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I'll just leave a one paragraph post since i've got nothing much to say. Been watching tv all day. I think i'm a definite coach poatato *prays no weight gain* I need to go and do some exercises. Play badminton~ but who to play with? hmm... What else, oh right, my dad is coming back from M'sia. I'm going to get Summer Scent(Korean) vcd aaaah.. can't wait. i know i'm a bit slow and its out in Brunei, but i'm broke.. so yeah... hehe.. need to save some money for the future cd's & tv series *cries*

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---()()I LOVE SHUWEI ()()---

Ok, i'm going to start writing in paragraphs now. Energy 5'C last night ROCKS! Kunda & ShuWei become cupids and pair the couples up. How cute~ I watched them show thrice. Once, at 7pm, but i only watched half coz mom & bro wanted to watch Holland V. So i waited for the next repeat, which was at 12.30am. I could hardly keep my eyes open by 10pm. But i managed to keep my eyes open at watch the repeats. It's worth it, though i've cut my 8 hr sleep to 4 hrs last night. I woke up at about 6.15am this morning, couldnt wake up any later despite the lack of sleep. Doesn't matter, 3 times watching it was worth it. Shuwei so kawaii~~ He play the guitar some more *swoOn*

Ooh not only that, i watched the entertainment news 3 times, watched the 5pm show and also the 2 repeats. ShuWei so cute, playing with the seal. like eeeeeeeee... i wanna hug the seal also... like aawwwwwww... the seal kissed Shuwei on the cheek... soo cutteee~~~~ eeeee..... i can't wait to watch it...... its suppose to be in one of the future ep for 5'C right?

The computer shop called me this morning, they say they're waiting for new shipment of my laptop. Like WTh? I already booked mine when the laptop was still available and its the 5 set limited edition version. Now they have new shipment of M2N series??!! new shipment as in the not limited edition? i think... heh~ I mean if you booked for a set and paid the freaking downpayment of a thousan dollars. They shouldn't sell off the laptop yet right?? Bleh~

Not gonna let that spoil my mood, i'll just wait for their next call to pick up the laptop. Hopefully its still the limited edition version one.

I'm feeling happy so yeaah... nothing's going to spoil it. I'm sleepy, Yes. But can't go to sleep. Not used to sleeping in the afternoon. I wonder when Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu's OST going to be released. Can't seem to pre-order from Yesasia. Hmm... hopefully one of these days... then can order Zi Jing Zhi Dian OST.

I'll go now. :)
Mwaahhzz
-NiSa('V')ShuWei-

Bleh...
even online-ing sucks...
there's nothing else to do..
how sucky...
Heh~!
Boring Life...
Idiotic loner
Useless..
Negativity..
Scaredy Cat..
Useless..
Pointless..
Wasted..
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so useless... i can't even think of more negative words/phrases.
bleuuurrrrggggghhhhh...
i wanna get out of Brunei...
Just for 1 week...
just 1 week..
thats not much to ask is it?
Being 19 & useless...
might as well be a baby...
Mobile-status: Switched off...
dun really care about it...
i'm crapping...
yeah....
where else can i vent out my feelings except for here..
There's always some things you just can't talk about....
Wish i can have someone who don't understand any of my language...
so when i talk to the person, he/she will be there to accompany me while i vent out...
Frustrated?
Maybe i am...
Maybe what i'm feeling right now.. is one of my bad mood-swings...
i'll prolly be my happy self again tomorrow...
Whatever~ *rolls eyes*
Maybe i should change my layout.. to something that doesn't have any guy's pictures in them...
Something more soothing.. perhaps.. instead of a hot body to drool over..
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I'm scared....
Uni...
I'm scared....
Growing up...
I'm scared...
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Mood: Really bored...
Cravings: Spaghetti, fried noodles..
Listening to: Wheesung's 2nd album.
Current Fav. Song: JJ Lin Jun Jie - Endless Road.
Currently Watching: Say Yes Enterprise.
Current WishList: Zi Jing Zhi Dian vcd, Mi JIa Le Zhi Wu OST & Vcd, MVP Qing Ren (subtitled version),$$$, New jeans, T-shirts, Slippers, Shinhwa #7, DongBangShinki's 1st album,Digital Camera,
Currently eyeing: Kim Dong Wan...
BUT loves: ShuWei...
Things that need to be done: Update fics, IM News Issue #2, Pick up clothes from Auntie Mila, Pick up Notebook,
Waiting for cinema to play: Spiderman 2.
Can't wait till: Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu is out, Uni start, Getting Driver's ed.
Want to Fly to: Malaysia and do shopping.
Last Misscall from: Alex.
Last sms: Mom.
Last time laughed: In the morning.
Current status of Mobile Phone: Switched off.
Why? : Makes people feel lonely.
Magazines to look for: Teens, Teenage - July issue, so sad didn't win the lucky draw for Energy goodie's.
What's on ShuangXing? : Summer Scent (Taiwan tv series).
How is it? : Not bad, felt sleepy that time though, coz they air it so late, 10.30pm - 12.15am.
Not late?: I normally go to sleep by around 9.15pm, so 10.30 is late.
Time i wake up? : 6.30am. Even though i've no school.
Why? : My eyes are set to open that time.
Now Listening to: Wheesung - Missing You
Type of song: Slow, sad ballad.
Feeling: Alone.
Now wishing: .......can't say.......

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Yeaahh...
New layout. It's totally simple. Coz well.. easy reson - i'm just plain lazy! Plus i wasn't sure how to put the tagboard n the links best so i jest left it out. Coz i wanted the full size of Dongwan's head. He has a GREAT boDy!! too bad haven't found a pic with his nice abs... *swoOn*

At the moment, both my parent's are overseas. Mom's in Thailand, Dad's in Malaysia. And me... AT HOME!!! >_< I even have to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hate my cooking now. Yeah other people say it taste nice... but me? eyuck... heh.... must be the smell of food when i was cooking that made me sick of my food.

There are too many TV series being released at one moment. I can see myself broke for the next couple of months!!! AAAHHH... i need to go bank and get money, need to pay for my laptop. picking it up sometime early july. I heard Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu out in Taiwan 24th July?? so about 2 months then arrive in Brunei? So september? Can i wait that long?

Cowwy texted me, she found YiDa's album AAAHHHHH *screams* thank you thank you thank you... i know its difficult to find... but thank you x 10000000 mwaahz mwaahz mwaahz... =) *so happy now* can't wait till i get it when she gets back from S'pore.

Gettin praises from someone, is a great vanity boost don't ya think? hahaha... when i went to my mom's office last week. My mom's friends didnt recognize me till they saw my face. At first they just saw my side and back view. and they're like.. "Lawa jua badan bini2 atu, siapakan tu?"<--- my mom's friend ask... hahaha.... well i had my high heels on, i was wearing all black... i suppose i look like some of the media people that normally wants to meet my mom. haha nice nice... they say i lost weight? hmm.... i didnt think that i did... not really... hmm... maybe its just the colour black... its a slimming colour.. :P

Ok, enough of that... i can't wait till next weeks 5 c FUN.... ENERGY.. ShuWei vs KunDa... aaahh got ShuWei strumming the guitar singing... *melts* aaahhh i've got to ask Hasrul to tape for me.

I'ma go now... i think i crapped long enough. Need to find other things to do.

Mwahzz love Nisa

I'm bored <---- creative aren't i? *rolls eyes* As usual got nothing else to do.. pretty much bored to death la la la la la nothing new...

I went to UBD this morning.. *groans* we only started working like 10am. And i came like 8.30?? *sigh* Good thing we managed to complete the 1st issue.. *prays that there will be no more changes* I was suppose to go and register for driving lessons.. (the law part of things- i've no idea what u call it) but anyways.. didnt manage to do it today.. maybe tomorrow. Got kinda lazy this afternoon coz the weather was PERFECT for staying indoors cuddling under warm blanket.

I can't wait till i get my laptop.... i've still got about 1 month before i'll have it..... i can patiently wait i know i can.... *reads a book on the art of patience* oO

My dad got back from Korea yesterday! YeAh... he managed to get my CD's in seoul (he only spent 1 day in seoul while the rest 6 days was the deeper parts of Korea..- i really dunno where.. hehe..) The only cd i didnt get was DongBangShingi's single HUG. iT's SoLd OuT!! Now i've got Wheesung's 2nd album, Se7en (haha finally) and ShinHwa's 6th album - wedding.

I've spotted a couple more cd's i wanna get.
+ JJ Lin Jun Jie - Haven.
+ Huang YiDa - 1st album.
+ Top on Forbidden City OST.

I hope i won't have to increase the list.... >_< i'll be broke once i get at least 2 of the albums. Hopefully my parents can get them for me... Mom's gonna go to Thailand around 15th? then dad's gonna go to Malaysia 19th... that means... only me n my siblings n my maid left at home....... wAAAAaaAAAAAAAAAaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~ i wanna JOIN I WaNnA gO aLso!!! *crIes*

I need to update my fics huh? Renfu's next chapter.... i'm still raking my brains.. i dunno how to continue..... still waiting for my daydreams... so far none yet. As for my other fics, the chapters are halfway written... It's kinda difficult for me to find the right mood to type. I know i'll write out crap when i'm not in the mood...

aiyOh.... MSN so lonely eh.... no one wanna go online aah?? so sad...
I feel sleepy already...
waah i'm getting used to sleeping waaay early... me sleeping b4 9.30pm woaah like so early...
maybe coz there's no more caffeine in my body....

Anyways, Nite nite...

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
I'm back online.. TOTAL RELIEF.. I'm DYING of boredom at home. Not being able to go online like i think was it 2 weeks?? was H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E N Bleh bleh....

i really dont know what to post.. really got no ideas. me total blankie. I know all my fics are umm. not updated yet. i'll try as soon as possible, latest would prolly be on SUnday. i've to go to UBD n attend the medical lecture... Saturday Nite WAAaAAaAAAa.... can i not go? then i'd feel bad...

Anyways.. been going to UBD lately, to learn more about graphics for the newsletter, and using M. Publisher. Gotta learn b4 Zaim leaves leaving me the job..... *faints*

I went around to check for the laptop, i finally decided on one like 100% decided this time.I'm gonna do downpayment tomorrow or saturday, coz need to go to the bank first.

AAAHh SHiN has their own tv series... woaah how come i didnt know? *scratches head* i only knew when i went to kadai belakang today..... i was like woaaaah tv series PLUS it has the malay subs. i was surprised.. i mean normally the first time the vcds come it wont have the subs. Too bad it was only part 2, they dont have part 1 yet.... weird...

SnowAngel ROCKS!!!!!! i hate the ending tho.... but i loooooooooveeeeeee the story.... i've to admit Toro looks very very SHUAI in there.... *swoOn*

gtg now.. need to find dinner..
xxx