Status: Fully recovered.... seems like my appetite has increased.... oh NOO!!

Hahaha.... gonna say this.... my financial status is......... 'BROKE' haha i'm serious..... yeah i have some RM$ here and there... but yeah... even if i change it arah money changer the most i'll get is $5... hehe... too lazy..... i'm so proud of myself.... hahahah (prasan) i finished my Level 1 piano book... and going to level 2.... wheee......... gonna get harder and harder.... but yeah thats life..... i'm giving myself more work.... but i can't help it i enjoy myself learning both piano and korean language...... anyone know where i can learn mandarin (conversation only without having to learn the writing coz writing takes a longer time....)

Hmmm... just check next semesters timetable.... looks better than the last times one.... i see they've managed to add another english into the semester..... the timetable doesnt seem as bad as i had expected...... so if i were to do a countdown.. it'll be approximately 9 days before the start of the next semester... YEAR 2 wheee....... but will forever be a junior..... coz we r the last batch for our course.... heeee..........

No more VCD's to watch...... hahaha no more tv series arah kadai that i wanna watch.... plus cowwy gonna lend me MR. FIGHTING............... RENFU~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (obsessed)

bah.. gotta go now.....
Amalia: hows Aussie??? mesti siok ryte? dapat jalan2 sama dee.... and.... hehehe...... apa kabar si Ranald? hekekeke....
Dee: hehehe.... mwwaaahzz..... rindu eh...... going home end of the yr?
Aka: maaallllllllllyyy.... mana ko menghilang??? aku ne dapat online masa anie..... =/ stupid foneline & msn.....

mwaahzz.... love alll.... love DongBangShingi Love my little Angel Junsoo....
Nisa xxx

Status: Recovering from diarrhoea

Hehehehe..... i have been disappearing from my blog most of the time haven't i? I can't help it. I can't go online from home, coz my phone line has been cut coz my bro just had to increase the phonebill to $700 ><><>< size="2"> here are my grades, Computer A, English & Chem B, Bio C.

Been wasting my time and money on TV drama's again...... Korean stories..... its nice..... the latest one that i've finished watching is Sangdoo Let's go to school, Sangdoo's character played by RAIN (Bi) is so touching, the way his character was potrayed showed how deeply the love of a father towards his little girl, despite finding out after 7 yrs that the girl wasn't really his. haiiz....the story has everything.... comedy, love triangles, fight scenes, tear - jerking moments..... everythings in it.... definitely worth a watch. I also watched Kim Jae Won's wonderful life drama that story is good also......... hmmm seems like the trend for love stories now involves children.... not just love triangles.... hehehe.......... can't wait. BAE YONG JUN 'APRIL SNOW' *goes off to dreamland* oooooooooh and Eric shinhwa's new drama... can;t remember the title..... but i wanna watch!!!!!!!

Falling in love with ENERGY again..... i don't know why.... Shuwei... still lovable as ever......... hmm... seems like all 4 of them have put on a bit of weight since the last time i saw them on TV.... not in a bad way though... its a good thing... coz they look better now.... E-news hehe... so cute....... Shuwei got bullied by the rest and the tv host... hehehe.... damn jealous of the Energy concert in SIngapore...... by any chanve they're gonna put it on vCD or DVD and sell??? if it is.... can someone buy for me??? please.......... =)
Next...,
Hmmm.. JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faints* i tell you aah.... how come he's getting soo much hotter since he became unavailable???!!! are unavailable guys getting more desirable now??? hahahahahaha...... j/k dun worry.. i wont go off chasing after your other half =p but yeah... recent;y been liking Jay a lot...... i like watching his incomparable Taipei concert... esp when he sings and plays the piano.... damn hotness.... oooooh DBSG........ another band whose no way near getting cold....... i mean.... they are growing up and getting more......... SEXY and MANLY to put it in a direct way....... hahaha but still CUTE in one way or the other......... hahaha.... i think i can go on and on about DBSG forever... so i'll just make it short........ they all look sooooo CUTE in their MV HiYaYa the song is catchy the MV is soooo *is jealous* the place is beautiful!!! i wanna go Bora Bora island also...... and if possible i'll take Xiah Junsoo with me....... *sees other fans shooting daggers*

Anyways... on to what i've been up to...... currently learning Korean language.... not as simple as umm predicted.... i mean... yeah seems simple.... but then had to learn the alphabet jua... learning the writing jua... need to memorize lah basically masa anie...... my tcher nervous eh masa first day.... lol kiut.... wanted to laugh..... coz the more he nervous kami lagi nervous kan??? it was funny laa.... but fun... there's 4 of us dalam class... me and 3 other girls... 2 from UBD, senior and 1 MD. eh.... next semester... there will be KOREAN ELECTIVE at UBD!!!!! i heard it from my teacher... coz he was wondering if we were going to take...... but too bad cannot.... too many subjects sudah..... a korean lecturer will be coming to teach the elective.... so i'm like... LUCKY 1st yr students =pppp.... (kes jeles ler ni...)

bah atu tah kali saja.... malas udah ku kan menaip..... just wanna end my post wif a pic of my super super cute little angel.... XIAH =)



hehehe.... such a turn on... *winks*

Location: KL wheeehehehehe......
Feeling: Exhausted.... can't really sleep... plus i'm HUNGRY!!!

Ooh.. first things first... about Energy.... oh... really really wanted to cry when i heard A-dy was going to leave..... i'm assuming there won't really be energy... i mean i seriously can't imagine Energy as a 3 member group.......... the whole situation seems repeated once again... sending the fans in another emotional rollercoaster.... i bought the album though.. finally found the one with the free gift..... aaah... Shuwei still so so SHUAI... *nizzy drools* hahahaha....

i just love the high speed connection here at the hotel.... but but..... i screwed up my settings, after i dlwd msn 7, stupid taskbar and my windows were gone... only left with my wallpaper.... hahaha....><

Anyways, shopping has been great... but yeah.... MY GOD... WALLET IS EMPTYING LIKE MAD!!!! i'm out of RM$1000 in 1 night and 1 whole day of shopping... and i've still got 2 more days to go... hehehe....... definitely going to be broke by the time i come back... *prays allowance will ocme out soon*

my fingers and freezing up.... currently chatting wif mally.... chat wif dee yesterday.. rindu lerr... :)

Opening song: Cyndi - Dang ni
status: nothing to do
marital status: still single (hahahahahha.... and enjoying life =p*grins*)

Hows everyone...? I'm great... as usual being neglecting the blog... haiiz... sux to have to go dial up to get online. I wonder why i start to dislike going to ictc..... anyways.. i'll reply those msgs arah tagboard here...

Uchuujin
: hello =) long time no see...

Dee
: deeeeeeeeee... rindu arah u lerr.. hehehe.... true plang aku jarang online........ aku ne dapat dlwd the new msn... so cannot go msn-ing.. =/

weiwenz
: waa... i misssh you also!!! hehehe jiwangness season huh =p u heard any news on Energy? *needs someone to fill in the details..... like how come the new album havent come out yet?*

To visitor:
Thanx for the compliment :)

To
my ideas? hmm.... they come from a lot of daydreaming... hehehe..... yups thats how i write my stories.... glad you like chp 1, going to update quite soon, next chap is ready, just need some editing.

Alryte.... now i can start with my post... heeee..... since the holidays have started wo0o0ho0o0... definitely.. enjoying life.... though there's still a need to go to campus and discuss for the group presentation on our study of the mangroves at Pulau Bedukang. Shortly, early June, will eb going to Bukit Patoi for our bio field course, spending i think a week there.....

Wanna know something?? hehehe... i met with KAER!!!!!!!!!!! he suapkan me choc cake alsooo *in dreamland tarus* and took picture with him also..... *happiness* he's sooooo cute in real life... not to mention polite, sweet and his voice sooo much better than when he perform in AF, (hehe.. must be thinking i'm bias towards him........ i'm not.... i will comment if the songs of a singer that i like start to suck.... hehe... want proof of me and kaer?? i think ada arah borneo bulletin last time..... i'll put up my picture of me and him here.. sooon.... if i can get myself to go online lagi.

Ooh.. been wasting money lately... *beams proudly* <---- hahaha proud lagi tu..... been spoiling myself by watching tv... wheee.......... i'm going to list down as usual.. what i've been watching......

Q girl
- The storyline is quite simple... but how it moves along and how they fall in love is sweet..... i really like.... =)

Something about 1%
-HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by me... =) its those type of series where the couple starts to fight then end up falling in love... the girl in the story was the heir to the guy's grandpa's company....... the girl could only get the inheritance if she was to marry the guy..... a lot of things happen... they fall in love... (how the guy tries to convince the girl's parents is funny!!!!) the guy is short tempered and gets jealous everytime the girl's with another guy.... its sweet how towards the end... he became more protective and so sweet towards her...... i'm not good at describing... but the story def. worth watching. there's also a 3rd girl involve..... yeah.. expected her to be real evil and everything.... but the story didnt go that way.... the storyline is typical cliche type but the way it was presented had a different edge to it that makes it special. hehe ps: i'm not paid by anyone to do this.

Three leafed clover (currently watching)
- So far.... i like the story in progress.... its just that i like the 2nd lead guy than the 1st one..... hehe.... its a slow + sappy type... not so much of a comedy like the series i mentioned above.

Glass flower
-daym... LEE DONG GUN IS HOT!!!!! esp when he speaks in japanese... *swoon.... & momentarily faints*..... seriously.. u've got to watch...... should be somewhat of a sad ending... i don't know yet.. coz i've only started on disc 2.

Hmm... dunno what else to type.... oh ryte... currently hunting down for 'My boyfriend is type B' korean movie.....

umm... what else..... *blank* hahaha can't think right now..... bah atu tah saja for now... if anything else then i'll blog somemore....

closing song
5566 - open arms (swooning over Renfu's voice)

Opening song: King - Maybe
status: single (hahahha) hyper i suppose...
Mood: dreamy

Ello ello... =) i'm posting again... def. procastinating from researching info for the essay on fallacies of alternative medicine. i don't even want to get into doing the essay, coz my not so new dislike towards writing (academic essays with references that is)does not include writing fanfics.

Next week will be very hectic, so i'm having some time of my own right now. Been neglecting the tv recently. Got lotsa movies and tv serie episodes to watch but... somehow... my mind's not tune on towards it. I suppose its the exam fever nearing by. Or is it just some sudden inspiration/motivated thing (oh i did not go to the motivation talk.) This afternoon, i felt the need to go out jalan again. Bad~~ going shopping is damn addictive, especially when you go every week. imagine all the money flying out..... Anyways, lots of assignments, reports and revision to do. i'll list it here... coz i don't feel like writing it anywhere else:

Monday:Need to start on chem report
Tuesday: English essay draft due
Wednesday: Bio test
Thursday: need to do excel n logo project
Others: study for exam, chem assignment.

i can't really remember. Hmm... *smiles* cannot write here.... i realized i never really pour much of my feelings and emotions into my blog. Its mostly whines and rants. But never feelings... i guess i'll just keep it that way hehehe....

Hope there's a nice week today;
Hope everything will be fine monday; (lizzy, i know ure excited so is darli)

nite nite..

closing song: Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu OST - Track 4

"Sesungguhnya cintaku memang hanya untukkmu" Taken from Rio Febrian - Bukan untukku.

It's a very nice 'jiwang' song talking about how his love was always for just that one girl, even though he knew the girls love just wasn't for him.... (ok say awwwww..... (awww)... goood) hehehehe.

Hectic week, emotionally and physically draining. Still exhausted from the weekened. Basically there weren't any breaks for us. Ok, thurs morning we have lectures, aftrn got piano then shopping + movie arah mall. Friday got bio practical in Labi, Saturday - stayed at ubd all day till afternoon to complete the bio report (that dr.charles refused to give more time) saturday night steamboat then sunday was badminton gathering at Pantai Muara. I rather enjoy all the outings... for the exception of the saturday. It was a nice weekend. The emotionally draining part? .... welll secrets been slippingaround lately... heading towards whom the secret was related to. Hmmm let's just wait and see.... as lizzy say... 'till another episode of bio-guy'

hahaha... macam story.... cukup ku kana tease kemarin ... hahaha... lizzy been around fudge tooo long... affected sudah... hahahaha.... me n mai was soooo unhyper but lizzy was ummmm HYPER hahaha (si lizzy kali tu yang suck up all kami punya energy.. hehehehe...)

Hmm recently been going to sleep like soo early, always asleep by 9, even when i've got work to do. Sleep is more important. Hahaha..... now 5.30am got work but cannot do also.... coz i can't access my yahoo mail... where the stuff i need is located.

bah i go first.... i wanna post pics but at the moment malas upload... so nantitah..
mwaahzz
nisa xxx

After how many weeks.../months of hibernation?

Wow,i haven't posted on my blog for a long time. Reason? I really don't know. I'm kind of sick of going online. There's nothing much to do and most of the time i only go online to do research for some assignment or practical reports. Boring~ Doing research now too, about fallacies in alternative medicine. Its an interesting topic to discuss... but when it comes to writing it in essay form umm... my mind goes blank!! there's too many references that must be use to prove the fallacies. Ok aside from work.....

I'm fine, no longer 'crushing' on si ia... lol... yeah... i did it.... like someone else now... but lets just keep that a secret. Don't want it to happen like last time... Been more 'rajin' in the library the past week... ahahhahaha.... any particular reason? the air-cond bah.... its cold there.... *yeah right!* hey.. but i'm still doing my work despite having my eyes wondering around hehehe.... doing 2 things at one time bah... keep myself motivated hahahhaa....

Anyways, those people overseas, apa kabar? Nada bunyi2 eh... hehehehe.... tak rindu me? .... inda??? *puppy eyes* hekekeke.... crack ku sudah.... over stress sebenarnya aku time ani, yatah inda tebuat kerja.... online-ing from my laptop right now and stupid msn... i need to update lagi. bleh~

I am currently watching Stairway to Heaven.... i know ketinggalan wah aku ani... it was aired on tv last yr, but it was dubbed in mandarin and umm... preference not to watch coz it sounds funny. Finally bought the vcd and currently watching till Episode 19, oh damn.... almost every episod i wanted to cry, swearing was inevitable, seriously the stepmother is damn evil... and so is the stepdaughter (awuuu emosi ku ni!)Saw a few tv series that i want to watch also, aku list dibawah ah....

1. Love story in Harvard (Kim Rae Won)
2. Sang Doo let's go to school (Rain)
3. Glass slipper (Lee Dong Gun)
4. April Kiss (BAE YONG JUN!!! 2005 series, 17/03/05 was the press conference)
5. Mr. Fighting (waaaah.. cowwyyyy if u hadnt showed me those pics of Renfuz from the series...... hahaha tapi apa leh buat tersangkut sudah.... sama2 lah tani menantikan hekekeke)

I think there's a few more... but i can't remember.... i'm going to recommend a few tv series.... that i thought was very very nice.....

1. My 19 year old sister in Law (Sweet and touching story, + Jae Won and the guy acting as his lil brother was damn HOT!)

2. Phoenix. ( i LOVEd this story, the way the storyline progresses was very nice, the only part i didnt like was the ending, coz i wanted the girl to end up with Eric Shinhwa. But anyways, the stroy ended happily with the girl being together once again with her true love)

3. I'm sorry i love you (The story is damn nice and i've only watched 3 episodes, too bad connection is slow, i wanted to dlwd all the episodes)

Long enough?

Hehehe... apa lagi ah.... i want to go shopping lagi.... macam jadi obsession sudah... bought a lot of things this month... meaning a lot of money flew away..... hahaha if i were to count... ummm...... dun want.... a lot...

Bah i'll end it here... gotta continue research and finish up the lab report for english. Mwaahzzz...
-nisa-

~*Willing to sacrifice, and let go... anything to make the loved ones happy*~

Status: Feeling sick, flu got worse.

Financial status:
Can't spend anymore money, need to transfer $ into my other bank, where its out of my reach. (Having an ATM card sure has its disadvantages, esp for me.)

Work status: OVERLOAD!
Seriously, like major worload been given during this week. Why do work always come at the same time? ... and not when i'm free.... -_-" Currently surfing for info for Abstract for IM competition........... (a competition, shouldn't really be compulsory right? Oh well...) $200 cash prize. But i don't really like the theme on life sciences. Its too broad. I really don't feel like talking about 'serious stuff' i prefer simpler stuff. I mean its like, why make things difficult for yourself when it can be easy? Isn't there enough 'serious' stuff during lectures? How about something light but imformative?
Oh well, who am i to complain?

Tv Series status:
Watching Little Bride (18) a korean tv series, 16 episodes. I like the way the story goes. How they slowly fall in love is very sweet. Its not the typical 'sad-must cry-serious' stories. Don't feel like describing the story at the moment, not feeling well + got things to do. Another tv series i just bought, is Orange Days, japanese tv series 8 disc. The synopsis sounds very sweet, i'll talk about it when i start watching. I've got a couple of other tv series, that i had in mind already, but unfortunately aren't subtitled yet. So yeah... as usual... the waiting is necessary.

Personal things:
I've got a new bag yesterday *i'm definitely obsessed* that's the 3rd bag i bought since 1st january. :) Got myself an mp3 player, its a good deal 512MB for $190. Then... hmm what else did i buy.... of ryte... bought myself a perfume 'Echo for women' love the scent, kinda pricey but its just one of those things that you just have to buy.

Guys?:
Hmm.. i'm sticking myself to just liking those 100% untouchable peoples, singers & actors. Its easier, and you won't get hurt...... (hahaha unless they found a gf or get married that is.... but then... the pain only hurts about 1 week, then will sure be ok one... :p) Of course, Energy- Zhang Shuwei is still #1(waaa......... miss him & Energy very much, haven't seen them on tv since last yr, i don't even know whats been going on with energy, but i'm hoping there's a new album coming up.) I'm also currently addicted to Xiah Junsoo, from DongBangShingi, he's just so adorable!! My feelings towards Junsoo, hmm...... like my feelings when i see a cute baby. Junsoo - adorable + amazing voice = *swoon*!

Hmm... better stop now... i could go on forever hahaha. i'm definitely not going anywhere close to finishing my work, if i keep staying here.

Last msg: Hows everyone else doing? those here in Brunei and also overseas? Miss you guys lots!

love nisa xxx

"... No matter how far you are from me... it makes no difference who you are... i'm your angel.." Tim & Lyn version of i'm your Angel.

Haven't posted anything lately. Couldn't really find time to go online, my brother has been hogging the pc most of the time. Actually i couldnt think of anything to type at the moment. Pretty blurry and tired day. I was up all night doing chem prac report and only went to bed at approx 4am. Then woke up 2 hours later to get ready to go.

I'm not used to sleeping in the afternoon, so yeah i'm still awake despite the lack of sleep.

I'm so excited, i got the e-mail from yesasia saying that they have shipped my orders. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! That means the tv series i want to watch will arrive the latest by monday wheeeeeeheheheheheheh *so hIgH!!!!!!*

gtg now. My whole body is aching. Mwaahz.

"I reached out my hand and went towards you I thought it was a dream but I couldn't stop myself. I just can't stop this trembling that I feel inside me, So I'm confessing everything to you.."
Fly to The Sky - Day by Day

Spent my Saturday, today, probably the last 3 day weekend would possible in the UBD library, reading up for our practical on monday. Not looking forward to the practical. Very lengthy and the procedure is about 5-6 pages.

Anyways, my body is feeling weak lately. I feel like all the energy has been drained out of me and the semester hasn't even FULLY kick off yet. Need to build up stamina and start doing sports. Hahaha...

Yesterday was fun, after the medical lecture, me, mai and lizzy went to The Mall to check out BITEX and look around for a couple of things. There was quite a number of people around. Saw Hilmi too, with his cousins, (we though he was like on a date or something, coz the girl cousin was coincidently wearing red too) hehehe.. We went to check around for clothes too, went to Tim Tim, the kaka was there and her baby was there.... sooo cutee... boy baby and she said her anak likes to see girls... hehehe cute~

After mall, we went to orange & onion, steamboat as planned. There was a lot of people. But yeah, had a nice time, bbq-ed lamb, prawn, beef, fish, steamboat with wantan, veggies, tofu, fishabll etc etc etc etc everything..... eat till feel bloated... hahaha then went home.

Confession: I finally found a drink at kokoberry that i actually honestly like. 'Milk tea with pearl'

Hunting down:
+In love with a Senorita - MengZhe 5566
+Pretty Girl - Wallace Huo Jian Hua
+My 19 yr old sister in law - Kim Jae Won (aaaaaaaaaahhh new series!!!)
+Magic Ring - saw it already but no subs.

....*^^*....

"As I can't even say one word, I just stare at your eyes.

I'm afraid you'd notice my shaking heart, so I do my best to lower my head. "

shinhwa - How do i say

I'm opening my blogpost today with another lyric translation. I love reading the meanings of a song. Poems in a song. :) The words from the heart expressed through the emotions you feel in the music.

Today's been an ok day. I only had one lecture today at 10. Then went lunch with Amalia, Miz, Liz, Mai and Darli. Destination, The Mall, (we were out of ideas!) We all could'nt exactly decide where we wanted to eat so we just want there and headed towards the food court. Just random chatting and laughing, sharing stories together over food and drinks. Then went around the mall randomly entering shops and looking through. Who knows, you tend to find things where you least expect. =) Saw a few UBD students. MS and also MD students. But then the no. of people around the mall was quite less than the average number (which is good, hahaha) not really a fan of shopping in crowded places. I doubt i can go shopping in countries like UK during christmas time, hehe.

-signing out-

Like my layout? =)
So proud of it... finally found out how to figure out the codes for the scrollbar... heh.... now in the mood to post. Semester 2 has begun, so far so umm good i suppose, 1st day of the 2nd semester and i've already obtained chem prac report dued on wednesday. nice huh? I'll survive.. :) i'll make myself survive.

There seem like so many things that i want to buy, too bad there's just not enough money to pay for them.. hahahahaha... just spent $200 ordering DVD and cd's online. I ordered Full House, a korean tv series with RAIN acting. It's about a girl who loses her mansion to a very famous star(RAIN) and of course she would try everything to get the mansion back even if it means that she has to seduce him! Despite that RAIN made an agreement so that she would be his girlfriend/fiance (not so sure, i read it somewhere, dun really remember) just to clear away all his gossips with many other women. So far on Yesasia, there are 65 comments for the tv series all rated 5 stars and everyone said its worth watching. So i'm hoping its worth the money =) Though i know its very typical cliche story right? But cliche stories are normally the sweetest. It depends on the scriptwriter to make the cliche story different and outstanding.

^^ hehehe i think i crapped out towards the end. Let me talk a bit about today, i tell you aah.... wearing new shoes are painful!!! i have like blisters on my feet, good thing its not so bad so it doesnt hurt that bad... i'm definitely wearing slippers tomorrow dun care! Things seemed hectic in uni esp. for those taking maths. A lot of classes clashed with each other. I checked the website again and there's a 3rd revision to the final timetable and still there's clashes between geo and bio this time. So unorganize eh. I'm glad so far none of my classes clashed. I don't like my current timetable, esp on saturday, bio practical till 6pm?????!! I'm not going to say anything more... coz i'm pretty sure there will be some more changes to the timetable within this week.

So how's everyone doing? Everything should be fine right, since you're reading my blog now =) Hope everyone is well. Remember to smile and remember there will always be sunshine after a rainy day.

+Nizzy currently addicted to--->+
>TVXQ - my little princess
>TVXQ- Trust
>Luo ZhiXiang duet song with Xiao S
>F2TS- Gravity
>TaeBin - Cuz i love you
>Wheesung - Terminal Disease.

+Nizzy currently watching--->+
>100% Senorita on CH38
>Akademi CH4
>Love contract VCD
>The Champion VCD
>Hi-Fly CH38 (but cannot anymore.... *cries*

Hmm..... can't think of anything else to type.. so i retreat from this blog now... and hopefully post again tomorrow :)

~I won't leave you in the night, forever if I have you our love will remain as you sleep in my arms. In my heart..~.