Wednesday, March 31, 2004

wo0o0o0o0o0hhho0o0o0o0o0o0....

i'm feeling very hyper now, for no reason. la la la la la... wo0o0hoho0ho0ho0ho0hohoo.......

I finished watching Westside story. Even though i only understood umm less than 1/4 of what they're saying.... thank you Colly for explaining to me just now. Xie xie ni. =) thank you for lending me the vcd too. hehehe... now i'm gonna wait for the one with subtitle.. coz i wanna buy it!!! aaaaaaaahhh.. i want i want.... i watch complete in 2 days.... haha watch till got headache.. lol...

Now i don't have anything else to do. i've just updated my Energy and Renfu fics. i'm planning to write the next chapters for Jay and Niunai. But first. i need inspiration~~ where's inspiration when u need one...... *shuwei waves* o0o0o0h.. there's my inspiration!!!! oiii inspiration where u going? *shuwei waves somemore* waaaah.... where u going? *disappears* Aiyoh... so how? *^^*

Like the new layout. Nizzy ala JianHua... i've made the background for quite sometime. i thought he was very shuai in Dolphin Bay. Even shuai-er in Westside... i'm too lazy to fix the colours of the fonts and the taggyboard. Mally told me the tagboard is waaaaaaaaay down the page? hmm.... i wonder whats wrong with it.. *shrugs* oh well... as long as it is there...

What elsee.... hmmm.... HOLLAND V!!!! AAAARRRRGGGHHH i swear i wanna pull that Yan Yan's hair... sneaky lil.. urgghh... >_<

*fuh fuh* not gonna let that spoil my mood....

The clouds are grey outside. It looks like its going to rain. YEAH!!! nice nice... i love it when it rains.

ooh i got one complaint...
I WANT ASTRO SHUANGXING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! both 1 and 2 =/
How come i don't get that channel? neither did Colly... but Amalia and Akmal has it.... no fair!!* glares at Kristal Astro* i wanna watch 100% Senorita!! even tho no subtitle..... i just want to watch it... need to occupy the free time. i'm too lazy to find a part time job. i'll just wait till the Hospital attachments starts... in May? or was it June... oh well... i think i still can survive another month.. coz i've survive 4 months already.... weeeeeeee~~~~~

la la la la la i crapped too much...
Nisa LOVES sHuWEi <---(V)-----

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Hmm.... how to open my blog again this time... i'm out of ways...
I guess i'm just posting a short post.
I am finally sane again.
i am okay now.
=)

Monday, March 22, 2004

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Introducing: DongBangShingi (TVXQ)

Official Site: http://www.tvxq.com/ (Korean)


Description: New Korean band, 5 members, under SM. Entertainment, aged around 16-18. Cute boyish smiles, and melodical voices.


Left to right: Xiah, Micky, Hero, Max, U-know.


First single entitled:
Hugs, check out the MV, =) they all looked very cute.

Why they called themselves Dongbangshingi?
The words came from their korean names. (actually, the reason was longer than this, i cant remember all the facts, but i know its related to each of the members name)
Interesting info:
Xiah won best looking male award, sbs award (i think). in Korea.
U-know won best dancer.
Hero won best singer? (sorry, i can't remember)


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My mood is not that good, it keeps on changing. Staying at home too much is definitely not good for me. Its turning me into an unhappy person. There are so many things going through my head right now. Good or bad. All i hoped to do is let it all out. And bloggy, you're the one i choose.

Life is unfair! Thats a statement not a complaint. i know life is never fair, but why do i still question about it? I suppose its a human 'thing' Some people are born lucky, with a secured future just waiting for them to take. Some people are born without the necessity to excel in academics but are able to succeed in their life. Sometimes, excelling in academics are not everything, sometimes its not good enough, sometimes the other route are better. Can a person achieve happiness? by excelling in academics but not in life? i remember what one of my teacher said to all of us in class, the teacher told us that people with parent's who are businessman/women are lucky, cause their children has a future, coz the business will be passed on to their children. That teacher even advised us girls to get married to a businessman. LOL, oh well, what that teacher had said was correct in someways. Sometimes i wonder, what the other path is? whether am i on the right one or not? i don't know and won't know till the future become the present. Why is it......... *sigh* no point on asking.. coz there are no answers. My life, i see pathways, going in different directions. if i chose one, how will i know that the other one wasn't the correct one?

From all that i'm crapping up there, i can sense one word that i'm gonna type, which is Jealousy. Jealousy, something evil, something that is not worth giving in to. A person should try to run ahead of Jealousy and not let it rule over them. Jealousy leads to hatred, a life full of hatred will lead a person nowhere. What's the point of being jealous? It's just gonna hurt their ownself. or worse it can hurt the other also.

What do you do when you're unsure of your life? what do you do when you don't know? what do you do when everything in life becomes unbearable? will you look ahead of the unbearable to see the next sunshine? Think positive? is it possible? it is possible, its just that you can't just not ignore the negative, coz its always there to haunt its victims.

That's all i want to say, i've no idea what i typed, its all just coming from my head and my heart. i've no idea what i'm feeling right now. i just feel that there is........ *sigh*

I may look like a big sunshine smiling at anyone who passes by,
but deep down inside,
i'm just a cloudy grey skey wanting to break down and cry.

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

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Candidate #2: Brian from Fly to The Sky.
Why?
Do i need to say more? Just look at the picture. A look will get you swooning. But i will describe why he is the 2nd candidate. Firstly, he has a great voice, especially when he screams when he sings. Its a total turn on, esp the part where he screams in Guardian Angel. He has a totally cute smile. If only he smiles more often. His english, almost perfect with a dash of Korean accent to get you all dreamy, wanting more. i'll quote a lyric that he sang in english, 'How could you loved me and leave me and never say goodbye....'

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Today was quite a nice day actually for the exception that i felt tired and sleepy. i went to bed at around 12.30am, to catch up with Holland V repeats. I woke up at about 7.30am today, went down to look for breakfast, there was none. So i fried 2 sausages n 2 chicken fingers. Then my mom told me she's taking me for breakfast at 9. Akmal and Muf's came to my house this morning, it was a surprise. lol. Good thing i was fully dressed already when you entered my room huh :P so At 9 i left for breakfast with my mom, went to Selera Kampung, err... didnt eat much, coz the food wasn't to my liking.

Around 10am, went to Centrepoint and met with Akmal and Muf again. We went to check out the Education Uk exhibition. i accompanied Akmal and Muf, they were talking to Middlesex Uni. representative, asking questions and stuff, while i was just there sitting around listening. I met Ahmad, Nasriah, Hilmi and also Deeeee.... too bad Dee couldn't join us coz she was busy and had things to do, oh well... we can always arrange to go jalan again... *smiles*

After the exhibition, went to Sia & Tang to look for Cd's or Vcd's to buy, to my dissapointment there was none.. again.. *sigh* then went to The Mall, checked out the Cineplex, we 3 wanted to catch a movie, but none was to our liking, plus the timing wasn't right. Third stop was i think kadai belakang, i bought MVP Qing Ren OST yeaah finally found it >_< then bought A-sun's album also... too bad couldnt find any original ones. There were some tv series that i want to buy, but i have to wait for those with english subtitles. Testing my patience again.... haiiz... After that Muf drove us to Soon Lee Tungku Link/ Batu besurat. To look at Golden Music Centre vcd/cd store. Mally bought several Bae Yong Jun's pics, posters along with 5566's poster too. Getting addicted to 5566 eh mal *winks* It was almost 12.30 when we finished there, so Muf picked up her 2 little sister's both so cute!! then went to Mufie's house, her little brother also sooo cute!!! We stayed there till about 1.20pm, sent her little sister to Ugama school then back to Centrepoint Gadong we went. It was a final stop really, coz we were all really exhausted and you can say half awake.. reallly... tired...

Sunday's post: Outing event made earlier to 2pm instead of 7pm.

Fianally the outing happened.. hehe... we all ended up agreeing to meet at Mc Donald's instead. i was kinda late, i arrived at about 10 mis past 2, Mai, Darli and Amalia was there already, then Crysteen came, and Dee, followed by Rabiatul. There was also a birthday party going on at Mc Donalds' the mascot was jumping around to the Cheeky girl's album.. LOL Dee soo curious.. she really wants to know who is inside the mascot... lol.. i mean seriously the mascot was jumping up n down dancing around. it looked funny.. but the kids had a lot of fun. Anyways, Crysteen and Mai baked a birthday cake for me and Amalia.. soo sweet of them... thanx guys... It was cheesecake.... yuummyy.. with raspberry/strawberry jelly on it... yumm yumm.... it had 19 candles on it too.... they all sang a birthday song 'quietly' upon request from us :) and me n amalia blew the candle together... =)


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Love hurts, only when it says goodbye

Saturday, March 13, 2004

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Candidate #1:Tony Sun Xiezhi as Taizi
Why?
The character that he played in MVP was daym sweet. *^^*

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Changed the colour of my layout again, last time it was white lets go for dark colours this time. =) Hmm... kinda made me seem like a devil, or a psycho.. red & black.. n the title says obsession for the perfect man? hahahaha..... got the perfectman idea from watching too much od Shinhwa's - Perfect Man MV.

You must be wondering about the candidate stuff right? its nothing much really.. i'm just adding it there just for fun. Its basically the stars that i like and why. =)

Today, everything was fine. Typical boring day at home with nothing to do. i woke up, had breakfast, then cooked lunch. Then watched pops in seoul, who0o0 Wheesung - I am missing you, that song rOcks. he has awesome vocals. His hairstyle umm wel... lets not talk about that. Then watched The One- repeats. Toro looked soo KAWAAAIIIIII.... i still liked his old dragonball hairstyle but the new one he still looks cute. He got eyebags under his eyes, poor baby. Musn't have gotten enough sleep. dun worry Toro, YoU mUsT jIA yOU!!!

Then went online, had fun crazy chatting with Mally, its a daily must! hehe.. mally's new favourite word is 'HAH' hehehehe she just loves that word, don't you Mally *winks*... and also the person who said that word *winks again* hehehehehe... whats my favourite word? hmmm... a few days ago it was lalalalalala... now... i dunno if i have or not... but i do love my msn name 'being loved... by everyone but you.' sounds sad huh? but i'm not.... i just love the wording...

hmm... what else did i do today, hmm.. oh right.. first thing i did in the morning today after breakfast was watch '....ing' i highly recommend the movie, not only is the actor cute, the storyline is very sweet also and sad. I would've prefered another type of ending... i'm not gonna say it here and spoil the movie. =) but you must watch!!

i'm suppose to plan an outing for tomorrow, but seems difficult coz got other plans before the planned time. So currently not confirm.

Thats all i wanna blog today =)
oh right..
Happy 19th Birthday to Amalia.=)

----(`V`)-----> Shuwei...... always... :P

Friday, March 12, 2004

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Listening to:5566 - easy come easy go
Video of the day:Hyesung singing Now & Forever, Andy singing My Life.
Recommended song: Tim McGraw - all we ever find.
Mood: Happy.
Loves: Shuwei, family & Friends.
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My 19th Birthday:

Today is my 19th birthday, one year older, one year wiser? hmm... hope so.. =) one year nottier... one year kinkier as Dee has said.... hehehe.. kinky-er aah? hmm.. :P How do you measure a man? Use measuring type and do it when its hard. lolz... hehe thats crap.. i made that up.. *^^*

First and foremost, got to say thank you to Colly( got ur msg at midnight ;) 1st one), Mally(thanx for the b-day sms, tag n e-mail ;) mwaahz ), Mai, Ihsan, Dee, Natalie, Auntie nor, Mamit & family and theres another one, i'm not sure who the no. belongs to.. it ends with 070, someone also sent me a birthday ringtone, thank you =) i don't know who sent it but thank you. *smiles* Thank you to all the people who wished me a happy advance b-day, including the 2 interviewers on wednesday :)

Cowwwy, thank you for the present..... the soft toy sooooo SOFT... i love it.. its so huggable like i don't want to let it go... sooo cute also.. and bulih di pirik2 so nyaman rasanya... hehehe... =)

Mally, thank you for the poster... aahh... my 3 favourite guys :P *swoon* Shuwei, Eric & Brian. It's so lawaaa.... and got my pic in it also hehehe :)



How did i spend my day?
i was woken up early today at 6.30am, because had to go cemetary to visit, we always go every friday. Then had breakfast at this restaurant in Kiarong, i don't see why people like the Nasi Lemak soo much? i find the rice very umm dry... coz they use beras siam i think. Then accompanied my mom to her office, coz she needs to do some work. Then i went home, just in time to watch repeats of Holland V which i missed watching last night. i managed to catch a few performance from the American Idol episod, coz i missed watching that the previous night too.

After lunch, i went out, send my sis n cuz to tuition, then went to 'Kadai blakang' as i call it. =) i wanted to look for Westside Story, there was until part 3 but with no subtitles. So i didn't buy, i bought other movies instead. i finally bought ...ing, Impossible Love and BoA- shine we are, ooh and also Drama Queen. Haven't watched any one of them yet, maybe tomorrow when i got the mood.

Anyways, thats all i could think of blogging for today.
Somehow i wish i was in Singapore watching Energy at the Mediacorp Theatre..
oh well....
i'm glad i have the chance to celebrate my 19th birthday.

Love Always.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

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Listening to: My Life - Andy (Shinhwa)
MV of the day: Fly to the Sky - Forever
Recommended song: -_-" none at the moment..
Mood: sleepy and tired.
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i am so forcing myself to blog, feel so exhausted, mentally and phisically. Yesterday lunchtime, got a call from UBD regarding the U. of Calgary's interview for the pre-med course. I went to the briefing on that day, met with the current students, they were nice, they explained to us the fun of taking the course. Joanna briefed us about the interview convincing us that it will be alright, as our application is about 99% confirmed yes. just waiting for the calgary intrvw and apporval from the moe.

I followed Crysteen again today to UBD, i was nervous when i saw both the interviewers.. they were european size.. kinda scary, but they were nice. During my interview, they were nice and smiled a lot. phew... i was relieved. The questions asked were alright, answerable that is.. :)

My mood not so good now eh, dunno why, maybe i'm just tired i suppose. i've got no more energy left in me... its all drained out *sigh*

i'm outs... dunno wat else to say... *yawns*

eh.. oh ryte.... i'm sorry i haven't updated any of my fics for quite some time. All the chapters are half written at the moment, i won't be posting anything till the uni and scholarship results are out. Coz my mind is not focused and settled at the moment. I just want to make sure i got a secured place in the Uni. It will make me more relax.

love xxx

Sunday, March 07, 2004

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Listening to: Fish Leung - Fly away
MV of the day: Hyesung(Shinhwa) - Now and Forever.
Recommended song: none at the moment.
Mood: really really desperately bored.
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Last night i went out with Crysteen, Darliana, Mai, Rabiatul and Ahmad. Just for an outing at Centrepoint. When we all met up we went to the foodcourt and got our table, we chatted for a while, looking at photoalbums, pictures from the beach bbq party, chatted about ubd stuff, scholarship results. la la la
After eating, we went to The Mall, Dar, Mai, Rabiatul and Ahmad went to catch the movie at 9.30pm, they're watching Trauma, i would've love to join them but then the movie ends at 11.30pm, i doubt my parents would let me go, besides its very late.

Today? well lets just say i am soo BORED!!!! majorly... i cannot stand it..... i wish i could start uni soon.. i dunno... i hate not having anything to do in my life.

i am currently addicted to watching Shinhwa's concert vcd, got one song that got me hooked, its called My Life... sung by Andy... its nice!!

i dun feel like typing anymore... *sigh*

mwahzxx

Friday, March 05, 2004

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Listening to: Nothing...
MV of the day: Shinhwa - Perfect Man ( i got possesed by them HELP!)
Mood: not bad.. not bad..
Recommended song: can't think of any at the moment.
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i just had to post this up... iressistable!!



Brian~~ *Nisa melts into a puddle of water*

Alright, down to business, how was my day? hmm.. quite okay... coz my maid iS BACK wo0o0o0ho0o0.. no more washing dishes *jumps around like maniac* hehe.. besides that... Morning didn't do anything much, just TRYINg to write the next chapter for both my Renfu and Energy fic, the chapters are half written, i don't know how to continue >< happy chapters soo difficult... but i know.. i must JiA yOu weeeehehehehehe.... Afternoon, i went to 'kadai belakang' as i call it, check out vcd's. There was still no Westside story with english subtitles.. *pulls hair, need to be patient.. need to sabar..**takes a deep breath* i can wait...

mmmmm *calms down* i finally bought Shinhwa's live concert vcd 2001!!!! <--- hahaha i am soooo LEFT BEHIND, like really left behind. Anyways, finally found out who the sexy guy in the Perfect Man MV, :P the one wearing the specs... it's ERIC... *swoon* la la la la la *smiles*

Still.. no results on scholarship or ubd application. The UBD people kept on calling me telling me that they have to wait for the moe to approve stuff. i hope the results would be out by tomorrow.. coz the orientation for biomedical course starts on Monday!!

Something made me almost cry... (in a happy way that is) i was watching entertainment news, then there was one news about energy, i've no idea what it is about.... launching of their tv series??? aah.. i'm not sure... but anyways.. the news showed Energy with their parents.... got one part.. Niunai lay his head on his mommy and hug her tight... that was soooo SWEET!!. Then another part.. got Ady he stood behind his mom, bend his head.. so that it lay against his mom's then his mom stroke his head...... i tink ady crying... dunno.. but looks like it... that was like... one of the BEST news about energy.... i mean i've been wanting to know.. what they r like when they r with their parents.... from what i see.. they love their mom's a lot...sweet eh... i am soo gonna watch the repeats tomorrow.. :)

gtg now.. got nothing else to say...
Love always.. Nitez

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

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Song of the Day: Justin Guarini - Thinking of You.
Music Video of the day: Fly to The Sky - Poison Ivy.
Recommended song: 1TYM - Falling in love. (They sang the Korean version of Energy's One love)
Mood: Changes thru time.
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Hello, *waves*

After not blogging for quite some time, decided to blog finally, actually had a lot of things to say about this past few days, but i just don't feel like writing it out, i just want to forget about it. heh...

The scholarship results are NOT out yet, same goes for results for UBD biomed application, they called me up yesterday and told me that they are waiting for the M.O.E to decide, so she said it might be on Thursday. I didn't know the M.O.E are involved with the UBD applications. Hmm.... i guess maybe the M.O.E knows who are going to get the scholarship so they can shortlist the applicants name for the UBD applications. >< *sigh* i wish the results of the application comes out soon.... i mean seriously the UBD appl. results should be out by now, coz the course starts on like the 8th of March, next week..... like r they gonna give us just 4 days to prepare..? oh well...

i watched E-news@asia last night.. wo0.. ENERGY hosted it again, and of coz with Shuwei talking most of the time.. wo0o wo0o.. he rULez!! =p Then watched the repeats today at 8.30am. After that accompanied my mom for breakfast at CA.Md di Yayasan with her friends. Then went to pay the Astro bills.. the ppl say we r paying the astro bill for the month of june, july, August?? huh?? i thought we r paying for march, april, may.. eh.. weird... coz the last time my mom payed was in December but only for 3 months.. hmm.. weird...

Then came back home at about 12.30, went to watch Entertainment news... AAAAAAHHHH gOt E.N.E.R.G.Y and Shuwei wearing his suit..... soo SHUAI... then kunda wearing specs.. woo..... kawaaiii... ;P

i finally developed the last roll of film containing pics from the grad.empire overstay, the beach party + pics during national day at the Stadium. There's one pic at the beach i really like... too bad... the program for my scanner wasn't installed so i can't show you guys.. oh well... Mally & Cowwy.. the next time you come my house.. then can see.. :P

that's all i want to say....
Bored to death..... ---X_X---Niz
Love Shuwei LovE sHuWEi LoVe ShuWEI