Dream, dream, dream
No 300 today. ):
Because someone got DRUGGED! LOL!
Anyway, nothing is better in life than to sleep away the whole afternoon on the sofa just beside the balcony with the rain crashing down simultaneously. Then i've got this weird dream that makes me feel sad when i woke up. Its like the events that took place in the dream are sad stuff, so you'd naturally feel sad in your dream. And when you woke up, that feeling lingers....
But anyhow, it's time to hit town now. (:
And i tink i shld go eat some ice-cream now, because ice-cream makes you happy. (:
Wheeee!
Supposed to meet up with sha and mfen for dinner then watch 300. But dunno why we all went for pizza instead of buying the tickets first. And we eat so slowly till 9, just before the show is gonna start then ALL THE TIX ARE SOLD OUT! Wth!
I want to watch that show! I wanna see all the hoplites and the phalanx and all the battle formations clashing against the immortals of the persian army. I'm like a total geek when it comes to the medieval/greek/roman stuff. In fact i've got like a few encyclopedia on these sort of stuff. HAHA! I've read about how king leonidas fought that battle at thermoplyae and that battle was like one of the greatest sacrifices in history, in order to allow other greek soldiers more time to escape. In fact there is a monument of leonidas at thermoplyae now. You know, when i was young, i don't really dream about being snow white or sleeping beauty. HA, I dreamt abt being some sort of heroine, fighting for honour and glory, living by a code of honour, sacrificing for my king and country. How abt another joan of arc?
Ok, if you dun believe that i want to watch it purely out of love for these sort of things, well, of course, there's the six pecs and nudity to boot. LOL!
Ha, ok, jking!! Anyway no way we're going home at 10 on friday night, so yup, its talking crap, walking and chilling at starbucks. Oh, and you know those late-night shopping every last friday of the month?
My foot la! Most shops close at like 10. Boring, boring, boring.
We went to MAN'S BAZZAR! My Ah Pek sunglasses! LOL!
The price tags are retarded. Period. But i laughed till my stomach pain. HAHA!
Okay, i just received mfen and sha's msg. MAYBE we can watch 300 tomolo after all. But then again, its not just abt the movie, its abt the company. (:
Apathy Apathy Apathy
More of it and i'll be fine. Anyway,
We passed FTT! Yes! all the theory work finally done! Now for the real thing.
Goal: pass pratical test the first time round.
Very challenging. Very exciting.
Went with joei to this very exciting and interesting shopping place. LOL! Just thinking of it is making me hyperventilate. HA! Going there again tomolo. Yay!
I tink the plaster on my forehead makes me look like an idiot la. But i tink i'll go look for spongebob or minnie plasters tomolo. To look even more idiotic. HAHAHA!
Its like 12 midnight now and i haven't bathe. yikes! Gotta go pom pom now. Ciao!
Ahahhahahhahha
Minyi is now MOLE-LESS!
HA!
The laser is damn frightening. I was trembling from head to toe sia. Not to mention my mom who likes exaggerating the pain from her IPL treatments. Ok, maybe its really painful. She went in before me.
So when i'm lying there waiting with trepidation, trembling, with cold sweat sprouting out of every single pore of my body, every fibre of muscle so tensed up i'm afraid they'll snap, then the doctor started with the laser and its like a machine gun. Literally.
Anyway, i haf to slather on loads of sun-block now before i go out and avoid the sun as dilligently as zhenyin. Wah, similie!
Hahha, and i have decided, i will go try out all the non-invasive treatments like thermage, meso therapy etc... one day and botox when i hit 40. Or maybe even earlier. Ha. Can you imagine, looking old, saggy and wrinkly and your nipples being best friends with your knees.
And i realise smth today, i really can't stand blood. I go all weak and knobbly in my knees when i see even a drop of it. I tink i'd lost about 5 ML of blood, and i'm already feeling extremly weak and giddy. I can't even climb the stairs. So i tink i shall just sit in front of the tv and wait for dinner to be served. (:
And i miss you so terribly much
Haf you missed someone so badly that you keep looking at your phone to check for any msgs or missed calls?
Anyway, there are just so many jingbao and gossipy stuff today from everyone. Like OMG!
People, really, people are really hard to fathom. Tsk tsk.
HAHAHAHA!
Anyway, i'm in the movie-archade-pizza mood. And i want to watch a lot lot of movies. One of them is ninja turtles. Yes, don't laugh. They're cool.
And i need to go shopping cos' i need a dress by next week for phantom of opera night. And today, i actually went back to zara to get that black top despite that last incident.
Alas they dun haf my size. But i'm gg to check out other outlets. So much for principles yeah?!
Ha, ok, tomorrow is gonna be hell of a day. Because i haven't touch the piano for 2 weeks and there's lesson tomolo. God bless me. Orh-me-tuo-fo. Chan-mali-chan.
Happy and boring day
This week was so effing boring. I tink i have rested enough. Actually i hadn't rested much but its just not minyi to sit at home. Everyday, i just wake up, watch tv, go to the gym then watch tv again. And freak la, gym now cost 2.50. There's virtually no one to play with me on weekdays. I just sat at the balcony and stone there with chow. Anyway, she's sunbathing. She does that every afternoon for an hour. HAHAHA, yes, very much my dog.
So there goes my borrrringgg weekdays. Friday was dinner at ristorante bologna, marina mandarin. This pic here is totally retarded.
Chilling outside the restaurant
Anyway, i just want to add this here because that day when i told xinyi that i enjoy talking to her, because she is an intelligent conversation partner, she thought i was suanning her that she's a nerd. Well, actually she is one. But i like discussing with her about all the serious stuff other than plain talking rubbish. Talking with her usually leaves me with more qns than before. I have a lot of qns which no one is able to answer and which i am too lazy to go find out. Well, conversation topics ranged from stuff like homosexuality to the spread of ebola virus, origins of smallpox and stuff.
An example of a more interesting topic would be what's the difference between lesbians and gays, how differently do society view them? Why is it that some people are unable to accept them? Is it because of the inherent law of nature that mating is a must and it is every organism's most innate desire to pass on their genes to the next generation? Do homosexuals conform to society's standards? And if they do, do they they continue with their sexual preferences after marriage. So if gays can still continue with their say, a illicit affairs after marriage and children(eg:brokeback mountain), what abt lesbians? Afterall they are already mothers. The list of qns goes on and on.
Anyway, as i said, today was very very boring. Its saturday and i'm actually at home. Before i die of boredom, xinyi and i went to amk hub and did nothing but just eat and eat there.
Fortunately daddy rescued us, and brought us to some animal farm at seletar.
Some bird. It was very funny. I spitted, no, wrong word, i blew some water at it with my straw and it became angry and clacked at me. Stupid bird.
I almost bought a rabbit on impulse. Look, they're so cute. Awwwwww....
I tink i want a goat for a pet as well. It has a licky licky tongue which lickily licks you when you feed it.
Anyway, xinyi and i have decided that we'll open our own farm one day. HAHAHA! Yup, then it will have a lake right in the middle with kayaks and loads and loads of fish. Pple can kayak and fish there. There will be an ice-cream cafe, smth like island creamery which will be galley themed. HA! one of my ambitions is to be a farmer.
Then tonight, I made a few new friends.
HAHAHA! My neighbours are so darn cute. I tink they've been watching me or smth. They KNOW EVERYTHING i did. Like how i woke up at 3pm, wad time walk chow, wad time go out and stuff. Wth!
And that kns boy who poledanced at the bball court. HAHAHA! He's darn good man, with moans included. Sat there and talk cock, say ghost stories while holding the torchlight at the face, darn retarded. Lol! They're darn good at talking cock, got some yin yang eye shit. HA, then someone suddenly said there's a ghost behind, then everybody jumped up and screamed and ran away. The bunch of adults bbqing there must haf thought we're idiots or smth. And wth, i've got like 5 students living there.
Anyway, i dunno how to put those videos up here, dunno abt the embed thingy, ask mfen=com idiot asking another comp idiot. hahha! So just click on the links below.
They are darn funny. LOL!
Watch this only if you totally dig LOTR like i do, or you're erm.. 18 and above. LOL!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aykVT0IenYg
Spiderman parody
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3noNv7Suhg
Wheeeee!
There is nothing special about me, I am just a lil star. I’ve been running and jumping, but barely, Getting, getting over the bar.
It's very inspiring to see someone put their heart and soul into smth they believe in.
Therefore you're going to die, welcome to this life.
- Ashleigh Teitel
My heart is numb and has no feeling, So while I'm still healing, Just try and have a little patience.
I haf always wondered about this thing called passion. I believe that it is the motivation and starter of many things. Great glorious feats, silly stuff and all sorts of things. Another word for passion may be love. After all, what other thing can prompt people to achieve and surpass boundaries or stoop down to silly acts of infatuation.
It seems that when you're alive and flushed with love for something or someone, nothing can stop you. But when that passion wears off, you wouldn't want to even go near it. Weird, really weird. How could smth/someone you love so much that you'd die for turn into nonchalence?
Just walking along the streets in the dead of the night,
Hoping and hoping with all my might,
To catch a glimpse of you,
To say a hello,
for that's all it matters.....
Ohohoh
For there's only you, only you to bring me out of my shell.
All i want of you, of you is just your company.
So fire
The very nice song that joei intro-ed and she kept torturing my ears with it and today i'd been listening to the same song for a few hours. Anyway,
Here, first of all, i would like to thank ms limjoei for the enormous burger treat and for lending me her slippers yesterday though i dunno whether she is being nice by lending me or she wants to try out my painful heels to make her already very nice legs look even nicer.
Secondly, it would be mr gohweegin who is so awfully generous and sweet in treating all of us to marche. You better believe it when they say army changes a man. And weegin, even if you really threw away the cake, pls dun let me know, cos' we made that cake till 3:30AM. And oh, the cake container, do return it to me as soon as possible cos the maid kept hounding me for it becoz that's the container she use to store all her tidbits.
Thirdly, whoever that has all the pics that we took from the first gathering after the As till now, pls send it to me. Chups sent all the pics to my gmail which is as dead as dodo.
Fourthly, today is a very lame day. Instead of kickboxing with 39 girls, it ended up kboxing with zh girls which left me penniless. Literally. I gave my last 25 cents to the busker singing hokkien songs. No! In fact its worse. My ez link card has a deficit of 42 cents and i owe huilin 3 bucks. I had intended to not spend more than 10 dollars today for the plan was to go to east coast to rollerblade and kayak and i had to be back for a family dinner becoz noble just conquered Mt ophir and yeah.... personally, i tink its just err... another mountain. Anyway, i decided, one day, i'll go conquer one mountain myself. Everst?
Siao!
Fifth, i've decided. Next week will be an all-belong-to-minyi's week. I'm ready to ps the whole world. The past 2-3 weeks had been crazily sticking to a schedule. I'm either working my ass off or meeting up with pple, be it friends or family. From the moment i woke up, there'd be smth on the waiting list to be done. And its waking up at an unearthly hour of 8:30am followed by an entire day's activity till 2am. Contrary to most people's thinking that minyi only plays, well, the thing is, minyi works as hard as she plays. Income for this month is close to 2000, pretty good evidence of work. This month had been pretty good, with loadsa kids failing their CA1s. But then again, let's not get to the spending part. Up till now, i still don't haf a bank account because whenever i'm ready to make a trip to the bank to set up an account, i'd somehow realise that there's nothing for me to put inside.
All right, back to point, i need a long long break, lots and lots of hours. To just chill out. So i'll just give up the whole tuition thingy, maybe drop a student or 2 and just sit back and watch the world go by for a while. It'll be going for long long walks with chowchow or just walking/cycling aimlessly with my nano, stoning by the reservior, whatever. Or sit on the swing at yishun park and watch aunties kana chased by monkeys. HAHAHA, that day, tuesday i tink, this auntie was carrying loads of grocery bags and the monkeys tailed her all the way. The more she quicken her steps, the faster the monkeys ran. HAHAHA! Absolutely genius, these monkeys. I couldn't stop laughing, it was like watching a comedy. HAHAHA! So funny. HAHAHA!
By the way, my nano had just been resusitated from its dodo stage after what seemed like an eternity. Just the right timing for my self-declared sabbaticals.
Nice. It'll begin now. School starts tomolo but i intend to wake up only after pple comes home from school.
Ciao!
I don't really like this post. For I haf no idea wad i'm writing either.
Sometimes you dunno whether to trust your sixth sense. Sometimes you're reminded of old stuff. Sometimes you dunno what you're fighting for. Sometimes there's a pretty big difference in public and private.
So they say absence makes the heart fonder. Maybe I shld just disappear for a while.
HA!
Wheeeee
Went for NUS openhouse with joei. Machiam going to funfair like that. Supposed to go SMU after that but dunno why take wrong bus that went on a tour around singapore and we decided to go home. I tink we pretty much made our decisions as to where we want to go, well, at least for me.
Campus life= Play= Fun
So exciting.
Anyway, going to openhouse has made me even more confused over wad i want. My only passion in life is to play. And believe it or not, i tink i sort of know what cca i want to join but not the course i want to study. ggxx.
Yup, and thks to lu for helping me to tink abt that mind-boggling question and pei-ing me walk from buddy hoagies to interchange. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!
Anyway, mfen told me smth that day which made my day. She said i've got long eye lashes. HAHAHAHA!
POP, there goes my heart again!
I'm at huilin's house now. She say its is the istana. I tink she is shen.... No, i haven't finish the sentence. I tink she is shen jing bing. They refused to admit that minyi is pretty even though they tink so in their hearts. Mfen says there goes my appetite, huilin say she is speechless. Which i dun understand why she manage to say out loud that she is speechless when she is speechless.
Didn't go back to zhonghua. We tried to make a scrapbook. But the only thing i've done is eat, drink and look at the NY yearbook. I shld have gone to NY. There are many more eye-candy material. I tink i've got 3 alr. HAHAHA!
They have succeeded in persuading me to cancel tomolo's tuition so i can go sentosa earlier. HOW?????
I've already cancelled almost ALL my tuitions this week.
HOW????
Perfecting The Art Of.....
Stoning.
If all the lectures in aj that you attended back then in aj had not helped you attain the holy art of stoning, don't fret. You've come to the right place. Below are some sure-proof ways to perfect this sacred art.
Step 1: Sign up for a Final Theory Test lecture that lasts for more than 3 hours.
Step 2: Get a psychotic looking instructor with really psycho eyes with a fetish for EYE! Mind you, its EYE, not eyes. Careful, or he'd come after you with those EYE! and a creepy smile that makes your eyes want to pop out of your sockets coz you'd wish you had not seen those EYE! Wow, this para here actually rhymes.
Step 3: Pick an object in the room and focus on it. Now, stare very hard at that object. You can start practising this now. Stare..... Stare very hard and in a few moments, you'll find yourself entering nirvana.
For best results, don't bring joei along coz she proves to be a constant distraction. No, I don't mean that she is so hot that she robs my attention away from perfecting the art of stoning. In fact, she is so cold that she keeps chattering her teeth.
LOL! ok, jking. I'm scared that she'd fall on me with a tray.
Anyway, i tink i'm really losing the mood for blogging. That's why i've been posting and removing and posting and removing again and again. And i'm really getting tired. So here's the events for the coming week.
Thursday: Mfen and huilin suggested that we go back to zhonghua tomolo morning to make a sentimental video for van's bday gift. Tomolo morning which is THURSDAY MORNING IN ZHONGHUA! zomg! how am i going to make it out alive past tana and his wig. Hmm, i wonder if he'd change his wig's hairstyle. Anyway, its such a brilliant suggestion that i secretly wonder how they get so many As. HAHAHA!
Friday: SENTOSA! Sun, sea, sand, canoe, rollerblade.... everything i love. What can i say?! I've been waiting for a sentosa outing since forever...
Saturday: Errr, shit, i forgot what i've to do on sat.
Sunday: Buddy Hoagies with my dearest-est pri sch fren
Monday: Gym with debbie. Shit, i forgot i've got piano lesson. Probably followed by theory trial test which i'm still waiting for ms lim to call me and book it and its like 11 now. It'd be dance ltr which i've missed aby 5 sessions? HAHA! Shit, mdm ong will kill me. I missed last week's lesson and i hadn't been practising. Hey, not my fault, all right. Blame it on tuition! yeah right.
Tuesday: Hmm, still pending but i tink i know how to spend it.
Tata, that's all for now. Goodbye world, remember to drink more water and go jogging. (:
Bored-ed
Okay, after zhenyin said that we shldn't delete our posts becoz they're part of our memories, here i am again. Even though i kinda lost the mood to blog. Life is pretty boring too.
No excitement.
No, wait, actually there is. After mfen just told me that she wants to fall on hot asian guys. LOL!
Okay, SENTOSA!
Can't wait.
Okay, i'm adding this in. After zy agreed wif me that the law faculty prom king is really hot, maybe i'll add in an application to law as well, even though the chances are like zlich. Coz my grades are really shit. And not like the normal kind of shit, more like the lao sai kind, you know?
Anyway, from what i just told wf, got a new epiphany. We learn nothing but shit in school. The closest thing to usefulness we learned during econs is when ms tan said we shld invest in china during one tutorial, when i asked ciaai who in turn ask ms tan is it true that we'll get rich by buying the yuan currency before the peg is removed.
So basically the main point is that networking is more important. Eg: zy knows all the driving instructors and her dad is gonna teach her. Chances that she will pass the first time round are like 99.99999%.
So networking = PLAY
Uni = PLAY
Exciting shit. I tink i shall just focus on resting and building up my stamina to embrace more what else? Play!
Exciting.
I really hate Ds.
This blog is revived. Yes, i am fickle, so what?!
The past week had been pretty much hell. I cried so much that i don't even know myself. Problems seemed never ending. Its during the deep, dark lonely nights when you're at a loss and feel soooo lonely that depression sets in.
I tink that phase has ended. All the thunderstorms, sandstorms, whatever storms had passed and minyi is ready to embark on another journey and face new challenges. Actually, now that i tink of the past week, i'm a little glad. Because during the alone-in-the-crowded-room syndrome, you realised that there are SOME people who REALLY CARE.
Now, about the most recent big thing in our lives. When i received my result slip, i don't know whether to laugh or cry. Its more of like a shock. Its only on yesterday and today, when the shock slowly subside and the fact sinks in then i can feel the emotions coming through. All the weaknesses: fear, disappointment, anger, frustration, regret.
Its the failure of meeting the personal challenge set for yourself. I like challenges and i met all the challenges i set for myself except for that one big bad bloody subject. Yes, I may not be good nor am i interested in chinese. Neither did i study very hard for it, BUT I DID STUDIED it during the As. Perhaps its a case of too little too late, but i remembered working hard for it. I couldn't help but think that if i had taken another subj instead, what would have happened. Maybe another subject taught by another teacher whom i feel i couldn't let down.
Anyway, even if they wouldn't see this, i'd really want to thank Mr Cheng, Mdm Ng, Ms Tan and Mr Yeo from the bottom of my heart.
My aunts and family apparently tink that i did well enough to warrant a celebration and gave me presents. Xinyi was really sweet, yes i'm praising you not only because you're probably going to read this. She stuck pink heartshapes all over the mirror in my room and got me a card and a dog.
And with all these kindness and love, i don't know whether to laugh or cry. Everything is suppressed inside. I still felt like a loser. Its only yesterday when my parents don't allow me to do waitressing and we quarelled followed by a long talk with them then i realised that life ain't all about results.
That piece of paper is merely a passport to greater stuff. Its other things that matter. Hell, i'm not even sure if my dad passed his psle. Hahaha. Nobody can ever know who's gonna be the ultimate victor in life. You may get all As then got knocked down by a car cos' you got too drunk after all the celebration. Okay, this offers little consolation but yeah...
I also figured that some people, some things are not worth me crying over and over again. I figured that anything that comes my way, just Whack it! This formula always works, Just Whack!
And to those who have done really well, my god, huilin got straight As and my dear valentine mfen, Hahha, sorry didn't reply your msg, was too depressed yesterday. I haven't congragulate you yet. My God, you GENIUS, 6 distinctions! No wonder you owned all of us at mahjong. I should really start playing more mahjong to make myself smarter. HAHAHA!
Anyway, there are so so so many choices, so many decisions to be made now. Its all very confusing. And i know i don't want to make another mistake in choosing as i had.