Beats

Whenever that comes, close your eyes
Whenever it lunges it into your heart, slowly pull it out and act as if nothing happened
Whenever you have the urge to talk about it, swallow and life moves on

Don't turn back and grief
Don't hate or be vengeful
Don't see nor will you comment

Let it go like how blood oozes out from your heart
Let it make you crazy for a while at a height which shakens your courage
Tear the very fine flesh like how paper is torn by two stubby fingers
Turn and walk away when it comes, take it off your chest
If you are to see it happening, turn around and pretend that nothing has happened

Baby you cant understand, how much these can stop me from breathing
Baby, baby tell me what do you want now? my heart my brain you've gotten them all
you know, every night my heart race like a black horse over this crazy issue
Can you hear and feel the beat of my heart?

JunShen ^_^

Come back

Hey guys, yeah i am back from a long break from the computer. Actually not really from the computer. Just had a lot of things which clogged up the stuffs i wanted to blog about.

Well first things first. Holidays aren't any breaks for me anyway. As compared to my life in secondary one and two, this is the busiest. To think of the past, i have been sheltered by my seniors while they guided me under their wings closely. That's the most memorable times i had with my seniors. The mini gatherings, our little gossips, hanging out together to kill time and your guidance which will never be forgotten.

It's almost my turn to be stepping down soon, another batch of new faces of councillors to appear in the community while we fade away.

On the brighter side, it has been a great journey despite many difficulties i have met up with. "When one door closes, the other opens. "

Well Christmas is coming soon, i have a feeling that i wont blog unless something new or big happens. So i am going to wish all readers A Merry Christmas. I already have my greatest present this year and i will never let go of it. ;) thank you sugar

Jun Shen

Human kind

Today, i saw the meaning and understood the nature of humans
An invincible connection between close bonds of human kind
The bond which links to each heart, chained to be together
The tears of laughter and agony
The pain of a torn heart, the excitement of a roller coaster
The soul which cries for one another and not itself
The heart which tears itself when scratched and lost trying not to implicated the connected ones
A thought that kills it's inner will, hurts the connected hearts
The ingenious acts and perceptions that disconnects every chain of help
The flowing river that carries and heavy boulder that floods the village around it
A storm almost seeming inevitable, but together through thick and thin, nothing is impossible

Stay strong


JunShen

life

In life, there will be a ladder to success

In the process of success; climbing the ladder to greater heights, there will be no stops to it

Its either you release, remain or, you continue climbing till you reach your goal

Some says that the higher you climb the harder you fall

But to me, the higher you climb, the easier you fall with any form of distractions to your mind

In life, there will be tons of distractions in your journey to your goals and of couse never to give in to them

For many or fell back where to they have started or who have completely given up, too bad for them, it's their pesimistic mindset which leads them the state they are in now

I want to end off this post by saying "no distractions are stronger than the will in your heart and mind. Live in conviction and you will get what you want. Continue climbing no matter how far or high it is. Make the journey as enjoyable as ever and there is a reason why people around us are called 'friends', 'buddys', 'besties', 'partners' and as the list goes on."

"Never give up!" ;)

Jun Shen

Tick-Tock

There was once my seniors told me, to live in conviction and take any chance which reveals themselves. If i did not grasp the chance, wait for it if you had attempted. And I will no matter how long. Since i have waited for months, why not continue? 'Never give up' and 'live in conviction' are my quotes for today. Believe in what you do and what you strongly think is right. Never give up, as long as there is a faint beam of light, there will be chances. I await your reply ;)




-Junshen

Wavey yo

Hello! Time for the love poem as i said in the earlier post. Right mood i think


"My eyes are set you on wherever you go

I always feel myself gravitating towards you whenever i am beside you

My heart beats to the pace of your footsteps

I can sense your presence even in the dark

Your aroma never fails to stimulate my feelings for you

My mouth always feel heavy when i speak to you

My eyes never fail to mesmerize your beautiful eyes you have

I wish you never existed

I wish you never had stolen my heart

I wish you can hear me, I wish you can be with me right now this moment

Your soft silky hair, your head on my shoulders

A little warmth when it gets colder

I may not know the things that you are going through

But you can put your heads on my shoulders

Wait till the morning opens the new chapter of today

I am waiting for you to say the few words which is known globally

My heart shall await your few words as i carry on"


Hmm.. cant really think much after using the computer for 10 hours

This may sound desperate but oh well


Jun Shen ;)

Some poem

A poem to write, a message to unveil

A friend to treasure, a partner to love

A day to remember, a moment to mesmerize

A complication to figure, a comrade to assist

A rose to admire, a thorn to hurt

A title to be named, a position to uphold

A person to care, a feeling to grow for

A pencil to sharpen, a new skill to learn

A relationship to suffer, an experience to note

A wing to fly, a wave to follow



Haha, thats all i can think of for now. Perhaps a love poem the next time round =)


Jun Shen

Quick reflection on council

Student Council rock on

Hey guys, i want to thank you for coming to my blog. I will try to update as much as i can of course. Yes, firstly i want to congratulate the secondary 2 excos, welcome onboard. Yeah of course new ones come and the current ones go. But fret not, contacts are always reliable.

Well basically, council taught me how to be 'mature' and act responsibly in life. I am grateful of that. But, my seniors had taught me way more. My life actually changed throughout their guidance intensive care! The experience is priceless. The skills, the care, the emotions and even friendship are genuinely unaccounted for. Well, i personally am going to miss my Buddy and the upper sec councillors and of course the exco team who have taught me so much.

Well, looking on the brighter side, i have a new buddy! Yeah shall mention a name here, Vanessa. Hope you dont mind though.

Alright then shall end off with a few words

"Friendship is virtue, Money are just plain printed papers"


Junshen

Seniors, love you guys

Just want to let you guys know that whatever you done for us and sacrificed your time with us has already made an impact in our lives

This image shall be a gift from me to you seniors
Love you guys

Junshen

Mass of my heart

Whatever you take, you lose

Whenever you gain new allies, you gain new enemies

Sometimes when you travel so far with your comrades in a journey, some may turn their backs on you and your route may seem so dark that you dont even know where you are heading

But there are some who backs you all the time, wherever,whatever and whenever you need support be it big or small. They are always there for you

Our lives are just like the trees

No tree can grow near each other

If they do, either one dies as one gains and the other doesnt at all

Sometimes i thought of this

If trees can kill each other over the greed, what can human do?

A heart being smashed with a solid diamond

A simple mind growing into a complicated mind living in a state of rubber band being steched to its limits

A feeling which is poured to its brim with continuous flooding

Everything may seem so bright but it is very dark in deed in the beneath of the thin layer of truth



shen

Have a goal and soar

Time is virtue, with games, here comes examination within days

Just an informal way to start a new post to my rusty blog.

Yes hello guys, a very crucial period has come.
To be honest, i have not done any revision. How am i going to scrap through the papers? I can personally tell you i am worried. But too late for myself. Tomorrow is already my first paper, English language. Next week is already my worst subject, Chinese oral. Yes i know, having to say this i should not be worried at all because i deserve it. A lot of mini competitions after we get back our results and i have a negative feeling about my small paper which i am going to receive after my examinations.

So, why didn't i study? That's a good question. What was i doing at home when i was free?

Right now guys. I am or was a computer addict. I am a perfect example of a computer addict,
being so intoxicated into computer gaming that i neglected my studies and moved ahead to virtual life, a world of my own.

Well, i came into conclusion last night.
Recently, i had visited the Simei ITE and i thought that it i didn't really like it personally. No hard feelings but my goal was set to Polytechnic. And then, i thought again, have i studied hard enough? Weird questions started bombarding me as i stared hard into the dark blank space with the cars headlights knocking on my window.

My heart felt uneasy as teachers, parents and related ones started picturing in my head. "Hey, my son is in this school.. his grades are wonderful, how about you?", "Ah, your son what stream again ah?", "My daughter scored all A's for her subjects! i am very proud of her! So how many A's your son scored!?", "Son, i see that hope in you amongst your brothers. Do not let me down and show your brothers that you can do better."

All these kept tearing every muscle in my heart.

I just want to end with a cookie for my blog.

"We have only one life, one chance to make it right. We have many paths, each leading to ones respective goals, be it good or bad. Do we give up and turn to the other viable routes or do we continue the path we chose. Before we turn on our backs, just one simple question, have we ever thought what consequences, setbacks and obstacles we will meet? Have you ever done that?"

Have you done enough?

Boys and girls
by observing your blogs and your faint cries in your heart
grieving over your result slip

One simple question
Have you done enough to qualify to even grief over your results?

Well, honestly speaking no for myself too
Many of us thinks that CAs' nothing, not a big shot at all
Then why get sad over it?

People getting over at least 65% had studied hard enough to achieve that kind of percentage
Is there a use to blog about how sad you are over your results?

Is it going to change the results by venting your anger or even crying?

Get over it

Work for it

And achieve it

A teach once told me

"Face the fact that you are lousy, have the fighting spirit to prove yourself wrong and improve"

This phrase have been haunting me ever since that day I was told

Excuses like "oh I really dont know how to do"

If you really dont know how to do, there are a few possibilities to your answer

One : you are 'special'
Two: you are lazy
Three: you do not bother

So guys, dont grief, start working

Its not too late

JunShen

Force me to the line

Just to release some anger beneath my heart.

I seriously cannot take it longer
You push me to the edge
You push me down
I WILL BRING YOU DOWN TOO

Mark my words
I WILL

There is a line to every border

There is a limit even to temperatures

For your knowledge
There is a limit to tolerance and it is minimal

Taunt me further
I WILL GIVE IT TO YOU

An end approaches

If an end approaches, what will you do to make it worth it?
If you know how much time you left, how will you make full use of it?

Drink? Play all you can? Leisure times with your personal stuffs? Hang out with friends? Eat your favourite food? Write letters to friends? Spending time with families? etc.

A scenario given, if you are down with a terminal diesease and only given 2weeks of time left before you move on to the nether world, what will you do with the 336 hours of your life? Will you confess the person you really like or remain silent to the end?

It really makes me wonder, if a person is left with 336 hours, will he or she confess to his or her admirer.

Guys and girls, please post your comments if you do have thanks =)



Junshen

Just a few tips i learned

Hey guys, these are a few pointers and tips which will help you.

Actual experiences I had and seminars i attended.

"When you teach your son, you teach your son's son"

"When your friend stopped telling you his or her problems for a period of unusual time, it means that he/she has lost trust in you"

"When you have confidence, you see the light to success"

"Failure leads to succession, without failure it means you do not have experience"

Thats about it as far i can remember at this time.
goodluck.

Signing off

Junshen

Lies

Tell me why people lie. Is it for the sake of lying or is it out of a positive act?

For what I have had observed, many people lie for the sake of their selfish-selves. They are firstly self-centred and have no true friendship amongst their friends.

But sometimes lying for the sake of saving your friends depending on the situation is actually a good deed for an example saving the friendship of your two friends who actually ranted about each other and wanted to know about the situation but chose to censor their remarks about each other. Therefore they became friends again. In this kind of situation, you are the hands of their friendship. You can choose to end their friendship or choose to be a good person not to reveal each other's rant and remarks.

But some saddistic people who choose to see their friends break apart and start a war and misunderstanding between both parties. These pathetic people are just such annoying pest and wasting the earth space and oxygen. What i normally call them, ' useless buggers'.

Well, you can choose to be the good or the bad person.
Well of course the good obviously advices friends positively and the other, breaks their friendship like.. adding bullets into the loaded gun.

So right guys, I shall be clear from this point. I do not want any misunderstanding between the people who i adviced. I live with phrase, 'I do what i can, I do what i am supposed to do, I be what i am suppose to be."

Thanks for reading guys. Happy new year.


Junshen

Yearn to earn

Many people sacrificed their own precious time to earn their own desired thoughts, be it studies, career or even relationships.

While there is another party which doesn't even care about earning, therefore fail in future and hope for miracles to happen every moments of their pathetic lives.

One thing people, 'work for reward and reward for work' from one of the principles of governance of Singapore. Apply it and get rewarded, same things goes to your desires if you work hard though not all things may turn out to be expected.

As for me, of course i do have desires just that posting here isn't that convinient though

Goodluck people and have a fruitful year.




Junshen

Leaders with different 'masks'

Well dear readers, if you happen to be a student leader or not it doesn't matters.
Don't find this offensive as this is what I want to express.

This is what I was told by my president of council and it is up to you to decide whether you are one which wears a fake 'mask' or mask which you show it to everyone.

"Every leaders comes with a unique character and skill. Leaders not being elected for a higher post doesn't means that they have better leadership skills than us. Some may just pretend not to know anything and yet, know more than us. Just like our batch. We have people who naturally has the skills and some, acquired it along the 'journey'. Every leader elected have a purpose, which is to serve with dignity and to be committed to the leadership group."

What he said about leaders with a 'purpose' to serve with dignity and to be committed is one thing which i agree to it. You see, if a leader leads without pride and demoralises his or her peers, this leader isn't a good one. This 'leader', we call it 'a leader with a fake mask'. They do nothing but show off their position and use it as an excuse of being inferior than others.

There is another type these kinds. Some are rather desperate and used crafty ways to get elected to a higher post. Example gaining favours from peers in the group, acting like an angel of everyone or gaining attention from everyone. I am not pin pointing at anyone, this is just a thought from me as I said.

But other humble leaders choose not to think of positions and enjoy what they have and treasure all memories. They lead with pride without boasting and finish up the job without a single complain. They did it willingly without any motive, no nothing. Just fun and job in their heads.

So guys, leaders with integrity and pride along with hard work and perseverance.




Be a leader who leads
Be the one to make a difference
You are unique, Show it

'Live up to it'



Junshen

Find fault!

Yeah man I love this thing. Fake rains and darkened clouds =)




Junshen