i've learnt my lesson)
SHOPPING WITH MUMMY AND SIS! :D (without having to pay, muahaha.)
when's halloween anyway?
and anyone interested to buy fun o rama tickets? rinaa's sold her share! ):
help meeeeeeee!
An awkward dance.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 9:23 PM
The art of losing myself;
@ 2:54 PM
I CAN'T STAND THE FEELING OF BOREDOM ANY MINUTE LONGER! (TwT)
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M BORED.
I'M SICK OF BLOGSHOPPING.
I'M SICK OF WATCHING DRAMAS.
I'M SICK OF FACEBOOK GAMES.
I'M SICK OF STARING AT MY SIS.
I'M SICK OF THE ROUTINE PROCESS OF EAT PLAY AND SLEEP!
I'M SICK OF THINKING HOW BADLY I'M IN NEED OF A LIFE.
I'M SICK OF EVEN BLOGGING.
THE RAIN IS STOPPING ME FROM GOING OUT.
THE RAIN IS MAKING ME FEEL SO HELPLESS.
THE RAIN IS MAKING ME FEEL FRUSTRATED.
THE RAIN IS GETTING ON MY NERVES!
I WANT TO HIT THE TOWN THIS MINUTE!
@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@ ARGHHH. :@
I'M SO GOING TO SCHOOL TMR AND GET A LIFE AFTER THAT.
It's still a sigh.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 8:14 PM
I felt really helpless when the decision was flipped.
But i hope that will be the best decision made at that point of time.
Mum got me an Mplayer which is really cuteeee! :D
(although i'm not really in need of an mp3, haha)
It has 1gb memory and functions like an ipod shuffle.
Here's what it looks like:
I got the aqua one, that one beside the brown one. haha.
But my sis complains that it is sadistic having to turn mickey's ears to change the songs or volume.
I still love it cos it's bought by my mum :D
Had the thought of ponning school on thurs and fri since its some boring games day and it'll probably be just another fiasco like last year's, from what i heard.
And i somewhat dread facing pw stuff again :o
But i kinda miss going to school since staying at home is really boring me to death.
I'll see how it goes.
Confirm fail :'(
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 1:27 PM
exams are over.
but there's none to cheer about, only plenty to whine and be upset.
especially my last paper and supposedly most confident subject: chemistry.
perhaps it wasn't the paper that's tough, blame it on my stupidity.
U. i'd never want to see this on my result slip.
but it's too late and it has found its way to stain my report card.
failure really tastes horrible.
D:
Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 11:39 AM
super stressed.
the past week hasn't been good at all.
but i guess i'm not in the position to say this since the countless disaster victims out there are suffering million times more than me.
i hate hanging out with them.
i miss my friends.
D:
I WILL PASS MY PROMOS!
Memories that I hold dear to.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 12:25 PM
heh, thought of writing about some past memories, top rated ones.
lol.
will be changing url just too soon, someone's(maybe more than one) stalking.
1) Kindergarten year Two!
This is really stupid, pls dun laugh. If you rmb, kindergarten exam papers always have a section that requires you to draw a line and match the animal to the food that it consumes. To think that I could still remember the options, lol! There were food like grass, fish, bone and animals such as cow, cat, dog. Common logical sense would have told you that the cow eats grass and the cat eats fish, but guess what, I MATCHED IT THE OTHER WAY ROUND! :D My whole family laughed like crazyyy people thanks to those questions.
perhaps there wasn't a term called common sense in my dictionary then. But hey, I still managed to get a fourth in class/level okay!
2) My Very First Best Friend - Jiening
As the cliché stories always goes, X has a best friend Y and they always do ABC and DEF together. Got to know her since kindergarten also, her mum and my mum were great buddies back then too. It was real sweet, we would call each other everyday and chat from homework to random stuff. We went to the same primary school, but when after we completed primary two, she transferred school and we lost contact. I remembered having a quarrel with her few weeks just before school ended in primary two, and haven't got the chance to reconcile with her.
Met her some time ago at the interchange, she's changed much and she couldn't recognize me anymore. ):
3) Sec Two NPCC Annual Camp
Let's advance forward a lil faster and talk about happy events. Sec 2 annual camp has definitely hold a significant part of my memory in npcc. It was the last camp attended as a cadet (provided you do not count the nco camp), and also one of the best camps I've attended. Deathnote was my group's name, and you should remember that cos my group clinched the best group that year! (:
Before or maybe halfway through the orienteering briefing by An Li, Sir Cheehoe suddenly shouted the question "Campers, campers who's the best?" and guess what, it was very embarrassing for me cos I realised that I was the only one who shouted back "Group 3, Group 3 is the best!"
And we got the Best group, hahaha.
On the last day of the camp before we break camp, there was a period of time where we sat outside the np room waiting for the Ncos/CIs to decide on the awards and all. The whole campers lot got high and started cheering. Don't remember who led the cheers? It was Nicholas, Kelvin (Teo) and me! haha, we were sitting side by side in a row and I remember Kelvin saying, "eh, we start cheering leh", or something similar to that. Then the three of us, led the npcc posture song.
The coincident part was that, the next year, the three of us rose to become the three leaders in the squad. LOL.
4) Annual Camp 2007
The disaster camp you can count as, but definitely a worthy one to be left in my memory for so long. The first major camp organised by my own squad. Includes stuff like:
- Advance party till after 7pm on the day before the actual camp.
- Debrief till 2 plus in the morning, including idk how many rounds in the parade square cos we were half dozing off.
- The whole squad sharing ONE classroom, guys and girls.
- Burning a hole in one of the lockers due to our wonderful nightwalk which in the end costs more than 200$ for compensation.
- Failed attempt at cooking green bean soup by the magnificent me.
- Rigorous FDC trainings in between.
- Oh yes, .22 shooting competition on the first day.
Awesome :D
5) CIBTC D08
Very proud of myself to be able to spam all the instructors' names on the fourth night of RC1 in front of everyone else. One wrong though. I'm pretty much amazed at how a group of strangers can turn into great buddies and comrades after nine torturous days, hah.
The ATC was a thorn in my flesh though, felt like it was just draining my energy and little gained. Maybe not that bad, but the vision and motion thing, i was just going through motion without a vision, in other words, i was dreaming.
Alrighty, goodbye to this blog now.
This blog shall be left stagnant from this moment onwards, but not deleted.
School reopen :O
Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 8:19 PM
whee!
haven't been blogging for a long time. i mean a proper post. haha.
how was terms?
KILLER. i think i'm having problems even passing all the subjects.
i think sa1 has gotten their results in advance alr cos their tutors emailed their parents.
if they're not even doing well for chemistry, i think i fail alr :x
not that i'm pessimistic okay.
forget it, we'll see once i get my results tmr (:s)
speaking of michael jackson, really sad about his departure.
cant forget his classic moonwalk and touch.
great pop legend of the '80s.
i'm sort of grounded at home even though exams are over.
mum doesnt allow me to go out cos she's worried that i may accidentally catch the virus when i chill out in town ):
and so i have no life these few days but to stare at the laptop and chiong restaurant city in facebook.
(i think jerald's competing with me. LOL)
haha, hope he doesnt see this.
i want a bigger restaurant! the gourmet street's number one player's restaurant is like damn cool luhz, rings the image of a theme park. haha.
btw, i've found nice songs with reference to some of my friends blogs and some random searches.
one of which is from joyce's blog (hehe, must give credit.), calendar girl by stars.
slow song, but meaningful lyrics plus soothing tune, worth a listen! haha.
other songs are korean songs so i cant find the lyrics. lol.
Calendar Girl - Stars
If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive
oh yeah, federer won the wimbledon championships (again)!
sixth time alr i think.
'the old ginger is still the hottest!' (please translate to chinese on your own, yay.)
heard it was a tough match with roddick(?).
oh yeah, i spent some time figuring out some blog codes and explored the livejournal.
forgotten that i alr have a livejournal account last time so i created yet another account.
i kinda like the lj cut thingy. dunno how to do it on blogger though.
i dunno how to change xanga skins! lol.
i'm really feeling bad about tmr, esp the getting back results part.
i knew i din do well. but i hope it's not to the extend that i will fail.
oh my, at least let me pass!
oh yeah, there'll be another monday this week on thurs to make up for the lessons lost.
boohoo, timetable has changed and monday is my longest day! released only at 4.30, oh god.
cant wait to meet the new tutors, so curious who's the chem tutor cos i've met the gp one alr.
she looks ferocious. rofl.
pe tmr. but it's school at 8am, woots!
oh yes, before i forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN LEE CHAOCHAO! :D
also, happy birthday in advance to KIMBUM! (:
alrighty, i shall end my post here.
oreos suddenly appeal to me lately! i'm getting fat :o