Like to talk about Ex-es today. Lately, I have been meeting up with all my ex-es, catching up and reminiscing the old times.
People ask me, how on earth am I still friends with my ex-es?!? Well, we ended on a good note, and moved on, but of course, no matter what happens, our path once crossed, and it would always be a level above just being friends.
Yes, there are some that ended on a bad note of coz, so lets skip that, lest i tear my laptop in 2.
Some Ex-es of coz, lingers, and remembers the fine details you and her both shared. Your thinking, your likes and dislikes. Which I find pretty much intriguing despite the distance apart. Which is also one reason why some fall back to their ex-es, as end of the day, we run and run, only to realise that the person who knows you best was the first.
Don't habour any ideas on me, just what i come to realise. To be honest, life is comical in some sense. More like a screenplay, where we are mere puppets, following an Act. In the end, we all run back to the same starting point, just ending differently.
My emotions have been running on the highs lately, only to be down again. Which i should have seen it coming, you made use of me, come back and walk out, like its your house. Understandable why people get on the edge hearing of their partner's ex. Not about jealousy, but fear, of not knowing how much the ex know.
Does she know more than i do about my bf, is she better than me? All these questions pops in. If you can confidently answer that, I believe that fear would be non-existent.
Sure we can move on, building something new from start, but it's a tiring process no doubt, thus many fall back on their Ex, which all has been built, carrying on from there. BUT those who ended on a bad note, of coz, start rebuilding their fundamental blocks once more, TRUST.
I just resigned from my job. Confirmed that i am not cut out for desk jobs. B O R I N G~!
Moving onto a new job soon, and i do hope my love life would look better. Longest time SINGLE.... sheesh. never really been single, and its killing me. Guys, i know what you're thinking! no... its the companionship, having someone to be there for you, knowing she is someone you can rely on.
and being single these times, i discovered how lazy i slowly become, after being attached. The perpetual change, when i am single and attached. Now this issue has been sorted out, its time to embark on a new journey. Sorry for the wait, but i promise the wait will be worth-it.
Yes, you reading this post now (: Dress up fancy face, we are going out!!
Loves~
