Alright, I've decided to shift! This is the last day of the year and the last post in Blogger. Anyway, wordpress allow me to "carry" all my post over so I did carry them with me. Haha. Click on the "MOVED!" below to relink/link. Thanks.

MOVED!

Alright, I shall start blogging now in case I do not have any time to blog. What I meant here was I'll be away on the 20 and back on the 30. So I won't be blogging during that period of time. Don't miss me people. Hahaha.

14 December 2007, Friday

I really can't remember what I did on friday. Argh! Did I just stay at home the whole day? Oh yah, now I remember, I did stay at home the whole day to slack and then did a little bit of household chores. Haha. I'm so tired after that. I was playing game too. LOL! It's such a rare opportunity that I'm doing that. Haha. Anyway, since the CTs are over, so why not? Have a break, have a kitkat! Haha.

15 December 2007, Saturday

Went to work at around 10:30 and then it was alright. Everything went on quite well. There is really nothing to blog about during work. Haha. It's always the same old things that are happening. Anyway, left at 6 and headed to PS to meet the rest of them cause service starts at 7:30. Reach there just in time and then it's really a special service. It make me don't feel like missing the christmas service. Never mind. It's already decided so there is nothing I can do now. Anyway, service was great! It's just awesome! Haha. (: Went home quite late though cause everything ended around 9 plus 10 and then with the usual "where to go" decision, we delayed till like 10 plus and by the time I reach home, it's already 11 something. Haha.

16 December 2007, Sunday

Did nothing much on Sunday. Helped dadddy with his invoice thing and then went granny's place and continue after we came back from granny's place. I just didn't know what to say to you and I know you felt hurt but please think before you speak. It's not about the randomnise is just that if you don't know how to speak better keep quiet. I know she's kind of angry with me but I know things are fine now. (: Didn't get to watch stars award and didn't record it too. ): Never mind I think there is a re-telecast soon. Haha.

17 December 2007, Monday

Went to work with sis at 9:30 and then I left at 6 and headed to Serangoon to Miss Loi's place. Ah! It's damn fun! Haha. BBQ-ing and the catching up is really fun! Haha. Had some games and whoever wins the person on the left had to eat the food. Haha. It's quite fun and then we left quite late too. Reached home around 11 plus and mummy is helping me with the packing of luggage. Haha. (: I'm kind of done just a little bit more to go. Lol! That's about it.

Today

I work up not long ago and I'll be heading back to sgs for awhile. Haha. Alright, will update again when I'm backed. LOL! Alright, I'm back from sgs. Haha. Headed to lunch with Kath at compass and then we decided to get Mr yap christmas present so we decided on chocolate! Haha. We hand-made a card for him and wrap the present by ourselves. We did everything in the school canteen and suddenly he came walking towards us so we just kept everything. It wasn't cleared so he came to us and said, "i smell rats." and we just started laughing. I guess he already knew it. Haha. Anyway, return the A.math book to him and it's like finally! Haha. Get him to help me with the survey and then everyone had the same reaction when they saw it's a topic on RETIREMENT! Haha. Went 107 for dinner and then back to school for campfire. It's really an enjoyable night. Reminiscing the past when I'm in sgs, lots of thoughts just run through my mind. Anyway, Jeston called me the "Darlie spokeperson". Lol! All the alumni had so much fun during the campfire and after the campfire ended, we went to the staff room to look for Mr yap and Mr wee and I get Mr wee to do the survey as well. Lol! The 3 of us share a cab back. We alight at Monfort and Kath took all the way home. I'll send you all the photos when I get back from China bah! Haha. I'm dead tired now.

“Praise be to the Lord,
the God of Israel,
because he has come and has redeemed his people.
He has raised up a horn of salvation for us in the house of his servant David
(as he said through his holy prophets of long ago),”
Luke 1:68-70

- I enjoyed myself today!

Didn't blog yesterday cause I didn't felt like it and I was actually studying for OOP the whole day. Not really whole day but with breaks and watching tv too. I'm going insane if I were to study the WHOLE day. LOL! Anyway, there is nothing much to update about yesterday. Today, headed to school around 12 and met Wei Ting at the library and then went for "lunch". After lunch, it was already 1 so made our way to the convention center for our paper. It ended at 3 and went home after that. I shall not elaborate on how the paper was. I just hope to pass. This semester is really much difficult as compare to last semester. Ah! The sight of you really make me very pissed off. If you think I'm very cold towards you, I just couldn't forget what you said the other time which hurt me a lot. It's hard for me to forgive you and if you find me weird, just think of what had you done to me. I'm not going to tell you why but perhaps, think through. If you know you're that kind that are straight forward, next time, just shut up and nothing will happen. Anyway, I still can't get over it even after so long. It really hurt me a lot. I simply can't forgive you. Alright, I shall now, continue with the survey. Sometimes I just wonder if I didn't get it started, will it be done? If you all think that you all have no responsible in doing it, then just tell the lecturer and don't go for her lesson. It really pissed me off everytime I'm doing it alone. All the positive thoughts in me had just vanished into thin air. Grr!

“When he had called together all the people's chief priests and teachers of the law,

he asked them where the Christ was to be born.

"In Bethlehem in Judea," they replied,

"for this is what the prophet has written: "

'But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah,

are by no means least among the rulers of Judah;

for out of you will come a ruler who will be the shepherd of my people Israel.”

Matthew 2:4-6

- finally it's over! 2 weeks break is here! (:

I’m pretty stressed from the common test and I really think that common test is a piece of S-H-I-T. Argh! It’s OOP paper tomorrow and my phone is dead so I couldn’t ask Mr Andy to send the answer to me through my email. I doubt anyone will do the 2005 paper. I did it out of curiosity and now, I’m do know how to write a class definition. Yay! Achievement! Anyway, I’m always hoping for miracles to happen in my life. I really pray that tomorrow paper is going to be a breeze and I will be able to do it and attempt all the questions. I really dread programming and I know I just have to do it no matter what. God may had put me in this course to let me learn to rely on him more, to have my faith grow stronger. We don’t know. All we know is that God had a good plan ahead for us. Lord, let me rely on your strength more instead of using my own strength which is nothing compare to yours. People, please I need your prayers! Alright, I’m off to doing QT. My only source of motivation. Haha. Alright, will update more here. I’m thinking of shifting from blogspot already. I need to forget all those past. However, even without those post, I can remember clearly what happened. It’s really difficult to let go and to forget. Help me, Lord! I got to get back to my books soon. I need someone to give me the solutions to the Common Test 2005 Sample paper. Argh!!!

Oh, did I mention that 2 girls came to evanx with me. I was utterly shocked and I just answered them I’m a christian too and they started chatting with me asking me questions and I was really so stressed up with the Common test and they approached me talking about this but it suddenly make me feel stress-less after they talk to me. I really don’t know why but it’s just a feeling. Anyway, still I screwed the paper. Buck up for the exams. Thank goodness, there is no OOP exams. I rather do assignments for that. Hehe.

- STRESSED!

Title: Apologise
Artiste: Timberland

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make you sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

I've been neglecting this blog for quite some day already. I just didn't have the time to blog as I'm busy study for common test. I'm feeling so tired over the common test. I'll surely be dead when the exams are here next year before the long vacation. Alright, I'll try to update as much as I can so readers, bear with it.

Friday, 7 December 2007

Went school just on time for BIS and was rushing through the group assignment as well as my AFD. I was totally perplexed so I went to ask the teacher and the answers she gave is as good as not giving. It didn't help much but still, I manage to scrape through and hand it to her before 1. UID was just revision as the common test is on Monday which I will be talking about it as you scroll and read this post. LOL! Went home after UID ended and then start studying for UID. Wasn't really stress cause I always love this module. Hehehe.

Saturday, 8 December 2007

Didn't head to work. Stayed at home to study and then left house at around 3 to meet Jose earlier. After a while, headed to service and then I felt His presence and everything was so much related to rely on His strenght and not use our own strength. His grace is enough! After service, met up with sis as she was at City Hall so met her and headed to AMK Hub for Subway. Headed home after that.

Sunday, 9 December 2007

Didn't do much. Just stayed at home to study for UID. Boo!

Monday, 10 December 2007

Was almost late for the paper. LOL! I think I'm bad. I made Weiting wait for me and both of us were almost late. So sorry! Anyway, the paper was pretty alright. It wasn't as hard as I expected and I wasted so many days just to studied something quite simple. I should had studied for NF instead. Alright, I should not say it too early just in case my results show otherwise. Which I don't think so. Paper ended quite early and then headed home. Browse through NF but everything I memorise couldn't get in my head. Argh! It's just the same as I was memorising for SS o'level last year. LOL!

Today

Headed to school pretty early and then my phone is officially spoil or rather my SIM card is officially spoil in any case, I couldn't use my phone now. Sad nuts lar. Still, I can survive without it. Haha. Just that a little heart ache (心痛) when I see my phone in such condition. Anyway, I simply screwed my NF paper today. I was crapping my way through and I didn't bring my calculator so I had to literally calculate 1024 multiply by 1024. I'm so screwed! Start revising again!! Headed home and had lunch and basically just rest for the whole day. Didn't want to start studying for OOP cause I'm very traumatised by NF paper already. However, I still have to move on. I'll start a little on OOP once I'm done with this. (: I need motivation to move on once again!

“Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign:

The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son,

and will call him Immanuel.”

Isaiah 7:14

- study! motivation!

This is going to be a quick summary of the 2 days. There isn't much for me to say on Wednesday just that after school, headed to the project room to find yiwei and the rest and then around 5 plus headed for a while of worship and then headed out for evanx. Left around 7 and then saw Jun at the bus stop. Reached home around 8, get dinner and came home. Tried doing the BIS AFD but it was to no avail. I just couldn't do it. As for today, UID and OOP was simply just doing revision and we stayed back for a while to discuss about the BIS. Alright, reached home and after dinner, I'm now chiong-ing my UID and BIS right now. There is so much for me to do but I just didn't find the time. Alright, that's about it. I'm short of time and I better get back to my books. Super streesed!!!

“I am the good shepherd;

I know my sheep and my sheep know me—

just as the Father knows me and I know the Father—

and I lay down my life for the sheep.”

John 10:14-15

- we do have a God to rely on.

Alright, I'm back to blogging again. I'll again post a few post in one entry. Heh heh. It's going to be a little boring though and I'll try to remember as much as I can. I'm feeling so depressed and stressed now that I just feel like abandon this blog.

Saturday, 1 December 2007

When to work as usual and I was kind of the earliest staff and was quite alright, everything ended quite early around 5:30. Stayed till around 6 and then headed to HarbourFront to meet mum and sis. Around 7 plus, dad came and fetch us to celebrate mum's birthday at some restaurant. Ate a bowl of sharkfin which cost around $70 a bowl. It's simple delicious and I was so full that I couldn't eat any other more things after that. LOL! It's really a great time bonding with my family. (: Went home quite late. Dead tired by the time we reached home.

Sunday, 2 December 2007

Did nothing much. Just rushed the whole essay for COMT the whole day. Mum and sis went granny's place while daddy and me stayed at home to finish our stuff but in the end, we didn't go to granny's house cause I couldn't finish the COMT essay.

Monday, 3 December 2007

Nothing much happened. Just headed to work after lesson and was dead tired. Daddy happened to be in uncle's car so uncle fetched us home. Reached home and slept quite late, waiting for people to reply my email. In the end, they didn't reply me so I printed the things. I'm super pissed talking about it. That should be all for monday.

Today

It's IS day and I reached school super early. COMT was quite alright as we managed to print the final of our essay and turnitin and the result is that we didn't plagarise. It's a good news cause finally, I can really put down one of my burden. IAC was worse then I ever thought. I was rather pissed that I'm the one doing everything! Argh! Not like I'm not giving them a chance but did they take the initiative? If you think I'm talking about you and you're not happy about it, just leave. I don't need comments from anyone. Handed in the essay to the lecturer that we reprinted and I headed to work. Workplace was quite alright. There is nothing much to say as everything is just the same. Reached home quite late and now, here I am blogging and rushing my BIS individual exercise and OOP 2006 Common Test. I'm just so dead.

I'm super pissed. I did everything and you just edit it and then you said it was terrible. Try putting yourself in my shoe and see how you feel. If you do not know what to say, then just keep quiet or perhaps, rephrase you sentence and I'm not that pissed. Anyway, I'm super upset about it just that I didn't show. If what I did was terrible, then why didn't you do it in the first place? Excuses and excuses was all that you had. I did everything and not even a word of thanks was said. Perhaps in my dreams. I just do not know how to put it but the feeling is really very bad. I'm serious. I really need to "travel light", to cast all our worries into His hands is all that I need to learn but for me it's really hard. I've been such a worrier for so many years it's really hard for me to "travel light". Really, it's difficult but I'm trying. Alright, I think this post is super long already. I shall end here now.

“[The Validity of Jesus' Testimony]

When Jesus spoke again to the people,

he said, "I am the light of the world.

Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness,

but will have the light of life.”

John 8:12

- i'm learning to let go.

Had lesson at 9:30 again and did nothing much for her lesson. I was practically reading Evan's book throughout and she didn't even teach much. She just give us some tips for our BIS Assignment. I'm super stressed now. Why must everything clashes together?! Never mind, with just a little bit of effort and God to rely on, things should be fine. Anyway, after BIS was UID, did nothing much and then just did the tutorial. Lesson ended and I accompany YJ to print his stuff and so happen that when he wanted to submit it to MrAndy's pigeon hole, he came out from his office. LOL! YJ is super funny! Haha. Anyway, I was laughing at him all the time. Headed to lunch after he is done with his form and then after that, headed for evanx with Jose in the library. Learnt quite a number of things from today's evanx. I really want to do God's work more! Did some COMT essay and went back. Met cousin Huiwen and took bus together. Reached home, get dinner and now after dinner, I'm blogging here! Lalalala~ Alright, I better get back to chiong my COMT before I'm short of time like last week.

“But the day of the Lord will come like a thief.

The heavens will disappear with a roar;

the elements will be destroyed by fire,

and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare.

Since everything will be destroyed in this way,

what kind of people ought you to be?

You ought to live holy and godly lives”

2 Peter 3:10-11

- everything will be fine! time management is all I need.

Reached school super early and had to wait outside the classroom for like super long cause the teacher was late! We didn't had proper lunch again and then it was OOP. I got to really brush up on OOP. The CAs are not helping me and in fact, it's causing my grades to drop! Buck up!! Anyway, finished the OOP practical at around 4 plus and then after that rush UID and then submit it and then went home. Reached home around 6 plus and then went to buy dinner. Did nothing much after that. I'm suppose to study but distractions are everywhere. Argh! Alright, nothing much already. I think I better go study for now. I hope that they won't blow up the whole issue. Please do not end up as enemy just because of this trival things.

“Give thanks to the LORD,

for he is good.

His love endures forever.

Give thanks to the God of heaven.

His love endures forever.”

Psalm 136: 1,26

- start studying!

I'll again squeeze 2 entries in 1 post. Like it's a usual thing for me to do. Haha. Anyway, for COMT yesterday, I was a little pissed and then after a while, the teacher gave us some comments and we have to reorganized the whole essay. Argh! It's going to be tough though. Lesson ended and I went to EE block to hand in the application form and then went back to SGS to meet the t-shirt supplier. He was late! We waited and after that, headed home. Had nap for quite some time and then headed to work to realise that there are so many staff today. Reached home almost 11 and I actually forgotten there is OOP test the next day. Anyway, had the OOP test today and disappointment is the only word I can say. I shall not dwell on it but take this as a gauge to start studying hard to aim for my GPA of 3.6. Anyway, CTs are really coming soon and I've yet to study. LimJieYing better start study now and stop procastinate before it's really too late! Anyway, did some UID during BIS lesson and in fact, did quite a number of things. Am glad that we did. (: Went for lunch and really talked to YJ alot. Thanks! Sometimes, it really need someone like you to just listen. Of course it's not just a one way thing, both of us listen to each other. After lunch was NF and it's like so crappy! I seriously had no idea what NF is all about. LOL! It's already week 7 now and I'm still so lost. This is really bad. Went home after NF as I'm feeling unwell. Alright, I better end here and continue with my last bits of UID. Hehe. If there is time, I might start doing my BIS individual exercise and COMT. I'm just so dead!

“Give thanks to the LORD,

call on his name;

make known among the nations what he has done.”

1 Chronicles 16:8

- I need a break!

I'M SUPER PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!

Anyway, lessons were as usual and NF and OOP were still fine and then after which, lessons ended and then we had have 2 hours of break and then we did a little of our UID which is partly due this week. At 5, went for the IS talk and it was so stupid. 2 hours just for 15 minutes. Argh! Super pissed off by that and the bus was so packed. Met yvonne and then had a great time talking with her. LOL! Get my passpost size photo and then get dinner and went home. Bathe and then had dinner. Started doing the COMT essay which was the reasons why I'm so pissed off right now. They are not contributing at all and I think it's impossible for me to print it out today. I think I'll ask permission from Mdm Rosita tomorrow to print it at ICT block. Apart from that my cramps is making everything worse and I just feel like sleeping but I've yet to finish this piece of writing. Nothing seems to help! I'm on the urge of fainting!!! Alright, I got to continue with that piece of writing. That's all folks!

“Therefore, since we are receiving a

kingdom that cannot be shaken,

let us be thankful,

and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe,”

Hebrews 12:28

- why is it always like this?!

Alright, I'll start blogging about Saturday. Reached work place quite early and then it's quite alright. Like quite normal. Nothing much to elaborate on. Left at 5.30 and reached Nexus quite early. Like for such a long time I've not go in for service from the door. Haha. Anyway, the rest had not reached and I met Rachelle before we went in for service. Praise and Worship was fantastic. Sermon too was marvelous! It's about enjoying life. It's really a a great service. Felt His presence once again. After service, hang out with them for a while and then headed to Orchard OG to meet mummy and sis. It's like so near Nexus. Haha. Shop around for sis prom night dress but after a while it's closing so we headed for dinner. Went MOS for dinner and we had so much to chat and as usual when the three of us is together, we'll laugh non stop. It's really nice talking about things together. Reached home around 11 plus. Used Facebook for a while and then the connection died on us so we went to bed instead. LOL! As for today, woke up around 9:30 and then fixed the connection and start updating stuff and around 11 plus then they woke up so headed opposite for brunch and then came home a while and headed to granny's place. Reached there and there is nothing much. Had dinner and then came home and here I am bloggine. LOL! Sis had finally finished her A's and she had so much time to spare and as for me Common test is coming. Boo! Sad nuts!

“And whatever you do,

whether in word or deed,

do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus,

giving thanks to God the Father through him.”

Colossians 3:17

- how to enjoy life?!

Lesson started at 9:30 today which meant I've got longer sleeping time. LOL! I think my handphone is really insane already. I think the alarm didn't ring, but I wasn't late. I still manage to wake up and reached school before 9:30. Anyway, it's BIS and it's case study again. We were always given those very hard topic and I was kind of pissed so I asked the teacher for a change but in the end, it wasn't any better. Anyway, we managed to come out with the one page report and hand it in. (: After that, was UID. I do like it but it's really tough at times as in the instructions were not very clear and stuff like that. Anyway, lesson ended at 1 and headed for lunch at Canteen 1 with YaoJie and WeiTing and met Jose at 2 after our lunch and then I told her I that I'll watch the sermon at home so I went to meet Weiting for the UID project. I think we are coming up with great ideas! Woohoo! Left at 3 and then reached home, rest and didn't do much after that.

“Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise;

give thanks to him and praise his name.

For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;

his faithfulness continues through all generations."

Psalm 100:4-5

- am I thinking too much?

As usual, I'll blog a few days entry in a post. 我就长话短说吧！

Tuesday, 20 November 2007

It's IS day and we had COMT and IAC as it's an even week this week. For COMT, we get back our essays and I think I did quite alright. I manage to get a C for it. At least I pass. I'm alright with it considering that I don't usually get this kind of grades for language. Was a little pissed and was not in the mood to do anything but still, I had to compile all the others essay to form our group essay. Grr! I hate it. After COMT, met Sylvia and had lunch at Atrium again since she was there. After my lunch, went for IAC. It's alright as we had to do a presentation. I choose children and have quite few things to elaborate. It cost 15 marks and I wonder how much I'll earn for doing the presentation. Anyway, headed to work today and saw KahYee as she thought we open at 3:30 on tuesday so she had been waiting outside so they let her in. I suddenly felt so happy that she was here and then I took her and stay upstairs. It's quite alright upstairs. Anyway, went back with Candy and it was raining heavily. We were really funny while walking as there were puddles of water everywhere and we were trying to avoid it. Reached home and was super tired.

Wednesday, 21 November 2007

Lessons were as usual boring and it ended at 4 which ended with NF CA. Thank to Shuijing, we managed to come out with a 5 page report of course with a few picture and lots of Ctrl+c, Ctrl+v from the Web. Went to the project room with qiulian to meet the rest and then after a while, went Atrium to get sandwich to eat and after a while, went for evanx. I was really scared and excited as it's my first time doing evanx so I did it with Xueping and for the first few that we approached, they rejected to listen to us and finally when we approached Nicole, she was responsive and we were both very elated! After that, we went back to Atrium and then chit chatted with Xueping and somehow, we get to know each other more. (: After that, everyone returns and then we had a round of sharing and then went to McDonalds with the guys too. It's really a great experience. It just felt as though I do not have to go school the next day. Cabbed home with Gary and Zejun and we decided to meet today to see if we can take the bus together.

Today

I overslept cause I was having this very nice dream that I do not want to face reality so I just continued sleeping till by the time I woke up, I realise that I was late already. Haha. By the time I woke up, it's already almost 7:30. Anyway, Zejun also haven't reach the bus stop so we get to meet each other. (: Went to school with her and we were both late because of the traffic jam. After lunch, went for OOP and started on our practical and we finished it by 3 and then we stayed in class as we had to go for the interview and then so I asked Andy if he is from Hong Wen, which is my primary school and it's so coincident he is. LOL! He super lame also! Anyway, we started chatting for a while and then we had to go for the interview already. I guessed he knew cause I heard YingLeng told him something about overseas trip. Anyway, we couldn't find the block and so we walked one round and in the actual fact, it's just right next to the ICT block. LOL! Funny! Anyway, the interview was some minor one not like those I had for Student Leader 2 years back. Haha. I really hope that we can get into this overseas trip. Went home after that. Finally reached home early. Chiong-ing UID sitemap. Alright, I shall go and continue the sitemap already. That's all folks!

“Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts,

since as members of one body you were called to peace.

And be thankful.”

Colossians 3:15

- if you fail, try again.

I'm broke!! Anyway, had much fun yesterday. Heh heh. The foursome went for an impromtu "picnic". Met them at Bedok MRT station and then went to the supermarket to get something for the picnic and then took bus 401 to East Coast Park. Find a spot and sat down and started our picnic. Anyway, ate the really sinful chocolate birthday cake and then also quite a lot of potatoes chips. Played UNO, snap and cheats. Anyway, after a while, the weather didn't cooperate and it started to rain. Rush to BK for shelter and then sat there and continue with our game. Aziz don't know how to cheat! LOL! He is a honest guy! Hahahaha. Had out dinner at BK and then after a while, I was budging them to go home cause I wanted to go home. Haha. I left and then they continued with their night activities at somewhere near their place. Jurong Entertainment center if I'm not wrong. Anyway, it's really fun to be with them. (:

As for today, I reached school super early compared to last few weeks and met Weiting so we had our MILO together and then headed for class. OMG! The stairs are really dangerous due to all those renovations. Had NF and then it was as usual boring and then had out lunch and then after that it's OOP. I'm just so scared of OOP CT. I think I'll be dead. Argh! I'm feeling the stress now. Argh! Am I giving myself too much pressure? Anyway, headed to work today and it was quite alright just that after too much of reading and my throat became sore. That's about it. I just want to get away and I don't feel like working anymore. Furthermore, working for 3 days a week is a lot. Wasted alot of studying time. I just want to go on Tuesday and Saturday but I'm not sure if that's possible. I'm so pissed off with everything at work now. I still have got so many things to do. I do have a CCA and I'm not as free as you people who claims that poly life is very slack.

“[BOOK I : Psalms 1-41]

Blessed is the man who does not walk

in the counsel of the wicked or

stand in the way of sinners or

sit in the seat of mockers.

But his delight is in the law of the LORD,

and on his law he meditates day and night.”

Psalm 1:1-2

- so everything is my fault now?!

I haven't been blogging for quite some time already cause I have been quite busy lately. I'll try to update this blog day by day depends on how much I can remember.

Tuesday, 13 November 2007

It's IS day and I only had COMT. Did the stupid essay which stress me like hell and then after that, met Qiulian for preparation of holy comm. I shall leave the description out. LOL! Went home after that and then headed to work. It was quite hectic and busy at work but then it was still alright. Looking after the whole of level 2 is really bad. Student budging me for sweets, teaching students, marking students' work. It's really busy but at the same time, train my multi-tasking skills. LOL! Anyway, left with Candy and met DingZhi in the bus.

Wednesday, 14 November 2007

Had our OOP CA and it just spoils my day. Anyway, lesson ended at 4 and then went to the ICT project room to wait for CG to starts. Once again, Kokleng showed some "magic" tricks to me and I was amazed by it. Grr! He didn't want to tell me. I've been thinking and thinking about it. Argh! Anyway, at around 6:30,our girls CG started and we had lots of fun during the game session and then it ended around 9 plus and then went home. Mum called and asked me to get dinner for her and they came and picked me up from that place.

Thursday, 15 November 2007

Class ended just on time cause I continued with the optional part for the programming. Waited for Jose for shepherding but in the end, we wasted time here and there and there is no shepherding at the end cause I got to go to HQ for some briefing. Ended quite late and I get mummy to buy dinner for me. Slept quite late too and was dead tired.

Friday, 16 November 2007

Received a sms for ah jo asking me to go to work as they are short of staff. Rush home after school and get my lunch and then have a rest at home then headed to work at 5. At around 9:30, I was so pissed with 2 students that I just walked off and went home. I know it's wrong but I'm very angry at that time and I just didn't want to stay and let them carry on with their nonsense. Super fed-up. I wanted to just shout at them but then I think it's wrong also so I just walked out and go home. Quite irresponsible though.

Today

Went Fairfield Methodist Sec for the peace symposium for GGS and GBS. It's a combined partner with the two UGs. It's really a nice experience being a facilitators and just interact with them. I admit that I didn't really know my facts that well so maybe the message wasn't really convey properly. Anyway, it was quite fun and an enjoyable experience for me. (: Reached home around 3 plus and then had my super late lunch and then nap for a while and then went out for dinner. That's all.

Happy Birthday to Huiwen!

“[n Nun]

Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.”

Psalm 119:105

- Forgive, Justice, Peace!

Haha. I'm quite relieved and happy today. Relieved because the essay for individual part for COMT is over. Now got to think how to do the group essay. Anyway, after COMT meet Qiulian to discuss about tomorrow's holy com and then suddenly some unknown number called. I picked up and the person said,"Own money, pay money!" I was utterly shocked and replied the person, "Erm, I think you called the wrong number." I was about to hand down and suddenly the person said that he was Mr yap. Then after listening to his voice a while, I realise oh, ya it's him. LOL! Normally, I won't answer any phone call that isn't in my contact list and he used the school staff room number to called so obviously I didn't have the number in my contact list. Anyway, it was super hilarious can! Luckily I didn't hang down the phone or else it will be super embarrassing. Anyway, he called to ask if I did borrow any bags from the school for Mt. Kinabalu trip but I told him no and he was like you sure? Eh, no means no lar. I bluff you for what? Haha. Anyway, after that 2 to 3 minutes talk on the phone Qiulian and I continue with our planning and after that, went home for a while and then headed to work. That's about it.

- I'm over the moon!

I didn't blog yesterday cause I was busy helping daddy with his invoice. Anyway, met Cindy in the morning and she was LATE! Anyway, we settled it quite fast and ended it by 11 and went home after that. Rest for a while and helped daddy. At around dinner time, went AMK Hub for dinner. Actually we wanted to go New York New York but the queue was super duper long so we ended up at Subway! LOL! Daddy didn't like it though but sis and I had enjoy our dinner. After our dinner, went to walk arounf and we saw a shop selling Yoghurt and bought it. Yummy! Simply delicious! Reached home quite late and continued with daddy's invoice and then slept quite late too. Anyway, I overslept today but wasn't late. Thank God! (: There is nothing for me to talk about the lessons that I had today cause they are plain too boring. After class which ended at 3 plus, I stayed in school to search for information for my research. I tried very hard but to no avail. I was super stressed up by then and decided not to go to work. I'm still searching for information right now. Boo! This is really driving me crazy! Argh!! Up till now, my information are still kind of limited. I do hope I've got things to write tomorrow. Have faith, God will perform miracles! (: Alright, got to continue searching and I'll end here.

“For this reason, since the day we heard about you,

we have not stopped praying for you and asking God

to fill you with the knowledge of his will

through all spiritual wisdom and understanding.”

Colossians 1:9

- COMT is driving me CRAZY! HELP!

Everything at work was kind of fine until they wanted to discuss about the DA completers' club things which make me a little pissed off. Other than that, everything is quite fine. Next week I'm not going but I'll have to go to Fairfield Methodist Sec for some GGS things. Hope it's going to be fun and enjoyable. Anyway, headed to service and wasn't very very late and worship was superb! I enjoyed myself and felt His presence. After sermon, we had a call for believers to surrender our life to trust God in everything. "A surrendered life is a powerful life." Anyway, went home together with Jael, Lili (Jael's friend), Rachelle and Enma. It's really great taking train with them. Reach AMK, get "dinner" and then went home. Mummy called and tell me they are at AMK Hub! Argh!! Should have called them and they can pick me up. Anyway, I receive a sms from Miss Ng and she said that we don't have to wear full-u for next week events. Make me spend a bomb yesterday and it's not in use for the time being. Argh!! Waste time and money!! I think the uniform will be needed in future. (: Nothing much happened after that. Time to study for common test.

“God's voice thunders in marvelous ways;

he does great things beyond our understanding.

He says to the snow,

'Fall on the earth,'

and to the rain shower,

'Be a mighty downpour.”

Job 37: 5-6

- time to start studying! start early and leave no regrets later.

It's Deepavali yesterday and did nothing much at home. Planned to study but it failed. I'm not in the mood lar. I need to relax a little but time is running out and I need to maintain my GPA to get what I want in the near future. Anyway, stayed at home till around 7 plus and then headed to Compass point for dinner with mummy and daddy. After our dinner, went around and get quite alots of things but none of which are mine. LOL! Came back around 10 and just continued to do my stuff and suddenly, the modem just went bonkers! Anyway, woke up around 7 today but was too tired so went to sleep again and finally woke up at 8:50 just in time for "class". We did nothing much for BIS and then proceed to UID. I had a hard time doing UID and finally finished it at 2 and head down to GG HQ to get my YA uniform. It cost me a bomb though. After getting it, get back to Compass point again and bought dinner. When I reached home, sis shouted and i thought what had happened but then in fact, she shouted, "there is a rainbow outside!" Took a few pictures, will update them soon! Facebook is damn hilarious! Haha. My sis and I had much fun using it. Cool! Recently, my relationship with my sister is back to normal. Yay! God is great! Had my dinner at around 7 and did nothing much after that. That's all! (:

“Come now, let us reason together,"

says the LORD.

"Though your sins are like scarlet,

they shall be as white as snow;

though they are red as crimson,

they shall be like wool.”

Isaiah 1:18

- beautiful rainbow!