Mood: Want to cry...
Feeling: lonely, stressed out, useless...
Listening to: nothing...
Thing i did before going online: Chem assignment.
I don't understand..... *sigh* i hate myself for not understanding... its suppose to be something simple.. but how come i don't understand??? *pulls hair* aarararrrrrgggghhhh.. Bio lagi kan di buat.... *sigh* sasak ku sudah.... Semester break?? YeAh RigHT! as If! sure its break from lectures... BUT ITS NOT A BREAK FROM DOING ASSIGNMENTS AND STUDYING.
Been going to UBD almost everyday except for one day when i just stayed at home.... even that day doesnt count, coz i was doing M.I.B ...
A lot of tests are coming up, i seriously feel the pressure.... i need to get a B and above......
*sigh* i'm going back to the textbooks now....
i want to go out jalan2.... or maybe the beach would be nice.... but yeah... everyones just busy. *sigh*
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Mood - feels like crying.
Reason - disclosed.
I went to UBD today and spent my morning and afternoon in the library, managed to start studying biology on evolution & diversity for the test. Pretty much worried about it, there's about 100 pages of information to read. Tried to glue my head onto the textbooks most of the time.
After going back home, decided to go UBD sports complex to play badminton as planned with lizzy, kevin, mike, ken. Played with Ken, then with lizzy,then all the guys played basketball, i think there were some JIS students there. I went home at about 7.40+, took a shower, had dinner and now here i am.
Need to keep my eyes open coz i want to watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu at 10.30, the storyline is getting interesting. =)
Don't feel like typing anymore...
nite nite
love Nisa xxx
Reason - disclosed.
I went to UBD today and spent my morning and afternoon in the library, managed to start studying biology on evolution & diversity for the test. Pretty much worried about it, there's about 100 pages of information to read. Tried to glue my head onto the textbooks most of the time.
After going back home, decided to go UBD sports complex to play badminton as planned with lizzy, kevin, mike, ken. Played with Ken, then with lizzy,then all the guys played basketball, i think there were some JIS students there. I went home at about 7.40+, took a shower, had dinner and now here i am.
Need to keep my eyes open coz i want to watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu at 10.30, the storyline is getting interesting. =)
Don't feel like typing anymore...
nite nite
love Nisa xxx
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Mood: Cheerful.
Reason: also don't know why (maybe due to sufficient amount of sleep)
Listening to: N Sync - Selfish
Been busy lately, hmm.... i'm quite sure my previous post started off with the same sentence. Hahaha... Wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday been busy with choir stuff, practice, the booth, the iklan. But it was all good fun. Spent a lot of money though buying food, coz on friday and sunday stayed at Uni the whole day till afternoon.
Semester break started on Saturday, but we still came to Uni, i don't remember for what reason, hahaha... prolly MIB. Then i TOTALLY FORGOT about playing bouncer, My kain got slit so cannot play... heh.. then on sunday i planned out to play then no more bouncer *pouts* was so disappointed... i really wanted to play!!!
Yesterday spent the morning doing MIB stuff also, planned to do chem assignment in the afternoon.. started off at question 1, i could hardly keep my eyes open.. i swear i was half awake when i was looking at the question paper.... ahhaha so decided to go home a bit early. Went back home at 3pm, txted him for fun. Then managed to txt Nick also, long time haven't text with him.. finally can.... don't remember how much money spent txting with him... 30cents per txt hahaha *gulp* but it was fun.
I couldn't believe i fell asleept at 5pm hahahaha..... my mom said my lil sis tried to wake me up, but failed. Hahaha i don't even remember anyone trying to wake me up. I finally woke up at about 8 something at night. Then took a shower, finally feeling fresh, went to look for food, then watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu till midnight.. waaaaaaaa SHUWEI SO SHUAI!!!! *melts* i'm assuming evil is creeping up on him first... can't wait to watch the next ep tonight... aaaaaahhh......
Going to send off Ahmad today, going to Uk on scholarship. Lucky guy! Jeles ku eh.... after that going to UBD, Badminton ECA is still on, i don't really mind. i feel like playing eventhough feeling slightly exhausted. i think i need the exercise considering the amount of food i've been eating lately out of boredom. hahaha
Hmm... what else.... i also dunno.... i guess, i'm going to continue with MIB.
laters. Mwahhz..
Nisa xxx
Reason: also don't know why (maybe due to sufficient amount of sleep)
Listening to: N Sync - Selfish
Been busy lately, hmm.... i'm quite sure my previous post started off with the same sentence. Hahaha... Wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday been busy with choir stuff, practice, the booth, the iklan. But it was all good fun. Spent a lot of money though buying food, coz on friday and sunday stayed at Uni the whole day till afternoon.
Semester break started on Saturday, but we still came to Uni, i don't remember for what reason, hahaha... prolly MIB. Then i TOTALLY FORGOT about playing bouncer, My kain got slit so cannot play... heh.. then on sunday i planned out to play then no more bouncer *pouts* was so disappointed... i really wanted to play!!!
Yesterday spent the morning doing MIB stuff also, planned to do chem assignment in the afternoon.. started off at question 1, i could hardly keep my eyes open.. i swear i was half awake when i was looking at the question paper.... ahhaha so decided to go home a bit early. Went back home at 3pm, txted him for fun. Then managed to txt Nick also, long time haven't text with him.. finally can.... don't remember how much money spent txting with him... 30cents per txt hahaha *gulp* but it was fun.
I couldn't believe i fell asleept at 5pm hahahaha..... my mom said my lil sis tried to wake me up, but failed. Hahaha i don't even remember anyone trying to wake me up. I finally woke up at about 8 something at night. Then took a shower, finally feeling fresh, went to look for food, then watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu till midnight.. waaaaaaaa SHUWEI SO SHUAI!!!! *melts* i'm assuming evil is creeping up on him first... can't wait to watch the next ep tonight... aaaaaahhh......
Going to send off Ahmad today, going to Uk on scholarship. Lucky guy! Jeles ku eh.... after that going to UBD, Badminton ECA is still on, i don't really mind. i feel like playing eventhough feeling slightly exhausted. i think i need the exercise considering the amount of food i've been eating lately out of boredom. hahaha
Hmm... what else.... i also dunno.... i guess, i'm going to continue with MIB.
laters. Mwahhz..
Nisa xxx
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Status: Alert
Mood: Quite happy and hyper.
Feeling: a bit bloated. haha, just finished eating maggi yuMmy... now drinking hot milo.
Weather: It's raining, perfect weather to snuggle in bed and drink a cup of hot milo.
Life: quite alright =) better than in the morning.
-()-
In the morning, my mood wasn't too good. I suppose it was because i still wasn't feeling 100% well and had to go for choir practice. We still had to practice outdoors, since the CLT is being locked. My body, especially my face was feeling quite hot. I forgot to take panadol this morning, i guess thats why. They decided not to have choir practice in the afternoon as not many people would be able to make it. I guess that's a smart decision, coz you can't practice choir unless there's enough people to represent each of the different voices.
-Feeling quite daring-
-sent a text-
Headed for gadong in the afternoon with my mom, bro and sis. Sadly didn't find anything to buy. I was quite disappointed that they still don't sell Yuan Wei Jue Xing's album. =/ maybe i should ask the shop to order for me.
Anyways, don't want to think about that. I really don't want to spoil my good mood.I actually feel motivated to study and do my work at this very moment.If i am able to actually make a head start on my MIB Konsep tonight, i've got one person to thank in my heart.
Nite nite bloggy.
love nizzy.xxx
Mood: Quite happy and hyper.
Feeling: a bit bloated. haha, just finished eating maggi yuMmy... now drinking hot milo.
Weather: It's raining, perfect weather to snuggle in bed and drink a cup of hot milo.
Life: quite alright =) better than in the morning.
-()-
In the morning, my mood wasn't too good. I suppose it was because i still wasn't feeling 100% well and had to go for choir practice. We still had to practice outdoors, since the CLT is being locked. My body, especially my face was feeling quite hot. I forgot to take panadol this morning, i guess thats why. They decided not to have choir practice in the afternoon as not many people would be able to make it. I guess that's a smart decision, coz you can't practice choir unless there's enough people to represent each of the different voices.
-Feeling quite daring-
-sent a text-
Headed for gadong in the afternoon with my mom, bro and sis. Sadly didn't find anything to buy. I was quite disappointed that they still don't sell Yuan Wei Jue Xing's album. =/ maybe i should ask the shop to order for me.
Anyways, don't want to think about that. I really don't want to spoil my good mood.I actually feel motivated to study and do my work at this very moment.If i am able to actually make a head start on my MIB Konsep tonight, i've got one person to thank in my heart.
Nite nite bloggy.
love nizzy.xxx
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Status: Not feeling well.
Mood: feeling drained.
Financial status: Almost broke.
Life: A rollercoaster ride? .... is it??
Self note: Not to drink coffee for the next couple of weeks.
First Things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIZ AND MY LIL SISTER =)
--()--
Today had lectures in the morning, then me, Miz, lizzy and Mai headed to gadong as Miz wanted to eat out. So we went to Pizza Hut. We had Polo pizza (it wasn't nice, but Miz liked it.) After that we went straight back to UBD. Didn't feel like going anywhere else, plus we promised Darli to meet her at the canteen during lunch.
We arrive back at UBD at about a quarter past 12 and joined her there. (Elaborated details is excluded from this post) After lunch, headed towards Math tutorial. la la la la... ok i'm gonna quit blabbering, coz i'll prolly just be yapping about lectures etc etc etc..... i suppose, bloggy doesnt seem like a safe place to type out feelings.
Now, my eyes hurt, tomorrow there's choir practice. Suppose to go for IM every fortnight outing, tomorrow's at 7am at Shahbandar too bad it clashed with choir.
Things to do:
-Get myself to start doing M.I.B project.
-Get my studies back on track (i've been slacking too much).
-Get myself organize.
Prolly going to sleep soon.
Nite nite. Love
Nisa. xxx
Mood: feeling drained.
Financial status: Almost broke.
Life: A rollercoaster ride? .... is it??
Self note: Not to drink coffee for the next couple of weeks.
First Things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIZ AND MY LIL SISTER =)
--()--
Today had lectures in the morning, then me, Miz, lizzy and Mai headed to gadong as Miz wanted to eat out. So we went to Pizza Hut. We had Polo pizza (it wasn't nice, but Miz liked it.) After that we went straight back to UBD. Didn't feel like going anywhere else, plus we promised Darli to meet her at the canteen during lunch.
We arrive back at UBD at about a quarter past 12 and joined her there. (Elaborated details is excluded from this post) After lunch, headed towards Math tutorial. la la la la... ok i'm gonna quit blabbering, coz i'll prolly just be yapping about lectures etc etc etc..... i suppose, bloggy doesnt seem like a safe place to type out feelings.
Now, my eyes hurt, tomorrow there's choir practice. Suppose to go for IM every fortnight outing, tomorrow's at 7am at Shahbandar too bad it clashed with choir.
Things to do:
-Get myself to start doing M.I.B project.
-Get my studies back on track (i've been slacking too much).
-Get myself organize.
Prolly going to sleep soon.
Nite nite. Love
Nisa. xxx
Thursday, September 09, 2004
I'm going to blog out of boredom.
Nizzy:
-needs help coz she's bored.
-when she's bored she tends to eat to occupy time (waaaaa~~ so sad)
-got nothing to say really, i'm just typing coz to prevent my fingers from reaching out for another piece of chocolate (i've eaten MORE THAN 5 already!) waaaaa...... i need to go jogging.....
-Trying to motivate self to start doing MIB project.
-But then no mood also coz bored.
-Waah... so how?
-so bored alone eh. Even msn is deserted! Where's everyone kan?
-Feels like eating lagi..... i ate lunch(maggi) at 11. now feel hungry again and its only 2pm. Been snacking choccies in between.
-Also too lazy to watch TV. Macam no mood already eh.
-What to do?
-bored-
-dead:bored-
-la la la la la la-
*poOf*
Nizzy:
-needs help coz she's bored.
-when she's bored she tends to eat to occupy time (waaaaa~~ so sad)
-got nothing to say really, i'm just typing coz to prevent my fingers from reaching out for another piece of chocolate (i've eaten MORE THAN 5 already!) waaaaa...... i need to go jogging.....
-Trying to motivate self to start doing MIB project.
-But then no mood also coz bored.
-Waah... so how?
-so bored alone eh. Even msn is deserted! Where's everyone kan?
-Feels like eating lagi..... i ate lunch(maggi) at 11. now feel hungry again and its only 2pm. Been snacking choccies in between.
-Also too lazy to watch TV. Macam no mood already eh.
-What to do?
-bored-
-dead:bored-
-la la la la la la-
*poOf*
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Helllllooooo0o0o0o0o0~~~
Haven't blogged for quite sometime. I'll blame myself for being lazy. But i'm lazy for a reason! really!! Very tired, the past week had been quite hectic. This weekend has been quite occupied, only now i've got time to actually relax. So i'll just simplify the events of the week... that i remembered.
+*Monday*+
- Went to the Mall with Mai, Lizzy, Crysteen, Darliana, Ken & Antonia.
- Thought Chem practical was umm a bit messed up (with the weighing that is.
- Things went into a whirlwind. Secret kinda slipped out about someone liking someone.
+*Tuesday*+
-The friend found out but says will keep a secret (can trust meh?)
-No bio tutorial, sir wasn't in.
-don't remember anymore what we did that day.
+*Wednesday*+
-Missed the freakin bus! If there was any buses provided to go to IPA that day (they say ada but when we went to the PMUBD's office, they say they don't know) heh.~
-Mally came to UBD with her laptop. We then went to the ICTC lab and spent almost the whole morning till 11am there. Antonia joined us followed by ken at around 9am. What we did? Watch 100 days with Mr.Arrogant, Korean movie on Mally's laptop (in the ICTC lab) We were laughing around. Wasn't so much worried about distracting people, coz the people in the lab were mostly our friends. It was fun. In the afternoon, we got bored so we Miz decided to go jalan, so we headed off to UTAMA bowling centre. Miz went to bowl while me watch and Mally, well she took a few turns playing. =) wanted to play but feel kinda self conscious playing with baju kurung. Plus didn't want to spend money.
+*Thursday*+
-Full day.
-I could hardly remember what we all did that day. hahaha -_-"
-Ooh...... our clothes were the same colour. very mo qi. <-- did i use that correctly? heheheheh...
-that night, he wore a cap. Suits him.looks very *swoOnsome*
-Ooh.... feel self conscious coz we sat in a row with him & the friend who knows. My friend said the friend kept on looking at our direction.... heh.... kan jadi spy jua kah aah?
+*Friday*+
-Choir practice in the morning, i really wanted to sleep eh. Didn't have enough sleep the past 2 days. Its kinda annoying when the choir practice session should be 2hrs but then the 1st hr is spent unwisely. Cutting the practice time short.
-Afternoon went jalan, but sekejap saja coz mom had to work. My mood wasnt too good either.
+*Saturday*+
-its a 'blue' day, again same colour day hehehe...
-spent morning time after lectures, in the library discussion room, we had a ummm singing/ while studying math with Mai, Lizzy, Antonia & Ken, Miz she didnt have math so just hang out with us, while she read some of her geo stuff.
-Had Math test..... got one wrong so far *cries* Mahadir pointed out my mistake when i still had my test paper right infront of me. waaaaa~~~
-FOS night, kinda disappointed, it was suppose to be the time when we mingle around with people, to make new friends. It was more like a show and we were umm passive audience. a Mask Q Red? how come the AJK's not all wore their Mask? its like... you expect people to wear the mask but you don't wear them yourself? Hmm..... it would've been more meriah if everyone did wear.. and we didnt know who was behind the mask. Anyways, the night ended around 11.30pm. I was sleepy by 10pm already.
+*Sunday*+
-Today, got choir practice from 8 - 11 am, as usual, people didn't arrive on time, then somemore a lot of the choir members didnt come. seriously, how are we suppose to practice if there arent enough people around? the pesta konvo is nearing and we need to try make everything near perfect as possible. *sigh* we need more practices.. i dun care if we have to sacrifice some more time, besides its only for the pesta konvo.
Tadaa.... my blog of the week, i'm keeping it simple. Too lazy to elaborate on the details. Didn't feel like whining and complaining too much today. I'm feeling sleepy now..... thats either the effects of tiredness from last night/not enough sleep or because i'm just plain full.
gtg now...
till i post again...
mwaaahzzz
xxx
Haven't blogged for quite sometime. I'll blame myself for being lazy. But i'm lazy for a reason! really!! Very tired, the past week had been quite hectic. This weekend has been quite occupied, only now i've got time to actually relax. So i'll just simplify the events of the week... that i remembered.
+*Monday*+
- Went to the Mall with Mai, Lizzy, Crysteen, Darliana, Ken & Antonia.
- Thought Chem practical was umm a bit messed up (with the weighing that is.
- Things went into a whirlwind. Secret kinda slipped out about someone liking someone.
+*Tuesday*+
-The friend found out but says will keep a secret (can trust meh?)
-No bio tutorial, sir wasn't in.
-don't remember anymore what we did that day.
+*Wednesday*+
-Missed the freakin bus! If there was any buses provided to go to IPA that day (they say ada but when we went to the PMUBD's office, they say they don't know) heh.~
-Mally came to UBD with her laptop. We then went to the ICTC lab and spent almost the whole morning till 11am there. Antonia joined us followed by ken at around 9am. What we did? Watch 100 days with Mr.Arrogant, Korean movie on Mally's laptop (in the ICTC lab) We were laughing around. Wasn't so much worried about distracting people, coz the people in the lab were mostly our friends. It was fun. In the afternoon, we got bored so we Miz decided to go jalan, so we headed off to UTAMA bowling centre. Miz went to bowl while me watch and Mally, well she took a few turns playing. =) wanted to play but feel kinda self conscious playing with baju kurung. Plus didn't want to spend money.
+*Thursday*+
-Full day.
-I could hardly remember what we all did that day. hahaha -_-"
-Ooh...... our clothes were the same colour. very mo qi. <-- did i use that correctly? heheheheh...
-that night, he wore a cap. Suits him.looks very *swoOnsome*
-Ooh.... feel self conscious coz we sat in a row with him & the friend who knows. My friend said the friend kept on looking at our direction.... heh.... kan jadi spy jua kah aah?
+*Friday*+
-Choir practice in the morning, i really wanted to sleep eh. Didn't have enough sleep the past 2 days. Its kinda annoying when the choir practice session should be 2hrs but then the 1st hr is spent unwisely. Cutting the practice time short.
-Afternoon went jalan, but sekejap saja coz mom had to work. My mood wasnt too good either.
+*Saturday*+
-its a 'blue' day, again same colour day hehehe...
-spent morning time after lectures, in the library discussion room, we had a ummm singing/ while studying math with Mai, Lizzy, Antonia & Ken, Miz she didnt have math so just hang out with us, while she read some of her geo stuff.
-Had Math test..... got one wrong so far *cries* Mahadir pointed out my mistake when i still had my test paper right infront of me. waaaaa~~~
-FOS night, kinda disappointed, it was suppose to be the time when we mingle around with people, to make new friends. It was more like a show and we were umm passive audience. a Mask Q Red? how come the AJK's not all wore their Mask? its like... you expect people to wear the mask but you don't wear them yourself? Hmm..... it would've been more meriah if everyone did wear.. and we didnt know who was behind the mask. Anyways, the night ended around 11.30pm. I was sleepy by 10pm already.
+*Sunday*+
-Today, got choir practice from 8 - 11 am, as usual, people didn't arrive on time, then somemore a lot of the choir members didnt come. seriously, how are we suppose to practice if there arent enough people around? the pesta konvo is nearing and we need to try make everything near perfect as possible. *sigh* we need more practices.. i dun care if we have to sacrifice some more time, besides its only for the pesta konvo.
Tadaa.... my blog of the week, i'm keeping it simple. Too lazy to elaborate on the details. Didn't feel like whining and complaining too much today. I'm feeling sleepy now..... thats either the effects of tiredness from last night/not enough sleep or because i'm just plain full.
gtg now...
till i post again...
mwaaahzzz
xxx
