A dream world fill with laughter,
A reality with a heart filled with pain,
To live in a dream where reality cannot speak,
Or to live in reality where our hearts cry in pain.
Decisions to be made,
To dream or to live?
Out of the dreams, the reality speaks,
Living in a dream won’t get you anywhere,
Come back to reality and learn…
How your heart can learn to mend.

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ok that was crap. Anyways, actually there's a lot of things i want to post, but, i don't know, i kinda lost the mood already.
one thing for sure I WANT THAT SUPER CUTE GUY TO BE MY AEROBICS INSTRUCTOR. He was very nice when i talk to him.
Too bad, i can't join the aerobics fitness zone membership thing. Coz i'm not sure whethere i will be in Brunei or not, depending on the scholarship.
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i am so dead bored...
i need entertainment...
not excited for 2004 either...
1st week of January- dreaded interview
February - University starts for those going to germany, Australia or New Zealand.
March - i'll be freakin 19, and i still won't be allow to take driver's licence. aargh
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anyway.. i just wanna cheer myself up...
listening to David Tao's song... (i dunno which one, it has i love you words in it) is only making me feel sadder. i guess it suits my mood.
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Let’s see if I can blog less crap.

Yesterday, yesterday night’s function. So tired, I got back home like almost midnight, and boy my stomach sure Was rumbling, the food at the function wasn’t nice, it used to be, but not anymore. Had to sit properly and mind
My manners.. la la la for almost 5 hours. There was like lucky draw stuff, soo many prizes mostly household items,Not that I need any of them, I didn’t even get a single prize… ok, maybe I do sound like a brat for complaining,
After all it is a lucky draw, depends on luck. Anyways, that whole night kinda spoil my mood, my cousins, lil bro n sis Were having a BBQ at my aunts =/

Lemme blog about yesterday, haiiz…. Very embarrass already, I think practically most of the vcd store in my district Knows me. All the people working at the cd store will smile at me when I come in…. *I want to hide in the closet lerr* Then at one shop.. so malu laah.. I was buying Chinese cd’s mostly, then the salesgirl ask me if I like Chinese music,I’m like yeah I do. The Chinese guy at the counter smiled. I knew he recognize me… some more.. I bought like Dvd cartoon ‘The little Polar Bear” some more he smile smile… haiiz.. some more my bro tease me about buying Cartoons.. since I’m like 18.. can’t help it… the cartoon soo cute…

Nope, no U love in Brunei, the stores didn’t even know it exist -_-“ haiiz… but luckily can pre-order at yesasia.. Lol.. my mom not too happy about it tho, she says I spend a lot of money on cd’s already. Can’t really blame her,
Coz I did spend almost $300 on cd’s when I went to kk.

Anyways, did I succeed on blogging less crap?
Bloggy: mfmfmfmmf yeah… less crap.. but still got crap…

Allo bloggy... mwaahz... miss me?
no? *nisa poUts*
bloggy: ok laa ok laa.. miss you...
nisa: Yaayy..
bloggy: so anything interesting to tell me?
nisa: yeah... internet connection was so freakin slow yesterday, and oh yeah created a new babysHuwEi on neopets... haha havent been on neopets for quite some time now.
bloggy: oO really... hahaha... why didnt create babyBlOgGy? *bloggy pouts*
nisa: uh aah...
bloggy: hmmfff...
Nisa*hugs bloggY*: ok laa. dun be angry mwaahzzz...
bloggy is happy again =)

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Got nothing interesting really, yeah had bad mood, first i went to the cd
store, yeah they don't have anything that i want...
well except for that hoobastank cd, but still i want Universal Love album.
heh, wonder if it ever comes here *sigh*
i'm gonna update /n527 later, 2 chappies hopefully before i go out at night,
got hari Raya function to attend while my cuzzies are off for a bbq.
Jay's story, waah havent updated that for a long time... i think i will only update after i finish Toro's story. Depends on my mood.

okeh bloggy i'm gonna go now: but before that,

i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky,
i swear like the shadow by ur side,

i see the questions in your eyes,
i know whats wieghing on your mind,
you can be sure i know my part,
coz i, stand besides you through the years,
you'll only cry those happy tears,
and though i make mistake i'll never break your heart.

i continue later laa.... xxx

i'm posting uh nothing...
hahaha.
coz got nothing to say..
i just wanna post something.
so can publish the new/old layout..
haha.. maybe post something more meaningful than this..
so laters..
xxx

Hello bloggy, I’ve been too lazy to post anything ehheheh. But I’m back. What can I say? Hmmm KK trip rocks!! Only wish I could stay longer, seriously 3 days wasn’t enough. I wanted to go snorkeling and I wanted the floral bath man. Too bad not enough time. Hmm I met a shuwei look-alike… hahaha… my wish at the wishing well actually came true. Not that I believe, its just coincidence. Quite cute laah… I wonder if he still will be working at parkson next yr if I go to kk again. Heheh.

I felt sad just now, I was reading about K one’s autograph thinge. I feel they’re very kasian, when I read the msg someone posted. I wanted to cry. I do admit I dislike K one with a passion in the beginning because their appearance resembles EG. When I listen to their music, I changed my mind. It’s not really like EG. The songs are actually quite nice, love ¾ of the tracks. I’m sure they work hard to make the album. So JIA YOU to them.

Ok, I wanted to post up what my desktop look like, but can’t be bothered to upload it on Angelfire. Heheh.

I just wanna put up my list again.

CD’s & VCD’s updates:

1. Energy come on (waah finally found the 1st album =)
2. K One’s 1st Album (didn’t mean to buy, got curious lerr, but when I listen the songs are nice ler)
3. MACHI (yeaaah its out its out wo0o0.. got vcd also )
4. JTL 1st album (haaizz.. dun have the song I like… must be in the 2nd album -_-“”)
5. Arashi 1st album (I very slow only found the cd this yr)
6. Britney Spears (In the zone, cool cd)
7. JJ Lin Jun Jie CD (Yeaaaah finally got the original one =p)
8. 1st love in my life VCD (Korean movie.. err.. haven’t watch yet hehehe)
9. Vanness’s movie –Star Runner vcd!!! (I wanna watch… still queing coz I’m currently watching anuther story)
10. Astro talent Quest 2003 vcd (yeah I bought it… I like the voice of the winner…. Plus got Tension performing She’s having my baby, love that song man)
11. All in (Korean tv series, the story rocks, I’m only up to the 7th vcd 23 more to go)

What else.. hmm… cannot remember. I think that’s all… very broke now waaaa~~ no more $$$ =/

~*ShUwEi My K|nG*~

hey everyone,

Just dropping a message, yeah i'm going on hols today, but only for 3 days.. =) so i'll be back on friday, i will be online on friday night if i'm not tired that is. hehe... I'm Going to KK Sabah. YEAH.. VCD/CD Hunting!!! weeeee......

Oh, i updated one more chappie on Energy's fic.. =) drop me a comment k..

elene: i know, it sux no USA, its not foreign exchange, its government scholarship =)
xxx

My head hurts...
my head hurts....
my head hurts...
headache.....
so STRESSED OUT >_<
who would've thought filling in forms would be difficult.....
my head hurts....
i have to hand in my form tomorrow...
but i cant find the second choice course that i want to do..
i am TORN...
i was thinking of putting Computer science & communications Engineering as my second choice...... but...... on the scholarship list, it just says computer aided engineering..
so are they the same????
*sigh*
how to choose a course?given only 3 choice of country..
New Zeland - Medicine
Australia - sports science
Germany - according to list...
ArrrggHHHhhhhhhhhh
my head hurts......
xxx

i think i'm so sad leh...
i'm like watching Sky Of Love.....
but i don't understand a sentence they were saying....
can only see Ken's shuai face.... *sigh*
i updated /n527 already...

ooh i wanted to say..
my bro got a new kitten...
i named it weiwei..
hehehehe.....

xxx

i have absolutely no mood.
*sigh*
got no feeling also...
cannot find negative for my passport photo..
i dont want to go take picture again...
aaargghh...
no mood
no mood
no mood.... x 100..
got idea to update chappie...
but my mind dont want to work..
on strike already..
maybe later.
xxx

ello bloggy.

Just felt like posting, got myself a new layout.. well not really new... i just change the picture on top... This time layout featuring Fly To The Sky, my fav. Korean duo. Kinda got addicted to them when i first chat wif fanny... haha.. i was so blur i didnt even know... he didnt tell me he was from fly to the sky, he just told me he was a performer and a model. so i just ask him for his pic... he send me.. i was like ooh quite shuai.. then i left the netzone n went around to bookshop to look for magazines. To my suprise, i saw someone familiar on the cover of the magazine. Him, fanny.. haha.. then i knew he was in fly to the sky. So dlwd one song, very very nice.. then bought the album.. EXTREMELY go0d... i rate 10/10.

Anyways, thats just about them.

I went out for lunch today with my family. I've got one question in my head. How does one expect to concentrate on eating lunch when there's a very shuai guy on the next table infront of you. Seriously so shuai man, he has niunai's hair then somemore he look like ahdi. How to concentrate on lunch? is it even possible?? He's single.. o0ps.... he was there with another girl, but they're not a couple.... haha... they talk to so loud can hear some of the things they were talking about. Mos of the time its the girl talking, the guy just say a few words. so0o much like ahdi.. quiet quiet, not talk a lot...

Anyway, the first thing i see in a guy would be HIS HAIR. hahaha.... i think i will fall for almost any guys with nice hair... nice as in got style n stuff... hehe...

i better stop talking..... i think i say a lot of things about guys in this post. Need to post something more umm.. productive? hahaha...

Nite nite
*sHuWei mY k|nG*

My Vision of you remains the same,
No matter what people say,
No matter what is portrayed ,
the truth, the lies, the reality of fame,
i would close my eyes,
and wish it would vanish in space.

In my mind,
Perfect is the word to describe you,
in my heart,
love is the word that exist for you.

All i'm asking from you is this,
Don't show me things that i don't want to see,
Don't tell me things that i don't want to hear,
Let me stay in this world of darkness,
where my vision of you have always been perfection.

bloggggyyy....
*runs and hugs bloggy*

hehe... i havent blog for quite some time now, can't get my ass to sit down and type. First and foremost. i'm working on 2 new fics, one is Jay's fic and one is the Cursed Samurais, collaboration with weiwen & chingz =) I'm still working on Toro's fic and also Energy's fic.. so0 many to update lol..

Anyways, to elene: i know i'm suppose to post on what RAVE is about, the vcd box not with me, my cousin borrowed it. i'm bad at describing. i'll try post it as soon as possible k.

=)
xxx
sHuWei mY k|nG

Hello,
today is the 2nd day of raya. Very tired lah, last night got open house for family. Now my throat soar lah, i think too much cold gassy drinks. I wear pink yesterday... wo0o0... wasnt planning on wearing, but just wear lah... Shuwei's colour...
waaahahahhaa...... he's blood type B ah.. same like me.... :P
he likes cd's so do i...
hahaha...
ok i think i'm growing crazy.. i think too much.

i updated Toro's story /n527k2 & Energy's story /n527 finally..... i hopes its good enough. have to find time to write... and have to force my ideas out.. LOL..

anyways i gotta change my baju now, got to go to Cousins house for Raya

xxx

SeLaMat HaRi Raya (t0morrow that is)

i went shopping again this morning. Seriously i think i'm beginning to loose interest on the shops. Even the vcd shops looks less interesting. There are too many people in the shops, too crowded for my liking. i got myself a new pair of slippers, wo0o0. i didnt need another pair but i liked it, so i bought it.

Currently, trying to settle down with one idea and update my fanfic. hahaha..some of the chappies i didnt mean to write, it just happened. Anyways, /n527 is updated,maybe /n527k2 later on.

Ok, what else to post. got no idea already. hmm something wrong with my Tagboard. i've gotta check that out. till then.

laters xxx

Hello,

i got a new layout again, this time its a simple layout, didnt feel like putting anyones faces on it. Well... i did want to put shuwei's pic.. but have to resist..
hehe..

Anyways, didnt do much today, just lazing about most of the time. I finish watching Love Storm, the ending so suspense... i thought zai zai was gonna die or somethin. haha if he did.. aiiiyaah for sure i'll be screaming at the tv wan.

Very tired lah, i know didnt do much, but i feel very tired. i think i'm getting lazy already. Got no vcd updates today, coz didnt feel like buying anything. Ok for those who really know me, you won't believe this... hahaha... my parents went jalan just now and i refuse to go shopping.... ke soon lee lagi tu where there are soo many VCD shops.... hahaha.... i guess i'm sick of the shops and besides i have no more vcd's that i want, for the exception of sky of love & hidden track. i heard hidden track gonna be playing at the cinema's in brunei soon.

I can't wait.
till then... better sleep now.
xxx

Today's post:

wo0o0o0 i updated both toro's and my Energy's fics. went out this morning, to help my mom buy flowers and plants for the garden, i also went to the bookshop followed by the vcd shop, but didnt buy anything. =)


Yesterday's post 19th Nov:

ok, I want to take back what I said about vanness’s new hair in my previous previous post. He actually looks kinda cute with the new short hair, it made him less girlish.

Morning went shopping till afternoon. But First went to my lil sister's school to pick her up. Was there early so had to go up and pick her up from class, but she wasnt ready to leave yet, so have to wait for her teacher. Then i met my Primary 6 Teacher, cikgu Ida, i miss her a lot, she give me a hug =) saw cikgu hasnah(not ms tcher) and cikgu dinah. Cikgu hasnah dun recognise me wan... lol.. anyways Cikgu Ida... she's my fav. t-cher, she was so nice to everyone... she treat me like her anak you know. What a happy way to start off my morning.

After that, went shopping, got almost everything i wanted to buy you know...

vcd's/cd's update:

1. Love Storm part 2 (finally!!)
2. Boyfriend (Japanese tv series)
3. Nickelback - The Long road.
4. Sum41 - Live in Tokyo vcd

Besides that, i got most of the stuff i wanted to buy, got eyeshadow, powder then got a new story book. hahaha.. i must be crazy a bit.... coz b4 exams i told myself i will buy a thick story book and get use to reading it after exam. coz i dont really like thick books, i prefer movies and books with coloured pictures on it.

Another thing, i found HIDDEN TRACK VCD!!!! but not subtitles =/ waaa... want to cry... if only i can understood mandarin. i know some words and phrases, but not good enough to understand a movie.

Anyways, i can't let that spoil my day. hehee....

xxx

Dear bloggy,

I am OFFICIALLY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So sleepy now, was very HYPER last night, couldn’t go to sleep till like 1 am. So not normal, coz this past few days I go to bed like at 9pm. lol

Exams are over finally…. YAY, I can’t wait till I go shopping later, Not that I have much to buy, I just felt like going out. Plus school allowance is out, 2 months you know!!! So excited, that means got $$ for shopping. I’ve just realized that I have soo many things that I have to do. So I write out lah my to do list.

Things to do:

1.Collect all my textbooks and tie them together, need to return on Saturday. Woo0o0
2.Need to look for photo’s for school leaver’s magazine.
3.Need to finish documentary proposal.
4.Need to finish drama synopsis.
5.Need to clean my room.
6.Need to arrange all cd’s/vcd’s/dvd’s its all scattered!!!

What else aah, I’m sure I’ve got more than that, hahaha cannot remember now. Next list I wanna do is…. Things to buy list.

Things to buy/hunt down:

1.Hidden Track vcd – Jay chou movie
2.Ken (f4’s) movie – dunno the title yet.
3.Love storm part 2.
4.Glittery eye shadow.
5.new necklace

Ok I dunno what else to say anymore, so I leave it till here laah, maybe after shopping I’ll blog again. Ehehhe maybe then I’ll have something to write about.

JIA YOU,
Que3n N|zZy

Dear bloggy,

can i cry?
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Dear bloggy.

I’m officially broke, I only have a couple of dollars left in my bag. Went shopping today, bought lots of stuff, which are not my needs but my wants…. Now my legs are all exhausted already lar… Even typing also feel lazy.. haiiz… now what to do aaah..
Gotta study, but need mood first… *hmmmmmmmmmm* *moood come here mood come here*

Bought a lot of cd’s & vcd’s today

14/11/03 Nizzy’s CD/vcd updates:

1. blue – Guilty
2. Jay Chou – EP/MV
3. Wilber Pan – pass me the mic
4. Westside story OST
5. Love Storm part III (seriously why does part 3 comes before part 2? Hmmf)
6. My Madonna – Japanese series/hideaki takizawa
7. The Death curse vcd
8. The best of Sheryl crow cd

Ok, amount of money spent…. Waaa~~~~ don’t wanna count, for sure cannot go shopping for the next 3 weeks…
Haaiiiz…. Gotta save money for toro’s bookz…

Next Exam will be on Monday, Tuesday and finally Wednesday. Then after that HOME FREEEE wo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0
xxx

Hello..
testing my new layout..
To Mally.
I NEED YOUR HELP!!
waaaa~~~~~~
look at the bloggy time too close to the date..
haiiz..
still not very good at it..
xxx

Hello..
everyone..
me is Nizzy
b0w to your quE3n..
hahaha..
ok got crazy mo0d now...
Toro's story is up...
ahdi's story is completed..
weee3eeeeee..
exams almost over..
double weeeeeeeee...
going out later..
yaaaayyy......
its 5.25 am now..
i must be crazy..
later
xxx

waaaah... *runs and hug my bloggy* *then runs hug shuwei* then run & hug Toro * then runs and hug taggyboard*

weeeeeeeeeeeeee its 12 midnight and i am not sleepy.... hhahaha.. i'm updating my fanfics.. didnt update yesterday coz had to study stats lor..

Stats exam today, quite okay lah, not as bad as i thought it was going to be.. what i studied last minute came out... waah lucky eh..

Currently listening to Stacie Orrico - i promise (i will)

the song is soo nice...

hmm what else to blog about...
nothing much lah..
bored~~
bored~~
going to school again tomorrow -_-*
need to force myself to study..
i need ENERGY!!!
come on give me ENERGY
haaaiiizz...

SHUWEI WO)O)O)O)O)O)O)O)O)O)O)

Nice? comments.. hehe arah taggy =)

Hello everyone.
Nizzy is back to normal already. =)

Nizzy: Guess what!!! I had dreams about E.N.E.R.G.Y 3 days in a row. LOL. Last nights dream was the weirdest. It was about me & shuwei.. hahaha… I guess been thinking about him too much. So here’s the dream, There was a lot of people in the room, everyone looks blurry, can only see shuwei very clearly, he was standing at the end of one dining table and I was at the other end. I wanted to move the shuwei’s end of the dining table, weird thing was I didn’t move it with my hands. I just look at shuwei & got eye contact, he understood what I wanted to do. All we had to do was look at the table and it moved!! It was like telekinetic? Or is it telepathic? I don’t know.. but all I know the table moved by itself, by Shuwei & me, our eye.

Ok, very weird right, not sure if that can happen in real life. You want me to try? First You get me Shuwei lor. LOL

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I went for vcd shopping at the vcd shops arah hua ho delima & sia & tang shop in gadong. Soooooo many nice stuff.

Here’s what I got:

JJ- vcd, mv collection
Blue- one love live tour dvd
Returner – dvd movie
Lee hom – unbelievable cd.

Weee3333ee3e3e3e3e3e3e3e3e3e3…

Don’t forget check my fanfiction, it has updates =)
http://winglin.net/fanfic/n527k1

JIA YOU>>>
QuE3n N|zZy

Ni hao my loyal umm subjects.. (R0fL)

Today me as your new umm Que3n will be posting nothing but crap..... Um... sorry for the bad english, no one write the speech for me.. so have to do myself lor...

there see... from english to singlish.. haiiz.....

oh ryte:

HAPPPPPPYYYYY BUUUDDDDAAAAAAAYYYY TOOO MAAAAALLLLLLLYYYYYYY

wee333eeeee3e3e3e3e33e3e3e3..... too bad mally inda dapat online..

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaAaAAAAaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ok queens are not suppose to cry infront of loving subjects... ehem ehem (clears throat)

Had Maths paper 3 exam today, so how was it? ok la.. a bit... i thought it was gonna be very very hard, i just hope i didnt make any careless mistake.... *sigh*

i updated my fanfic again........ me very sad lor..... i made ahdi a lousy bf.. waaaAAaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaa... i didn't mean too..... maybe id ont have love life thats why the story vewy sad one laa..

Anyways.... got another paper coming up tomorrow.. BIO practical, got to study for that, i NEED a good grade...... mudahan dapat A's amin.....

hmm what else, oh right, Love Storm part 2 & 3 the one with subtitle is not out in Brunei yet, the 1st part is not even sold yet at kadai komunis so i'm thankful to AV. so JIA YOU AV Video jaya...... the 2nd & 3rd lagi k? *sigh* if only they know....

Anyway, i'm blabbering like what...

JIAAAAAA YOOOUUUUUUU FORR EXAAAMSSSSS>>>>

Que3n N|zZy

LOL.... my stomach hurts eh from laughter............

COLLY YOUR CHICKEN SOOOOOO BULAT eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ...... hahahaha the other chicken mengurat iya kah... lol ;)

if only aku rajin, i feel like posting that pic of the chicken........ hahahahha...

ok, nada lagi kan ku post... i'm off to writing synopsis for drama & fan fic & study.

yours Queen Nizzy

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Nizzy went shopping today.
Nizzy didnt feel like going.
But Nizzy did go shopping.
Nizzy didn't exactly buy anything.
There was nothing that Nizzy wanted to buy.
Nizzy feel's very tired.
Nizzy think that she's tired coz she hasn't gone shopping as often as she used to.
Nizzy has to finish her work.
Nizzy has to prepare the work for tomorrows work, company presentation.
Nizzy got no mood already.
Nizzy wants to study.
But Nizzy don't know how to focus on studying.
Nizzy is now bored of using the word Nizzy, so Nizzy is gonna go Now.

Yours King Nizzy.

OH, Nizzy forgot to say that she has updated Ah-di's story.
so Nizzy ask you to click Http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/n527k1/

bleh, anuther boring day in the life of me.

seriously i have no mood to do anything. *sigh* tried to studymaths just now. but couldnt get my brain to focus. so i continued with my fanfiction.. so click saja arah the Ah-di pic yang from previous post...

lol.. pemalas aku anie eh... hahaha

Anyway, yesterday i went jalan.. but very tired eh.. like baru 2 jam.. my body started ache-ing *sigh* must be b-coz batah nda jalan.... seriously i havent been to kadai komunis for 2 weeks plus..... (ok congratulate me) lol

anuther thing... i didnt buy any vcds (hmm didnt i?) no i dont think i did... aiiyaah i cannot remember.. I wanna watch My dream girl Ekin Cheng looks hot in there. Unfortunately the vcd's sold at the vcd shop has no english/malay subtitle which sux big time. i've been wanting to watch that movie ever since b4 it was released... Now its playing on Astro Showcase, i want to subscribe but its like almost the end of the month of october so its just a waste of money.

Anyway, got nothing else to say so JIA YOU!! for exams..

Nizxxx

taaa daaaaaa 2nd part continuation to Shu Wei's story... presenting Ah-di's story.. hehehe...

i'm very rajin right? hahahaha NOT.

hmm.. ah-di's pic also very shuai one leh... :P
read aah.. give comments ;)

lookie... my current desktop :P

hrmmm...... i wonder if the tagboard would appear..*poof*

To: you :P ;)



luv Nizxx

Give me a hug, wont you?

Energy in their upbeat demeanour let loose some wacky bits. Seems like Shu Wei has a habit of hugging something when he sleeps and what happens when his bolster rolls off the bed? He hugs whoever is sleeping beside hiM! Once milk was sleeping beside Shu Wei when the latter's bolster dropped and he felt a hand touching his face of which he cautiously took it off. Almost immediately, Shu Wei's leg came over and Milk, once again had to shrug it off. As soon as the leg's off, Milk turned away. Well, as soon as Milk turned over, Shu Wei nuzzled behind him, breathing down Milk's neck.

"I wanted to be angry but yet I cant get angry because I know he has this kind of habit!" said Milk as he laughs heartily away. The group exploded in laughter when they recalled another funny incident of Shu Wei's sleeping habit. Kun Da said that all of them usually just wear shirts and boxers to bed. But on one night, Shu Wei was determined not to let his sleeping habit occur again and disturb whoever was sleeping beside him. So he went to bed all togged up in his promotional clothes, even clad in jeans! He turned away and placed a pillow between his legs and was smugly pleased that he would not hug Kun Da who would be sleeping beside him. At night, Milk was debating along with the others whether Shu Wei would repeat his sleeping habits. Just as they had finished their discussion, Shu Wei's pillow dropped to the floor and....

"Within three minutes, his hand was on my face!" laughed Kun Da as Shu Wei blushed in his sniggers. Oh Well, how can we fault a boy who did try so hard?


there... pasal shuwei... :P

To colly & mally: Energy =p

Msg from kunda 13/10/2003:

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Ha! i am here~~~~
we are now practising our dance
the autograph sessions have ended recently
also know that everyone is having exams
hope everyone will jia you
next we will be busy working with the drama's matter
quite nervous actually
because everyone of us is the first time to try
also hope that everyone can help to support us
and soon we will be going to Hong Kong to promote our album le
therefore will not be able to see everyone in that period of time
anyway~~~~everyone need to jiayou orh!!!!!!!!
will go online if have the time 881
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(me: seee.... he told us to study, that means.. i should be motivated ryte? *looks out for shuweis msg telling the fans to study hard* *me poof* )

Msg from Toro 14/10/2003:

which type of programmes suit me ah
i wished to challenge every types of work ye
not only can come across different kinds of problems
can learn different kinds of skills too
not bad ah
besides that people who anyhow use accounts appear again la
but the polite u can always see through
it's me who teach de good leh or is it u guys who's smart
today i have just finished recording next week's da ren qi la
can visit san li's or mtv's message board to leave me a message orh
i will go there to see
finally saturday can zou quan sheng la
suppress for so long
able to see people le yeah
everyone can raise the toro's boards which have fallen into misuse again ba
singapore, malaysia, indonesia's people wait for a while ba
king is tired le
go and sleep
bye
ha ? ya qi yi duo xiao ye ju
a fantastic song
Heaven gave me a pair of wings
allow me to fly pass the blue sea
i will also use my warmth
to protect all my people from the blue kingdom
wei yun

______________________________________

ok, im off now.. i feel like posting Shuweis msg here too... need to get me motivated to study :P

laters xxx

Dear bloggy....

*hiiiiyyyyaaaaaaaaaah* kix* then kisses my bloggy*

hehe just felt like doing that, i feel sad, my fav. presenters from AZIO entertainment has been missing since last week.. ( missing from the tv show i mean) At the moment, the presenter is 2 guys both cuter than my fav. but my fav atu lagi siok, they're more funny.... this one mcm boring saja duduk2 saja.....

mally, sent me my TORO layout, havent got the chance to upload yet, cant get myself to sign in n upload pics, no mood lah. Guess what i've been up to lately.... guess yet? no not vcd..... didnt buy any vcd's lately, nuthing interesting.

read this:--->

Dear Shu Wei,

Congratulations on tonights concert, I’m sure you had fun. Sorry I’m not there to celebrate with you, kunda, ahdi, milk & toro. Today’s my last night as your p.a, I couldn’t tell you face to face, coz my heart would break & I will start to cry.

Shuwei,

There’s one time when I said ‘I love you’
I wished that you knew,
There’s one time when I said ‘I like you’
I wished that you would smile & say you do too.

Remember the times we’ve been together,
Cherish the times we’ve shared happiness,
Forget the hardships that we’ve been through,
And remember the promise we’ve made together.


Love lea xxx

sweet aaah...

luv niz luv toro luv shu wei luv ken oh n luv seig hart

hello hello....

nuthing much, ooh i did find the proper translated version of toro's last msg, i found it at this website, i'll post it when i have time. coz im kinda lazy at the moment...

colly... lookie seig hart... hehehhee mwaahz mwaahz to colly.. thank you thank you for looking for the pics for me... mwaaahz mwaaahz.. xxx

Anywayz, got Love Storm, i've watched the first 6 episodes... its kinda slow.... and in the story si Ken kesian banar2.... baik plang ia sama aku saja... he wont get hurt..... anyway Vic looks vewy kiut there... hehhe makan lollipop saja ...

gtg.... need a mandi'z... hehehe

luv Nisa.

E.N.E.R.G.Y updates:

i know i said i wont be posting, but i felt like posting this....

Toro is formally declared as 5566's junior. Besides, he is bez frend wif Sun Xie Zhi.Toro has been keeping a low profile for 76 days and now he is ready to show us what he has, said Toro, 'I do not need to keep myself in agony anymore."Toro said he had taught him quite a lot and is a mentor to him now.

San Lih had made an idol drama specially 'tailor-made' for Toro and it will be broadcast on next year January 2004. He will also be making OST (Original Sound Track) for this drama.

The big boss of 'San li' praised Toro, 'Last time in Energy, I only spotted his talents. He is the only one who seemed to be able to 'emergy for half a century' so to me, it's a pity if he just go into album's productions. We are letting him go all-rounded into all areas in the entertainment industry.'

He is going to host program and come November, he is going to promote for his new book 'Da Kai Wei Yu Guang Tou'.

Toro's is now at University 3th year, he had a tonnes of works waiting for him to do but he was touched when his teacher asked him, 'Are you ok?' When school re-opens, he found that a lot of his fans had became his juniors, he said that he will study hard this is because if he don't..... if ever anyone caught snoozing at lectures or cannot answer the questions that the teachers posed, this kind of news will spread very fast.

love Nisaxxx

Hello my bloggy,

missed u a lot..
I've been busy with school lately, with trying to study and trying to get my head straight and concentrate on the books. But it seems that my mind is still wondering here and there.

I'm currently looking for some images online to create my new layout, but i guess if i can't find any, i will stick with this layout till exam is over.

CD's, VCD's & DVD's updates:

1. Love storm OST & behind the scene VCD.
2. Fly To The Sky 4th Album - Missing You.
3. ENERGY- Ultimate video clip DVD.
4. Justin Guarini 1st album.
5. Stacie Orrico 1st Album.
6.Phua Chu Kang (4 episodes)
7. Friends ( season finale)

That's all the stuff i got the past 2 weeks, still haven't found Love Storm with subtitles. I can wait, besides i think its for the best, so that i can concentrate on my exams instead.

I'm gonna go out soon, i have a full schedule today. Starting 1 hr from now, i have to go to Supa Save because my sister is joining the colouring competition so i have to take care of her as my mom has to go to a wedding ceremony. The competition ends at 12, then from there i have to go to Bandar and meet with mai, dee, dar, malia, and rabiatul to watch 'Cinta Kolesterol' =) then probably we'll go shopping as usual. That will be me in Yayasan 3 days in a row.

I haven't got any new news on ENERGY, but i have heard rumours that Toro might not leave the band after all. I guess we have to just wait and see. Speaking of Energy, i love Shu Wei's voice, very melodical.

Exam is in about 10 days for me, i'm not really that excited. I'm trying to get myselft motivated to study coz it is after all the last year in MS(that i'm very excited about) and that it will determine the future. So i have to study and deviate myself from watching tv, if that is possible. hmm.. Anything is possible i suppose as long as i have the will to do so.

Last msg to everyone: This is probably the last post i will do till exam ends. So Good Luck to all of You. Study Hard & Study Smart. We are all clever, the knowledge, it is all inside of you. All we have to do is unlock it. Good Luck once again and may we end our year with Joy & Happiness. May Allah bless you.

Love Nisa xxx

hellloo......

after a while baru kan post sini...

i've done my personal statement.. already.. yaaaaaaaay i am sooooo HAPPPYYYY.... actually was sad last nite when i was doing it.. coz when i completed it... i click print then my whole computer froze.... noooo that was nightmare kan nangisku coz i havent saved it..... nasib baik ada recovered.... phewww

got a new buah rantai today.... its a 3 leaf clover i suppose... good good luck.... i saw soooo many things at euro classics.... i love anything made up of glass/crystals... i saw soo many glass crystal things.. n i saw this champange glass that i love soo much.. its a pair... *wishes ada bf,bulih minta belikan*

I got an invoice from Yesasia confirming my orders... wo0o0o0o0o0o0o0 i'll get my love storm cd, fly to the sky 4th album korean 3 disc edition and ENERGY complete dvd music video collection... i'm soo happy... after brapa minggu susah payah kan dapat verification for credit card..

went to kadai komunis, still very dissapointed nada love storm yg ada subtitle.. cian me... brapa batah udah tunggu... *cries*

anyways, i think im gonna do some studying, got no vcd to watch, feel kinda sad..

luv Toro luv Niz luv Ken

Liputan Konser Energy di Singapore, 13 September 2003

Yak teman2, ini dia liputan konser EG di SG versi yupi.
Maap yah kalo rada basi soalnya udah seminggu, and
maap juga kalo ceritanya panjang banget. Gua pergi ke
konser itu bareng ama beberapa anak di group ini, yaitu
henny (noop), marie onnie, yenny (dreamer_diary), and
temen2 yg laen.

Kita nyampe di Singapore indoor stadium kira2 jam 4,
padahal konsernya tuh jem 8. trus kita langsung ke
pintu belakang stadium, dimana EG akan melakukan
praying sebelum konser disana (pas kita nyampe, tempat
sembahyang nya udah siap). Akhirnya kita nunggu2 sampe
kira2 jem 6 lewat, pas ada 1 mobil van putih dateng. Kita
pikir itu mobil EG, and semua fans yg ngumpul disana udah
pada teriak2 heboh. Ternyata…itu rombongan TBC dancer.
Tapi pas dancer2nya udah keluar, kita2 juga pada lumayan
heboh, soalnya dancer2nya juga cakep2 and keren2 booo….
Gua sih langsung mikir, wah…boleh juga nih digebet….ini
dancer2 bisa jadi bakalan jadi the next Niu Nai hehehhehehe…
…. Abis itu, ada 1 van putih lagi yg dateng. Kali ini baru
beneran rombongan EG plus Wilber. Tapi 2 rombongan ini
langsung masuk stadiumnya, begitu keluar dari mobil.

Kira2 setengah jem kemudian, rombongan besar ini muncul
lagi buat sembahyang. Diantara mereka ber-4, yg
sembahyang nya paling lama tuh Niu Nai. Kita udah pada
berharap supaya EG say hi ke kita ato at least ngelambain
tangan. Tapi yg ngelambain tangan Cuma Shu Wei aja. Yg
lain bahkan seinget gua gak senyum deh ama fans,
tampangnya serius banget. Mungkin gara2 kecapean kali yah
latian buat konser pertama mereka ini. Di konser mereka kali
ini, EG juga ngebawa anggota keluarganya. Ada bokap, nyokap
and sodara, tapi kayaknya mereka di backstage deh selama
konser, soalnya kayaknya gak mungkin banget mereka
desek2an di bangku penonton. soalnya biarpun ada tempat
duduk, tapi penonton kan pada heboh berdiri.

Anyways, akhirnya konser mulai. Di layar raksasa di
tengah panggung, ada anime EG (minus Toro) pake
baju super hero gitu (kayak di game Cronous). Gua sedih
juga sih pas ngeliatnya, soalnya Cuma ada mereka ber-4
tanpa Toro. Trus kayak di game2 gitu, profile mereka satu
persatu ditanyangin. Kartun mereka di sebelah kanan, and
di sebelah kirinya, video mereka lagi dance diatas lantai kaca
yg disorot pake kamera dari bawah lantai kaca itu.
KEREN BANGETTTT!!!! Mereka semua ber-break dance
diatas lantai itu, kecuali AhDi yg punggungnya masih sakit.
Menurut gua sih, gayanya si AhDi waktu itu mirip spiderman
yg lagi merambat di tembok. Tapi bedanya, ini di lantai
hehehhehe….

Abis itu energy muncul, pake celana silver and jubah
(kayak overcoat yg panjangnya sampe selutut) warna biru.
Trus idung and mulutnya dicover pake kain (kayak pake
masker). Pokoknya kesannya udah kayak super hero
beneran deh. Mereka bergaya satu-persatu, dance kayak
robot gitu. Keren banget deh….. Abis semua dapet giliran,
mereka ngebuka jubah and masker mereka, and langsung
nyanyi lagu Wu Xie Ke Ji. Di lagu ini, rap bagian toro yg ‘Rung
Yao…Yi Shen Rung Yao……’ digantiin ama NiuNai. Trus kalo
dancenya udah bagian yg susah2, mereka langsung ganti
formasi. Dari yg tadinya ber-4, jadi ber-3 (plus dancer2 sih…),
and AhDi mundur ke bagian panggung belakang yg lebih tinggi,
diapit ama 2 dancer. Si AhDi Cuma goyang2 simple aja yg gak
membahayakan punggung dia. And selama konser, formasinya
kayak gini tiap kali udah masuk bagian dance yg susah.
(pinter juga yah strateginya….) Lagu kedua Tui Mo Lu, and
dilanjutin ama Fang Shou.

Setelah 3 lagu, mereka masuk panggung. Trus lagu
Freestyler-nya Boomfunk MC diputer. Wahhhh….gua
langsung mikir deh, pasti bakal ada freestyle dance.
Ternyata bener….dancer2 TBC keluar semua (kira2 ada 10
dancer gitu deh) and ber-breakdance ala street dancer. Gak
lama kemudian, Niu Nai keluar pake baju tangan buntung
warna merah2 oren and pake bandana biru (ala Tao Ming
Se di MG 1 waktu dia masih bergaya brandalan).
AARRRGGHHHHH!!!!!! Gua langsung histeris ngeliatnya.
Sumpah deh…si NiuNai malem itu paling cakep yah waktu
freestyle dance itu. Soalnya gua gak biasa sih ngeliat Niu Nai
pake bandana gitu and bergaya ala street dancer. Kesan
bandel2nya ini loh bikin gua gemesssssssssss bangetttttttttt
Disini Niu Nai ada ngeluarin jurus mautnya yaitu head
spinning. Kayaknya di akhir acara freestyle ini, Shu Wei
ama Kun Da keluar and breakdance bentar deh. Tapi gua
rada2 lupa, di bagian ini apa bukan.

Abis acara freestyle selesai, energy lanjut nyanyi beberapa
lagu yg beat nya cepet, antara lain Come On, Together, Got
To Be Real, More Than Words, One Last Chance, Get Away,
Shen Me Tai Du, dll. Gua gak inget semua lagu yg
dinyanyiin eg, gua Cuma inget lagu2 ini doang.

Lagu terakhir di bagian ini adalah Ramen Song. Seperti
biasa, yg gantiin bagian Terry Lee disini si Wilber. Cuma
pas lagunya udah mulai, and suara rap Wilber udah
kedengeran, kok si Wilbernya gak ada diatas panggung yah??
Tiba2 cewek2 di sebelah kiri gua pada lari ke lorong jalan antara
bangku2 VIP kanan dan kiri ( gua di VIP bagian kanan). Ehh…
taunya si Will nongol dari sana. Dia jalan belakang ampe depan
panggung. Gua juga buru2 lagi pengen megang2 si Will.
Tapi pas gua udah mau deket, gua gak berani megang (padahal
harusnya bisa tuh…) gara2 gua kehalang security guard yg
badannya guedeee bangettt, and gua takut kalo2 dia bakal
nepis tangan gua and tangan gua patah heuheuhuhe…..
oo iyah…di lagu ini, kan ada bagian rap yg ‘ahdi, and me,
and toro b. kunda, niunai, he shu wei b.’ tapi pas di konser,
bagian toro nya gak disebut, malah diganti ama Singapore.
Hiks….hiks…..

Selesai Ramen Song, energy masuk panggung and panggung
diambil alih ama Will. Dia nyanyi lagu2 andalan dia di album,
Bi Hu Man Bu, Tell Me and Kiss Me 123. Trus sebagai lagu
terakhir, dia nyanyi lagu dari album baru dia yg judulnya
How Are You? Si Will juga kueren bangetttt disini (seperti
biasanya sih, selalu keren hehheueuhe….) sambutan dari
para fans energy buat Will juga bagus banget. Biarpun
pas dia nyanyi, sebagian fans pada duduk buat istirahat
(nyimpen tenaga buat energy sampe energy nongol lagi).
Gua sih tetep semangat goyang2 badan and light stick gua.

After Will, Shu Wei and AhDi nongol berdua. Shu Wei
ngebawa gitar yg merupakan salah satu koleksi pribadi dia.
Gitar yg dia pake waktu itu adalah gitar hadiah dari salah
satu fans waktu energy pertama kali datang ke sg. Wah….itu
fans yg ngasih gitar ke Shu Wei pasti terharu banget yah
gitarnya dipake di konser pertama eg. gua seneng banget deh
energy begitu appreciate fans mereka.

AhDi nyanyi lagu Di Er Ci Ai Shang Ni diiringin gitar Shu Wei.
Tapi pas sampe bagian ‘ni ting jian ma….??’, AhDi stop.
Trus dia ngomong sesuatu (sayang sekali gua gak ngerti dia
ngomong apa…) sampe2 dia nangis. Fans langsung pada
teriak ‘Ah Di bu yao ku’ (Ah Di, jangan nangis) berulang2.
and fans langsung pada nangis semua, termasuk gua.
Walaupun gua gak ngerti dia ngomong apa (kayaknya ada
hubungannya ama Toro deh), tapi ngeliat AhDi nangis and
Shu Wei udah mau nangis juga, gua jadi nangis juga deh.
Abis ngomong2 itu, AhDi nyanyi ulang lagi lagu itu ampe selesai.

K.E.N.T.O.R.O.I.S.M
xxx

Latest Message dari Shu Wei 21/9/2003:

I am very happy to be able to meet everyone during the
weekend after the concert in singapore after not being
able to see everyone for 3 weeks, you all have grown
with everyone's well wishes and the strength u gave us,
we managed to complete the concert successfully, all the
effort is due to you haven't been online for a long time,
but i saw many things that made me happy

what i am happy is about is that everyone has been
coming online or at autograph sessions, giving us their
support and encouragements thanks to all of you, i also
realized that you all have been discussing the issue
about toro leaving EG

in this issue, i face it with respecting his decision
and i wish that he can have a very good future in a
different area i believe that toro is very happy for us,
because having a concert has always our dream, and
we have achieved it

toro, you must be happy right, hope that you can
give us your blessings for everything to go smoothly

i believe that whether you are a fan of ahdi,niunai.
toro,kunda or myself, you are all energy's fans and
not be segregated

maybe i am a bit direct as well as insensitive in my
expression, but i feel like sincerity is the most important

hope that you can give us your support in these times

i know that school has reopened, so hope that you
can concentrate on your studies..see you at the taiwan
concert in December! good night!

*feels like crying*

From ENERGY's book: baik kamu baca. aku ketawa2 baca some parts, its in indonesian language ganya... well at least paham.. kan kan ;)

Kesalahan Fatal

Setiap kali ENERGY tampil, pasti ada kesalahan yang mereka buat tanpa sengaja. Oleh karena itu, utk mencegahnya ketika mereka latihan dance, ENERGY akan merekam latihannya dgn DV lalu beramai2 menonton latihannya n mencari kesalahan2 gerakan teman2nya. Mereka akan tanpa segan2 menunjuk lgs n mengkritik kesalahan gerakan. "NaH!!! Toro, salah gerakan!!" Kira2 begitu...Yang dituduh biasanya akan mengaku salah ato menunduk malu. Tapi Toro tidak. Dia selalu mengelak n mencari2 alasan utk membela diri.

Seseorang yang tidak mau ditulis namanya (X Di) (maksudnya
Ah Di, ini isenk2 Eg ajah, biar terkesan misterius! HAHA!~fiD)
mengatakan bahwa ada org yg tdk boleh disebut namanya ( To Y) (maksudnya Toro~fid) paling sering melakukan gerakan aneh
n lain drpd yg lain. Misalnya, ketika seharusnya mereka jongkok,
ia malah tidak jongkok. Tapi ketika diprotes teman2nya ,ia akan
mengelak " Iya, saya itu yang paling jago n menonjol, makanya
gerakannya harus beda!!!" (hahahaha!!!~ga masuk akal deh
alasannya ~fid). Pernah ketika mereka tampil utk promo di
universitas, toro melakukan kesalahan hitung. Seharusnya
mereka menghitung 5..6..7..8.. baru mulai nyanyi bgn "dou
gen ni shuo de fang shou!" Tapi dasar toro, dia malah lupa
menghitung n lgs masuk ke bgn dou..., setelah menyanyi dou..
.dia baru sadar, seharusnya belom boleh nyanyi, akhirnya toro
malah menyanyi spt ini:"dou dou dou dou....dou gen ni shuo
de fang shou!" yang akhirnya membuat 4 Eg lainnya kaget n
tidak bisa menolong toro! Ketika toro 'improvisasi', 4 eg lain
malah jadi tertawa, penonton juga ikut tertawa!!
(Huahahahahaha~fid).

Kesalahan lain juga pernah dilakukan shu wei ketika perform.
Shu wei memang pada dasarnya tdk bisa menari, stlh join
ke Eg, dia baru belajar nari. Saat promo, bgn Shu wei hrs
dance solo, dan melakukan one hand stand, ia melakukan
kesalahan. Ketika mengangkat badannya, ia lupa
menyalurkan tenaga ke lengannya, sehingga ia terjatuh
dengan gaya '(#_-) makan tai' (emang dari my energy ada
kata2 itu lho!Ga maksud ngomong jorok~fid). Karena
terjatuh dgn gaya terjungkal spt itu, Shu wei segera
improvisasi, dengan berputar di lantai n pose,lalu berdiri n
kebelakang utk gantian solo dance. Ketika dibelakang, ia
bertanya pada Kun Da " Kenapa kamu tadi tdk menolong
saya??" KunDa dgn cuek menjawab " tadi saya nggak ada
persiapan buat nolong kamu!" (Emang enak digituin!!~fid)
Shu wei lalu menjawab "kalo lain kali saya jatuh lagi, kamu
hrs siap2 nolong saya ya..." Stlh kejadian itu, shu wei lalu
giat berlatih spy tdk salah lagi. Bahkan , ia sudah
mempersiapkan gaya dance baru, kalau2 ia terjatuh dgn
gaya '(#_-) makan tai' lagi.

Niunai jg pernah membuat kesalahan swkt konser di taiwan.
pada satu lagu,dimana Niunai n Kunda shrsnya saling
memegang tangan, niunai malah lupa. Kunda yg sudah
mengulurkan tangan utk malah tdk mendapat sambutan dari
niunai. KunDa cuma bisa mengatakan " AIYA!!!". Niunai
menjd sangat malu,apalagi ketika para wartawan memotret
bgn itu, n dimskkan ke media, dgn bgn foto, tangan kunda
yg terjulur,tapi niunai cuek, bagian itu dilingkari oleh pers.
Kemudian, di dalam VCD konsernya, kesalahan niunai itu tdk
dipotong. Shg setiap kali melihat adegan itu, niunai malu sekali...(ternyata...jagoan dance qta bisa salah juga yah...~fid)

Masa Kecil Niu Nai

Niu nai ketika kecil hidup bahagia dengan kedua orangtua
dan adiknya. Tapi setelah dia SD kelas 3 ortunya mulai
sering bertengkar. Ketika mereka bertengkar dia n
adiknya cuma bisa menangis ketakutan n sembunyi di
kamar. Setelah itu, ortunya bercerai, bdsrkan keputusan
pengadilan, niu nai n adiknya ikut ayah. Ayah niu nai adalah
pemain basket, shg sering keluar untuk latihan, mereka
miskin. Karena sering pergi, jadi niunai n adiknya sering
pindah tempat tinggal, dari diasuh ayah, ampai diasuh
pemerintah sbg anak terlantar. Karena sering pindah,
niunai tdk memiliki banyak teman, setiap ia kenal teman
baru, ia sudah harus pindah.
Setiap kali ia pindah sekolah, ia selalu diganggu. Misalnya,
pernah ada anak kelas 6 berbadan bear memukuli dia yg
kelas4 pada waktu hujan, sampai terjatuh ke tanah
becek. Niunai tdk terima karena dipukuli, maka ia
mengangkat kepala dari tanah becek itu utk menantang
sang kakak kelas, tapi anak kelas 6 ini malah menginjak
kepala niunai dgn sekuat tenaga ke dalam lumpur becek.
(OH NO>>>MY NIUNAI!!!).
Stlh dipukuli, niunai n adiknya pulang keruma,kedinginan,
kotor,kelaparan n kesakitan, berharap dirumah ada
makanan dan bisa segera mandi, tapi ternyata dirumah,
pengasuhnya belum pulang,shg mereka menunggu lama
dipintu menahan dingin ,lapar n menangis.
Karena tdk tahan, ia n adiknya mencari ibunya.Sejak
saat itu ia pindah n tinggal bersama ibunya, bersama2
bertahan hidup, dan saling mendukung.

T.O.R.O.I.S.M

Qing Tian (One Fine Day) by Ken Chu

*I'm looking at that fine day
Using our yesterdays
Wind blows slowly
Blow dries the rainwater on the face

Walking under the fine day
Thinking about you once more
Next to me
The feeling of warmth still hasn't changed
No matter how far, no matter how much changes
Your love will always follow me
Next to my eart, a hushed voice says, "I love you"*

Your letters are still kept in a silver mailbox
After the raining season, I need the clear air outside the window
Holding your used umbrella, I remember you hand
This time Iw on't bring along the sorrow of losing you
Along the city where we once held hands
Every street that we passed
The laughs, the embraces
No matter where we go, let this love of ours be sunlight

Repeat *

The coffee shop that you love, the wide open sky
Are my cherished memories
Those traffic lights, those intersections
Haven't changed at all, so why should we change

Repeat *

I'm looking at that fine day
Using our yesterdays
Wind blows slowly
Blow dries the rainwater on the face

Walking under the fine day
From kissing to leaning against my shoulder
Next to me
The feeling of warmth still hasn't changed
No matter how far, no matter how much changes
Your love will always follow me
Next to my ear, a hushed voice says, "I love you."


T.O.R.O.I.S.M

Ello bloggy,

wow looks like, me posting more daily now.. yaaaay *clap*clap* ;)

Today got school, no lesson 1st 2 periods, coz Mr chew is not here. I went to the library, found a very good chemistry book.. waaay better than the one we got..

Then afternoon stayed back, actually manage to study a bit of integration.. yaaaaaayyy work in progress... needs M.O.T.I.V.A.T.I.O.N

T.O.R.O woio0o0o-[o0o0o0

xxx

wooooo.. a new layout for meeee........ hehehhe i was bored.. so played around with the pics.....

where r u all aah? inda online...... sunyyyiiii aaah... msn ku langsung nada orang....

Me inda jadi main tennis, its raining heavily..... I guess i have to hit the books soon. i kinda in the mood to study, dunno why....

My current favourite song: I will never say goodbye - Energy

waaaa... toro... don't say goodbye....... >o<

luv ya xxx

hello. my bloggyyy.... mwaaahzzz.....

i still like this layout.... hehe... memanglah kan.. darling ku juaa.. kan... hehehe...

i still havent found Love storm that has subtitles. I guess i have to wait, i can wait... i just hope it will be available before 1st october... coz i really need to concentrate on studying.

waaaargghh.. why can't some websites have language options.... sheessshh....... kan baca news pun nda dapat..... entertainment news pulang tu... hehehhe

anyways..got nothing else to say... hmmm i feel like eating blackforest cake.... yuuummmm.....

xxxxx

Yesterday, i went out with miz n my uncle jalan2 to
gadong then yayasan, i met mally at mc'donalds
=) It was a great afternoon, i bought one vcd 'My Tutor
Friend" its a new korean movie, i also bought 'A man
Apart' for my mom, vin diesel is the actor.

When we went to Yayasan, i bought a magazine at
P & E, it has Energy in it, i love it a lot, it made me happy.
Then, we went online at the cybercafe at Hua Ho, very cheap 90 cents
an hour. I went online, then looked for info on Energy,
from what i've read, it seems like Toro is no longer in the
band and prolly has joined 5566's record label.
Before that, when i was talking about Toro in Energy,
uncle boy said that he died, It hurts soo much when
i heard that cause i was afraid that it was true as Toro
was unstable and admitted to the hospital. I am truly
glad that he is ok, but i can't deny the fact that i feel
very sad about the other news that he wont be in
Energy anymore.

At one point of the trip, i had a sudden rushed feeling
of sadness, i just felt that i was the loneliest person
on the planet, i felt like crying right then and there.
I saw uncle boy and miz together, they are so happy being
with each other, it made me feel kinda even lonelier
as i don't have anyone..

It seems that the only company i have at home is my tv,
my dvd player, my discman, my computer and my CD's.
I don't really have anyone to really talk to.

So everything comes back to the poem i've wrote before:

"I may look like a bright sunshine,
smiling at anyone that passes by,
but deep down inside,
i'm just a cloudy grey sky,
wanting to break down and cry"

....................................................
n527k

http://www.indosiar.com/welcome/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=1948&whichpage=44


ok thats the link......

kinda feel like crying now....... i saw love storm ep 1 - 6 kana jual.. tapi nada subtitle..... sucky...

Dear bloggy,

...mwaaaahzzzz... hahahaha... talking to myself again.. last night, i watched TENSION on AEC, wicked.. it was Andy sama Jimmy punya b-day.... they celebrate infront of their fans.. thats cool.. They sang the song "She's having my Baby". That song is so sweet, even tho i dont understand 3/4 of it, but when i sae the video clip for it.. i kinda understood... vewwwwwyyyyy sweeeeet....

me also ada liat iklan for ENERGY ada tv show with them as the guest, but dlm iklan only 4 of the members ganya, si TORO nada... waaaaaaa~~~~~ i feel so sad. I hope he's alryte..

Anyway, about today, hmmm.... i went to send my dvd player for repairs, but unfortunately the place atu dont repair dvd's .. =/ sucky... After that, went to Jaya, AV video, they dont have the cd's that i wanna buy, Then went to kadai komunis, There was a lot of vcd's but the korean movie that i wanna buy atu nada, also nada marmalade box aka marmalade boy anime..But i bought one cd tho...

New cd's i have:
1. JJ- 1st album
2. Jay Chou - new album
3. MACHI - didi
4. TENSION

i'm planning to go kadai vcd yg di dapan soon lee tungku link, hopefully ada interesting vcd to buy, ;)

laters xxx

waaa~~~~ i'm bored, *sheesh* i shouldnt be complaining....... but i cant help it im f8ckin BORED!!!

...................

No school today.... wo0o0hhho0o0o....

yay i finally know how to do some changes to my blog.. lol cian kan aku anie......

i wanna go shopping, i've got 2 eh no 3 new movies that i wanna buy.
1. My Tutor Friend (korean)
2. Oh Happy Day (korean - actress:jang na ra)
3. Turn Left Turn right ( chinese - actor: Takeshi Kaneshiro)

taaaa....daaaaa...

plus of course.. i wanna buy LOVE STORM!!! me saw some preview of it arah AEC, mcm lawa berabis... so i cant wait till i get them.. =)

im gonna go know.. kan abiskan liat japanese drama - Dream lover
weeee

xxx

daym.. that gurl was fast... suppose to be me bah tu....


dont worry ken, i'm still here.. biartia si vic sama ia...


waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....~~~~ how cud you.... *sniff*sniff*


*swo0on*

luv Niz xxx

testing again