misteri si penghantar sms

usm sgt sunyik arinh..
tebayang ape mmbe2 wat kat umah..
yg cine msti tgh syok makan kueh bakul..
collect ang paw..mkn besar..wooo..best2...
yg india ( prasath ngn anusha jeh ponn ) mybe tgh bercuti dgn sronotnye.
yg melayu...yg tdoq2,yg stadi tader kot..yg mancing..
hahaa..ape2 jelah yg drg wat sure lg hepening dr dok kat dlm blik
4117 mngadap letop...
seb bek ade twisties =)

nk sambung tdo,tp ble pk banyak lagi keje tak wat..
presentation eng pas cuti nh kne wat pasai ice-cream...
wuuu..nk present ape..mkn tau laa...
pastu grup quality control tatau kompom ke tak..
tajuk da kuar,date due ponn da ade..
tp satu keje ponn tak jalan... haiihhh...
SHE ape ntah lagi...
kdg2 rase nyesal lak amek lambat2 neh...
huhuuu..

cakap pasal SHE,i kene grup ngn 4 org lg tapi sume 2nd year(me 3rd year)
mstila mule2 tak knal langsung ble bace list name kat skul..
berdebar2 gak,camane la grup mmber tuh nanti..
ok ke,tak ke...buleh "in" ke bile discuss same2 psl tjuk nih..
yela,nk bekerjasama utk 1 sem nih..bukan senang..huhuuu
tp tak lame pastuh i dapat sms dr sorg dak cine nih,dier cakap ;
"khasanah,i'm ur grup mmbe,meet at kafe lembaran tonite~"
hehee..advance nye..mane dapat num guer??misteri....

then,lee tak jong( one of my coursemate) cakap,
"eh khasanah,kwn aku punye adik satu grup ngn hang tau"
(die cakap sebjik2 n pelat2 cine sket..)
pastuh dgn konfiden i jawab;
"oooh..patutla die buleh sms aku.."
tak jong ckp lagi;
"eh,tp aku tak kasik num hang aaa"
huhh...abes tuh mane dier dapat??
time tuh mule la berbunge2 hati nih bajet femes...
heheee...
sambil terbayang kan wajah si penghantar sms
sekachak takuya kimura atau seganteng rangga...
n nk lagi kompom,smbung la cakap2 ngn si tak jong nh;
"hehee..mst sbb aku femes kan,(*wink*)..
weh,ensem tak dak tuh??"
(hensem..hensem..hensem..!!)
dgn spantas kilat dier jawab;
"apa hang nih..dier perempuan lah.."
erkkkkkk....

pastu i da tak berminat dah nk tau cam mane dier dapat num tipon tuh..

fake smile..broken heart..

arinih klas full sampai kol6 except klas composite tader..
slalu mesti mengeluh sbb penat n yola,tidur siangku burn setiap ari selase..huhuuu..
tp arinih rase cool ble ade lab...bizi2 sket..tader mase sgt nk pikir mnde2 laen..
tak kesah kotor tgn kacau p.o.p even takut gak biler terbayang tetibe tgn mengeras n tepakse potong letak dalam almari lab wat tayang kat junior2..
haihh...banyak berangan lagi..

pastuh siap lab dalam kol530..ajak pahmin balik sbb siti tamau balik lagi..
lg ponn dr mariatti da warning last week,
"kalau sy jumpe ngn sape2 yg balik sebelum pukol 6,awak kne dgn sy"
mybe camtu la kot dier cakap..da lupe sket..hehee..
siti cakap
"cik,tak takot ke kalu terserempak ngn dr nnti??".
n i answered,
"ala siti,wut is life without a little risk??"
hehee..ktrg due2 sengeh...

tp pikir2 balik..mmg ponn..who am i to play wit a risk dat i can't barely face??..
i've put a lot of risk by fallin i luv with sumone i think i knew him better then anyone else..
but today i realized dat actually,i dunno him..i dunno wut he likes to do...i dunno his fevret muvie...i dunno his fevret song..i dunno his childhood frens..i dunno his family..n i dunno whether he really likes me o not..
sumtimes i wonder wut type of gurl he want me to be..
or am i gud enuf for him??

tetibe rase cam org putus cinte lak..
hahaa..tak cool langsung sdeh2 camnih..
tp ape2 ponn,i'm just an ordinary gurl.sumtimes i laugh n sumtimes i cry.. (or mybe more laugh n less cry=p)..
i do have a dream dat sumday there is sumone who wait for me..
n loves me-for me..
for who i am..
n if now he's standing in front of me,
waiting for the silence to greet..
there's nothing left for me to say..
as i only have one heart to give..
n if it is not enuf..
then i'm not enuf for u..

hampehhh....

huhh...
sakitnye jiwe...

sape la yg cipte dota...

bukan2..bukan salah beliau...

salah sape yg gile sgt maen mnde tuh sampai tak hingat mnde laen...

mnde yg lagi penting yg patut kne setel..

sumthing more important than a game...sumthing like ME...!!

owhh...i see...

kirenye mmg i am really no one..baru compare ngn game da macam loser..

inikan plak nk compare ngn mnde laen...

haihhh..sabar....sabar...