Friends can easily turn to Lovers, but what about from Lovers to Friends?

i find it kinda difficult to be honest. it seems there's an invisible barrier or some sort. You view the person in a different light. Not to mention, things can never go back to the way it was.

This year's Christmas is totally on the dull side. Spent at Tony's place, i met more new people. Socializing, is kinda part and parcel for me. I need to have my base of contacts built up fast, at my age. Things seem to be at a much faster pace, and how i yearn to be back in Secondary School. Things were much placid and simple!

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Butterfactory

i get you guys in, help u guys cut queue, get u guys drinks. You guys take it as if its all normal, and take for granted all i do. No word of Thanks or whatsoever. Friends, i know, but things do not come free! Please fucking take note of this. Nothing is Free in this world. Sure, u need not come out a cent, but on my side, i buy drinks for the people in the club, who helped me, get you guys in. UR NOT PAYING, CAUSE I AM PAYING!

Not being calculative here, but i find it a sheer folly on my part. I get more gratitude from people i do not know~ The world is cynical and practical, so i hope you guys see, i am not your tool, or a gateway to something u want. Gota be more assertive, and choose my friends carefully from now on.

Contacts: People whom you can call a favour from

Friends: People whom you can rely on anytime

Really wana thank Tony for the talk he gave, a clearer picture of identifying people who makes use of people (: well what can i say, the greatest teacher is life! Through pain, you learn~

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www.dirpy.com

this is another link, to rip Audio off Youtube. Should the link in the previous post not work with your iTunes. Chu, i hope u read my blog :p knock urself out with this site (:

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hellooo guys (: been in uplifted spirits lately!!! minus away the lethargic-ness that i have been getting that is.

lets see, Left 4 Dead 2 with Grace. Completing the entire game twice. Till i felt motion sickness. yucks~ this game is no doubt interesting and addictive at the start, but after completing it, the feelings for it simply vanish.. so ya, lets put it that its for the company ur playing with  ((:

Butterfactory.. A night to simply chillax. I had alcohol cravings, please do not ask me why. It was just a sporadic feeling and i had to see to it, that the urge is gone. When you club, drink to ur limits, and do not go over. Puking is simply for home, not public property. Fucking public nuisance!!! and the smell -.-" I had a great dance too, but it was with Nic. lmao.. What can i say, we both just go crazy in there (: awesome! nothing beats an all guys night out~ I can unleash my BASTARD behavior..

Miranda - Vamos A La Playa (Go to the beach)

Been trying to find this song for 15 years, ever since i heard it over the radio. When i got it, which was yest, non stop listening. Party mood u could say. wheeee.

Avatar is an awesome show. 160mins running time, so i seriously suggest u get them popcorns and drinks!! glued to ur seats, and the night scene is breathe-taking. I just wished this place was real, and tt i could leave there ): carefree and happy..

Hui Min is back from Bangkok. my bitch is back and running. lol. bitch with her for an hours plus, straight up. Sometimes she can be matured, and sometimes i feel like stabbing her repeatedly. well, tts how we roll. Cleared the air and meet up soon k~!

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Ever wanted the song u hear thru Youtube? i bet u have. So you lucky guys are in for a treat. Those who read till this far. All u needa do, is just copy the link, and paste it in. Remember to change the file name, and ur done. Simple!!

http://www.listentoyoutube.com/

I strongly recommend this site!!!

Also, you have a song stuck in ur head, and u duno the title. But u know the tune and even better, the lyrics. This

site will aid you then, but u needa have microphone. yupps. tts how i found my song (:

http://www.midomi.com/

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one day when ur r/s turns sour, you will realise you have nothing to fall back on. Don't treat me like a substitute,

much less an object, smth u can return to.

Hence hold ur frens dear.. I gave u an early warning to what i see is gona happen. Should u not, i dun wana be there

telling you, 'I told you so.' Its pretty much obvious what is going on, you can go on being oblivious ;)

been cooking the past few days.. no longer them eggs or instant noodles.. Oh Oh, u mean Nelson knows how to cook? Isit edible?

The only person who tried my cooking is Yenyi & Kenneth. If Kenneth wasn't injured, no way in hell wld he be able to get tt (: Yenyi was simply lucky, she was around. hah. 

Comes Christmas... The plan, Nicholas house.. I'd be cooking Italian & Western. What's the special occasion? I am leaving for work in the USA early next year, so just wana do a little something for you guys ((: White wine, Turkey, Log Cake!! A white Xmas peepz!

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You look fantastic

You look fabulous

You look awesome

You look gorgeous

You look amazing

You're simply breathe-taking~

Before you utter any of these phrases above, make sure you put 'Wow' before it. This should make a good impression outta urself. Any compliment to a girl, is an additional point to yourself. 

Now boys, let the 'Mind-Games' begin. and the #1 rule: Never let ur emotions take control (:

aww, Nel ur such an asshole. Takes one to recognize one ((: 

Zoukout 2009

All i did was to post 'ZOUK OUT 2009!!!! TOnight!!! RAWR~~!@', on my facebook status, and people instantly presumed that i was going!! 

What can you tell from this? It's human nature to simply presume, assume, and jump into conclusions. the truth, dear all, is never as it seems (:

12 December 2009

this was what i did instead of Clubing & Zoukout.

Had dinner over at Ashtons with Nic, Prime Sirloin (Medium Rare).. I simply love tt little rawness and bloody taste. hah. 

Afterwhich Min called, claiming she was bored at her friend's party. hah, and requested L4D. I was alright, and so we went to pick them up at Seletar Camp -.-" i know....

We headed back to gardens, and as much as i expected, the Lan Shop was full, which thus ended up at Denise, Wine Shop. A chillax session. White Wine, always seem to appeal to me, and this lifestyle has gotta stop!!! Min had to depart for home, so fetched her back. And all tt was left, Nic, Grace & I.

We headed to RiverValley, which failed, Plaza Singapura, which failed too.. Alas, Paradiz Centre. Being poorly air-conditioned, we soaked ourselves in the heat, admist the game!!! Screaming, Cursing.. Lol.. 

Eh Grace, why u so lousy..

Nic wtf, stop dying!!! 

Wah Lao, why i kena Boomer/Jockey/Spitter/Charger/Tanker/Smoker/Hunter again!!!

It was a simple night, which concluded with a weary mind, and soulless body!!

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And the random thought of many out there;

Have you ever wonder, what it would be like, if we got together? 

Paradise, Hell, Better than the previous/current... Be brave and try my friend, ur soul mate is all about trial & error, before stumbling upon the one!! Don't wait till ur 28 and start thinking... FUck, i only got 2 gf/bf this entire time. Sheesh~

i want my fucking pay to be banked into my account NOW!!! seriously -.-" how long are they gona take mann~ 

haven't been exactly in the zest to update this blog. Desperate attempts made to study, but my attention span seem to be short, and wand off into a land far far away. Bah~

The addiction to 'Supernaturals' seemingly awesome. woots~!