Monday, February 8, 2010
met my prince and is charmed by it... =)
this heart of mine was broken at 12:26 PM
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
hati kecik ku
Hati kecil ku menangis..
Sesungguhnya, aku wanita biasa......
Nish
Sesungguhnya, aku wanita biasa......
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 8:08 PM
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
back soon
Its about time, I start blogging or else my page will be a white elephant..
There are so many things to write and I am sure I could not do so in one day. There were many incidents happy and sad that have been happening in between as well.
We will talk more one day.
Till I return back to proper blogging..
Some pics to kick start the return..
Regards,
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 4:44 PM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
missing my dear
BE back from RESERVIST quick ok?? I miss you so much dear BF.. =(
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 1:25 PM
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0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Friday, September 11, 2009
goodbye nor alam shah
I was reading the paper on Nor Alam Shah leaving to Indonesia club and I could not help it but to laugh disgustedly.
“Ask not what your club has done for you but ask what you have done to your club”
Alam Alam,
If only you could realise how many Singaporeans fans came by and supported the Lions in many international matches that they had played only to be greeted with bad performances..
If only you can apprecaite these people who have bought and used the jerseys proudly and supported the team all the way without even complaining about anything and who still loves the country and club despite any poor dispaly or lose results..
If only you could put your brains together and answer this question with pure honesty and not with a huge lump of boastfulness found in you..
And why S League’s attendances have dropped? Because that is not football! What we see were boys kicking ball with full of anguish, hostile attitude and poor showmanship and who blames everyone else (players, coaches, fans and referees) except for themselves. Would anyone want to watch and support that? Ask yourself, if you are a fan, would you?
If only you know that fans are not with you because you have failed to secure them in the most humble way.
Why is it that till date, Kadir Yahya, Zulkarneaen Zainal, Fandi Ahmad, Nazri Nasir, Malek Awab and even Abbas Saad still have a huge fan base? Because they played humble-ly, they adored fans humble-ly and they played with their heart and soul. These are lacking in the present Lions. Most are playing soccer just for the fame and glamour.
I know you are good. And you know you are good but throw away some arrogance in you, I am sure you will be better.
Remember, if S League or Lions did not manage to shape you well, you will not be where you are today.
Nonetheless, this is my view and all the best to you.
You will definately shine equally there. Congrats on earning a place there.
Nish
“Ask not what your club has done for you but ask what you have done to your club”
Alam Alam,
If only you could realise how many Singaporeans fans came by and supported the Lions in many international matches that they had played only to be greeted with bad performances..
If only you can apprecaite these people who have bought and used the jerseys proudly and supported the team all the way without even complaining about anything and who still loves the country and club despite any poor dispaly or lose results..
If only you could put your brains together and answer this question with pure honesty and not with a huge lump of boastfulness found in you..
And why S League’s attendances have dropped? Because that is not football! What we see were boys kicking ball with full of anguish, hostile attitude and poor showmanship and who blames everyone else (players, coaches, fans and referees) except for themselves. Would anyone want to watch and support that? Ask yourself, if you are a fan, would you?
If only you know that fans are not with you because you have failed to secure them in the most humble way.
Why is it that till date, Kadir Yahya, Zulkarneaen Zainal, Fandi Ahmad, Nazri Nasir, Malek Awab and even Abbas Saad still have a huge fan base? Because they played humble-ly, they adored fans humble-ly and they played with their heart and soul. These are lacking in the present Lions. Most are playing soccer just for the fame and glamour.
I know you are good. And you know you are good but throw away some arrogance in you, I am sure you will be better.
Remember, if S League or Lions did not manage to shape you well, you will not be where you are today.
Nonetheless, this is my view and all the best to you.
You will definately shine equally there. Congrats on earning a place there.
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 11:19 AM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Thursday, July 2, 2009
the change of mood
She is feeling so blessed with things that is happening around her right now.
Moments like this is rare and she is loving every bits of it..
Nish
Moments like this is rare and she is loving every bits of it..
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 2:36 PM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Monday, June 1, 2009
life happenings
From Nish being jobless to working non-stop for months for her family business to now working happily with people in a company;
From Nish being so blessed with someone she knew few months ago but only to have him being so different and sort of turned away for ‘God knows why’ reason. (Mark, he is not _ _ _ _. Recently she thought of him being important to her, only to have him choosing to be busy);
From Nish applying for Singapore Police Force for a Senior Police Inspector position, only to receive an unsuccessful letter being mailed to her few days after her final interview with them. (Mark, those four interviews did were so intensive. Sad, I did not make it but proud that at least I made it to the final round. Not to forget, Emirates too. It was so close yet so far);
From Nish being attached and back to being single all cause he appeared to be another species of a jerk;
From Nish being busy as her family members were sick and unwell and having to travel through and fro to hospitals for check ups and / or admittance purposes to now seeing many signs of improvements in them;
From Nish still having her close friends close to her heart and their presences were sincere and pure, to them still being around her till date and in many years to come. (Mark, Bestie of course you are in as well);
From Nish being blessed to have three buddies cum brothers who lately stood by her through thick and thin and they will continue to do so;
From Nish having to see ‘light’ at the end of the dark alley every time down hill hits her;
From Nish loving her Darling nephew every single day to still going to love him till the day she dies;
From Nish having her heart being fooled, played and broken many times by the same person and she simply could not move on to she making the decision to do so when he has literally hurt her a lot;
From Nish having no purpose in life to having at least a reason now. (Mark, or many as everything seems to be important to her now);
From Nish praying to HIM every day for something that she has told no one about to her still going to keep it as a secret. (Mark, she is not interested in sharing this story);
And oh well, from all these chapters that have happened, she still believe that ‘what that does not kill her will eventually make her stronger’.
Till, the very next time. Today’s entry marks the half of the year cycle and she shall patiently wait and see what the future holds.
Thank You.
From Nish being so blessed with someone she knew few months ago but only to have him being so different and sort of turned away for ‘God knows why’ reason. (Mark, he is not _ _ _ _. Recently she thought of him being important to her, only to have him choosing to be busy);
From Nish applying for Singapore Police Force for a Senior Police Inspector position, only to receive an unsuccessful letter being mailed to her few days after her final interview with them. (Mark, those four interviews did were so intensive. Sad, I did not make it but proud that at least I made it to the final round. Not to forget, Emirates too. It was so close yet so far);
From Nish being attached and back to being single all cause he appeared to be another species of a jerk;
From Nish being busy as her family members were sick and unwell and having to travel through and fro to hospitals for check ups and / or admittance purposes to now seeing many signs of improvements in them;
From Nish still having her close friends close to her heart and their presences were sincere and pure, to them still being around her till date and in many years to come. (Mark, Bestie of course you are in as well);
From Nish being blessed to have three buddies cum brothers who lately stood by her through thick and thin and they will continue to do so;
From Nish having to see ‘light’ at the end of the dark alley every time down hill hits her;
From Nish loving her Darling nephew every single day to still going to love him till the day she dies;
From Nish having her heart being fooled, played and broken many times by the same person and she simply could not move on to she making the decision to do so when he has literally hurt her a lot;
From Nish having no purpose in life to having at least a reason now. (Mark, or many as everything seems to be important to her now);
From Nish praying to HIM every day for something that she has told no one about to her still going to keep it as a secret. (Mark, she is not interested in sharing this story);
And oh well, from all these chapters that have happened, she still believe that ‘what that does not kill her will eventually make her stronger’.
Till, the very next time. Today’s entry marks the half of the year cycle and she shall patiently wait and see what the future holds.
Thank You.
this heart of mine was broken at 12:47 AM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Friday, April 10, 2009
sayang dia sangat sangat
this heart of mine was broken at 3:43 AM
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0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Monday, March 30, 2009
to him, whom i have never stop loving
So this is it, the feeling and the excitement and all. Yes, I love (in fact I enjoyed going out) but I equally enjoyed much as well being at home cause of HIM.
I talked aboout him every single day to family, cousins or friends. I will never stop loving him.
Dear Darling Zamir,
I am superly a proud aunt of yours. I have made a promise that I will love, provide and care for you in every aspects of your life. I want to see you grow up and I cannot wait to see you crawl, walk, run or even talk.
Your cries ached me. Your laughs cheered me. Your smiles warmth me and most importantly, having you is the best thing.
I love you more and more as each day grows.
Love,
Aunt Cica
this heart of mine was broken at 10:17 AM
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0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
big day tmrw
gosh gosh gosh...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
this heart of mine was broken at 12:02 AM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Monday, March 23, 2009
nishah misses him
it has been days since i last held him
ALL CAUSE HIS MOTHER
THINKS THAT SHE CAN HANDLE HIM SINGLE HANDEDLY..
FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BACK OFF..
oh shoot, but I MISS HIM....
ALL CAUSE HIS MOTHER
THINKS THAT SHE CAN HANDLE HIM SINGLE HANDEDLY..
FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BACK OFF..
oh shoot, but I MISS HIM....
this heart of mine was broken at 11:11 PM
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0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Friday, March 20, 2009
my darling is 2 weeks old
ku sayang kamu...
this heart of mine was broken at 11:45 PM
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0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
happy happy cranky cranky
happy happy happy
cranky cranky cranky
nish
this heart of mine was broken at 12:13 AM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Thursday, March 12, 2009
when the mum finally speak
Hmmm, I guess it is frustrating to my mum that my age is growing old and that I am always out with guys.
It was always A, B, C, D and then out of sudden, I am seeing E and when things happened, I broke up and back to A, B, C, D and then made new friends F, G, H, I but ended up seeing someone else J but then broke up again and back to A, B, C, D, F, G, H, I and the circle will just continue.
Yesterday my mum saw for herself that the guy I ever fall for has a girlfriend and her replied to me was, “Move on and I have someone for you.” My mum knew that my heart ached yesterday but I guess, I have acted it well in front of them. It still puzzled me to why he could not simply admitted it that he was seeing someone and kept telling me, they are just friends. Stop behaving like you want the best in the world aite?
It was always A, B, C, D and then out of sudden, I am seeing E and when things happened, I broke up and back to A, B, C, D and then made new friends F, G, H, I but ended up seeing someone else J but then broke up again and back to A, B, C, D, F, G, H, I and the circle will just continue.
Yesterday my mum saw for herself that the guy I ever fall for has a girlfriend and her replied to me was, “Move on and I have someone for you.” My mum knew that my heart ached yesterday but I guess, I have acted it well in front of them. It still puzzled me to why he could not simply admitted it that he was seeing someone and kept telling me, they are just friends. Stop behaving like you want the best in the world aite?
So now, I will let it be. Memories of him and me have been deleted and the best part, I miss “My Superman” (I call the guy I was with that name). Ya, we broke off last week but today, I so yearned for him. My mind wants to message him but then I guess, if a man does not respect you, he does not deserve you. So my heart decided not to.
And for that ‘someone new’, hmmm, I guess both mums are working hard on it. I am just gonna chill. For what I know, I did not say yes, neither have I say no. Let’s see how things go.
And I love my darling zamir dearly..
And for that ‘someone new’, hmmm, I guess both mums are working hard on it. I am just gonna chill. For what I know, I did not say yes, neither have I say no. Let’s see how things go.
And I love my darling zamir dearly..
Regards,
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 12:48 AM
1 people tried to mend this shattered heart
1 people tried to mend this shattered heart
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
this is me
Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
this heart of mine was broken at 7:49 PM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
