Wednesday, March 25, 2009
really smelly belly
exgf, you leave me with no choice. you leave me far astray. you want me to watch over you. i want to. in the end you still treat me like dirt. im no dog, you're no more eight of hearts. bye.
- 1:16 PM -
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
lets live like a snake!
okayyy!!! now, all i want is....
im gonna buy a first hand yamaha X1R soon! im gonna keep it till i die. im gonna modify it till there's no more modification can be done! its gonna be my favorite bike forever. and its gonna make me happy everyday. hahaha. ade gitu. well, i know im not gonna sell it. =) wanna work all out and downpay a thousand for this bike. three years to full payment! be responsible every month to pay installments. learn to save money! its good to be single! haha.
you wanna play the game? okay lets play. no mercy. =D
- 5:35 AM -
Friday, March 13, 2009
i love you baby.
estee dedicate this song to me
which touched me alot and
made me willing to wait..
this is why i love her,
her sincerity is true...
=) i love you, buttercheeks.
no one knows what you're
actually doing..
*stupid imeem, can't play full song -____-*
a song for you Nordy Baxter :)
underlined = you.
italicized = me.
And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing
La, la la la la la la
'Til everyone is singing
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might be for the best
And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing
La, la la la la la la
'Til everyone is singing
La, la la la la la la
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might be for the best
You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually
La, la la la la la la
Now Everybody's singing
La, la la la la la la
Jiggo loves us.
You'll know what it means.
love, buttercheeks.
- 2:57 AM -
Friday, March 06, 2009
jigsaw falling into place
hello smelly people! the world needs you! ive realize, me and you are jigsaws falling into place. and my friends are the ones who destroying them one by one, time after time. we should be together and left alone. and no one will never ever intefere us cause we are extremely happy together. i should pick up what ive been through. pick up all the things i did correct that made us perfect. its like picking up the right jigsaw and place it into the correct yet perfect place. continue what a our dream and reach our destiny together as one, and forever. i love you buttercheeks.
- 2:02 PM -
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
xiaofire
thank you ex girlfriend for posting the previous post. girl prasan. haha! why not you give me your password the i'll post "i miss you, exbf".
- 4:11 AM -
ants have the sense of smell stronger than a dog
i miss you exgf.- 1:01 AM -
Monday, March 02, 2009
kichap night
hello smelly people. had a great day! =D first. went off to town, in the rain! funfunfun. then off to esplanade they wanna watch the bands playing. i actually choose not to be there, but what the fuck. then off to marina square cause ayum wanna buy his ns stuffs. just some things that i wanna buy. so who wanna follow me shopping?! im available anytime cause i need shopping real bad. then off to memo. met fahmi, brought his car and this canvas for us to seat on the wet floor but in the end our butts still got wet. kimchi.. then me and afiq went home cause dad said be home by 12.30. so we did, but after that we sneaked out. hahaha. met them at woodlands then off to kranji damp. found a place. *kening naik naik, misai turun turun* salah gila. then we decided to go OCH to walk around. im the hero. HAHA. chey, feeling rambo for awhile ah. then off to see bapok, that turns fahmi on. HAHAHAHA. we had lots off fun as usual.. nothing can stop us from laughing!!!! love you guys..
P.s: if you are reading this, please continue reading. haha. i change for my own good. i dont expect things from anyone. i learnt lots of lesson. i know i wont repeat it again. why should i bother staying if you're still afraid and hurt myself everytime i think of you? the things you did that made me sad and disappoint me alot, eventually made me strong and made me think properly. its either we go back together, or not be back at all. if you want us to be together again but not now, im not gonna stay and break my heart everyday. because of what we've discussed recently, made me wait again. but it all end up the same. you didnt respond me, you didnt do what you wanted to do, we didnt meet in the end. even i want you to follow me to the clinic, i got rejected cause the reason was you wanna go satar with your bf even though he's still asleep. what was that all about?? you broke my heart in just one day after i decided to wait for you. i love you, i know i do. but thinking of you with someone else, repels me from you. you want to be happy, were you happy enough when we met secretly? yes, no? but true, you started a new journey. i respect that, but i dont respect what are you doing to me now. i dont wanna be your friend, i just wanna be your lover. if you truely love me, you should be neutral. not hiding your feelings towards me like what you did. i just want the old us back, thats all. im giving you time now. i can wait, but my patience has almost gone dry. i love you no matter what. and yeah, thanks for the memories too. we did look cute together. =\ oh well....
- 5:15 AM -
Sunday, March 01, 2009
sakjengkrap
that is it. what's done, has been done! you like it? pushing me away. then face it not facing me anymore. im sick and tired of being pushing around like how evil children trying to torture a kitten. the kitten is now giving a hissing sound that scares the children away. no use for the kitten being cute when the children dont appreciate the cuteness. the children dont deserve it. now tell me why if you think the kitten shouldnt run away. giving chances has limits now i guess. now, you've changed me.
- 5:52 PM -
Saturday, February 28, 2009
what twhe hwell!
why are all my previous post turned into thick black lines???!!!
- 7:58 PM -
till the end.
i hate to see you sad. and i dont want to make you angry. but i love you for who you were. im sorry.
- 7:44 PM -
i hit the bottom and escape.
well! so im at ayum's place, when there's no one. his house is all mine! haha. infront of the pc smoking feels like as if im edward norton workning on car accidents. got nothing to do! time to re-layout this shithole!
- 3:04 PM -
wake up! you're gonna miss the pretty sunshine baby!
i wanna cuddle on bed again!!! and with a twist of a lemon, jiggy jig!!!
this is what i'll always feel like when i just woke up. big and strong. HAHAHA. sounds so wrong. pfft!
- 1:24 PM -
i get eaten by the worms, and weird fishes
In the deepest ocean
The bottom of the sea
Your eyes
They turn me
Why should I stay here?
Why should I stay?
I'd be crazy not to follow
Follow where you lead
Your eyes
They turn me
Turn me on to phantoms
I follow to the edge of the earth
And fall off
Everybody leaves
If they get the chance
And this is my chance
I get eaten by the worms
And weird fishes
Picked over by the worms
And weird fishes
Weird fishes
Weird fishes
Yeah I
I'll hit the bottom
Hit the bottom and escape
Escape
And I
I'll hit the bottom
Hit the bottom
Hit the bottom and escape
Escape
all i need is, radiohead.
went out with telur. had pizza hut. then met my friends. got bored. didnt wanna go home. so thon. everyone met at my place. then head to skatepark. trespassed. basicly, AMAZED. the big, mean and vicious skatepark kept pushing me away from life. off to skate. really really motivated. crack some crazy shitass jokes. then head off to mac's to eat supper. then off to kallang bridge. crack some more crazy jokes thanks to ahmad. he brought aziee along. really really had fun. and its gonna stay like this forever. nothing will bring me down no more. =) thanks to the guys. who made my day, everyday. sorry farhan, fahmi, ayum, haziq, afiq, has, zaki, farhankadir and many more others for disappointing them. cause they didnt know what to say to me already. so now, i know. my friends really really care about me. which i really appreciate. thank you guys. no other can compete. im at ayums place now. working at 11 tmrw! its 6.26am now! ham piang sami!! good day.
- 6:17 AM -
Friday, February 27, 2009
fast game peh.
yesterday: went out after bathing. FOC delivery. then it rained heavily. got sick of getting wet cause i just bathed that time. sneak in someone's place. slept like a baby. both of us. then decided to go vivo. a fast game shopping, which was actually not. two-wheeled transport her home. went to meet forgive and gang. recorded. then off to saffron to eat. really had fun yesterday. i skipped work! cuddling is better.
today's plan!: trespass the new gigantic skatepark. skate till its dark. then skate at sinchiapour's poly. till at night. then off to marine parade!!! paipai smelly people.
- 12:30 PM -
Thursday, February 26, 2009
goodbye country, hello nightclub
hello smelly people. a smelly test paper to start a good day. =) then head home for a smelly cat nap. followed by a smelly phone call. then smelly bathe. then off to smelly work. work was okay, but it rained heavily. D= but the fun thing is, it made my shouting and singing loudly while i was on the road. hahahaha. "come on an let it outtttt!! come on and let it outttt!!" and many more random songs like "she got her own thing, thats why i love herrrr. miss independent..." hahahaha. and the dangerous song too. HAHAHA. but it was fun, even though people though im crazy. =D i like playing in the rain on my bike. people should do that. had closing. then FOC delivery. followed by a lovely goodnight... =)
- 4:07 AM -
i miss you exgf.