Training=Torturing

A picture paints a thousand words...
My life as a trainee has never been so torturing..

Every morning I have to reach at 8:30am
Then 3 of us in Biochem department (Me, Yi Voon & Hani) will start doing our "daily must do".
Roshan & Rubini fr EIA department will help us.
Ok..this oh-so-noble-task is ----- putting caps on the used samples (blood la..urine la..) & discard them...

this will just take about 1 hour...
so.. fr 9:30am onwards we will start to rot...
The worst part is.. we rot..while others are SUPER BUSY...
God knows what they are doing..


biochem dept is full of machines... I can foresee robots taking over the world soon...
Supervisor: "U know..we have ISO standard le! so u all trainees hor..cannot operate the machines la..later got mistake how? people sue us how? how?"

ok lor...

Nvm...

But..we dun even have a proper place to sit... we are always blocking people's way, obstructing people's vision..
even d cleaner makcik also sien... "excuse me, biar saya sapu lantai!"

SO..we are always counting down for LUNCH! 1pm~~~

But... there's only ONE(1) miserable mamak there.. and...

siao... hari-hari makan kari...

then one day we discovered KFC!!

Kuangxi Food Court... =.=
just 2 miserable stalls there..

Sometimes, while we are rotting.. can see "free show" also.. :p
《War of the HODs》haha..

If this seems familiar, "so ngam" only la... dun sue me..i can't pay for a lawyer!

After lunch..we continue to rot...& start counting down to 5pm for "bang gang"

This table too big..not suitable for mahjong..although there's 4 of us.

Basically we are of no use and do nothing everyday...
People there are TRYING VERY VERY HARD to ignore us..
I understand that they are very busy most of the time, trainees in other departments are doing well, it's just us...
we even opened a new department for ourselves--- "CCCSS Dept"
"Cleaning, Capping, Chating, Sitting & Standing"

We are bored until an extend that we took out the lab manuals and copy word-by-word for God knows what use of it..

this is totally FAR BEYOND my expectations...
yes, a very canggih place, high standard, efficiency & quality..
but.. lack of human touch. very upset working there.
I'm feeling that i'm wasting my life there but yet still have to work till late night for my mom. I just felt so ill-treated..

Get to know a bunch of new friends (trainees), thanks for the company, we are in the same sampan & we should really think of a way to save ourselves before we start talking to the test tubes.

I know God wants me here for a reason. so i'm learning not to complain too much.
Recently, i start praying for the names on the test tubes..
"Dear God, he/she shall get to know you and be saved."
Of all lame environment & boredom, at least i find this meaningful...

We will have a better tomorrow...hope so.

I am thankful

<sup>2 Cor 哥林多后书 4:8-9

8</sup>We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair;
⁹persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.

我 们 四 面 受 敌 ， 却 不 被 困 住 ； 心 里 作 难 ， 却 不 至 失 望 ；

遭 逼 迫 ， 却 不 被 丢 弃 ； 打 倒 了 ， 却 不 至 死 亡 。

只因为 Just because

Jesus Loves You.

Dear Father,

I give thanks in every circumstances
because You love me...
in every circumstances.
I Love You...

Current Status

Hey.. it's Summer holiday! Pack your swim suit and run to the sea babe!

Nah.. In Malaysia there's no Summer...or Summer always?

Oh...then plan some trips to the hills or wateva..come on! it's HOLIDAY TIME!!

Is it? I'm working...

Really?? Please... intern has not started yet.

Working with my mom.

Not bad...what's your working profile?

Doing some proposals, helping in the cafe,hanging around when my mom's not around...eat the leftovers..?

Lolz..I'm sure you enjoyed yourself.Anyway..you should have some free time at night, go for a drink or movie!

I work at night... =.=

.... till what time?

latest... 12am

Goodness...

This is my current status... it's 2 am now... can't sleep..
Goodness, too many things running in my mind.

Dear all, sorry for "disappearing" again...but u all know me well.

Cheers~ Life's good.
I thank God for today, and everyday.

Bitterstickgal~

I always wished i can do this too...

Saw this cute blog of bitterstickgal, her drawings are simple yet nice~
Here are a few of them, for more --> http://www.stickgal.blogspot.com/

A gift from heaven

Inner beauty

Gucci!

I think stickgal is quite popular in Singapore. Well, support u!

I always wished i can do this too... :) maybe someday.. someday.

I now pronounce you husband and wife...

I have been hearing a lot about proposal and wedding recently... Although I'm not those who are anxious about getting themselves married ASAP.. but, holding hands with my beloved and riding towards the setting sun on a white horse is, still, a little fantasy of mine :)

I have been dreaming about my wedding since I was a kid, I believe most of us ladies do. I always wanted a church wedding... yes, i want to get married in a church. Not likely in our current church though.. because i want a long long aisle to walk on.. this is what I'm talking about. And yes..i want a WHITE CHURCH WEDDING. No red roses...yellow sunflowers or purple daisy. I want them all in white. White is the color of purity and heavenly...love this color ever since. How sweet if all our honourable guests dress in white too~ Getting married in church means so much to me... not because of the romantic feeling or it is something resembles those in the movies.

I wish to be united with my one and only partner of life

in the house of God
under the witness of my dear brothers and sisters
having my father walking me down the aisle
blessed by pastor, my spiritual father
and united by God, my Heavenly Father.

A wedding is something very significant between a loving couple. It is an official proclamation of two souls becoming one. Moreover, it is a promise. Many people don't give a care on marriage, they don't mind staying together and have kids, but not getting married. This is because they are afraid to give promises. No promise, no responsibility. If anything gets ugly later on, separation brings no hassle if there's no promises have been made. How selfish has people turned into?

Marriage is not a piece of certificate, marriage is not something we do for others to see, marriage is not at all an insignificant act to fulfill the "cultural obligation". Sexual relationship out of marriage is therefore an act beyond the unite of two souls, and it hurts... it hurts deeply. Many people dun understand.

I always think that the time when vows are recited, is "the moment"... solemn yet pledges lifelong troth, accepts the God-established roles of husband and wife, and embraces the responsibilities of mutual service in all the seasons of married life.

"I, (Bride/Groom), take you (Groom/Bride), to be my (wife/husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part."
This is a typical one...

In the presence of God and these our friends I take thee to be my husband/wife, promising with Divine assistance to be unto thee a loving and faithful husband/wife so long as we both shall live.
a classical one...

I, (name), take you, (name), to be my partner, loving what I know of you, and trusting what I do not yet know. I eagerly anticipate the chance to grow together, getting to know the (man/woman) you will become, and falling in love a little more every day. I promise to love and cherish you through whatever life may bring us. I give you my hand, my heart, and my love, from this day forward for as long as we both shall live.
gosh...a really romantic one

But i heart this one...
[Bride’s name/groom’s name], I love you. I look forward to walking by your side as we set out on life’s journey together. Today I promise before God and all who are gathered here to put you and your needs above all others, to be your support and encouragement as you work to develop the gifts that God has given you. And with God’s gracious help, I promise to love, honor and respect you, [name], for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health. I promise to be your loving and faithful [husband/wife]. I will hold true to this covenant as long as we both shall live. I love you.
ok..i'm on cloud 9 ady... :p

The vow represents a promise, the rings represent faithfulness and the kiss represents affection.

Appreciate the meaning of wedding, appreciate the holiness of marriage. This is how we preserve our heart, body and soul...until the very day, when God put us together, as husband and wife.


Dedicated to
Moon & Amy, Alex & Joy, Joel & Shirley and myself & the one,
Fairy tale endings are not just for bedtime stories,
May you all live happily ever after in the Lord.

跨越时空的爱

看电影总是慢半拍，偏爱等到热潮变寒风，时尚变怀旧的时候，才把摊冻的东西拿来细嚼慢咽．
故事内容，我想没有多少人不晓得。若真的还有比我慢热的人，对不起，据说谁将故事说给还未亲自观赏的人听，谁就是乌龟．．．

明白了．．．为什么这部电影能有这么轰动的回应。本身觉得，此电影并不贵于剧情精彩，浪漫揪心，而胜在余后的那份感动。

有一位朋友提起这部电影时说，因为外界评语太盛，还没看就抱很大的期望。然而从头到末了的心情平静如止水，虽然结尾的转折精彩，但也还好而已。谁知闭幕的一瞬间，眼泪像止不住的流水一样．．心情久久不能平复。

我想很多人都很难解释为什么自己那么感动。一段简单的初恋，一双专注的眼神，一个不能说的秘密。

“为什么要对你掉眼泪？难道你不明白　为了爱”

我想起一首诗歌

有一种爱　因了解而来
绝对不会　因看透你而分开
这一份爱 跨越时空而来
从未放弃 未曾离开
依然等待

这一份爱 在你心门外等待
轻轻敲响你心门问你说
是否愿意把门打开

这一份爱 昼夜都等你回来
呼唤着你的心　轻轻地说
你是否愿意来

不要再逃避 不要再怀疑
孩子 把门打开
不要再等待 不要再徘徊
孩子 快回来

主耶稣两千年前为世人的罪，钉死在十字架的时候，这份爱，跨越时空地拯救了当时的人们，两千年后的我们，未来的每一个人．．．

跨越时空的爱是那么的真实，所以能让人为之动容，千代，万代。

Proud of you girl~

i know it's kinda late for me to post this, since the competition was over for so long.
but still, this is a "must post"
Cheers~

Been friends for 13 years... yes i admit that she's pretty...
in fact..really pretty.. :)
Can't imagine the girl who went for ice-cream,rojak,cakes,fast food,wateva fattening food u can name..is standing here today as Miss Astro Chinese International Pageant 1st runner up.
Those were the days...we eat,drink,play,sleep n grow fat together...haha..
but now... u really shine girl! (and im still fat =.=)

The typical kiss

this is from d newspapers

Congratulations Wan Ting~~

Life can be different if you have the courage to change it!
Spice up your life by seeing the invisible and doing the impossible~

Falling apart...

Dear Father God,

Put me back together again.

craps...

i know you are stressed...
i know your mind isn't right...
i know your books are driving you crazy...
but...
DUN EAT ME!!!!!! PLS!!! I BEG U!!!!

NOT WITH THE WASABE!!!!

starring: po-chan =.=

Sad...

Disappointed... very disappointed...

They dun serve meatballs anymore...
Out of stock la moi...makan yang lain la...
Mana ada orang out of stock for 1 month punya???


They dun serve boneless chicken thigh anymore...
Cos they rugi ma...3 big pieces for RM10.90 le..plus soft drink...
It's d best-seller le.. better den nothing to eat now..


The worst part ---

They changed a new coffee dispenser...
Eh? bagus la..
THEY DUN SERVE CUPPUCCINO ANYMORE!!!

there are 3 selection buttons which state: 1- coffee 2- coffee 3- coffee
and all are KOPI-ooOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ahh..i found another one---coffee with milk~
.....
taste like... KOPI-OOO.... at least not so ooOOOOO...


how am I gonna survive.... i have to spend another month there...
X^&*##$%@#*&^%$!X


Disappointed... very disappointed...

The day after tomorrow

Tomorrow i'm handing in my last assignment for this semester...
Current status: blank sheet... (12.30am)
i have to read 15 journals and hand in a 2500words literature review by 5pm.

I just couldn't understand why am I such a procrastinator? Recalling back my Uni life so far... i think most of my assignments were done 5 minutes before due time =.=
Well, although every time I manage to pull through... I think I'm torturing my body tissues and murdering my brain cells...
I started to feel old... been diagnosed with abnormal spinal column curvature...having skin allergies..developing dark circles...feeling reluctant to do exercises...hence spare tyres developing... GOODNESS I'M SO OLD!!!

There's once a friend promised to wake me up when September ends...but sad to say, October is not any better either..

After tomorrow... i'll be free from September assignments... but going into October exams jail...

If I were to continue procrastinating... I think i'll be sleeping till December..

WAKE UP OLD LADY!!!!

My Nick Names...

When i was a child...
妹妹 (mei mei) by 阿嬷 (but when she pronounced it in teo-chew, it sounds like "mue mue"(porridge)
ann ann by my parents
p/s: ann ann is cute isn't it?

In primary school...
张飞 ( zhang fei--hm..probably a dai zek lou fr China) by classmates
p/s-this is so unfair..jz because my surname is "Zhang" =.=

In secondary school...
hm..i dun rmb any... wonderful 5 yrs T-T

In university...
thx to Max... now listen carefully..
NYAWA-NYAWA IKAN HARIMAU BIADADARI YANG TIDAK KECIL

Max: Hey you fall sick again!!! you look like you are dying... NYAWA-NYAWA IKAN...
Me: Wei...i'm as healthy as a TIGER la!
Max: Ok.. nyawa-nyawa ikan HARIMAU then.. still a fish hahaha...
(well...i forgot how BIADADARI came in..do remind me Max..)
after a few days...
Max: Hey...you look better today!
Me: Ofcz...so can you cut off the nyawa-nyawa ikan thingy?
Max: Ok..you are jz not tat weak...so i'll grant you "YANG TIDAK KECIL"

NYAWA-NYAWA IKAN HARIMAU BIADADARI YANG TIDAK KECIL

To Max..don't you think it's a mouth full of words??? That's why Max spends approx 5 seconds to greet me every morning...3 more seconds in case he forgets the sequence..

I promised Max to blog on this...so here you are =)

random...

I love taking pictures...
I love being in pictures...
I think most of you know this little interest i have
*thx for this pic, luv it~

a message fr ann: I am still alive and around =)

幸福的距离-刘耕宏

窗外开始下起毛毛雨 云遮住了星星
夜深了还没有睡意 翻来覆去地想你
时钟嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音 像在说我爱你
转过两点三点到六点 恨不得快点见到你

幸福的距离 就算万公里
在你眼里有我想要的勇气
从南极飞到北极 南京到北京
你的笑胜过那些美景
我们勾勾手 就一言为定
我会傻傻地好好地爱你
你的名加我的姓 永远在一起
拥抱多过千言万语
（“霖”到不行!!!! >o<) 又一首罗文裕Wing的创作

刘耕宏是带Wing入行的师兄，也是带他到教会的弟兄=p
他们生命的确见证了上帝的奇妙，在人世险恶的娱乐圈，上帝的恩典依然洋溢。
耕宏入行以来，带领了超过100人信耶稣，当中包括许多艺人歌手。

值得一提的是，这首“幸福的距离”是刘耕宏在2006 Emerge Conference 向他女朋友求婚的歌曲
哦！MV 里的女主角正是“刘太太”本人！Miss Taiwan 哦~
他们一起为神国度所摆上的，值得我们学习。
服事神，必蒙祝福！我们一起加油！

爱情漫游-罗文裕

Wing 罗文裕-台湾新人创作歌手
一次偶然的机会，在Emerge Conference听到的一把好声音~
起初刘耕宏介绍他出场时还真没听闻过“罗文裕”...
他拿起吉他，悠悠地唱... 开始欣赏他“唱现场”的功力。
自己的词曲创作，对他的才华也深深佩服。
唱着唱着，感觉好温馨，好感动...
歌曲尾声，改编了歌词：“哪怕有一天我们都老了，还要牵耶稣的手..."
原来，最令我感动的，是他对耶稣纯纯的爱，和他生命中为荣耀上帝闪烁的光芒..
文裕，加油！为主发光！

Ah...this is fun~

Glucose Tolerance Test on Friday was FUN~~
cz i get to poke people heheh =p

We had 3 "macho" guys as our subjects...and they were not macho at all that day

Subject #1 Justin:
mission---rest n sleep for 2 hours
comment---too noisy...mouth is not resting..

Subject #2 Max:
mission---exercise on the bike
comment---i think he's doing yoga or taichi on d bike...do u call tat exercise?

Subject #3 Eric:
mission---stay in d fridge for 2 hours (d most pity subject)
comment---his whole body turned red (i tot someone said 6C is nothing)

Dr. Jing~ another blood sucker. She stayed with our subject in d cold room (6 degree Celsius o!) that's the glucose drink for our subjects.

i can't believe i saw this cute plastic cup with fishes in Monash Physiology Lab =.="

Lesson learned: I'm very PRO in poking people's finger and suck blood out of them.. xD

Here's a conversation recorded during my first blood sucking experience:

Dr Ann: Eh..how to use this needle?
Justin: Wei..u can anot? (start to feel nervous)
Dr Ann: Aiya..ok la. give me your hand!
Justin: wuwu... T-T (reluctantly handing out his finger)
Dr Ann: AIYA...dun po ma la.. FASTER!
Justin: ahhhh...u are using d 2nd degree!!! it will poke too deep!! use 1!!! use 1!!! (super nervous)
Dr Ann: okokok.... use 1... (=.=" made nervous by her noisy subject)
Justin: ahhh...ohhh...err...yer....yee.... (sounds of all sorts....)
Dr Ann: i hav't poke lar!!! stop that!!!
*POKE!!!*
Dr Ann: eh...no blood come out wor..
Ley Hian: Hm.. i think it's not deep enough, do it again.
Justin: AHHH..OHHH...ERR...YER...EEE... (amplified sounds of all sorts)

Poring-Your-Highness

" If you buy me poring, poporing, angeling & ghostring, i'll marry you!"
i can't believe i made this statement in msn recently...
Hoping for someone to proclaim:
"YES!!! I WILL RISK-MY-LIFE-GIVE-MY-ALL- AND-ONLY- DEATH-WILL-STOP-ME FROM GRANTING YOUR WISH!!!"

。。。。。
。。。。。。。

ok... i don't think anybody would have taken my statement seriously =.="
the only feedback i get is..."er..what is poring??.... (bird flying by)..."

Tada~~~ it's time to introduce my little jelly babies~~
Well... mayb some of you all recognize this monster from Ragnarok Online. I never played the game..but i'm in love... in love .... in love!!!!!

Poring~ -pink... Poporing~ -green... Angeling~

-haha..i knw i knw.."angeline-angeling"
pink poring with wings

Deviling~
-hm..evil poring...

Ghostring~
-haha..this is funny..

Poring Noel a.k.a. Santa Poring~
-awwww....

This is a white poring...
my brother bought it online...for his gf =.=""""

(you look stupid...)

thanks... i know... @@








Why am i so obsessed with this jelly-thingy?
Besides the fact that girls like CUTE stuffs..
(ya he's definitely CUTEEEE~~~)

Poring makes me feel like a child again...
i can go day-dreaming by just gazing at his pure and beaming eyes.





Sometimes i do feel like being a child again.
never get hurt, never get disappointed..
knows no reality, knows no responsibility..
loved dearly, protected safely..
and see the world more beautifully...

Poring... a symbol of purity and simplicity.


" IF YOU BUY ME ALL PORINGS, I WILL DEFINITELY MARRY YOU!!!!!"
( again... =.="" fainting....)

What is MARKETING~

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.You go up to her and say, “I am very rich. Marry me!”
That’s Direct Marketing

You’re at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl.One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says,“He’s very rich. Marry him.”
That’s Advertising

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.You go up to her and get her telephone number.The next day you call and say, “Hi, I’m very rich. Marry me.”
That’s Telemarketing

You’re at a party and see a gorgeous girl.You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink.You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, “By the way, I’m very rich “Will you marry me?”
That’s Public Relations

You’re at a party and see a gorgeous girl.She walks up to you and says, “You are very rich, I want to marry you.”
That’s Brand Recognition

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.You go up to her and say, “I’m rich. Marry me”She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.
That’s Customer Feedback

...

Sometimes you try very hard to make the world fall for you
Yet you open your eyes in the morning
watching the whole world falling on you

then you tell yourself
please go back to sleep
it's just a bad dream.

Someone said...

Someone said i'm withdrawing from people... am I?
hm... -.-"
hmm... =.=
hmmm... @.@
hmmmm... T-T

nvm la...

it's my hair again...

不知道为什么...长到2岁...头上还是光秃秃地...

到了8岁，理了一个typical小学生的mushroom head.
(当然，是指80年代的小学...我知道现在小学生heng rebonding/perming/designer's cut)

17岁吧，跑去rebond... 头发太扁... 给人笑。
but,吹咩？那个时候10个女孩子8个都这样“扁”la.. (头发）

21岁，把留了5年的长发狠狠剪掉...

评语呢...褒贬不一啦...无所谓，我也不是为了别人怎么看而剪。

有人说，想换心情可以尝试换发型...
难怪，每个人看见我第一个反应都是...
"受什么打击啊？” “what happen to u?" "walau!!sia mi dai ji a?"

拜托... =.="

有谁不想一刀剪去三千烦恼丝呢？如果剪头发真的有这种魔力，理发店好好生意哦~
换个全新的形象或许真的能让一个人暂时摆脱过去，但要真正让自己重新建立一个健康的形象，还是要从内心开始。

再怎么剪，再怎么变，镜子中的... 还是那个宁恩...
回不到过去，看不到未来，傻傻在原地打转的宁恩...

SPooN aRt~

4 spoons...means i've drank 4 cups of Mocha Latte..from Beanie =p
like it? i'll try wid fork, knife..mayb wok chan..hehe
i love drawing..can i quit uni and go pursue a life of art??
lolzzz...dun bother..exams syndrome..

once upon a time...

I did these to motivate myself

this is why i want to learn piano...

Consumer Behavior exam day..

It was a horrible experience...
my eyes were swollen and my hands went cacat... =.=""

But..
As long as I'm still alive...
I will continue to FIGHT TIL THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!