Confused as Always.

I'm inspired to write a post this evening thinking about why relationship has been this hard. There is always a reason to an argument. A starting point to an ending point. Why do we even argue? Is it because one if the other side couldn't lose?

Why must it be someone who win and the other lose. Why can't it be equallty solved?

-Why can't human compromise? You don't need to make promises. Just ask what's wrong?

-Why are you mad? Because i make no time? Okay I will improvise.

-Did I not let you choose the movie you wanted to? Okay let's choose what you want this round, next round be mine.

-I don't want to do this plan. But let's do this or this :)

Why relationship have to be this hard when it suppose to be simple? God save us all. RIP Modern Love.

Signing off. xx

2022 Random photo dump

Oh no, I think i just missed the chance to draft a 22.02.22 post hahaha but it's okeiii. Hi friends, or nobody. To those who are still reading my blog must be some OG epic ppl. I was just reading my old stuff and i really like those old travel blog post. Who am i kidding? It's nice to browse on some good old times innit? Let me think what i can recap so far for these two months in 2022: 

1.Bestie Ian is here in Singapore. Also yeah, my third year in SG! 💥

2. Won a stay cay at Llyod's Inn. Always wanted to come here with a boyfie, since i got none, bestie then :D

3. My fave geli couple finally get married!! 💘

4. Did Volunteer for Singapore Art Week 22 :)

5. I started doing reformer pilates and i love it so so much! This is like my current fave hobby.

6. Spend my third CNY in Singapore. I gotten Omnicron on January and ended just nice on CNY Day 1. lol

7. Shout out to this gal who meet me right away when I'm negative!

8. Second stay cay this year! It was at Pan Pacific with mom. Not bad though. I'm a city view kinda girl. Love it when all the lights are up and it's quiet late at night.

9. Spin class with my one and only ride or die WZ.

10. Last one:

I'll be starting my new job in less than a week. I'm pretty pumped. Tbh, I'm more grateful for my friends & family who support and trust that I can make it. I was feeling so upset and down previously. Doubting what or whichever I am doing. Blessed to have positive peoples in life. Have my advice, stay clear of toxic people. Sometimes the heart take a longer time than the brain to proceed your every actions.. but don't ever settle for less. 

Fight for what you want, even if things doesn't workout, at least you know.. 

You tried :) There's nothing else to lose but yourself. 

I wish you all the best and I'll be right back again. xx

2021 still the covid year but Hey i'm ok!

Hey there. Hello to you if you are still reading my old blog. Sometime I don't even remember myself who use to be a blogger. How long has it been since I'm here.. maybe a year ago? See how this covid has been 1 year close to 2? I hope whoever reading this is still safe and sound. I was looking for my old dog photo till i stumble across all my old memories and recall all the happy and sad moments. Also how much i have changed. For good i hope. At least i'm typing on my better laptop now haha. Still remember when i started blogging i was just this 18 years old girl. Now i'm 28, closer to my 30th. Am i excited? To be honest I wish time could slow down. there is so much i want to catch up. I'm too slow in life. There is so much more I wanted to do. But I'm blessed so far. Still doing okay. Still anti social, maintaning social distance, yet still smiling. To assure you all, here is one of the most recent photo of me attending one of my good friend wedding.

Shall i retired this blog and close for good? Maybe I will just leave it here, so one day i can revisit again for all the happy memories you all once gave me. Thank you :) xx

24/7

If you're still reading my blog, i applause to you and those who actually try to

read my lousy blog post. Maybe it only go through one or two post from you,

but thanks anyway for taking ur time to waste on me.

Anyway, emo nemo me decided to write up a hopeless romantic blogpost

right now instead on focusing what is happening right now.

Tbh, these days i'm quite depressed. But I'm fine. Don't worry.

Still eat well, still walk, still alive. I watched the recent film Peninsular

and I feel like I low key relatable to the leftover zombies in the movie.

There is so many things on my head now that I couldn't describe it,

also part of me feel like a walking dead. But anyway not the point here.

I come across smtg cute today.

If you would ever want to confess to your crush..

Choose today because your love will forever be 24/7.

If forever exist.

Get it?? :)

xx.

Life in Singapore Phase 2

Hi life update Phase 2. This is literally half freedom after 3 months of staying in.

Then right now it's all about the daily mask. Made this GIF so everyone can

actually relate to me.