Monday, May 17, 2004

Cravings: soup... i want soup..
Mood: dunno... my whole body hurts..
Loves: shUWeI
Listening to: Fly to the sky - Always together.

i seriously have no more energy left in my body, i feel so weak. Cleaning my room has exhausted all of the energy in me. I've started cleaning my room 3 days ago and i tell you i haven't finished yet. I think i would've finished cleaning but had some interruptions while cleaning. I had to attend a wedding ceremony then accompany my mom to send my sister for tuition. I need a box to put some stuff in. I don't even know where to keep my old smash hits magazines.... i was considering throwing them away, like its 1999/2000? issues... so old, some of the bands don't exist anymore. But its hard to part with things. I tend to just keep them. So i need a box. I've cleared the top of my two cupboards... hahaha removed all the junks and store my files properly in the cupboard.

My brother did offer to help me clean my room, twice, but i said no. I find it difficult having someone cleaning the room with me. I prefer doing it on my own though it takes longer. My feet are sore. I just finally bought myself some house slipper. If not the pedicurist will aiyoh remind me again to wear them... protect your feet etc etc etc... speaking of that i need to get a manicure and a pedicure... but then.... no money.. =/ so sad... need to use money to buy something else.

Currently my table is filled with junk hahaha... i dunno where to put them anymore.... Even my Energy posters are on my bed right now... haven't got energy to stick them up on the wall.

aah watever.. i'm crapping crap again.. *sigh*

i've updated Renfu's fic today, Niunai's and Energy's fic yesterday. Ideas are draining out of me.... waaahahhaahahaha... so tired.. *pouts*

i'm out...

xxx

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Cravings: None.
Mood: 'i don't know'
Loves: ShuWei-Energy
Listening to: The silence of my room.


It's morning... and i'm online. The weather has just been perfect the past few days, though some people may disagree. My idea of a perfect day is when its cloudy and drizzling outside. It just makes you want to curl up in bed and sleep. But you don't see me sleeping do you coz i'm here typing. I don't like to sleep, i go to sleep coz my eyes force me to. Hahaha~ The weather is making my room cOLd wHoOpie~~!! i like i like... the colder the better...

I've got nothing else to do. Bleh~ I've just watched i think episode 34& 35 of 100% Senorita. Very emotionally affected by the story. I feel like crying when i watched it. I think if i understood it better i definitely would've cried. I can't wait till it has subtitles(-but then i can bet that have to wait a lot longer for it.. *sigh*) Anyways... 1 hour more before Westside Story starts. Mwahahhaha.... i'm conquering the TV every morning from 7.30am till 1pm. So BAD!!! Not my fault really... i would've distributed the times i'm infront of the TV for mornings and Night times. It's just that i can't watch any of my TV programmes at Night. Coz got defeated by SPORTS/FOOTBALL NEWS.... *frowns* heh... what's so interesting about it anyway? Isn't it more interesting to Watch Wallace Huo Jian Hua? *shaks head* Isn't it more interesting to watch XieZhi in Westside?

I went to UBD yesterday, the pre-med students were selling their 1st year textbooks. SO THICK & HeAVY!! + So ExPEnSIVE *cries* i guess its normally... at least i bought it cheaper from them than from the shops. Me & Crysteen wanted to look for Hj Jalil, coz Kaka Joanna asked us to check with him about our offer letters. But unfortunately he's on leave and will only be back on the 17th,(next monday right? -i didn't check calender) Hopefully the offer letter is ready. 100% confirmation is all i need now. *prays*

Ooh... i went rummaging around my bedroom. Especially my table, been neglecting it since school was over. So it was covered with Junk, pieces of papers, old files and notes, notebooks, work-files, cd's, colour pencils, poster paint... la la la etc etc etc... I managed to clear my table... but still got a few umm 'things' that i don't know where to put. Little little stuffs. I find it very difficult to throw away my old things... i still have my primary school books and papers in a box. I need a magazine rack, or anything that i can use to dump my magazines in. Of coz some magazines, i'll place it on my table(hahaha only special ones-wif nice pics of Energy =P 'COLOR' magazines, i don't know where else to find the magazines, i bought one, here in Brunei but then no more. i bought the other 3 when i was in KK)

I want to go holiday overseas!!! It's not fair... people around me are going, my dad is going to Korea for a week, end of this month, for work. Colly is going to S'pore end of this month? or is it early June? hmm... anyways... then i think my aunt is going to KL with her family(for holiday). And also my Uncle and cousin going to KL(not for holiday) I want to follow my aunt, but then... they're going in a big group with my uncle's side of the family that i'm not close to, plus doubt my mom will let me go. I wanted to follow my Uncle, just follow to KL then go off on my own.... my mom won't let me go either. So i asked my mom to go with me then, since she won't let me go on my own. She can't coz she's busy. *sigh*

I'm so bored at home. Even going online seems boring. Like the least time i spent online was about 4 minutes. I went online check my e-mail, then logged off. Coz i had nothing else to do. I didn't feel like chatting. Even shopping has lost a little bit of its flavour. It's like if you have nothing to buy, there's no point of going window shopping as there's nothing here to window shop. Yeah maybe The Mall would be a great place to do that, but there's no point! Like all you get is sore feet. So isn't it better to just stay at home? But then there's nothing at home... see... the only thing left to do is either go to school or go holiday abroad. I can't go to school, coz Uni only starts in August. So my only option left is go on a holiday overseas. *sigh* i can just dream on.

Maybe i should watch something with Shuwei in it... maybe then i can put back a smile on my face.

Laters xxx nisa xxx

Monday, May 10, 2004

Cravings: something salty.
Mood: quite good just lonely.
Loves: Z.S.W *^^*
Listening to: Shinhwa - White night (perfect for my lonely/loved up moments)


'i need you to hold me so tight'
'sarang heyo'


Nothing much to post... just that i have to wait some more b4 getting my pc.... apparently need $200 more... waaaaah >_< it was enough at first. then i've to use it to pay for my specs.. (which was suppose to be ready last week.. AARGGHHH its over 2 weeks plus already, i'm pissed) *sigh* i've to wait till i get money from my dad.... so ASUS T2 have to wait... waaaa~~ *sniff*sniff*

GMA's ROCK!!! i dun wanna blog much about it. Though Energy didn't win, i still love them. =) waah Shuwei soo kaawaaaiiiiii during red carpet he gave a flying kiss to the camera.. *nisa faints* hahaha....
I liked it when Alan Luo ZhiXiang and Tata Young presented the award, they were soo FUNNY!!! sooo cute also... ooh i've osmething to comment, its about Kunda's HAIR!!! i think its WiCkEd coOL!!!! like wOah.... i almost didnt recognise him... at first i thought he was Ahdi... but then i saw Ahdi standing next to him... since Niunai was wearing a cap while shuwei with his nice hair, so Kunda must be the guy with the ruffled/curly hair.... VERY nIcE.. i wonder if he'll still have that hairstyle tomorrow when they host e-news. That'll be wicked cool to see.... or maybe the hair's just a thing for the GmA's. oh well... i just have to wait till tomorrow... wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

I'm a bit hIgH is it?

hehe.... i got myself a tracksuit yesterday and some new clothes.. theres this sports shop Nita's a row with First Metro, their t-shirts cost about $9 but the designs totally rOcks. I only managed to get one.... haha.... coz was in a hurry didnt have time to find my size.. coz the ones on display were sooo small...

Ooh yesterday i found another young & dangerous series.... its not labelled as Y & D, but its part of the Y & D collection, Those are the days. (i think thats the title. hehe me too lazy to check the dvd cover) i'm so excited.... tho ekin cheng is not in it.... i still wanna watch.. Y & D are one of the best Hk film i've watched. its addictive though its very violent.... haha i remember when my cousins first watched them.... i think i was in primary school?? maybe primary 6.... my cousis shoo-ed me away... haha either that or they close my eyes when the violent scenes came... heh... now i'm FREE TO WATCH, mwahahahhahaa..... >_<

i'm blogging crap aren't i?
but i'm enjoying it...
coz got no one else to talk to lor...
just the bloggy....
plus too lazy to type any new chappies for my fics...
all coming to an end (except for the Jay one) so i type slower.... hahaha... depends on my mood...
sometime i can write 3 chapters in a row... (i did for Niunai's fic)
hehe....

ok ok.. i go now lor.... i'm crapping too much...
plus my arms ready to fall off...
jIA yOU everyone for your exams!!
Mally- JiA yOU on your June Exams!! Bitti say Good Luck also!!


mwahzz... nite nite... =)

Saturday, May 08, 2004



Ok, i just had to post that. Isn't he sooooo KAAWAAAAIIIIII *daydreams* that's like the best part of westside for me... JUST LOOK AT HIS EYES *melts*


Cravings: hot soup (the weather is cold atm)
Mood: very hyper and Happy.
Loves: Zhang ShuWei
Listening to: (watching Energy karaoke vcd)


i'ms o hyper!!! i mean who wouldn't right???
Like first thing in the morning you switch on the Tv then all of a sudden ENERGY is performing on tv. like waaah... i really didn't expect it at all. Normally i would keep track on when the tv airs Energy shows and performances. But this one i didn't know of. Good thing i was changing channels and came across with it. I didn't expect them to air the NKF charity performances on Phoenix channel. like.. so unexpected.. but then soo GOOD!!!! so0 HAPPY *grins* they're the 1st to perform.. awwh.. like.... *melts* what a great way to start off my day.

Actually that's about it on what i wanted to post... *scratches head* hehe.... can't help it, i don't have anything to do right now. The airing of the tv series is different on weekends.. so there's no continuation for either 100% senorita and Westside Story till next monday.... aaahh i can't wait..... i'm waiting here patiently for my pc..... i hope i'll get it on monday.... if they have stock >_< oh well.....

what else to blog.... hmm i cook spaghetti this morning..... i'm kinda proud of myself.. it tasted better than the last time one... hahaha..... the spaghetti noodle this time is the tubular sized one.. nice and fat hahaha >_< but soft n yummy.... :p what am i crapping? haaha

Anyways.. to those whose doing their exams, Mid year exams or June exams.
JiA yOU!!! jIA yOu! jIA yOu!

oh right. Today's GMA's AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH...... can we find out the results live online?? its not aired till tomorrow morning at 11.

hmmm...
jiA yOU
QuEen Nizzy the 1st

Friday, May 07, 2004

Cravings: can't think of one... i'm full.
Mood: all mixtures, sad, happy, moody, grumpy.. u name it i got it.. mwahahah...
Loves: The one & only ShuWEi
Listening to: nothing.... Ella enchanted playing in VCD player.

I'm dead excited. I finally found the pc that i like. T2 ASUS.. yeaaahh.. can't wait till i get it. Should be monday hopefully.... =) I just love it. nice Sony LCD screen =) and its a nice light blue colour...

Anyways.... i don't know... today seems like a good day and a bad day..... VCD shop is tempting me to buy something.. I saw the limited edition E3 album..... waaaaaah... within reach. but then i feel guilty asking my mom for money to buy it... aaaaaaaaahhhh.... so near yet not within reach heh...... *prays no one buys it till i find money*

Kinda hyper now... I FoUND CONTACT!!!! aaaaahhhh!!! F2TS's concert vcd with Kim JoHan. I found it at kadai belakang. for only $5 !!!!!!!!! like soo cHeAp... and its original copy not the pirated one... woaah so happy.. can't believe i found it in Brunei at a cheaper price... 5 bucks for a vcd that cost $20... *goes off to dreamland*

Tomorrow is GMA's AAAAAAAHHH *screams* ENERGY JIA yOU!!!! MuSt win tHe AwArd.... =) wE LoVe yOU!!!!

*nisa is hyper*
la la la la la la la la

mwahz

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Cravings: Surprisingly none...
Mood: Not bad :)
Loves: i stated before.. Shuwei :p
Listening to: nothing... watching ChannelNewsAsia.


I MISS SCHOOL!! really seriously..... i miss everything... even the exams... *sigh* i need help~~

Wah.. ShuangXing really have Westside Story.... even better IT HAS MALAY SUBTITLES!!!!!! wo0o0o0o0 *me so0 HiGH* i don't have to worry about spending money buying the vcd with the subtitles anymore... hahaha unless i have extra cash.. only then i might consider buying... :)

Haha yeaaah.. i'm right.. Energy hosting yesterday. so0 so0 SHUAI.. they all in pink.... of coz Shuwei looks shuai-est.. mwahahhaa... he always shuai maa.. no need to say anymore.. hehehe...

Can't believe i actually had the mood to write a couple of chapters for Niunai's fic and a chapter for Renfu's wheee... i'll be updating later....

for now.. gtg.. talking to mally now..
mwaaahzz..
Nisa

Tuesday, May 04, 2004


Cravings: None that i know of...
Mood: Quite ok, but feel so sleepy..
Loves: ShUwEi =)
Listening to: Arashi's 2nd album.


Waaah..... Energy's new Tv show.... i like i like.... but the time they air the show waaaa~~~ clashes with Holland V at 7pm... some more.. clash with this tv series my dad is watching at another channel which ends at 7.30pm. Some more.... it only has one repeats???? how come not 2?? *frowns* hmm maybe there's 2.. but then i check only one repeats.. and the time is at 6AM!!!!!!!! like aaaaah... this morning waah i wake up at 6am... now soo sleepy....

So i decided not to get a laptop this year. I was kinda undecided, plus the Centrino processor still so pricey, i'll wait 2 more years.. hopefully the sony vaio (did i spell that right?) laptops will be available in Brunei. (There are some but very limited) Instead i think i'm going to get myself a new pc. I saw some ACEr pc's that i like... and also COMPAQ, The Acer aspire pc quite nice but to upgrade a 17" monitor to a 15" LCD needs an additional $300??? waaaaaa~~~~ *cries* So i'm considering buying the compaq one, the price kinda ok for a 17" LCD screen..... but the thing is... if i buy compaq where can i send the pc if it goes haywired? ps: The Compaq pc at HuaHo, i mean it isnt exactly a computer shop in HuaHo.... *sigh* Oh, i'm not paying for all these... it's my mom's gift to me for my A'level results. I can't exactly be greedy and ask for a $3000+ pc... haha... so expensive.. so not worth it.... so now i'm still browsing.. going in & out of pc shops... i'm considering buying ASUS's pc..... any1 knows which brands are problematic?? Help?? Mac pc's should be the best right?? BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE THEM... i get so frustrated trying to use the company's G4 bleh bleh...

Aaah.. better stop crapping that. hmm.... what can i say about today? Ok la... so far so good... except for the feeling of laziness and sleepy syndrome... i need to go play Badminton...... oh.. haha i haven't sign up for the aerobics class yet... a lot of people told me to go to the on above nail studio (delima) they say its very good, and very fun. BUt the dancerzise sessions are not on yet.. they're still waiting for the instructor from Philippines.

Eh... i'm so happy yesterday, my mom's friend said i lost weight?? WAAAh.. hahaa.. so0 HaPpy... even though i didn't think i did loose any weight.. having someone say that to you makes you happy.. :P hmm maybe the food restriction really works.. haha... i'm still continuing it... though its suffering... coz on sunday night, was my 2 lil cousins b-day, they had like blackforest cake... and chocolate cake and i think one ice cream cake.... waa.. *drools* all i could do was just look at the yummy creamy cake...... hahaha i can't believe i can manage to withstand the temptation... i'll be back to snacking some chocolates (not often) once i start that aerobics sessions... need to burn the calories... and sitting at home being a couch potato won't exactly help much.

Eh... where's everyone.. my msn so quiet now. Still asleep? hmm... what else did i want to blog? ooh... my fics are gonna end soon.. YeAH!!! *dead excited* coz i've a new one that i started typing... :P i'm considering typing just short stories.. it should be easier... my Renfu fic.... hmm..... i was suppose to end it at chapter 20... but i couldnt.... well i could.... but then ideas still kept coming... so i'm continuing it till prolly chapter 25?

100% Senorita part 2 started airing on SHuanG XiNg yEah!! i thought they're suppose to air Westside story... hmm... but dun have..... i want the ASTRO guidebook for MAy ASAP... heh.. so slow.. need to wait lagi for it to come..

Eh... later.. i think energy will be hosting e-news... wo0ho0o yEAh!! lets see if i'm correct hahaha.... >_O

almost 10am. i think i better go cook, i feel like eating soup....

JiA yoU everyone.
To those having exams. JiA yOu jIa YoU!!! Work hard and You guys will EXCEL!! =)

Love nisa

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Cravings: None...
Mood: alright, just feel lazy & sleepy
Loves: the one & only ShUweI
Listening to: SH!N's album.


Dancing in the dawn,
Middle of the night,
Taking your heart...
and holding it night,
Emotional touch,
touching my skin,
And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again.

Oh its a beautiful thing,
dont think i can keep it all in..
i just got to let u know
the thing that wont let me go

It's your love,
Just does something to me,
Sends a shock right through me,
I can't get enough,
And If you wonder,
About the spell i'm under....
Oh.. It's Your Love...




I actually planned to blog something, but not anymore... not in a mood...