Fuck you. seriously Fuck you. why you do that. ?


babe. I didn't even get a last hug. I doubt anymore. please take care of yourself cos after tonight I won't be here anymore. but I will be watching over you.

all I needed you to know is that I love you. wholeheartedly , I know you do too.

no girls ever gave me chance . you did
no one ever seen me cried so bad. you did
no one ever told me "I love you " as much as you did

no one makes breakfast for me. you did
no one telepathy with me like how much we did. it was you

no one ever dote on me. you did.
no one ever make fun of me. you did
no one ever gotten so much love from me. you did

bye love

Fuck you. seriously Fuck you. why you do that. ?


babe. I didn't even get a last hug. I doubt anymore. please take care of yourself cos after tonight I won't be here anymore. but I will be watching over you.

all I needed you to know is that I love you. wholeheartedly , I know you do too.

no girls ever gave me chance . you did
no one ever seen me cried so bad. you did
no one ever told me "I love you " as much as you did

no one makes breakfast for me. you did
no one telepathy with me like how much we did. it was you

no one ever dote on me. you did.
no one ever make fun of me. you did
no one ever gotten so much love from me. you did

bye love

looks like my blog is Dying... i am here to revive it

hey sorry blog for neglecting you. i am pretty busy every since i started working.
i guess you are not the only who felt this way

my girlfriend too. i feel lousy
lousy in a sense that i dont have as much time to accompany her as compared to the past.
we used to met up everyday and head to town , fly kites etc, doing what we love, any time. but onw its like restricted to only weekends.

i did something stupid today. i woke up late for work and i was rushing <3 came down alittle late with her home made breakfast and lunch for me instead of being thankful i actually threw my temper blaming her for not coming down earlier knowing that i was already late.
i feel super bad right now thinking about that. . i
think back, i guess i miss out something. thats her,
i realised i took for for granted as days goes by during this period i started working.
she has been really very sweet to me. i swear, doing everything she can, supporting me, morally.

i dont doubt the fact that she makes a good girlfriend and a wife(i suppose) =)
but what i need to do now is to appreciate her more. i dont want her to feel like she is doing everything alone.
i am here.i must not take her forgranted. i know its not easy for her. i love her. 1 more day to 6 months.still a long way to go, forgive me for not paying much attention on you.

i promise i will do more..
i love you. i really do

hi blog.

ok lets get started with this. something which i dont quite understand. Maybe i said something wrong someday sometime somewhere and hurt her pride. thats why she's doing all these.

i tried talking to her about it. i am very sure that i convinced her that i dont need any change in her physically. but but. she's scaring me.

i told her i will support her but not to the extend of skipping meals and only surviving on water.
i mean come on. whats the point , its like harming youtself

i really dont like it when i hear that she's skipping meals. not eating this and that. i must admit its affecting me. its seems like what that i had told her, she didnt listen in at all.

today she told me she vomitted , then i was wondering if she did force herself to do that.
come on. i dont wana date a sick girl.i dont want her to be behaving like this. but but but but what can i do man.

i hate how she blog on tumblr. i hate her rejecting me when i wana feed her.i dont like it at all.
serious shit. she doesnt know how she is affecting all this..
i love her. chai i love you

Iife has been really very good......... to a certain extend.
how now brown cow drown town frown bow.

HI BLOGGIE. i know you miss me.
sorry to those who actually reads my blog. i havent been updating.

- because my laptop was down.
the only means to be connected to the internet is via my PHONE and i cant access blogger thru phone.

life is rather good. after slacking and hunting for 3 months. i finally found a job that pays me pretty well.

time flies. 3/4 of 2010 is already gone and we are together for 5 months already =)
Recently baby has got this thought of sliming down . she starts reading blogs of girls who successfully slim down.
i am not very positive about it. because i dont there is a need to.she feels insecure about her current weight. i love you for who are you. i dont need you to be super hot or what...
nevertheless i will support you... made this salad for her. super healthy salad. made with love

catch me on facebook for more updates. i do have a twitter account but i dont really tweet so ya.

babe's 18th birthday. npd preview.

Tan chai ming turned 18. like finally. alittle surprise for her with my homemade cake.
dinner in a romantic ambience along with our nation's birthday NDP preview.
i love time spent with her <3

Dinner

Surprise !!!

i must admit. i really do have a very sweet girl friend... the little little things she does for me.. its rather silly. but i makes me wana dote on her more. she is really very caring. and thoughtful. i just cant stop showering love on her

i cant believe what i saw.
i cant believe what you did.

you really disappointed.
i trusted you and yet.......

i need to seek the answer. why are you like that. is it because of me?
i never expect it to happen. but somehow did.
you explained, but i am still wondering if i should believe what you said.
i am trying so hard to believe in you . it may be a lie.

i gave you the trust but betrayal sets in...
things are not gonna be the same... not anymore.

i love you and i am so so so disappointed in you.