Dear diary,
today i saw a boy,
And i wondered if he noticed me,
he took my breath away,

dear diary,
do you know whats in my heart?
I tried to smile,
but i could hardly breath,
Diary should i tell him how i feel?
Or would that scare him away?
Diary tell me what to do,
diary please tell me what to say.....

-------------------------------------------------------------------

That song =) hehe.... decode the meaning :P hehe... I still got the flu, it was ok this morning, but now its back. I guess i need to take medicine again and hopefully the flu will go away.

It's been a hectic week. The pressures of being a Uni student has taken its toll upon me. Juggling datelines, homeworks, assignments, studying, life... etc... etc... Kinda glad the week is almost over.
Just got back from math lectures about 2 hours ago. =) Feeling happy though very blur during math.

Lawa ya malam ani. Very smart looking.

haiiz....
bah atu saja kan ku blog

eh wait...

Tomorrow, there's a Reunion thing at The Mall. Not sure i'm coming or not. Even if i do come, it'll probably just for a while. Coz its like, i don't know. I'm just not a big fan of that food court. Somemore i CAN'T imagine a gathering there. A picnic wouldve been a better choice, its just that there wasnt enough time to plan it out.

ok, that marks the end of it..
can't wait till esok..
Mwaahz..
Nizzy xxx

Status: Still selesma.
Feeling: Rather daring...

My day today, hmm... not so good, my mood wasn't as good. Major mood swings. Our bio lecturer forgot to tell our group that we're going to have practicals tomorrow, at 2pm. *frowns* This week has been hectic and i'm tired. I've a test on Thursday, Chem practical report due + need to do tutorial questions for chem tutorial on the very same Thursday.

We're going to have choir practice every friday from 9am - 11am. =) I'm kinda excited for that. At least finally something more relaxing. I need to wind down, and get a break, coz been so busy since saturday, then sunday with the symposium. Only this sunday will i actually get some time to have proper rest, that is unless there's no more work done. But then.... i do have Chem assignment due the following thursday. *AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH* Screams*

ok ok, lets just not think about that. *blanks out everything*

I'm so happy to see Mai and Mahadir, together. =) Almost everyone knows that they are a couple.. wo0oho0o0oo! Hmm what else, yeah..... but me feel oh so lonely.... waaaaaaa~~~~~ hehehehe.... Being single anie nyamu kadang2 ada jua terasa sedih, kerana melihat orang lain duduk atau berjalan, berdua-duaan dengan kekasih mereka masing2.

Tapinyakan being single ani siok jua. coz ada FREEDOM!!!!! Nada commitment. yEaH. (Tries to motivate self* tries to be an optimist)

Sniffing saja dari tadi eh, inda jua runny my nose, macam blocked saja. *sniff*sniff*.

Listening to JJ's album time anie. And relaxing, while online-ing. Tapinya kesian MSN sangat sunyi eh.

Anyways, i'm out.
too lazy already.
Mwaahzz xxx

Selesma~~~

*sniff*sniff*

I don't feel very well. Slight fever, flu then throat don't feel so good.

Lets blog about Saturday, 21st:
After bio and chem lectures, we all went to the canteen and hung out there because Fizri wanted to do his chem assignment, then needed Mai's help. Since it was a cold morning, no one wanted to head towards the library. Fudge and Darli came and join our table, thats when things start to crack up! We kept on teasing Mai about her bf. How everyone's booking to be her pengapit, how Fizri said he wanted to mengepalai rombongan untuk menyunting bunga di taman. LOLZ!! It was very funny, poor Mai couldnt concentrate on what we were teasing about coz she's tRyIng to concentrate on her assignment.

Then at about 11 something, we headed for Mc Donalds, coz Miz felt like lunching out, i ordered fillet 'o' fish value meal. I couldn't finish my food. I guess being in UBD makes me eat less during lunch time as the food aint that tasty. But anyways, after lunch we didnt go anywhere else, just headed back to Uni.

.....
.....
.....
.....

Then it was time for Math tutorial. It was noisy as usual, and umm.. sad to say not everyone was paying attention to the lecturer who was explaining, we can't help it, we couldnt really hear his voice over the noise, plus he was writing on the whiteboard, so tiny, (from way back coz thats where we sat).

Then at night time, headed towards Empire Hotel, to attend the opening ceremony of the 1st national scientific symposium. It was basically dinner, with 1st course, 2nd course etc etc. Our table was the noisiest. Coz dorang adibah, kept on cracking up jokes, along with amalia, azim, damit. It was all good fun.

Today, 22nd August:

Woke up so early in the morning, to attend the talks at Orchid Garden Hotel, the first talk was quite lenghty plus i didn't really undetstand what he was talking about, the 2nd speaker was quite interesting, he was talking about Malaria and advances in microscopy help in detecting (something like that) The 3rd speaker, gosh.... i almost fell asleep. It wasnt that it was boring, its just that the words he used are too advance like at the professors level or something. It was difficult to comprehend what he was trying to say. After that we were served lunch, NO FAIR THE OTHER TABLES GOT THEIR CAKES for dessert. but we didn't *frowns* Plus.... heh... not really happy with the service, but anyways... dun care...

Now i'm back at home, tired? Kinda... just sleepy mostly, plus bored. Plus no one to talk to online.

Mwaahhzz...
longest post of the week.. i think.
Love always, sleep tight, nite nite.
Nisa xxx

Umm....
now i forgot all the things i wanted to blog today. Nothing much today... i think. At least chem lectures were a lot more understandable today. Reading textbooks and asking lots of questions during tutorials does help. I feel better already. =)

Hmm what else, oh right, our bio practical was on first aid. Nothing much really, pretty much a relaxing afternoon. i totally forgot what i wanted to blog.....

Aiyoh... nevermind.... i'll blog once again.. if there's anything to blog.

Nite nitez mwaahz.
Luv always Nizzy

Lalalalala.....

My legs and arms are pretty much sore. They felt fine this morning, i think the effects are just starting to show. Badminton ECA started last night. A lot of people joined and there was definitely not enough space.Only after 8.30pm did things clear out because a lot of the new ECA members went home. So we got to play inside the courts instead of at the sides or any empty place where we could possibly play. I'm kind of disappointed with the ECA. So i'm planning to join the choir ECA.

Hmm, what else is there to blog about. Ooh right, saw JD and Mally online yesterday, but too bad timing wasnt perfect coz i went online a bit late and couldnt stay too long. I was just testing what e-messenger was. And its actually a form of msn. Thats the only we can talk to our msn friends, when we go online from the ICTC labs.

You will be shock to read this. I actually enjoyed my MIB Muzakarah. Compared to any of my other tutorials. I like MIB best, i suppose its because the Pendamping is very supportive of us. She's very nice, we were surprised when she talked in english at the beginning when she met us. Hehe... lucky us.

Wow i felt like i havent watched any tv shows the past few days. I missed everything, including e-news. I can't even catch the repeats for 5'C *cries*

I don't know what else to blog. I'm tired and my arms are weak. I'm out of energy. And there's lots of textbooks to read now. I've a test coming up next thursday. And a few assignments and tutorial questions and exercises to do.

Oooh... i'm getting more rajin to write e-mails.. clap clap *frowns* no one clap aah? really i'm rajin... my e-mails are now longer than my usual 2-4 lines mails. hehe...

ANyways, atu sajtah kan ku post. Takde idea lagi.
Love always, Nisa xxx

Come, i don't know what i'm feeling right now. Maybe hyper.... but not because i'm on sugar high or anything, probably the lack of sleep. Bio practical was cancelled today, it was supposed to be an hour prac, to do with first aid. But it got postponed, i suppose our lecturer wasn't ready. So i went home around lunchtime but now i still have to go to UBD, coz i have math lectures at 7 till 7.50 pm.

Umm... out of ideas right now... i'll post again if there's anything else to add :)

Music playing - none.
Mood - Much better now.

So tired. Last night's lectures ended at 8.30PM!!!! ok.. thats better than the stated time in the timetable. Anyways, i'm beginning to feel the weight of the course. Uni life is definitely different from what i expected. I'm currently trying to adapt myself to everything, how lecturer's don't care if you come or not, how they don't bother if you don't hand in assignments, and also the way they teach. Like... can we ask questions during lectures?? or are questions only allowed to be brought up during tutorials?

I wish i could drive. Everytime we have night classes, we don't eat dinner till we get back home. =( I miss so much stuff right now. I miss my free time when i could watch TV and all my favourite shows like 5'C Vending Machine. *cries* Starting from nxt week, i won't be able to watch that anymore, coz i have night classes on monday night then i have tutorials on Tuesday afternoon when the repeats of the show is shown. I don't even watch entertainment news anymore. I hardly go online now, except to check my e-mail and once an a while talk on msn.

I still haven't hand in all my forms to HEP. Hehe kinda forgot about it. I'm planning to join both choir and Badminton club for my ECA. I'm creating more pressure for myself aren't i? But oh well... need to be an 'active' student. =p hmmm that reminds me that i need to restring my Badminton racket. Oh... everytime we have 'playing time' during computer, we get to use the ICTC lab and our lecturer doesn't even come to check whether we are there or not. It's like you can just come in for an hour then go before the 2 hours is up. It's not really good... i prefer the lecturer being around.... at least we would be doing something useful in the computer labs instead of going online and surfing the web.

Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu not out yet? *frowns* It's out in Taiwan already right? How about S'pore or Malaysia? ANy news?

i'm going to say Bye Bye now. =)
Nothing else that i want to say. Need to reorganize my files now.
Mwaahz. Love always. Me xxx

Me, don't really feel typing, coz me feel very very very lazy.
Hmm... maybe coz just ate lunch, thats why feel sleepy.
But anyways, Uni is great so far. Kinda dissapointed when our Computer class was cancelled yesterday. Ooh... Rabiatul is so lucky, she has the same lecture class as 'the cute senior' *jealous* hahaha... hmm we can't seem to access the UBD classlist from home. Yesterday i got to see the classlist from the ICTC lab. It's fun. =p i guess in a way you can track down who you're looking for. hahahaha.. i suppose thats the reason why we cant access from home =/

umm don't feel like typing anymore, i'm off to do my report.
laters xxx