Self entertaining

I'm bored. Have been neglecting my blog again. Holidays has been.............. errr......... wouldn't exactly call it a blast. Been wasting time as usual watching tv. There are so many new tv series to look forward to. I want to watch Pretty Girl - Wallace Huo Jian Hua and also another series that has jason 5566 in it. i don't remember what else i want to watch. Kinda forgot about them... i did list them somewhere... hehehe *scratches head*

Anyways, i think i've wasted so much money AGAIN this month. I'm so going broke. Now i've got a MAJOR NEED to control my spending. But the list of things that i wanted to buy is increasing instead of staying static.

So many movies to watch too! I'm so behind with any english movies hahahaha... don't exactly remember what was the last movie i watched. I'm getting so addicted to any chinese movies or stories. Oh and the philippine tv series on ch8. LEO MADRIGAL IS DAMN HOT!! He's another version of Energy Niunai. Totally swoonsome.

ALAN LUO ZHI XIANG (Xiao Zhu/ Show)
He's totally hot. His acting in the outsiders is pretty good. Didn't fail to make me cry the 3 times that i watch the last episode. Getting addicted to his album too esp his duet with Xiao S. i love his voice!! not just when he sings, but also when he talks. There's a certain comfort i get from his voice... *sigh* *so0o0 hiGh....

Alright, besides all that, me? well things are as usual for me. I still like 'ia' but well... i'm going to learn to move on and forget... but yeah it takes time... i'm sure i can do it... heheheee...

Last but not least.... exam results are out....... So disappointed with my bio grades... i really didnt expect it.... the highest grade i thought i could get for bio was a B... man...... i didnt even get a C for that... *sigh*...

Time to move on....

Hello *waves*, miss me? Hehehehe... I'm back. I changed my layout again even before i publish the last one. So hows everyone doing? I'm fine, relaxing back to being a couch potato. But yeah only for a month.I really don't know what to say. *goes blank* Ooh... i'm proud to say that i'm totally broke. Hahaha spent so much money in one month. But then again i think its worth it. Got the sony cybershot that i wanted, new clothes, cd's and vcd's, a new study table for my room, got my room repainted (i'll post a pic in my next post, too lazy now).
Hmm, playing around with the html codes not successful this time. Still not able to figure out how to use the codes. Anyways,hmm what else,ooh how about a list.

The list for today is top 10 guys:
+Shuwei (i'm bias, but i don't care =p)
+Taebin (Sexy voice)
+Dongwan (Coz... umm... nice voice, and a sexy body)
+Darren (ooh.. i just love his voice.)
+Kim Jae Won (Very cute smile)
+Kaer (Love his voice, plus he's cute!)
+Xiah, TVXQ (very very very nice voice)
+Renfu (very kawaaii character)
+Brian and Fany (fell in love with korean music because of their songs)
+Ia (y? coz i like him)

Alrightie, that's all for today, i'm outs.

As promised an extra looong post =) hehe..

How's everyone doing? It's 5am now, Happy 2nd day of puasa-ing to all muslims.I was suppose to post last night, but then mally called and we talked for quite some time so.. yeah... felt lazy to type after that.

Anyways,ready or not... my post will start right about now....

I'm feeling quite happy, i wanted to say relax and happy but that's like stretching a bit from the truth. MIB pembentangan is over, it was quite ok and our pendamping was quite satisfied with it. Now all thats left is the editing part and Azim is doing it now.Apart from the only other project left is our website. We've got the layout already, just need to find the information and fill it in.

How's my life?Besides studies, quite alright, trying to balance both playing and studying. But sometimes it seems that there's more playing involve hehehehe... can't help it..... like if you saw a new movie or tv series compared to your bio textbook. i mean.. seriously.... which will you choose??

Hmm..... next order of business... guys... hahahaha.......i just saw shuwei on e-news... woaah like getting more shuai. Not like the last time i saw him on tv. Now he has a nicer body..... hekeke... really!!! =p hehehehe....Getting addicted to Tae Bin (Danny 1tym) also, he has such a smooth silky voice.aaaaahh... cannot tahan already.... hahaha... and as for Ia... as usual 'lawa' but his hair not so spikey anymore..... =/ but still.. hehehe.....I WILL!!!! talk to him on my own face 2
face... one day!!! hehe... have to crawl before walking right?

I'm feeling more motivate to study now. i suppose because the burden of the MIB project has been lifted... and probably for the fact that my test results sucked hahahhaa......... teruk eh... need help........ heelpp helllppp!!! Hahahaha.. i've only finished rearranging my files last night. The next thing to do would be opening the files and read the notes. hehe...

Currently watching Top on the forbidden city on shuangxing ch38. The storyline is pretty cool.... though its kinda predictable but still.... you just can't help liking the 'cliche' storylines. Damn...... the company is so good.. the way they potray tian xie (Gino's) character is so like......... people who don't like him also will like him...... macam me....... never really like Gino.,... coz i prefer Darren... then after watching the tv series..... i kinda developed a liking for Gino...... >_< bad... bad.... bad....

Last wednesday, me, mai and lizzy went to gadong around lunchtime, to 'reward' ourselves hehe... We went to Mc Donalds first and had the double cheeseburger...... first time aku kenyamanan the burger hahaha...... then went around the Mall, wanted to catch a movie around 12 something, but the only thing on was Resident Evil 2 and lizzy has watched it already, so just went around the mall... waiting for 3pm to come....... hahaha At 3pm went to Seasons and had high Tea..... we stuffed ourselves till cannot eat anymore... hahahaha....... it was worth it... the noodle soup, the cakes, sandwiches, the dimsums..... all yummy....... it was worth $11.50. Heheheehe

I can't wait till shark tales is on at the cinema... coz i wanna watch. I've got the vcd already...... but then wanna watch arah cinema... beramai - ramai... hehehe...

There's a lot of cd's that i want to buy..... bah i'm going to list it out.. hahaha....
+Shinhwa vol.7+DongBangShinki 1st album+TaeBin's 1st album+Hey You MJLZW OST+Yuan Wei Jue Xing - Awakening+Hmmm.... don't remember anymore....

Hahhaa...... maybe its not just cd's that i wanted to buy..... haha can't remember......Anyways, Ruza: Here i am.. finally posting, how's everything? I've read your post.... on how kamu nada proper meals since you guys got there... must be difficult.. but no worries you will be alright..... just eat more proper food if possible... like bread with cheese, bubur nasi kah. Other than that.. must enjoy yourselves di sana, Puasa must be like a new feeling when you're di sana
right....?

Ok, better end my post.. now.. melarat larat karang..... hahaha i'll prolly end up posting crap if i go on... :)
That is all whats been happening with me... i'm umm.. quite sure.. i didn't miss anything out..hehe
Mwahhhzz..Love Nisa

It's october 6..and here i am blogging...

I ...Mrs. Andy...am typing this gibberish post juz to fill this poor blog with updates upon how life is sometimes not fair ....

Read on if ur interested in this piece of crap anyway..*insert shifty emoticon*

Anyways to start off... i miss the blogging world..miss html and codes.. the layout making even... how sometimes i wish i was in Andy's arms right now, and he would stroke my ebony, black..sometimes-not-so-shampoo-daily hair.. softly..eww, im being gross now ..aren't i?

oh well..scratch that. it was just a few lines of joke. no pun intended .___.

so it's like ..what... just got off the fone via communicating wif our beloved blog owner Nizzy. Spend yakkit-ing away for 2 merely hours. We talked about random stuffs actually. Some sad, reminisce-those-g00d-old-times topics even .__. . Random background songs even filled in our convo. How irony is dat *rolls eyes* *_*

Right.. at the moment im listening to Jay chou - cute girl.. ..and i juz finished listening to my hubby Andy raps for Angel..i still remember those rap lines <333 bless his rapping skills <3333333333333

~ non ne chonbu nega sanun iyu nol pogo isul dden I'm way up in the sky~~I can't fall down, I can't let you down~~I must admit that I'm in love with you~~I wanna kiss you~~

and..it took me more than a lifetime to freakin' romanize the korean lyrics..excuse the unnecessity to this post .__. Junjin's parts was the hardest for me to romanize the most x_X *dies*

~ nol saranghe kurol su bagge non ne chonsa nan ni suhochonsa~~oddon il isodo apuge haji ana
nal nege matchulge hengbokhage niga taranaji mothage nega yaksoke uh~~

k enough romanization for today.. im freakin' tired. I miss ruzanna .__. dat lovelee dorkus breath shall be remember at all times <3333

i shall go now. im juz posting garbage here. see ya nxt time bloggy.

-Mrs.Andy <333

Mood: Want to cry...
Feeling: lonely, stressed out, useless...
Listening to: nothing...
Thing i did before going online: Chem assignment.

I don't understand..... *sigh* i hate myself for not understanding... its suppose to be something simple.. but how come i don't understand??? *pulls hair* aarararrrrrgggghhhh.. Bio lagi kan di buat.... *sigh* sasak ku sudah.... Semester break?? YeAh RigHT! as If! sure its break from lectures... BUT ITS NOT A BREAK FROM DOING ASSIGNMENTS AND STUDYING.

Been going to UBD almost everyday except for one day when i just stayed at home.... even that day doesnt count, coz i was doing M.I.B ...

A lot of tests are coming up, i seriously feel the pressure.... i need to get a B and above......

*sigh* i'm going back to the textbooks now....

i want to go out jalan2.... or maybe the beach would be nice.... but yeah... everyones just busy. *sigh*

Mood - feels like crying.
Reason - disclosed.

I went to UBD today and spent my morning and afternoon in the library, managed to start studying biology on evolution & diversity for the test. Pretty much worried about it, there's about 100 pages of information to read. Tried to glue my head onto the textbooks most of the time.

After going back home, decided to go UBD sports complex to play badminton as planned with lizzy, kevin, mike, ken. Played with Ken, then with lizzy,then all the guys played basketball, i think there were some JIS students there. I went home at about 7.40+, took a shower, had dinner and now here i am.

Need to keep my eyes open coz i want to watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu at 10.30, the storyline is getting interesting. =)

Don't feel like typing anymore...
nite nite
love Nisa xxx

Mood: Cheerful.
Reason: also don't know why (maybe due to sufficient amount of sleep)
Listening to: N Sync - Selfish

Been busy lately, hmm.... i'm quite sure my previous post started off with the same sentence. Hahaha... Wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday been busy with choir stuff, practice, the booth, the iklan. But it was all good fun. Spent a lot of money though buying food, coz on friday and sunday stayed at Uni the whole day till afternoon.

Semester break started on Saturday, but we still came to Uni, i don't remember for what reason, hahaha... prolly MIB. Then i TOTALLY FORGOT about playing bouncer, My kain got slit so cannot play... heh.. then on sunday i planned out to play then no more bouncer *pouts* was so disappointed... i really wanted to play!!!

Yesterday spent the morning doing MIB stuff also, planned to do chem assignment in the afternoon.. started off at question 1, i could hardly keep my eyes open.. i swear i was half awake when i was looking at the question paper.... ahhaha so decided to go home a bit early. Went back home at 3pm, txted him for fun. Then managed to txt Nick also, long time haven't text with him.. finally can.... don't remember how much money spent txting with him... 30cents per txt hahaha *gulp* but it was fun.

I couldn't believe i fell asleept at 5pm hahahaha..... my mom said my lil sis tried to wake me up, but failed. Hahaha i don't even remember anyone trying to wake me up. I finally woke up at about 8 something at night. Then took a shower, finally feeling fresh, went to look for food, then watch Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu till midnight.. waaaaaaaa SHUWEI SO SHUAI!!!! *melts* i'm assuming evil is creeping up on him first... can't wait to watch the next ep tonight... aaaaaahhh......

Going to send off Ahmad today, going to Uk on scholarship. Lucky guy! Jeles ku eh.... after that going to UBD, Badminton ECA is still on, i don't really mind. i feel like playing eventhough feeling slightly exhausted. i think i need the exercise considering the amount of food i've been eating lately out of boredom. hahaha

Hmm... what else.... i also dunno.... i guess, i'm going to continue with MIB.

laters. Mwahhz..
Nisa xxx

Status: Alert
Mood: Quite happy and hyper.
Feeling: a bit bloated. haha, just finished eating maggi yuMmy... now drinking hot milo.
Weather: It's raining, perfect weather to snuggle in bed and drink a cup of hot milo.
Life: quite alright =) better than in the morning.

-()-
In the morning, my mood wasn't too good. I suppose it was because i still wasn't feeling 100% well and had to go for choir practice. We still had to practice outdoors, since the CLT is being locked. My body, especially my face was feeling quite hot. I forgot to take panadol this morning, i guess thats why. They decided not to have choir practice in the afternoon as not many people would be able to make it. I guess that's a smart decision, coz you can't practice choir unless there's enough people to represent each of the different voices.

-Feeling quite daring-
-sent a text-

Headed for gadong in the afternoon with my mom, bro and sis. Sadly didn't find anything to buy. I was quite disappointed that they still don't sell Yuan Wei Jue Xing's album. =/ maybe i should ask the shop to order for me.

Anyways, don't want to think about that. I really don't want to spoil my good mood.I actually feel motivated to study and do my work at this very moment.If i am able to actually make a head start on my MIB Konsep tonight, i've got one person to thank in my heart.

Nite nite bloggy.
love nizzy.xxx

Status: Not feeling well.
Mood: feeling drained.
Financial status: Almost broke.
Life: A rollercoaster ride? .... is it??
Self note: Not to drink coffee for the next couple of weeks.

First Things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIZ AND MY LIL SISTER =)

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Today had lectures in the morning, then me, Miz, lizzy and Mai headed to gadong as Miz wanted to eat out. So we went to Pizza Hut. We had Polo pizza (it wasn't nice, but Miz liked it.) After that we went straight back to UBD. Didn't feel like going anywhere else, plus we promised Darli to meet her at the canteen during lunch.

We arrive back at UBD at about a quarter past 12 and joined her there. (Elaborated details is excluded from this post) After lunch, headed towards Math tutorial. la la la la... ok i'm gonna quit blabbering, coz i'll prolly just be yapping about lectures etc etc etc..... i suppose, bloggy doesnt seem like a safe place to type out feelings.

Now, my eyes hurt, tomorrow there's choir practice. Suppose to go for IM every fortnight outing, tomorrow's at 7am at Shahbandar too bad it clashed with choir.

Things to do:
-Get myself to start doing M.I.B project.
-Get my studies back on track (i've been slacking too much).
-Get myself organize.

Prolly going to sleep soon.
Nite nite. Love
Nisa. xxx

I'm going to blog out of boredom.

Nizzy:
-needs help coz she's bored.
-when she's bored she tends to eat to occupy time (waaaaa~~ so sad)
-got nothing to say really, i'm just typing coz to prevent my fingers from reaching out for another piece of chocolate (i've eaten MORE THAN 5 already!) waaaaa...... i need to go jogging.....
-Trying to motivate self to start doing MIB project.
-But then no mood also coz bored.
-Waah... so how?
-so bored alone eh. Even msn is deserted! Where's everyone kan?
-Feels like eating lagi..... i ate lunch(maggi) at 11. now feel hungry again and its only 2pm. Been snacking choccies in between.
-Also too lazy to watch TV. Macam no mood already eh.
-What to do?
-bored-
-dead:bored-
-la la la la la la-
*poOf*

Helllllooooo0o0o0o0o0~~~
Haven't blogged for quite sometime. I'll blame myself for being lazy. But i'm lazy for a reason! really!! Very tired, the past week had been quite hectic. This weekend has been quite occupied, only now i've got time to actually relax. So i'll just simplify the events of the week... that i remembered.

+*Monday*+
- Went to the Mall with Mai, Lizzy, Crysteen, Darliana, Ken & Antonia.
- Thought Chem practical was umm a bit messed up (with the weighing that is.
- Things went into a whirlwind. Secret kinda slipped out about someone liking someone.

+*Tuesday*+
-The friend found out but says will keep a secret (can trust meh?)
-No bio tutorial, sir wasn't in.
-don't remember anymore what we did that day.

+*Wednesday*+
-Missed the freakin bus! If there was any buses provided to go to IPA that day (they say ada but when we went to the PMUBD's office, they say they don't know) heh.~
-Mally came to UBD with her laptop. We then went to the ICTC lab and spent almost the whole morning till 11am there. Antonia joined us followed by ken at around 9am. What we did? Watch 100 days with Mr.Arrogant, Korean movie on Mally's laptop (in the ICTC lab) We were laughing around. Wasn't so much worried about distracting people, coz the people in the lab were mostly our friends. It was fun. In the afternoon, we got bored so we Miz decided to go jalan, so we headed off to UTAMA bowling centre. Miz went to bowl while me watch and Mally, well she took a few turns playing. =) wanted to play but feel kinda self conscious playing with baju kurung. Plus didn't want to spend money.

+*Thursday*+
-Full day.
-I could hardly remember what we all did that day. hahaha -_-"
-Ooh...... our clothes were the same colour. very mo qi. <-- did i use that correctly? heheheheh...
-that night, he wore a cap. Suits him.looks very *swoOnsome*
-Ooh.... feel self conscious coz we sat in a row with him & the friend who knows. My friend said the friend kept on looking at our direction.... heh.... kan jadi spy jua kah aah?

+*Friday*+
-Choir practice in the morning, i really wanted to sleep eh. Didn't have enough sleep the past 2 days. Its kinda annoying when the choir practice session should be 2hrs but then the 1st hr is spent unwisely. Cutting the practice time short.
-Afternoon went jalan, but sekejap saja coz mom had to work. My mood wasnt too good either.

+*Saturday*+
-its a 'blue' day, again same colour day hehehe...
-spent morning time after lectures, in the library discussion room, we had a ummm singing/ while studying math with Mai, Lizzy, Antonia & Ken, Miz she didnt have math so just hang out with us, while she read some of her geo stuff.
-Had Math test..... got one wrong so far *cries* Mahadir pointed out my mistake when i still had my test paper right infront of me. waaaaa~~~
-FOS night, kinda disappointed, it was suppose to be the time when we mingle around with people, to make new friends. It was more like a show and we were umm passive audience. a Mask Q Red? how come the AJK's not all wore their Mask? its like... you expect people to wear the mask but you don't wear them yourself? Hmm..... it would've been more meriah if everyone did wear.. and we didnt know who was behind the mask. Anyways, the night ended around 11.30pm. I was sleepy by 10pm already.

+*Sunday*+
-Today, got choir practice from 8 - 11 am, as usual, people didn't arrive on time, then somemore a lot of the choir members didnt come. seriously, how are we suppose to practice if there arent enough people around? the pesta konvo is nearing and we need to try make everything near perfect as possible. *sigh* we need more practices.. i dun care if we have to sacrifice some more time, besides its only for the pesta konvo.

Tadaa.... my blog of the week, i'm keeping it simple. Too lazy to elaborate on the details. Didn't feel like whining and complaining too much today. I'm feeling sleepy now..... thats either the effects of tiredness from last night/not enough sleep or because i'm just plain full.

gtg now...
till i post again...
mwaaahzzz
xxx

Dear diary,
today i saw a boy,
And i wondered if he noticed me,
he took my breath away,

dear diary,
do you know whats in my heart?
I tried to smile,
but i could hardly breath,
Diary should i tell him how i feel?
Or would that scare him away?
Diary tell me what to do,
diary please tell me what to say.....

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That song =) hehe.... decode the meaning :P hehe... I still got the flu, it was ok this morning, but now its back. I guess i need to take medicine again and hopefully the flu will go away.

It's been a hectic week. The pressures of being a Uni student has taken its toll upon me. Juggling datelines, homeworks, assignments, studying, life... etc... etc... Kinda glad the week is almost over.
Just got back from math lectures about 2 hours ago. =) Feeling happy though very blur during math.

Lawa ya malam ani. Very smart looking.

haiiz....
bah atu saja kan ku blog

eh wait...

Tomorrow, there's a Reunion thing at The Mall. Not sure i'm coming or not. Even if i do come, it'll probably just for a while. Coz its like, i don't know. I'm just not a big fan of that food court. Somemore i CAN'T imagine a gathering there. A picnic wouldve been a better choice, its just that there wasnt enough time to plan it out.

ok, that marks the end of it..
can't wait till esok..
Mwaahz..
Nizzy xxx

Status: Still selesma.
Feeling: Rather daring...

My day today, hmm... not so good, my mood wasn't as good. Major mood swings. Our bio lecturer forgot to tell our group that we're going to have practicals tomorrow, at 2pm. *frowns* This week has been hectic and i'm tired. I've a test on Thursday, Chem practical report due + need to do tutorial questions for chem tutorial on the very same Thursday.

We're going to have choir practice every friday from 9am - 11am. =) I'm kinda excited for that. At least finally something more relaxing. I need to wind down, and get a break, coz been so busy since saturday, then sunday with the symposium. Only this sunday will i actually get some time to have proper rest, that is unless there's no more work done. But then.... i do have Chem assignment due the following thursday. *AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH* Screams*

ok ok, lets just not think about that. *blanks out everything*

I'm so happy to see Mai and Mahadir, together. =) Almost everyone knows that they are a couple.. wo0oho0o0oo! Hmm what else, yeah..... but me feel oh so lonely.... waaaaaaa~~~~~ hehehehe.... Being single anie nyamu kadang2 ada jua terasa sedih, kerana melihat orang lain duduk atau berjalan, berdua-duaan dengan kekasih mereka masing2.

Tapinyakan being single ani siok jua. coz ada FREEDOM!!!!! Nada commitment. yEaH. (Tries to motivate self* tries to be an optimist)

Sniffing saja dari tadi eh, inda jua runny my nose, macam blocked saja. *sniff*sniff*.

Listening to JJ's album time anie. And relaxing, while online-ing. Tapinya kesian MSN sangat sunyi eh.

Anyways, i'm out.
too lazy already.
Mwaahzz xxx

Selesma~~~

*sniff*sniff*

I don't feel very well. Slight fever, flu then throat don't feel so good.

Lets blog about Saturday, 21st:
After bio and chem lectures, we all went to the canteen and hung out there because Fizri wanted to do his chem assignment, then needed Mai's help. Since it was a cold morning, no one wanted to head towards the library. Fudge and Darli came and join our table, thats when things start to crack up! We kept on teasing Mai about her bf. How everyone's booking to be her pengapit, how Fizri said he wanted to mengepalai rombongan untuk menyunting bunga di taman. LOLZ!! It was very funny, poor Mai couldnt concentrate on what we were teasing about coz she's tRyIng to concentrate on her assignment.

Then at about 11 something, we headed for Mc Donalds, coz Miz felt like lunching out, i ordered fillet 'o' fish value meal. I couldn't finish my food. I guess being in UBD makes me eat less during lunch time as the food aint that tasty. But anyways, after lunch we didnt go anywhere else, just headed back to Uni.

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Then it was time for Math tutorial. It was noisy as usual, and umm.. sad to say not everyone was paying attention to the lecturer who was explaining, we can't help it, we couldnt really hear his voice over the noise, plus he was writing on the whiteboard, so tiny, (from way back coz thats where we sat).

Then at night time, headed towards Empire Hotel, to attend the opening ceremony of the 1st national scientific symposium. It was basically dinner, with 1st course, 2nd course etc etc. Our table was the noisiest. Coz dorang adibah, kept on cracking up jokes, along with amalia, azim, damit. It was all good fun.

Today, 22nd August:

Woke up so early in the morning, to attend the talks at Orchid Garden Hotel, the first talk was quite lenghty plus i didn't really undetstand what he was talking about, the 2nd speaker was quite interesting, he was talking about Malaria and advances in microscopy help in detecting (something like that) The 3rd speaker, gosh.... i almost fell asleep. It wasnt that it was boring, its just that the words he used are too advance like at the professors level or something. It was difficult to comprehend what he was trying to say. After that we were served lunch, NO FAIR THE OTHER TABLES GOT THEIR CAKES for dessert. but we didn't *frowns* Plus.... heh... not really happy with the service, but anyways... dun care...

Now i'm back at home, tired? Kinda... just sleepy mostly, plus bored. Plus no one to talk to online.

Mwaahhzz...
longest post of the week.. i think.
Love always, sleep tight, nite nite.
Nisa xxx

Umm....
now i forgot all the things i wanted to blog today. Nothing much today... i think. At least chem lectures were a lot more understandable today. Reading textbooks and asking lots of questions during tutorials does help. I feel better already. =)

Hmm what else, oh right, our bio practical was on first aid. Nothing much really, pretty much a relaxing afternoon. i totally forgot what i wanted to blog.....

Aiyoh... nevermind.... i'll blog once again.. if there's anything to blog.

Nite nitez mwaahz.
Luv always Nizzy

Lalalalala.....

My legs and arms are pretty much sore. They felt fine this morning, i think the effects are just starting to show. Badminton ECA started last night. A lot of people joined and there was definitely not enough space.Only after 8.30pm did things clear out because a lot of the new ECA members went home. So we got to play inside the courts instead of at the sides or any empty place where we could possibly play. I'm kind of disappointed with the ECA. So i'm planning to join the choir ECA.

Hmm, what else is there to blog about. Ooh right, saw JD and Mally online yesterday, but too bad timing wasnt perfect coz i went online a bit late and couldnt stay too long. I was just testing what e-messenger was. And its actually a form of msn. Thats the only we can talk to our msn friends, when we go online from the ICTC labs.

You will be shock to read this. I actually enjoyed my MIB Muzakarah. Compared to any of my other tutorials. I like MIB best, i suppose its because the Pendamping is very supportive of us. She's very nice, we were surprised when she talked in english at the beginning when she met us. Hehe... lucky us.

Wow i felt like i havent watched any tv shows the past few days. I missed everything, including e-news. I can't even catch the repeats for 5'C *cries*

I don't know what else to blog. I'm tired and my arms are weak. I'm out of energy. And there's lots of textbooks to read now. I've a test coming up next thursday. And a few assignments and tutorial questions and exercises to do.

Oooh... i'm getting more rajin to write e-mails.. clap clap *frowns* no one clap aah? really i'm rajin... my e-mails are now longer than my usual 2-4 lines mails. hehe...

ANyways, atu sajtah kan ku post. Takde idea lagi.
Love always, Nisa xxx

Come, i don't know what i'm feeling right now. Maybe hyper.... but not because i'm on sugar high or anything, probably the lack of sleep. Bio practical was cancelled today, it was supposed to be an hour prac, to do with first aid. But it got postponed, i suppose our lecturer wasn't ready. So i went home around lunchtime but now i still have to go to UBD, coz i have math lectures at 7 till 7.50 pm.

Umm... out of ideas right now... i'll post again if there's anything else to add :)

Music playing - none.
Mood - Much better now.

So tired. Last night's lectures ended at 8.30PM!!!! ok.. thats better than the stated time in the timetable. Anyways, i'm beginning to feel the weight of the course. Uni life is definitely different from what i expected. I'm currently trying to adapt myself to everything, how lecturer's don't care if you come or not, how they don't bother if you don't hand in assignments, and also the way they teach. Like... can we ask questions during lectures?? or are questions only allowed to be brought up during tutorials?

I wish i could drive. Everytime we have night classes, we don't eat dinner till we get back home. =( I miss so much stuff right now. I miss my free time when i could watch TV and all my favourite shows like 5'C Vending Machine. *cries* Starting from nxt week, i won't be able to watch that anymore, coz i have night classes on monday night then i have tutorials on Tuesday afternoon when the repeats of the show is shown. I don't even watch entertainment news anymore. I hardly go online now, except to check my e-mail and once an a while talk on msn.

I still haven't hand in all my forms to HEP. Hehe kinda forgot about it. I'm planning to join both choir and Badminton club for my ECA. I'm creating more pressure for myself aren't i? But oh well... need to be an 'active' student. =p hmmm that reminds me that i need to restring my Badminton racket. Oh... everytime we have 'playing time' during computer, we get to use the ICTC lab and our lecturer doesn't even come to check whether we are there or not. It's like you can just come in for an hour then go before the 2 hours is up. It's not really good... i prefer the lecturer being around.... at least we would be doing something useful in the computer labs instead of going online and surfing the web.

Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu not out yet? *frowns* It's out in Taiwan already right? How about S'pore or Malaysia? ANy news?

i'm going to say Bye Bye now. =)
Nothing else that i want to say. Need to reorganize my files now.
Mwaahz. Love always. Me xxx

Me, don't really feel typing, coz me feel very very very lazy.
Hmm... maybe coz just ate lunch, thats why feel sleepy.
But anyways, Uni is great so far. Kinda dissapointed when our Computer class was cancelled yesterday. Ooh... Rabiatul is so lucky, she has the same lecture class as 'the cute senior' *jealous* hahaha... hmm we can't seem to access the UBD classlist from home. Yesterday i got to see the classlist from the ICTC lab. It's fun. =p i guess in a way you can track down who you're looking for. hahahaha.. i suppose thats the reason why we cant access from home =/

umm don't feel like typing anymore, i'm off to do my report.
laters xxx

Waaah.... haven't blogged for ages. Had a very tiring week with orientation. TOO MUCH WALKING + TOO MUCH SITTING = ok that should make it balance right?? BUt No~~~ Balance? YeAh rIgHT? It's horrible. I'm pretty disappointed with the orientation, i thought it would be fun. When we were divided into our faculties on day 2 (i think) we were suppose to have a 'RAMAH MESRA' aka ice breaking session. But No~~~ heh *sigh* ok there are no guys in the biological science course, how sucky!! But good thing our lectures are with the other courses. haha~ I'm saying out the truth wat... i know we go to Uni to study... but hey~ we need some entertainment in our life too right?

Anyways, i'm too lazy to post about orientation, coz there's nothing much to say basically, didn't feel much like a university students during orientation till the very last day when they made us say the Ikrar. A lot of things left to do. Basically forms to fill, signing up for stuff. According to my timetable. I have WEDNESDAY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE from lectures... yeAAAAhhhhh though there's ECA in the afternoon, isn't so bad... and the day before..... only 1 lecture in the morning... wheeeeeee~~~

Hmm..... how come i didn't see any cute guys in our batch? *frowns* they all don't look mature yet..... or maybe its just the uniform they made us wear during orientation.... But i did saw a senior whom i thought was very cute. Not only cute, he's very friendly and always smile when you talk to him. Hehehhe.... Maybe there's a chance that we might bump into him again??? hahaha.... i think he got gf already, .... i said i think! :P

Cowwwwy.... you said can change the colour of our fonts arah the create post page.... but arah mine nada eh.. hmmm..... help help..

Oh as for my fic, oh my... hahah haven't updated for quite some time already, actually only 3 chapters left. I've just started to continue on the next chapter, its halfway done, and now I'm STUCK!!! =/ i've no more ideas. Maybe i'll try typing again at night, when the ideas flows in.. hehe...

okie dokie.. laters.. =]
Need to clear my bed, i've dumped too many things on it.
Mwahhz xxx

Actually, there's a lot of things i wanted to blog about. I guess i'll just summarize it. Feeling lazy at the moment.

I MISS BEING A COUCH POTATO~~
Today: 2nd of Attachment.

Snore~ Snore~ we didn't get attach to where the doctor's are today. We were sent to the state labs and the pharmacy department. Allied proffessions along with the doctors. They talked about a lot of stuff, and well had to re-activate my brain. It's been a long time since i last think about anything biological. The microbiology department was alright. Haemotology, saw ihsan's mom there :) It was fun except when the guy, Ken explained about the different antigens on RBC and antibodies on plasma. I really got lost. We were suppose to go to another 2 labs i think. but we were too tired. So we just headed for lunch and saw Azi. =) Pharmacy dept was fun because the person in charge was cool. The way she explained things, is like she's talking to her friend. Went home at about 4.40pm. Status of my feet - totally sore! I think i'm going to go for aerobics tomorrow night. I wanna do trial and do one session first. If i like it then i'll consider registering for the monthly one. Ok, kinda tired, so not gonna post anymore.

Monday: 1st day of Attachment.
1st day was fun, we got attached to the paediatrics clinic =) Lotsa cute babies. But i doubt i can stand being a doctor there, i get distracted easily by the crying babies. In one room there's 3 doctors. And 3 babies can come in all at once. I was listening to the doctor who we were assigned to, when the baby, patient of the other doctor in the same room cried, i totally lost my concentration. Hahaha... but it was fun. The babies that came were the 'miracle' babies. Who went through a lot since birth. Legs so sore. It's been 6 months since i actually last had a full day, i realise how i've very low stamina. Aaaahh~~~~

Saturday:
I HAD to go to UBD and finalise the 1st issue with Dr. Nurol. At first, i seriously didn't want to go, but seeing that i won't have any free time from monday onwards, it's difficult to schedule a meeting with her. Plus the 1st issue is way overdue. I had to miss Go on the stage ep 17 & 18. =/ I wasn't too happy about it. I wanted to watch E-news repeats at 11.30am. I asked my mom to pick me up at 11.00am, =/ but she picked me up almost 12. *sigh* apparently there was a sudden meeting, so she couldn't pick me up. So i missed the early parts, *sigh* oh well... at least i got to watch the last 1 hr of the show.

Friday:ThE DaY of DeE's DePaRTurE.
I woke up as usual at 6.30am. Then helped my mom in the kitchen, had breakfast at around 8.00am. Hehe... Colly came around 8.30am and i still haven't taken my bath yet. haha malu ku eh.. *^^* Anyways, by 9am i was ready so we headed towards the airport. Dee was there already, i was wonderng where Amalia & Ruza was. Rupanya they went to eat breakfast at Express. eh you all like to go toilet a lot aah... =p hekeke... asal sampai anywhere, cari toilet first... hekekekeke.. j/k Anyways, When it was time to say goodbye. It was a teary sight, I almost cried, but manage to hold back. We went to the waving gallery and waved at her when she was queueing for customs check before entering the gates.

The second part of Friday, the afternoon -->
I went to C.F.King, hoping to ask them to re-install the Adobe Photoshop programme. =/ The guy told me, if they just re-install the programme, the same problem will occur again. He told me about how Adobe Photoshop & XP don't really go well together. Some pc's are lucky not to have the problem. I'm the one in a few thousand i suppose.. =/ heh... Since my laptop is pre-packaged in Taiwan, he told me that i need to reformat my C drive to get Adobe to run properly. I was like... WHA??! He also told me it takes quite some time for them to reformat. *sob*sob* i was hoping to get it done on that same day or at least by the next day(saturday) coz i needed to complete my work. So decided not to send my laptop yet, coz i need to save my work before they re-format everything. So yeah.. the laptop is still with me, i suppose i'll send it to be reformatted on Monday.

Thursday:
Went to Mutiaah restaurant. Lunch treat by Dee. Hahaha was shocked to see the place fully packed with people. First impression was: woaah.. are all of them dee's family?? When i went in, i saw our table, Dee was there, Amalia, Ruza, followed by Mai, then Colly, Salwa and Azi. Darliana came too, yeah finally we get to see who her boyfriend is! The rest of the people there i guess were the people who went to the acara arah padang, sultan's b-day. =)

After lunch, we didn't feel like going back home, Darli and Mai didn't join us. So me, Ruza, Amalia, and dee got into amalia's car, she's driving. We definitely had no direction, and finally our car went into Gadong road, so we headed for The Mall. We were so LUCKY, as we entered we found a nice car park, the person just got out. It was near to the side entrance too.

There were quite a lot of people. Not exactly shopping more like window shopping and hanging out (like us =p) We met up with Colly, Azi and Salwa, but parted once again. After got bored of The Mall, we headed for Athirah, saw some nice bags at Soon lee. but $50+ *sob*sob*

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stressed!!!!! *pulls hair*
How do you fit 11 profiles in 2 pages????? Not in order? <-- thats possible.... but when you have to arrange it like a pyramid according to the position (importance la la la la)...... its like???? WHAAAAAAAA>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Dateline: At least by SATURDAY!!!
Why: Attachments starts on Monday, so i won't really have much time, even if i do, i'll prbably be to tired.

*sigh* now my adobe photoshop is not working, programs not responding >< AARRGGGGHHHHHHHHH.... i mean normally if its not responding, i just restart my pc then itll be working.. BUT NO~~~ i restarted but its still not responding!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO COMPLETE MY WORK?????!!!!!

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i know i know... i've just changed my layout a couple of days ago... but my finger got itchy coz it was too simple... plus there were no pics of Shuwei... so i decided to make a new one :) It's still pinkish hehe...

I've nothing much to blog about actually. Kinda sick of complaining about how bored i am. So i'll just shut up. Still waiting for UBD's acceptance letter or acceptance name list. It's not out yet and orientation starts like 24th? Talk about very last minute.

Holland V is over...... but the ending is HANGING... for the exception of Wan Wan who ended up with Yan Xiong... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I'm soo happy for them.... yEaAAAAHhh... *sees people who likes wanwan to end up with Dr.Fang glaring* But i feel sad that Tian Yang didn't end up Rou Rou.... waaaa~~~ why did they have to be siblings.... =/ they were like the sweetest couple... especially when Tian Yang proposes.. *swoon*

Currently:
Not watching any tv series.
Why?
Nothing to watch. Plus no money to buy new box set series. Plus Shin's tv series, kadai belakang only sold part 2, i've been waiting for part 1 still don't have... hmmm...

okie dokie, thats all. i wanna say...
la la la la ShuWei rOx... =)

YeAAAAAAAaaaaaaahH

Ooh.. i've got a question (leave me a comment on the tagboard -if theres anyone reading that is) When in a relationship.... where do you draw the line when it comes to age difference? Or really is there a line to draw?


Feeling happy and relaxed since yesterday. The weather's still perfect( its about to rain) nice and shady. Perfect to stay indoors and curl on the bed watching TV.

Just got back from lunching with Natalie and Crysteen. Went to blue's Cafe (is that what its called? its the restaurant yg sebaris kadai belakang.) Anyways, the food was great! I love they way they served my Iced Kasturi. They had a nice umbrella and a cherry for decorations. I had Thai fried rice. Delicious! They have like battered fried chicken pieces served on top of the rice..... yummy~~ I didn't manage to finish eating, coz the serving was hugeee~~~ like... the food was enough to serve 2 people!

After eating, went to The Mall. Hmm.... i've just realised it, my week is not complete without at least a visit to The Mall. LOL. Went to Golden Music Centre and AV, didn't find anything that i really wanted to buy. Plus, need to save up money.... Tv series~~ here i come........ in a couple of months that is... hahahaha...

Hmm.... nothing's going to spoil my mood and thats that. I watched Go on the Stage episode 13.. waaaah ICEMAN got hit by a car. man.. almost cried when i saw the part where the girl(his umm 'sister' they're not blood related - but the girl didnt know till she read the letter) read the letter that he had burried for her on her birthday. So touching..... really made me wanna cry. Can't wait to watch the continuation!

I picked up my laptop yesterday. But i'm still addicted to staying infront of this pc. I suppose its because all my work, fics and media files are in here.

Anyways, i want to log off now. I want to watch pops in seoul, missed the morning one, so gonna catch the repeats.

Mwahzz.. xxx SMILE xxx
~*sHuWei YeAh! sHuWei YeAh!*~

Keep iT Biasa =P

Colly in tha' houseeeee. Holla ya'll! Hahaha..menyamak saja :P

I'm going mental! Listening to Fly to The Sky & Wheesung singing end of the road ain't helping. I'm bored. Really, really bored. I'm even bored of watching TV. Coz thats what i do practically everyday.

It sucks staying at home, when you've got no one to talk to. You just stay silent till someone actually come back home during lunch. But then... still... whats there to talk about? Nothing.... so thats more keeping quiet. I can't exactly talk to the TV. Though sometimes its necessary... Like seriously, how does a person who loves to talk suppose to survive in a very quiet environment alone?

Haiiz... i'm so losing interest in everything. I'm glad my energy fics are almost done. Coz i'm seriously no longer in the mood to write.

Hmm.. i shouldn't think to much. It doesn't help make me feel better.

AAAAHHHHHH....... i need to change this layout. But i'm just too lazy to design a new background.

Found a couple of cd's that i wanted to buy
>Shinhwa vol.7
>SM Town Summer Vacation 2004
>Hey You! Michael's Dance OST
>Top on the forbidden City OST
>Nan Quan Mama's Summer's album
>Dunno what else... haiiiizzz....

Things to do:
+Complete Fics.
+Complete 1st issue, but need pictures and final article from Dr. Nurol.
+Continue working 2nd issue, need to discuss with Dr. Nurol about something.
+Clean my room.
+Pick up clothes.
+Pick up laptop.
+Go to the bank.

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Mood: none.. don't feel so well. I think i'm going to get sick. *sigh*
I found out the reason....
It's simple really...
Loneliness...
People sometimes think an obsession is something that needs to be controlled. But there is just something people don't understand about obsession... it's the reason why... the obsession keeps you company... there's .... that wants your attention... you're turning your heart into something to prevent yourself feeling lonely. Obsession towards something... keeps the heart occupied don't you think?

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That's all shit. I doubt its understandable either. I'm kinda stressed out right now. A lot of things on my mind. A lot of things i don't want to think of. A lot of things i wish i never knew.

I suppose i need to concentrate on doing my work huh? *sigh*

I wish i had an older sister.

Sometimes its necessary to cry over something that others think is silly to cry over
Why?
Because different people can handle different amount of emotions. Its all about how much feelings you put into something. When you're more emotionally involve, it'll hurt more...

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ALLoOz :)

I haven't been posting for quite some time huh? I guess i was just plain lazy to go online. I had to go to UBD on Saturday. Seems like 1st issue won't be published yet. The printers told us to add at least 2 more pages. Either that or shrink the font size so that the total no. of pages is 8. Zaim's going to leave for Australia on Monday(tomorrow). So basically i've officially taken over his job as the graphic designer for the IM newsletter. To tell you the truth, i'm not that thrill at all!! I'm scared. I'm still not confident with the graphic design stuff. Coz compared to Zaim's work, i'm nowhere near as skillful and creative as he is. So yeah, there's pressure on me to live up to the standard. AAAHH HELP!!!!!! I need to learn to master adobe photoshop. The quality of the jpegs are way better than the ones from paintshop so yeah., thats something i need to learn. *sigh*

On saturday afternoon, decided to go out shopping with Miz. Very last minute decision. I felt kinda bored and didn't feel like staying at home so went to The Mall again (went there on Friday) It was fun, we both had lunch at Mc Donalds. Then we went to kadai belakang. They finally had My little Bride!! Wo0o0ho0o0oo about 2 weeks from the time i asked them about it. *claps*claps* Kim Rae Won. The movie's nice, simple and sweet. :) We met with Cowwwy and Izzy there. Hehehe her 3rd or is it 4th time to The mall in a row? *winks* heheh... After that we went back to The Mall. Did a few rounds around the floors. Avoiding passing the AOWA store (Miz didn't want to see the salesman there) hahaha.... the salesmen FLIRTS!! Yeaaah!! scary... Anyways, we want to Ms.Read. Aii.. i saw a nice white pants. Like woaah.. i want to buy. But have to think first. Need to save money for UBD registration, books and clothes (haven't picked up from Auntie Mila). Then we went in Winmark (i think thats the name) Checked out some perfume, they have Estee Lauder Paradise!! They sold the big bottle after discount about $145 waaayy cheaper than at HuaHo almost $200. But still cannot buy yet... maybe wait till first allowance comes out??

My feet were sore by 4pm. Hahaha Miz wanted to get a drink at kookaberry(is that how u spell it? hekekeke) So went to the food court and actually sat there... (me dun like sitting there, to open for my liking) Not far from our table i saw a quite good looking chinese guy mwahahahaha... :P hey i had nothing to do but 'people watching' Anyways, i could've sworn i saw my primary school friend sitting at the same table with the chinese guy. I mean that person looks exactly like my friend, except this guy is taller now. But like that was a long time ago. The last time i saw my friend was about hmm... 4 years ago? He could've grown taller right? If he was sitting alone, i would probably be brave enough to go up to him and ask. But yeah there was a good looking chinese guy along with his other friends at the same table. So i chickened out.

Hmm... what else? Oh right. I found SnowAngel's OST in Brunei. waaaahh.. can't believe it. I found it somewhere unexpected. At AV!!! lol.. i mean seriously AV is so slow when it comes to CD normally kadai belakang has the cd's first. Anyways now i'm searching for Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu's OST. It's out today isn't it? *cries* Other people have bought it and even had a chance to pre-order it. Me? Neither.... *cries even more* *eyes YESASIA* waaaaaaaaaaaa.... when's Yesasia going to have the OST?????? waaaaaaaaaa~~~~~

Ooh got Lee Ji Hoon's cd from Mally today :) thank you maaaalllyyy.. come on msn soon ok!!!

Ok enough of whining and whatever. Gonna do... hmm dunno what i'll do next. Don't feel like updating the fics. Don't feel like doing newsletter. Don't feel like watching TV.

Don't feel like doing anything..
Mwaahzz :)

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I'll just leave a one paragraph post since i've got nothing much to say. Been watching tv all day. I think i'm a definite coach poatato *prays no weight gain* I need to go and do some exercises. Play badminton~ but who to play with? hmm... What else, oh right, my dad is coming back from M'sia. I'm going to get Summer Scent(Korean) vcd aaaah.. can't wait. i know i'm a bit slow and its out in Brunei, but i'm broke.. so yeah... hehe.. need to save some money for the future cd's & tv series *cries*

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---()()I LOVE SHUWEI ()()---

Ok, i'm going to start writing in paragraphs now. Energy 5'C last night ROCKS! Kunda & ShuWei become cupids and pair the couples up. How cute~ I watched them show thrice. Once, at 7pm, but i only watched half coz mom & bro wanted to watch Holland V. So i waited for the next repeat, which was at 12.30am. I could hardly keep my eyes open by 10pm. But i managed to keep my eyes open at watch the repeats. It's worth it, though i've cut my 8 hr sleep to 4 hrs last night. I woke up at about 6.15am this morning, couldnt wake up any later despite the lack of sleep. Doesn't matter, 3 times watching it was worth it. Shuwei so kawaii~~ He play the guitar some more *swoOn*

Ooh not only that, i watched the entertainment news 3 times, watched the 5pm show and also the 2 repeats. ShuWei so cute, playing with the seal. like eeeeeeeee... i wanna hug the seal also... like aawwwwwww... the seal kissed Shuwei on the cheek... soo cutteee~~~~ eeeee..... i can't wait to watch it...... its suppose to be in one of the future ep for 5'C right?

The computer shop called me this morning, they say they're waiting for new shipment of my laptop. Like WTh? I already booked mine when the laptop was still available and its the 5 set limited edition version. Now they have new shipment of M2N series??!! new shipment as in the not limited edition? i think... heh~ I mean if you booked for a set and paid the freaking downpayment of a thousan dollars. They shouldn't sell off the laptop yet right?? Bleh~

Not gonna let that spoil my mood, i'll just wait for their next call to pick up the laptop. Hopefully its still the limited edition version one.

I'm feeling happy so yeaah... nothing's going to spoil it. I'm sleepy, Yes. But can't go to sleep. Not used to sleeping in the afternoon. I wonder when Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu's OST going to be released. Can't seem to pre-order from Yesasia. Hmm... hopefully one of these days... then can order Zi Jing Zhi Dian OST.

I'll go now. :)
Mwaahhzz
-NiSa('V')ShuWei-

Bleh...
even online-ing sucks...
there's nothing else to do..
how sucky...
Heh~!
Boring Life...
Idiotic loner
Useless..
Negativity..
Scaredy Cat..
Useless..
Pointless..
Wasted..
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so useless... i can't even think of more negative words/phrases.
bleuuurrrrggggghhhhh...
i wanna get out of Brunei...
Just for 1 week...
just 1 week..
thats not much to ask is it?
Being 19 & useless...
might as well be a baby...
Mobile-status: Switched off...
dun really care about it...
i'm crapping...
yeah....
where else can i vent out my feelings except for here..
There's always some things you just can't talk about....
Wish i can have someone who don't understand any of my language...
so when i talk to the person, he/she will be there to accompany me while i vent out...
Frustrated?
Maybe i am...
Maybe what i'm feeling right now.. is one of my bad mood-swings...
i'll prolly be my happy self again tomorrow...
Whatever~ *rolls eyes*
Maybe i should change my layout.. to something that doesn't have any guy's pictures in them...
Something more soothing.. perhaps.. instead of a hot body to drool over..
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I'm scared....
Uni...
I'm scared....
Growing up...
I'm scared...
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Mood: Really bored...
Cravings: Spaghetti, fried noodles..
Listening to: Wheesung's 2nd album.
Current Fav. Song: JJ Lin Jun Jie - Endless Road.
Currently Watching: Say Yes Enterprise.
Current WishList: Zi Jing Zhi Dian vcd, Mi JIa Le Zhi Wu OST & Vcd, MVP Qing Ren (subtitled version),$$$, New jeans, T-shirts, Slippers, Shinhwa #7, DongBangShinki's 1st album,Digital Camera,
Currently eyeing: Kim Dong Wan...
BUT loves: ShuWei...
Things that need to be done: Update fics, IM News Issue #2, Pick up clothes from Auntie Mila, Pick up Notebook,
Waiting for cinema to play: Spiderman 2.
Can't wait till: Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu is out, Uni start, Getting Driver's ed.
Want to Fly to: Malaysia and do shopping.
Last Misscall from: Alex.
Last sms: Mom.
Last time laughed: In the morning.
Current status of Mobile Phone: Switched off.
Why? : Makes people feel lonely.
Magazines to look for: Teens, Teenage - July issue, so sad didn't win the lucky draw for Energy goodie's.
What's on ShuangXing? : Summer Scent (Taiwan tv series).
How is it? : Not bad, felt sleepy that time though, coz they air it so late, 10.30pm - 12.15am.
Not late?: I normally go to sleep by around 9.15pm, so 10.30 is late.
Time i wake up? : 6.30am. Even though i've no school.
Why? : My eyes are set to open that time.
Now Listening to: Wheesung - Missing You
Type of song: Slow, sad ballad.
Feeling: Alone.
Now wishing: .......can't say.......

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Yeaahh...
New layout. It's totally simple. Coz well.. easy reson - i'm just plain lazy! Plus i wasn't sure how to put the tagboard n the links best so i jest left it out. Coz i wanted the full size of Dongwan's head. He has a GREAT boDy!! too bad haven't found a pic with his nice abs... *swoOn*

At the moment, both my parent's are overseas. Mom's in Thailand, Dad's in Malaysia. And me... AT HOME!!! >_< I even have to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hate my cooking now. Yeah other people say it taste nice... but me? eyuck... heh.... must be the smell of food when i was cooking that made me sick of my food.

There are too many TV series being released at one moment. I can see myself broke for the next couple of months!!! AAAHHH... i need to go bank and get money, need to pay for my laptop. picking it up sometime early july. I heard Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu out in Taiwan 24th July?? so about 2 months then arrive in Brunei? So september? Can i wait that long?

Cowwy texted me, she found YiDa's album AAAHHHHH *screams* thank you thank you thank you... i know its difficult to find... but thank you x 10000000 mwaahz mwaahz mwaahz... =) *so happy now* can't wait till i get it when she gets back from S'pore.

Gettin praises from someone, is a great vanity boost don't ya think? hahaha... when i went to my mom's office last week. My mom's friends didnt recognize me till they saw my face. At first they just saw my side and back view. and they're like.. "Lawa jua badan bini2 atu, siapakan tu?"<--- my mom's friend ask... hahaha.... well i had my high heels on, i was wearing all black... i suppose i look like some of the media people that normally wants to meet my mom. haha nice nice... they say i lost weight? hmm.... i didnt think that i did... not really... hmm... maybe its just the colour black... its a slimming colour.. :P

Ok, enough of that... i can't wait till next weeks 5 c FUN.... ENERGY.. ShuWei vs KunDa... aaahh got ShuWei strumming the guitar singing... *melts* aaahhh i've got to ask Hasrul to tape for me.

I'ma go now... i think i crapped long enough. Need to find other things to do.

Mwahzz love Nisa

I'm bored <---- creative aren't i? *rolls eyes* As usual got nothing else to do.. pretty much bored to death la la la la la nothing new...

I went to UBD this morning.. *groans* we only started working like 10am. And i came like 8.30?? *sigh* Good thing we managed to complete the 1st issue.. *prays that there will be no more changes* I was suppose to go and register for driving lessons.. (the law part of things- i've no idea what u call it) but anyways.. didnt manage to do it today.. maybe tomorrow. Got kinda lazy this afternoon coz the weather was PERFECT for staying indoors cuddling under warm blanket.

I can't wait till i get my laptop.... i've still got about 1 month before i'll have it..... i can patiently wait i know i can.... *reads a book on the art of patience* oO

My dad got back from Korea yesterday! YeAh... he managed to get my CD's in seoul (he only spent 1 day in seoul while the rest 6 days was the deeper parts of Korea..- i really dunno where.. hehe..) The only cd i didnt get was DongBangShingi's single HUG. iT's SoLd OuT!! Now i've got Wheesung's 2nd album, Se7en (haha finally) and ShinHwa's 6th album - wedding.

I've spotted a couple more cd's i wanna get.
+ JJ Lin Jun Jie - Haven.
+ Huang YiDa - 1st album.
+ Top on Forbidden City OST.

I hope i won't have to increase the list.... >_< i'll be broke once i get at least 2 of the albums. Hopefully my parents can get them for me... Mom's gonna go to Thailand around 15th? then dad's gonna go to Malaysia 19th... that means... only me n my siblings n my maid left at home....... wAAAAaaAAAAAAAAAaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~ i wanna JOIN I WaNnA gO aLso!!! *crIes*

I need to update my fics huh? Renfu's next chapter.... i'm still raking my brains.. i dunno how to continue..... still waiting for my daydreams... so far none yet. As for my other fics, the chapters are halfway written... It's kinda difficult for me to find the right mood to type. I know i'll write out crap when i'm not in the mood...

aiyOh.... MSN so lonely eh.... no one wanna go online aah?? so sad...
I feel sleepy already...
waah i'm getting used to sleeping waaay early... me sleeping b4 9.30pm woaah like so early...
maybe coz there's no more caffeine in my body....

Anyways, Nite nite...

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
I'm back online.. TOTAL RELIEF.. I'm DYING of boredom at home. Not being able to go online like i think was it 2 weeks?? was H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E N Bleh bleh....

i really dont know what to post.. really got no ideas. me total blankie. I know all my fics are umm. not updated yet. i'll try as soon as possible, latest would prolly be on SUnday. i've to go to UBD n attend the medical lecture... Saturday Nite WAAaAAaAAAa.... can i not go? then i'd feel bad...

Anyways.. been going to UBD lately, to learn more about graphics for the newsletter, and using M. Publisher. Gotta learn b4 Zaim leaves leaving me the job..... *faints*

I went around to check for the laptop, i finally decided on one like 100% decided this time.I'm gonna do downpayment tomorrow or saturday, coz need to go to the bank first.

AAAHh SHiN has their own tv series... woaah how come i didnt know? *scratches head* i only knew when i went to kadai belakang today..... i was like woaaaah tv series PLUS it has the malay subs. i was surprised.. i mean normally the first time the vcds come it wont have the subs. Too bad it was only part 2, they dont have part 1 yet.... weird...

SnowAngel ROCKS!!!!!! i hate the ending tho.... but i loooooooooveeeeeee the story.... i've to admit Toro looks very very SHUAI in there.... *swoOn*

gtg now.. need to find dinner..
xxx

Cravings: soup... i want soup..
Mood: dunno... my whole body hurts..
Loves: shUWeI
Listening to: Fly to the sky - Always together.

i seriously have no more energy left in my body, i feel so weak. Cleaning my room has exhausted all of the energy in me. I've started cleaning my room 3 days ago and i tell you i haven't finished yet. I think i would've finished cleaning but had some interruptions while cleaning. I had to attend a wedding ceremony then accompany my mom to send my sister for tuition. I need a box to put some stuff in. I don't even know where to keep my old smash hits magazines.... i was considering throwing them away, like its 1999/2000? issues... so old, some of the bands don't exist anymore. But its hard to part with things. I tend to just keep them. So i need a box. I've cleared the top of my two cupboards... hahaha removed all the junks and store my files properly in the cupboard.

My brother did offer to help me clean my room, twice, but i said no. I find it difficult having someone cleaning the room with me. I prefer doing it on my own though it takes longer. My feet are sore. I just finally bought myself some house slipper. If not the pedicurist will aiyoh remind me again to wear them... protect your feet etc etc etc... speaking of that i need to get a manicure and a pedicure... but then.... no money.. =/ so sad... need to use money to buy something else.

Currently my table is filled with junk hahaha... i dunno where to put them anymore.... Even my Energy posters are on my bed right now... haven't got energy to stick them up on the wall.

aah watever.. i'm crapping crap again.. *sigh*

i've updated Renfu's fic today, Niunai's and Energy's fic yesterday. Ideas are draining out of me.... waaahahhaahahaha... so tired.. *pouts*

i'm out...

xxx

Cravings: None.
Mood: 'i don't know'
Loves: ShuWei-Energy
Listening to: The silence of my room.

It's morning... and i'm online. The weather has just been perfect the past few days, though some people may disagree. My idea of a perfect day is when its cloudy and drizzling outside. It just makes you want to curl up in bed and sleep. But you don't see me sleeping do you coz i'm here typing. I don't like to sleep, i go to sleep coz my eyes force me to. Hahaha~ The weather is making my room cOLd wHoOpie~~!! i like i like... the colder the better...

I've got nothing else to do. Bleh~ I've just watched i think episode 34& 35 of 100% Senorita. Very emotionally affected by the story. I feel like crying when i watched it. I think if i understood it better i definitely would've cried. I can't wait till it has subtitles(-but then i can bet that have to wait a lot longer for it.. *sigh*) Anyways... 1 hour more before Westside Story starts. Mwahahhaha.... i'm conquering the TV every morning from 7.30am till 1pm. So BAD!!! Not my fault really... i would've distributed the times i'm infront of the TV for mornings and Night times. It's just that i can't watch any of my TV programmes at Night. Coz got defeated by SPORTS/FOOTBALL NEWS.... *frowns* heh... what's so interesting about it anyway? Isn't it more interesting to Watch Wallace Huo Jian Hua? *shaks head* Isn't it more interesting to watch XieZhi in Westside?

I went to UBD yesterday, the pre-med students were selling their 1st year textbooks. SO THICK & HeAVY!! + So ExPEnSIVE *cries* i guess its normally... at least i bought it cheaper from them than from the shops. Me & Crysteen wanted to look for Hj Jalil, coz Kaka Joanna asked us to check with him about our offer letters. But unfortunately he's on leave and will only be back on the 17th,(next monday right? -i didn't check calender) Hopefully the offer letter is ready. 100% confirmation is all i need now. *prays*

Ooh... i went rummaging around my bedroom. Especially my table, been neglecting it since school was over. So it was covered with Junk, pieces of papers, old files and notes, notebooks, work-files, cd's, colour pencils, poster paint... la la la etc etc etc... I managed to clear my table... but still got a few umm 'things' that i don't know where to put. Little little stuffs. I find it very difficult to throw away my old things... i still have my primary school books and papers in a box. I need a magazine rack, or anything that i can use to dump my magazines in. Of coz some magazines, i'll place it on my table(hahaha only special ones-wif nice pics of Energy =P 'COLOR' magazines, i don't know where else to find the magazines, i bought one, here in Brunei but then no more. i bought the other 3 when i was in KK)

I want to go holiday overseas!!! It's not fair... people around me are going, my dad is going to Korea for a week, end of this month, for work. Colly is going to S'pore end of this month? or is it early June? hmm... anyways... then i think my aunt is going to KL with her family(for holiday). And also my Uncle and cousin going to KL(not for holiday) I want to follow my aunt, but then... they're going in a big group with my uncle's side of the family that i'm not close to, plus doubt my mom will let me go. I wanted to follow my Uncle, just follow to KL then go off on my own.... my mom won't let me go either. So i asked my mom to go with me then, since she won't let me go on my own. She can't coz she's busy. *sigh*

I'm so bored at home. Even going online seems boring. Like the least time i spent online was about 4 minutes. I went online check my e-mail, then logged off. Coz i had nothing else to do. I didn't feel like chatting. Even shopping has lost a little bit of its flavour. It's like if you have nothing to buy, there's no point of going window shopping as there's nothing here to window shop. Yeah maybe The Mall would be a great place to do that, but there's no point! Like all you get is sore feet. So isn't it better to just stay at home? But then there's nothing at home... see... the only thing left to do is either go to school or go holiday abroad. I can't go to school, coz Uni only starts in August. So my only option left is go on a holiday overseas. *sigh* i can just dream on.

Maybe i should watch something with Shuwei in it... maybe then i can put back a smile on my face.

Laters xxx nisa xxx

Cravings: something salty.
Mood: quite good just lonely.
Loves: Z.S.W *^^*
Listening to: Shinhwa - White night (perfect for my lonely/loved up moments)

'i need you to hold me so tight'
'sarang heyo'

Nothing much to post... just that i have to wait some more b4 getting my pc.... apparently need $200 more... waaaaah >_< it was enough at first. then i've to use it to pay for my specs.. (which was suppose to be ready last week.. AARGGHHH its over 2 weeks plus already, i'm pissed) *sigh* i've to wait till i get money from my dad.... so ASUS T2 have to wait... waaaa~~ *sniff*sniff*

GMA's ROCK!!! i dun wanna blog much about it. Though Energy didn't win, i still love them. =) waah Shuwei soo kaawaaaiiiiii during red carpet he gave a flying kiss to the camera.. *nisa faints* hahaha....
I liked it when Alan Luo ZhiXiang and Tata Young presented the award, they were soo FUNNY!!! sooo cute also... ooh i've osmething to comment, its about Kunda's HAIR!!! i think its WiCkEd coOL!!!! like wOah.... i almost didnt recognise him... at first i thought he was Ahdi... but then i saw Ahdi standing next to him... since Niunai was wearing a cap while shuwei with his nice hair, so Kunda must be the guy with the ruffled/curly hair.... VERY nIcE.. i wonder if he'll still have that hairstyle tomorrow when they host e-news. That'll be wicked cool to see.... or maybe the hair's just a thing for the GmA's. oh well... i just have to wait till tomorrow... wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

I'm a bit hIgH is it?

hehe.... i got myself a tracksuit yesterday and some new clothes.. theres this sports shop Nita's a row with First Metro, their t-shirts cost about $9 but the designs totally rOcks. I only managed to get one.... haha.... coz was in a hurry didnt have time to find my size.. coz the ones on display were sooo small...

Ooh yesterday i found another young & dangerous series.... its not labelled as Y & D, but its part of the Y & D collection, Those are the days. (i think thats the title. hehe me too lazy to check the dvd cover) i'm so excited.... tho ekin cheng is not in it.... i still wanna watch.. Y & D are one of the best Hk film i've watched. its addictive though its very violent.... haha i remember when my cousins first watched them.... i think i was in primary school?? maybe primary 6.... my cousis shoo-ed me away... haha either that or they close my eyes when the violent scenes came... heh... now i'm FREE TO WATCH, mwahahahhahaa..... >_<

i'm blogging crap aren't i?
but i'm enjoying it...
coz got no one else to talk to lor...
just the bloggy....
plus too lazy to type any new chappies for my fics...
all coming to an end (except for the Jay one) so i type slower.... hahaha... depends on my mood...
sometime i can write 3 chapters in a row... (i did for Niunai's fic)
hehe....

ok ok.. i go now lor.... i'm crapping too much...
plus my arms ready to fall off...
jIA yOU everyone for your exams!!
Mally- JiA yOU on your June Exams!! Bitti say Good Luck also!!


mwahzz... nite nite... =)

Ok, i just had to post that. Isn't he sooooo KAAWAAAAIIIIII *daydreams* that's like the best part of westside for me... JUST LOOK AT HIS EYES *melts*

Cravings: hot soup (the weather is cold atm)
Mood: very hyper and Happy.
Loves: Zhang ShuWei
Listening to: (watching Energy karaoke vcd)

i'ms o hyper!!! i mean who wouldn't right???
Like first thing in the morning you switch on the Tv then all of a sudden ENERGY is performing on tv. like waaah... i really didn't expect it at all. Normally i would keep track on when the tv airs Energy shows and performances. But this one i didn't know of. Good thing i was changing channels and came across with it. I didn't expect them to air the NKF charity performances on Phoenix channel. like.. so unexpected.. but then soo GOOD!!!! so0 HAPPY *grins* they're the 1st to perform.. awwh.. like.... *melts* what a great way to start off my day.

Actually that's about it on what i wanted to post... *scratches head* hehe.... can't help it, i don't have anything to do right now. The airing of the tv series is different on weekends.. so there's no continuation for either 100% senorita and Westside Story till next monday.... aaahh i can't wait..... i'm waiting here patiently for my pc..... i hope i'll get it on monday.... if they have stock >_< oh well.....

what else to blog.... hmm i cook spaghetti this morning..... i'm kinda proud of myself.. it tasted better than the last time one... hahaha..... the spaghetti noodle this time is the tubular sized one.. nice and fat hahaha >_< but soft n yummy.... :p what am i crapping? haaha

Anyways.. to those whose doing their exams, Mid year exams or June exams.
JiA yOU!!! jIA yOu! jIA yOu!

oh right. Today's GMA's AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH...... can we find out the results live online?? its not aired till tomorrow morning at 11.

hmmm...
jiA yOU
QuEen Nizzy the 1st

Cravings: can't think of one... i'm full.
Mood: all mixtures, sad, happy, moody, grumpy.. u name it i got it.. mwahahah...
Loves: The one & only ShuWEi
Listening to: nothing.... Ella enchanted playing in VCD player.

I'm dead excited. I finally found the pc that i like. T2 ASUS.. yeaaahh.. can't wait till i get it. Should be monday hopefully.... =) I just love it. nice Sony LCD screen =) and its a nice light blue colour...

Anyways.... i don't know... today seems like a good day and a bad day..... VCD shop is tempting me to buy something.. I saw the limited edition E3 album..... waaaaaah... within reach. but then i feel guilty asking my mom for money to buy it... aaaaaaaaahhhh.... so near yet not within reach heh...... *prays no one buys it till i find money*

Kinda hyper now... I FoUND CONTACT!!!! aaaaahhhh!!! F2TS's concert vcd with Kim JoHan. I found it at kadai belakang. for only $5 !!!!!!!!! like soo cHeAp... and its original copy not the pirated one... woaah so happy.. can't believe i found it in Brunei at a cheaper price... 5 bucks for a vcd that cost $20... *goes off to dreamland*

Tomorrow is GMA's AAAAAAAHHH *screams* ENERGY JIA yOU!!!! MuSt win tHe AwArd.... =) wE LoVe yOU!!!!

*nisa is hyper*
la la la la la la la la

mwahz

Cravings: Surprisingly none...
Mood: Not bad :)
Loves: i stated before.. Shuwei :p
Listening to: nothing... watching ChannelNewsAsia.

I MISS SCHOOL!! really seriously..... i miss everything... even the exams... *sigh* i need help~~

Wah.. ShuangXing really have Westside Story.... even better IT HAS MALAY SUBTITLES!!!!!! wo0o0o0o0 *me so0 HiGH* i don't have to worry about spending money buying the vcd with the subtitles anymore... hahaha unless i have extra cash.. only then i might consider buying... :)

Haha yeaaah.. i'm right.. Energy hosting yesterday. so0 so0 SHUAI.. they all in pink.... of coz Shuwei looks shuai-est.. mwahahhaa... he always shuai maa.. no need to say anymore.. hehehe...

Can't believe i actually had the mood to write a couple of chapters for Niunai's fic and a chapter for Renfu's wheee... i'll be updating later....

for now.. gtg.. talking to mally now..
mwaaahzz..
Nisa

Cravings: None that i know of...
Mood: Quite ok, but feel so sleepy..
Loves: ShUwEi =)
Listening to: Arashi's 2nd album.


Waaah..... Energy's new Tv show.... i like i like.... but the time they air the show waaaa~~~ clashes with Holland V at 7pm... some more.. clash with this tv series my dad is watching at another channel which ends at 7.30pm. Some more.... it only has one repeats???? how come not 2?? *frowns* hmm maybe there's 2.. but then i check only one repeats.. and the time is at 6AM!!!!!!!! like aaaaah... this morning waah i wake up at 6am... now soo sleepy....

So i decided not to get a laptop this year. I was kinda undecided, plus the Centrino processor still so pricey, i'll wait 2 more years.. hopefully the sony vaio (did i spell that right?) laptops will be available in Brunei. (There are some but very limited) Instead i think i'm going to get myself a new pc. I saw some ACEr pc's that i like... and also COMPAQ, The Acer aspire pc quite nice but to upgrade a 17" monitor to a 15" LCD needs an additional $300??? waaaaaa~~~~ *cries* So i'm considering buying the compaq one, the price kinda ok for a 17" LCD screen..... but the thing is... if i buy compaq where can i send the pc if it goes haywired? ps: The Compaq pc at HuaHo, i mean it isnt exactly a computer shop in HuaHo.... *sigh* Oh, i'm not paying for all these... it's my mom's gift to me for my A'level results. I can't exactly be greedy and ask for a $3000+ pc... haha... so expensive.. so not worth it.... so now i'm still browsing.. going in & out of pc shops... i'm considering buying ASUS's pc..... any1 knows which brands are problematic?? Help?? Mac pc's should be the best right?? BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE THEM... i get so frustrated trying to use the company's G4 bleh bleh...

Aaah.. better stop crapping that. hmm.... what can i say about today? Ok la... so far so good... except for the feeling of laziness and sleepy syndrome... i need to go play Badminton...... oh.. haha i haven't sign up for the aerobics class yet... a lot of people told me to go to the on above nail studio (delima) they say its very good, and very fun. BUt the dancerzise sessions are not on yet.. they're still waiting for the instructor from Philippines.

Eh... i'm so happy yesterday, my mom's friend said i lost weight?? WAAAh.. hahaa.. so0 HaPpy... even though i didn't think i did loose any weight.. having someone say that to you makes you happy.. :P hmm maybe the food restriction really works.. haha... i'm still continuing it... though its suffering... coz on sunday night, was my 2 lil cousins b-day, they had like blackforest cake... and chocolate cake and i think one ice cream cake.... waa.. *drools* all i could do was just look at the yummy creamy cake...... hahaha i can't believe i can manage to withstand the temptation... i'll be back to snacking some chocolates (not often) once i start that aerobics sessions... need to burn the calories... and sitting at home being a couch potato won't exactly help much.

Eh... where's everyone.. my msn so quiet now. Still asleep? hmm... what else did i want to blog? ooh... my fics are gonna end soon.. YeAH!!! *dead excited* coz i've a new one that i started typing... :P i'm considering typing just short stories.. it should be easier... my Renfu fic.... hmm..... i was suppose to end it at chapter 20... but i couldnt.... well i could.... but then ideas still kept coming... so i'm continuing it till prolly chapter 25?

100% Senorita part 2 started airing on SHuanG XiNg yEah!! i thought they're suppose to air Westside story... hmm... but dun have..... i want the ASTRO guidebook for MAy ASAP... heh.. so slow.. need to wait lagi for it to come..

Eh... later.. i think energy will be hosting e-news... wo0ho0o yEAh!! lets see if i'm correct hahaha.... >_O

almost 10am. i think i better go cook, i feel like eating soup....

JiA yoU everyone.
To those having exams. JiA yOu jIa YoU!!! Work hard and You guys will EXCEL!! =)

Love nisa

Cravings: None...
Mood: alright, just feel lazy & sleepy
Loves: the one & only ShUweI
Listening to: SH!N's album.

Dancing in the dawn,
Middle of the night,
Taking your heart...
and holding it night,
Emotional touch,
touching my skin,
And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again.

Oh its a beautiful thing,
dont think i can keep it all in..
i just got to let u know
the thing that wont let me go

It's your love,
Just does something to me,
Sends a shock right through me,
I can't get enough,
And If you wonder,
About the spell i'm under....
Oh.. It's Your Love...



I actually planned to blog something, but not anymore... not in a mood...

Cravings: all the food in my restriction list :(
Mood: Sleepy and Lazy
Loves: need i say?? no? but i will haha.. ShUwEi *^^*
Listening to: Wheesung track[7]

Right, before i start posting crap, i'm going to type out the lyrics i liked from plus one's song.

So when your spirit gets too weak,
When the water seems too deep,
When you think there's just no way,
i'll be there for you night and day.

I just love that song, it's been a long time since i played the cd. Hahaha~ *pouts* everyone in my home is complaining that everytime they go into my room, first thing they'll hear is something chinese, songs or movie or dramas. Hey~ it's not always chinese... i watch n listen to Korean stuff too.. *pouts* heh... so decided to play Plus one song's.. but no one notice... aiyohh.... might as well dun bother about it... *scratches head* i'm not sure what i've just typed... me kinda half awake.. o O

what did i want to type? i can't remember now.. o0h right.. i finally bought The Rose!!! so nice so nice..... i'm up to disc 15.... disc 16 i started playing already, its on pause now.. hehe.. need a break from staring at the tv screen...

I've been to The Mall twice... i want to buy food at the food counter at the basement floor!!!! the sandwiches o0 YUMMY!!!! *snmiff* and the choccie layer cake thinge looks yummy too.... *stupid restrictions* *pouts* how silly of me to put myself under food restriction.. >_<

Honestly, i am sooo BROKE right now... aiyoh... staying at home is so unproductive... i'm so sick of eating already... worse part is.. breakfast... i've to cook for myself.. some more sometimes i've to cook lunch for the kids... aaarrrghhh not that i mind.... but i'm just getting sick of it...
me even getting sick of watching TV. Lotsa things to watch.... but my poor neck eh... got neck pain already from holding my head up to watch the screen... its more comfortable to watch in my room.... but i dont exactly wanna lay in bed all day n watch tv.. so i watch in the family living room..... i hate the sofa. sooo not comfortable.. heh.... i think i'm complaining too much, i'll shut up now.

I was sure there's something i wanted to blog about. I just can't lay my finger on it.

Things to do: May 2004.
1. Sign up for aerobics class ( they have something close to dance class, i wanna learn how to dance, looks fun.. but htey dont have any dance school around..)
2. Manicure/Pedicure (was suppose to go in April... but don't have spare money)
3. Sign up for mandarin classes ?( still thinking about it.... night classes in Soas college... i think registration close already, Hjh fatimah tutorial? is it good? haiiz)
4. Look for VCD's? hahaha that's my weekly routine... :p
5. Get the cpu fixed (no wait.. i'm suppose to do this friday) hehe..
6.....? dunno....
7. oh RIGHT!!! WATCH ENERGY'S SHOW, on MONDAY!! WOHHOhohOHOHOHOo0OO0oo0o0o0

so HiGh now.. even tho partially sleepy... aaaaaaah... weeehehehehehe....

thats about it... i've no idea what i crapped out
i watched e-news today.. Shuwei in green?? hmmm he looks shuai-er in pink!!

mwaahzz.. nite nite...

Cravings: Any Hot soup. (pref. Tom Yam)
Mood: A mixture of everything.
Loves: Shuwei.
Listening to: Plus one - When your spirit gets weak.

I didn't feel well since last night. The heat kinda got to my head, giving me headaches. This morning felt kinda better. I went to the grand opening of 'Utama Grand' :) It's quite cool actually, felt like i was in another country when i was in the store. There were lots of people there. It's too crowded for my liking. I bougt some clothes from 'Factory Outlet' at Utama. The clothes quite cheap, ranging prices below $20. There were several stores that i wanted to go into. But, its difficult when you're going around with parents, plus it was too crowded. I guess i'll just wait till i go out with my friends again. Should be somewhere beginning of May. Hopefully by then more shops will open at The Mall. =)

Mal, i don't think i can watch pops in seoul tomorrow.. *cries* I can't watch it tonight, then tomorrow morning i'm going to the bank with my mom, i can't watch the 2nd repeats in at 2pm, i've to go UBD for the newsletter meeting. *groans* sux.....

I'm kinda proud of myself, for not buying any vcd's for almost 3 weeks. *smiles* i don't think i can last much longer.... hmmm maybe i can.... depends on what's gonna be aired on tv this May. '5 degrees of Fun ' wheeeeee.... i can't wait...... thx Mally for the info on Shuangxing, hehe... gonna watch Westside story again.... :P Something to occupy my time.

i don't think i've got anything else to blog about. Maybe i should just go to sleep.

Nite nite everyone.
Niz xxx

Cravings: KFC! i'm dying to try the new Tomyam chicken
Mood: Happy *^^*
Loves: Shuwei
Song: Missing you - Energy


I'm HyPeR today!! Feeling very happy. Though i do feel bored but then still happy. I watched the repeats of E-news at 11.30am this morning. Shuwei so shuai!! like really really shuai... *melts* Then Kunda and Niunai swing dancing and i think the other dance was salsa.. woaah they both can dance man.. their shirt was unbuttoned at the top... so they look pretty HOT! Looks like Energy going to be hosting '5 degrees Fun' YAY Their own TV Show i think? Correct me if i'm wrong, coz you know.. i don't understand mandarin.. -_-" i'm pretty sure its their own tv show lah, coz the advert shows all 4 of them. =) I can't wait, i think its aired already in Taiwan TVBS-G club i think. But its going to be aired on TVBS too!! Wo0o0oo.... but next month! *pouts* *Nizzy can wait. Nizzy can wait.* Nooo!! I CAN'T!! It's airing on the 3rd of May.. Wo0o0o0.... now i don't mind staying at home at all... Coz there are nice stuff on Tv. E-news rocks!! E.N.E.R.G.Y ROCKZ!!!

What i'm watching daily:
-100% Senorita (but finish up till episode 20 only, i think only next month continued)
-Ups & Down in the sea of love (Hongkong Tv series)
-Entertainment news ( DEFINITELY!! Coz got Shuwei, NiuNai and Kunda!!)
-Fight Club (Only aired once a week, =( but still VERy FuNnY, laugh till get stomachache)
-Holland V ( AAaah that Richard better come back soon!! Jingjing needs help orh..)
-The Oprah Winfrey Show (Interesting discussions everyday. Can learn a lot of stuff about life)
-E-news @ asia (normally only watch repeats if i feel like it)
-Godfather in Pink!! (soo nice soo nice.... but dun have subtitle... still very ver nice~!)

Hmm... i think that's about it. If i didn't leave out anything that is. i'm a Couch Potato wo0ho0ho0ho0ho0...

What else? i'm currently typing a chapter for my Energy fic. But no inspiration at the moment. I can't wait till i complete all of them.

i'm kinda getting used to staying at home. *smiles* i complain less now on how boring my life is... Yayy an accomplishment for me. *skips merrily*

Cowwy... waaah poor pigeons, no more feather left is it? coo coo <-- bunyi pigeons tuu.... coo coo (means cool cool means sajuk sajuk. ) hekekekekeke...

Listening to Energy- Yong Yuan Bu Shou Zhi jian (dun think i spelt that right)

night night..
love Nisa

Yeaah..
soo much FUN last night. I went out with Natalie (YAY She's back from Uk.) Crysteen, Mai and Ihsan. We met at The Mall, didn't spend much time there, we wanted to go eat dinner at Tinis, but umm the place was very small to be called a restaurant, i mean seriously just 2 tables?? Huh? Since we didn't find anything interesting at the food court either we went to Coffeezone instead. Never been there before, my first time lor. We sat outside, i don't want to smell like cigarette smoke, coz that's what you'll smell like if you sit indoors. People were watching Man U vs Portsmouth outside. There were these 2 white males sitting one table from the tv. We sat right infront of the TV!! Hahaha... we were kinda planning to change our seats coz we didn't want to block the guy's view. But then the guy's just told us to sit there coz it wasn't blocking their view and as long as we don't move about i guess.

I had Mango Scream!!! WAAAh so yummy... mango blended with ice with a hint of lemon. I ate chicken sandwich while Nat had Steak sandwich (so difficult to eat, coz no bun on top just on the bottom, didnt think it look like a sandwich hehe) Ihsan had a cheer up, Crysteen had Chocolate Milkshake and a hotdog.

Mai? well... this girl.. she only came at 9.05pm LOL... Crysteen went home already. lol

Anyway, it was fun night. Talking and gossiping. It's been a long time :)

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i had a fun day today. I was the first customer at the new jewellery shop at The Mall!! wo0oho0oooo got to meet the managers and owner of the shop.. Yeaaah!! I got discounts for buying the silver necklaces. I got 2, my sis bought 1. =) Then there was another shop not far from this shop, called cmf. haha die.. my poor wallet... i saw a bag that i like, so i bought it. i don't care.. i think its worth it =) its a change from spending too much money on CD's and Vcd's :)

Bought Female magazine and also LIME!!! Wo0o0 got Toro... very very shuai inside... ;)

anyways.. nothings gonna spoil my mood today.
I even manage to do the Aspartame article's beginning paragraph.
i even manage to write a chapter for Renfu's fic.
YAAAAYayAYAYAYAY
i'm off to watch Fight Club.
5566 soo kaaawaaaiii
Jason n Renfu as bunnie..
eeeww kawaiii
okie dokie..
gtg now...

I LoVe ShuWei..
=)

Hmmm.....
La La La La La....
feeling more calm now...
woke up with a bad headache...
Definitely not enough sleep coz went to sleep at 12.30.
I managed to watch e-news repeats, barely awake...
i dun care... i just wanted to see their faces...
they all so cute.. hosting on their own..
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Today, i went to UBD, it was quite okay actually, managed to go ask a few more UBD students for our Exercise survey, so in total we got 125 people.. wo0o0... Now, we just have to sort all the survey results.. *groans* i hate doing Tallies. Anyways, we just hanged out at J oanna's office.. and do our work there. We manage to catch Dr. Zul despite his busy schedule... he ask us if we can give him a week to answer the questions.. we're like Hah... so he said ok he'll try to answer them asap hehe ^^ Cool, monday is the dateline? I'm not planning to come. i am TOO LAZY! Maybe we'll just e-mail the articles to Zaim. So we just have to go to the meeting on the 24th... waaah another meeting.... i wonder whats it all about..

I feel like going out tonight. Saturday night! don't feel like staying at home alone again with my pc and the tv. Hahaha.. so sad... 'no life'

Lalalalalalalalalala........ bored..... there's nothing to watch tv. I don't feel like watching any of the repeats. hmm...... i just wanna say I LOVE 100% SENORITA, i think it rocks... the storyline is cool. plus the actors are shuai.. hahaha.... but still very nice nice..

what else to post? Can't think....
la la la la la la la la lala la la la la la la la

i'm listening to nothing at the moment, just the sound of my air-con...
My cats.. hmm... dunno where they are anymore....

i want to fall asleep... but can't...
i don't sleep in the afternoon....
i wish i had something to do that i like....
i don't feel like reading articles anymore...
Eyes hurt liao...
MSG and ASPARTAME <----- both not good for health... -_-"

ok la... i go now...
buhbyeeeee~~~~

Writing essays have never been one of my strengths. I'm better at explaining things using my mouth than by hand. I'm stuck into being a member of the IM's newsletter. It's suppose to be a volunteer kinda thing. But, somehow the e-mail we were sent kinda told us we have to join. I'm bad at writing especially articles. I was a freelance for MASA newsletter, but then i didn't wrote any articles, me and Dee just look up for movie reviews and releases. That was about it. I say this again, i don't like writing articles. I only do them coz i have to. If only i can get out of it. But i can't. There are just things you can't say out because you'll feel bad about it after.

Ok, forget the crap i wrote above. *sigh* Me, mai and Crysteen got articles, 3 IN FACT!! due on Monday 19th, The article on Exercise should be fine coz we've done the survey. But there are problems with the other two. Firstly on Bizarre medical facts. They expect us to write an article. But what i really meant when i say write about the facts is just like a 2 line thing, or just maybe a 50 word thing on it. Not a 2 page article. Another article is the one we have to go and interview Dr. Zul, on Allergic Rhinitis. We tried to call him up, but no answers. We e-mailed him the questions already and ask to set an appoinment date. But he hasn't reply. I heard from my cousin is that Dr. Zul is always busy. So basically... chances of us getting the interview done by Monday is slim. Unless by some miracle he would be free tomorrow morning when the 3 of us are heading towards the UBD's library to finalise the other 2 articles.

Ok, i'll shut up now. Actually i'm in a bad mood. Firstly i WANTED TO GO TO THE BANK TO WITHDRAW MONEY. but then... they just had to close at 11.30pm. I totally forgot that they close early on Friday and only re-opens in the afternoon. But thats besides the point. I needed the money. I wanted to go to kadai blakang, i havent been there for over like 3 weeks? i'm dying to go there.... i was in Gadong, but i was pennyless. LITERALLY! if i did go to that big vcd shop with no money, i'll come out of the shop an angry moody grouch.

ARrgghh whatever.... i'm really not in the mood right now. I wanted to watch e-news, coz Energy is hosting today again. But no i can't.. dad took over the remote... *sigh* what a sucky day.... there is repeats but its at 11pm tonight! but thats late... i can't go to sleep at 1.30am, i've to wake up early tomorrow, need to go UBD. *sigh* i can't watch the 2nd repeats tomorrow either.. coz its at 11.30am. ARggHHHH f*c*n sHiT.

i'm probably gonna blabber on and on about how messed up i feel at the moment. even Hotmail is against me today.. *glares* i can't even open my fckn e-mail, SINCE YESTERDAY!! i swear its due to BRUNET!! if not.. then something must be wrong with the freaking server... aaargghhhh.......

I hate my life right now. A couch potato, lazing about all day at home. Watching tv all day? i'm getting sick of it. I NEED TO GET OUT!! No, not out of my house! BUT OUT OF BRUNEI!!! i'm sick of everything here.... there's NOTHING!!! The shops sux, big time.... can't stand it any longer.. i really need a life... if only uni starts soon.. i'll be soo glad... I wish i was in school.. at least i would have an aim in life... but no... i'm at home.... DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!!

i don't get it.. whats wrong with me liking music that i don't understand? don't just simply think i would like an artist for their looks. Puh-lease.. MuSic comes first their looks are just bonuses to make you like them even more...

aah whatever> can't stand myself anymore..

i'm out...

mood: pissed off.
There's only one thing that can calm me down right now.

*prays this works*
does Taggy board works?
*prays it works*
aiyoh... html codes *faints*
dun wan to play anymore...
like the captured pics?
From E-news..

Mally- MWAAAAHHHZZ THANX FOR HELPING ME CAPTURE THE PICS.. :)
Colly- Thank you for the eclairs YUMMY!! and thank you for the html code ;) the birds egg.. y dun u simpan arah the shop yg next door.. hehehe biar hatch di sana..

what to post... aah.. *goes blank* nothing at the mo' maybe later.. gonna update Renfu's and Niunai's fics.. so dun forget to check. :)

I UPDATED RenFu's and NiuNai's soo Go Go gO =)

I love this song, by The Calling.

-:Unstoppable:-

Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry
And if you get inside my head, then you'd understand
Then you'd understand me
Why i've felt so alone, why i kept myself from love
And you became my favourite drug
So let me take you right now and swallow you down,
...i need you inside

Chorus
If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, we'd be unstoppable

Do you think that this is right, or is it really wrong
I know that this is what we've been wanting
And all this burning in my soul, it fills up to my throat
It fills up 'till my heart is breaking

Chorus

Now, we can both learn
Somehow, you'll see it's all we have
Love, it keeps us together
And i need love

When i wake up without you, knowing you're not there
I'm only feeling half as good
Well i'm gonna find a way
To wrap you in my arms, you make me feel alive

Chorus