Kissed by a girl

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An incident I'll never forget.

Though you were so keen on wanting to get to know me. I still don't want to.
It was kind of awkward when you kept saying you're different and it's not sex that you want.
You kept looking into my eyes in that " I want You" kinda way. All I wanted was to get home and meet my boyfriend but you kept pulling my hand, asking me to spare you a few minutes. So I did. Little did I know you were going to kiss me. PASSIONATELY. Lucky I pushed you on time before you got the chance to make lovebites on my neck. Can't believe I was molested by a girl. A rare occurrence isn't it? Yeah... Tell me about it.

That was close. I don't think my boyfriend would ever believe me if I said that the lovebite was from a girl who happens to be a lesbian, no matter how much he trusted me...
I cried while telling him what happened. Felt scared and guilty. I don't know why.



The things I Love about you

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I feel like I've known you all my life
There's no one else in this world that understands me the way you do :)
I love the way you cheer me up whenever I'm feeling down
You always seem to know what to say :)

The way you smile
It melts my heart
The way you look at me
It makes my heart beats faster
When you laugh
Damn it's contagious
Makes me happy, makes me smile :)
I admire your patience
Whenever you sing, whenever you talk
It's lullaby to my ears

How I wish you could be next to me 24/7
I've never met anyone like you
You're one in a million

I love you dear

My point of view

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Been working almost everyday. Almost felt that I have no life... tak eh :p
Now I know how it feels like to be working full time. But still not as bad as being a hairstylist where you work 12 hours a day.

Maybe in future when I'm a pastry chef, i opt for part-time instead of full-time. When I'm not working as a pastry chef, I'll go out with my camera and take lots of beautiful pictures. Part-time photographer, part-time pastry chef and full-time loving wife :p haha. Life would be more fulfilling don't you think? Life is too short to be doing just 1 thing.

Can't Sleep

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Been having rashes lately... It's been 2 weeks, still not cured yet. WTH :-( ...Feel like crying... But even if i were to cry, the rash would still be there...so... just have to be strong i guess.
I'm still wondering why I'm having rashes though. Out of millions of people, why does it have to be me!!! Can I just chop off my hands, maybe then my problems will be solved. The itch is driving me nuts. I can't even think straight.

Aha!! Maybe I should cut or scratch my hand till it bleeds and then I wash it with Dettol. By doing this, the germs in my blood would be killed faster cause there's an opening in the skin...

It seems to be working!! :) It hurts though... At least not itchy...I'm loving the pain. Die you stupid germs!!!

Sarah can be doctor already la... haha!!! Logical what...right? But it will turn to scabs, nvm, I'll peel it off before Hari Raya. I want perfect skin. Why is it when I'm finally so happy things seems to go wrong? Life is so unfair. :'(

Engagement

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My mum keeps pestering me almost everyday, asking when am I gonna get engaged.
The answer is never...Dughh!!! Even though I used to want to get engaged. I wasn't thinking of love at that time. I was thinking of all the money I would get every month. The best part is I'd get a diamond engagement ring. It was Just about the money... Nothing more.

She was worried that I'd end up marrying someone that treats me badly and by then it is too late cause we're married. But I don't believe getting engage will solve that issue. I believe in trust and true love. If you know the person too well. Both of you want similar things in life then I doubt that anything like she says will ever happen.

I don't care what people say. I'm not gonna spend a single penny on a stupid event.

It is my life. I'll do whatever I want. You can call me stubborn, see if I'd care.

loving the mic

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Loving yesterday so much. I went for a karaoke session with him. Yup, just us two. For 3 hours. haha. Never will I get enough of karaoke. I love singing so much :) . I even got over my fear. Fear of singing in front of someone. I love it when he sings. He makes me smile especially with his choice of song. Sweeeet la dier. Can I rewind to this day again and again and again :p

Didn't sleep after the karaoke session. Bathed and waited for 5.30. Going to the airport with Tasha. Arsyad was there too. Tasha didn't sleep too. Busy crying I guess coz her eyes were swollen. All I can say is that they are one odd couple. haha * shake head* . She cried alot at the airport. I didn't say anything to make her feel better. I hate being mushi2.

I hate the airport!!! Felt like crying the whole time I was there. Sad place, full of long tearful goodbyes :(

Hudah so noisy & nosy. I want to write my blog pon tak senang la :(

Can I just kill U & call it a day

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I don't know what's gotten into HER lately.

Everything I do seems wrong to you. Never before did I tell you I was going out. Why are you suddenly going ballistic over something so small. When all I did today was go to work. Living in the same house with you is so hard. How could you blame me for everything when I'm not always at home. It really doesn't make sense especially when you blamed me for the electrical bills going up, when you're the one who's always waking up early just to check your game! If I'm a useless bitch like you said I am then fine!!! I'll get out of your sight. I can take the hint!! You don't need to go through all the trouble just to find fault with me. When actually I did nothing wrong.

Alot of things are on my mind. You're not even there to help me cope with all my ups and downs. You don't care about me. You criticise me whenever you get the chance. You cook meals that I'm allergic to. You're not supportive. I don't see why I need to call you my mother anymore!!! The more I think about it, the more I can see that you don't love me at all.



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