Monday, February 26, 2007
For all the times
Everything is just a facade. Everything is just like one big show. So go away, just go away. This blog is dead. Don't ever come back again. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of getting hurt. Whatever you put in, no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, you're not gonna get it back. So why bother at all in the first place for everything?I'm just a goddamn fool. I'm going to just delete all my emails and all the msgs in my hp that i'd kept over the years as a reminder of happy stuff, sad stuff, mistakes i made, encouragements and what-not. Because they're memories. Because they're an indelible part of me. Because i treasure them so much. But i'm just an idiot, a moron, and a stupid one at that. So just leave and don't show me your leaving back. My heart is dead. This blog is dead.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
The clinic
Just got back, feeling quite high now, so get ready for a long talk cock post. HA.
Anyway, let's begin with where we stop off in the damn boring life of minyi. Wed and thurs are work days. So yeah, tuition, tuition, tuition. Even though its only 4hrs a day, i'm bored outta my skull. You know, i've gotta endure 2 hrs of tuition from pri sch to sec then to jc level. And now after As, i still got to endure tuition. wtf! And i'm now in a dilema, shld i take up another 2 students living at the shaughnessy? It means an additional 5 hrs per week, but also an additional 5oo bucks a month and the only transport required is 2 mins of walking from my house.
I need a bank job too, following the advice of aunt shin if i want to join as an MA in the future. So pple, any lobang, pls tell me.
Yeah, motto: Work hard, Play hard.
And zy, i'm currently at the stage of play hard now, so no news. Wait for me to progress to the latter stage first.
Yup then friday, went to book the FTT with joei. Hahaha, we stupidly dunno wad we are paying for and got enrolled at the yck driving centre. LOL! And for the record, i'm learning maunal driving! Wah, so smart. Yeah right, i'm just following limjoei, and i seriously hope i won't regret it ltr. Imagine fail 7 times. Wahhahha, so loser.
So in order to practise driving and gear changing, we shld daytona more often. Oh eh, we still got abt 5 bucks in the timezone card. Air hockey!!! i haven't thrash you yet. WAHA! Watched a damn funny movie ltr. HAHAHAHA! Yup, then come back and that girl ar, refused to give up until she knows how does a PDL looks like. Ha, then talk cock till abt midnight.
Today, went for a really short run. To assuage my guilt over the countless pineapple tarts, cake and all the steamboats. Missed the shuttle bus. What's new? I seriously hate having a time restriction slapped upon me. And i got so stressed out cos' i'm meeting weifang and i'm terribly afraid that i'll be late. Fortunately daddy dropped me off at the mrt and wf was late. HAHA!
Met wf at vivo. Wah lau, go there really waste money sia. The movie timings all not right.And spent TWELVE bucks on sweets from candy empire. wth! i thought they cost like 5 or at the very most 6 bucks. The worst part was, i went to vivo cos' i thought the family dinner was at vivo. Then last minute tell me the reservation was at ngee ann city. -_-"
Then met isa at orchard. She's the real ren yao, no fight, just listen to her voice. LOL! Watched hannibal rising. Wah, i'm covering my face half the time during the bloody scene. Anyway, i tink cannibalism is totally derogatory. Its beastly, even to tink of eating your own kind. Ok, i shall not go into that. It'll become a lit essay. Oh by the way, wf, can lend me your hannibal book on mon? Hahha. Thks girl.
Went to meet the big family for dinner at taka to celebrate ren ri or smth. Was late, the movie's fault. And Orchard was so damn crowded, what with the chingay going on. Its like warzone. I had to battle my way from lido to taka. And my mum kept pressing me to hurry, but dun tell me which restaurant i'm supposed to go to. Fortunately, minyi is very smart and she wisely made her way to crystal jade palace.
Yeah right, there's only one restaurant they'll go to.
Hahha, i love lauing the yu-sheng man, so fun! Wheee, tomolo, lauing again!
Yup, anyway supposed to meet up with the girls to watch fireworks at esplanade. LOL! so funny, i was late for everything today. Was to meet lin for her ultra late dinner at raffles city, but i was so late that she finished her dinner when i reached there. Sharon came, and at nine when the fireworks went off, we were at the cityhall toilet. LOL! Only mfen saw the fireworks and she called if we saw it. LOL! the only thing in sight at 9 was toilet bowls. HAHA!
Went the river angpow thingy or smth. Yeah, pretty cool. Like never heard of it before, then sorta remembered vaguely that i've been there eons ago. Then there's the damn cheat money dart throwing game. Shld haf spent it on more snowice instead. HA!
Headed to clarke quay to chill out after that over a magarita coffee. Fortunately mfen brought slippers for me, or i tink i wouldn't haf survived after all those walking on my new heels. Whatever can i do without my valentine?!
LOL!
(ps: cos' she's the only one crazy enough to stay up to read this post now at 3.30am. LOL!)
Oh, I almost totally freaked out just now man. LOL! It was like midnight when we reached clarke quay and yeah, judging from the location and timing, i'd probably get skinned alive if my parents knew. They were waiting up for me cos' i dun haf the house keys and the maid has slept. So they called and i said i was chilling out at joei's place. HAHA! Darn close shave, i thought everything is fine alr. THEN 20mins ltr, my dad called and said, "eh, walk over and get the house keys from me NOW" so he can dun wait up. I almost got an instant heart attack!
How am i going to teleport myself to appear within 3 mins?! As if i'm harry potter, can apparate at will. Wth, i never had a set of house keys before, i tink its seriously tink its time to make one. Anyway, thanks to some imba mystery forces at work, i survived! Wahahha!
I really love having joei as my neighbour. HAHA! (:
Cabbed home with sharon after that. Whew, the high is wearing off, and i'm starting to feel real tired now. Wth! I've got to wake up like 5hrs ltr to accompany the family to some temple then its swim, steamboat and majong! Wheeee! I'll bet 10 bucks that we'll all be late tomorrow. Ha.
Gdnight folks!
WAIT! Before i forgot this.
Dearest the clique, yh will be back on the 26th and leave for shanghai on the 3rd, (that lucky dud who's travelling around the world) which is the day before our reunion gathering.
SO HOW NOW????
Friday, February 23, 2007
So wad now?
Sometimes, i don't know if it is better to know instead of not knowing at all, or knowing subtly.
Sometimes, knowing everything hurts. Sometimes knowing everything makes you feel better. I just don't know whether to know or not to know. But then again, you weren't given the chance to choose to know or not to know.
Yeah, so why is it always you?
Tell me how to quit you.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
85 cents
Dinner was at that coolio place again. Phyllis Quek was eating at the table beside us and my mom and aunties were sooooo discreet at gossiping. My sis is so cool. She gives herself additional cny holiday from school.
LOL! Oh, and instead of a hundred i had hoped to make, i only won 85 cents!
ROFL!
HAHAHHA!
Hey, 85 cents' better nothing. You can do a lot with 85 cents, yall know. You can buy 3 nuggets wif it. Or you can enter a public toilet eight and a half times. You can also print abt 20 pages of gp notes. No, dun do that. That'd really be a waste of money.
I won't mind giving you a kiss for 85 cents too. You might get a discount if you're good-looking. Ha.
Reply to tags
lucia: I'll treat you to a mcdonals ice-cream cone when i won another hundred. LOL!
fen: Talk cock, sing song, play majong, I'm ALWAYS ready! (:
Chups & zy: You'll see another triple seven from me when you're the banker. HAHA! And when is our cny gathering??? Whenever i lao the yusheng, i always thought of the time we guys lao it, crying 4As out loud.
joei: friday? hahha, i'm still waiting for your call.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Triple Seven
The only reason i am blogging now, is because i scored a TRIPLE SEVEN tonight during ban luck. HAHAHAH! It pays SEVEN fold. The probability of getting a TRIPLE SEVEN is 0.000177. HAHAHAHA!
But stupid minyi only betted 2 bucks so......
Anyway, life these 3 days is EAT, PLAY, REST, ie, SLEEP, EAT, PLAY, EAT, PLAY.
Wah, its really like schedule man. So hectic. Everytime i manage to get an hour's rest, i just slept.
Went to mommy's frens house. I tink my mom very cool. There's a few whom she knew since pri sch and there's one she had known since kindergarthen.
And i tink i'm really perfecting the art of stoning. During all the various home visits where pple are too shy to suggest gambling.
Anyway, as our teachers have always told us about the importance of goal setting, minyi has decided to be obedient and set a goal.
GOAL: Win two hundred bucks by tomorrow.
So far its only a hundred, so there's still another hundred to go. Okay, to end off, i shall use zhenyin's favourite phrase.
HUAT AR!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
We passed BTT!
AHAHAHHAHHAHA! I am so happy! I seriously think i got FULL MARKS! No sweat, man.
Anyway, joei came over and we mugged for a bit. Pokemon spirit. LOL, anyway, listen to the pokemon song and watch the video below. HA!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XxI-hvPRRA
Then the next bit, wahlau. It was raining then the roads were all wet and stuff. So as we walked from the driving school to the MRT, some idiotic lorry driver charged ahead on the road and SPLASHED all the DIRTY STINKY road water on to MY ENTIRE BODY. Ms Lim joei who was walking beside me, in the position nearest the road, ie the lorry with the idiotic driver, in the truest and most gallant way a friend could ever act, had already saw what was coming, so she at the speed of lightning, siamed and turned around and hid behind me. So i was walking and talking at the same time, with mouth agape then before i knew it, someone was behind me and i'm covered in water. I can now very proudly tell you that lonkang water tastes salty.
HAHAHAHHA, it was quite funny, tinking of it now.
And ms lim, I'm missing you already. No, not the way you so expertly siamed. Ha, we haven't celebrate yet. Dun zhong se qing you, k?! LOL!
Yup anyway, met up with mfen, lin and van after that for dinner then protege. That show ended so abruptly, i was still sitting/lying there waiting for it to continue. Then there's the rat eating the corpse scene, my god, its so scary, i was like covering my face with my hands. LOL!
Wheeeee! Its Chinese New Year!
That means the next few days will be PLAY, PLAY and PLAY!
Yes! Good! And since MAYBE the As results will be out this coming fri, i might consider cancelling all my tuitions for the next whole week to give myself a warm-up period leading to THE DAY. Wahlao, i haven't play enough yet. I still haven't go to sentosa, eastcoast theme park, wildwildwet and xinyi went ice-skating with her friends yesterday and she said its damn fun.
But i've already like cancel so many times of tuition alr. ):
Help! I'm stuck!
Reunion dinner at crystal jade ltr. I prefer going to like some ah ma or some old old relative house for dinner la. You can like watch tv, and play ban luck then pause, dinner, then resume watching & playing again.
By the way, GREAT news, my mom is persuaded to buy the ultimate pack for the cable tv. This means, i'm gonna haf ALL the channels on cable to myself. Wahahahha!
Okay, on second thoughts, maybe i shld just heck care and cancel all tuitions next week.
Ahhhh, i'm hungry, i shall go hunt for some food.
Wait, there's the lana chocolate cake from greenwood in the fridge. Okay, i'm busy now. Ciao!
Friday, February 16, 2007
Slam! Wham! Bamm!
I got so sick yesterday that i went to sleep at 8pm. First time man, i've only slept at 8am before but never at 8pm. Anyway, i was introduced to this website by a very talented and enterprising friend of mine who decided to bestow her talents upon mankind with her wondorous creations.
HAF YOU SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE?????!!!!!!
That is the MOST GORGEOUS PAIR OF EARINGS i've ever seen! When i saw this, it's like WHAM! a blow to the chest (in a good way)!
And as its name (Bold and Beautiful) suggests, this is worn by only the bold and beautiful.
What's more! this pair of earings is HANDMADE! Like WOW! The designer of this pair of earings, ie. the person who picked all the tiny trinkets, the spare parts of this pair of earing must be an absolutely talented fashion guru! How else, OH MY!, How else is she able to create such a marvellous wonder of mankind?! After deeper analsis, it can be concluded that the designer must be drop-dead gorgeous and very very sexy. I can go on and on about this attractive character that designed this pair of earings, but there are other superb creations as well.
So what are you waiting for?
Go NOW to Little Lady Paradise!
The paradise of sophisticated ladies where your obsession with innovative designs is fed and your every whim and fancy is satisfied.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
The Real Valentine Day Celebration
The whole point of me blogging now tells you a lot. If i'm able to sit here and type this means that no hot guys/girls ask me out. Well, if i'm dated, do you tink i'll sit here and tell you abt it?! Okay, to save my skin, i went out to celebrate with 2 very very hot girls. Trust me, they are so hot they'll reach boiling points. Yeah, you know like the boiling points they show on mtv? Okay, jking, jking. They're HOT!
Anyway, ain't no loving on vday, so how now brown cow? I finally decided to drop my play-hard-to-get game becoz i desperately needed some tender loving care. Met 2 hot babes who looked so very different wif their new hairstyles. So its dinner, movie and neoprints. I tink we're getting better at taking neoprints.(:
Oh, by the way, before i forgot, chups, if you're going for kick-boxing, i'm on! But no more jurong entertainment centre pls. Go somewhere where at the very least they haf some hotties.
Yup anyway, haf you wondered why i met up wif ONLY 2 hot chicks for Singles Meeting Session(SMS). Because someone was so busy dating that she gave me my vday present LATE. 5 mins after valentine day. *sobs *angst *bangs head against wall.
Eh, you owe me dinner ar. After BTT on fri! Ha, by the way, i'm not gg back to zhonghua on fri, COS SOME PPLE DUN WANT TO TAKE LEAVE so no more tomyam.):
And this friday, damnit, BTT!! I haven't touched it since the last mugging session with joei. I was still hoping to score full marks for it. Yes, i WANT full marks, not just a pass. A pass is way too noob for me. I am going to attempt the impossible. But then again as adidas always tells us, impossible is nothing, so by doing nothing, ie. not studying, full marks is just within my grasp.
My nose is fricking blocked as i typed this. Okay, today is thursday day=work day=monotonous day=boring-est day of my life.
It'll be gym, bathe, tuition, supermkt with mom,sleep, tuition, sleep.
zzzzzzzzz......
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Valentine Day celebration
Pre-Valentine day celebration with the lians. I was late and I ended up being the earliest. -_-"
So i sat and waited at some plant thingy there at the orchard mrt. Guess what? A few seconds later, lots of fillipino maids came and sat around me, waiting for their fellow fillipino frens. So minyi was stuck between a whole row of fillipino maids and i couldn't and dunch wanna move cos' i was lugging 4 heavy cookie jars.
It was at this moment, i remembered yi hsuan told me that i looked like a fillipino or from myanmar wadever. See la, yh, your words haf such a great impact on me! Wah lau, so the crowd thronging through the doors of orchard mrt at like few hundred/hr probably thought i was one of the fillipino maids waiting for her fellow fillipino frens. You girls can call me maria instead of minnie alr.
And that huilin ar, she seemed to haf mastered my art of displacement timing. Tsk tsk, told me 10 mins, but ended up arriving 30 mins ltr with van and fen.
Anyway, i like mfen's gift a lot. AHAHAHHAHA!
Ignore the fine print and look at esp the last part! I'm Intelligent! HAHA!
Her handwriting ar, forever like print one. Forgot issit gavin lee say one. Ha! Anyway, one day, ONE DAY, I will achieve that! Lol!
Ok, i like everyone's presents, in fact i'm eating van's present as i typed this now.Ha.
Anyway, please like my gift. I stayed up till like 3am last night to decorate the glass thingy and spent the whole sunday morning to bake the cookies. Note the word MORNING! HAHHA, and if the heart shape a bit ugly, nvm la, cos' you haven't seen the original ones. And i fail art one. Lol! And the cookies, lol, its like total failure man. I threw away the first 2 batches and 1 batch got really burnt and smoke was poofing out of the oven cos i forgot about it. Too engrossed watching CSI. HA, but they're D to the E to the L-I-C-I-O-U-S, ok! lin just told me that her mom is snatching her cookies. Lol!
Anyway, i tink i'll get that lamp thingy for xinyi for vday. Its going to cost me 200 bucks though. yikes! But i haf even thought of the tagline to go with it. "you're the light of my life" Erm, that's a going to be a lie. HAHAH! That scaredy cat watched some anime abt ghosts last nite and got so frightened that she force herself into my bed at like 3 plus. I said NO, but before i knew it, her pillows and bolsters and blanket alr took up my entire bed. Coward, anime ghosts is like cartoon ghost which is like casper. Casper scary meh?! Then that stupid chow chow tink its very fun and keep whimpering and whining, wanting to sleep on the bed. So ended up having 3 fatty bom boms on my tiny little bed.
Ahhhhhh, i tink i need to get my fatty bom bom into the gym. I can feel the pizza just now clogging up my arteries! No more excuses, minyi!
"When a person trains once, nothing happens. When a person forces himself to do a thing a hundred or a thousand times, then he certainly has developed in more ways than physical. Is it raining? That doesn't matter. Am I tired? That doesn't matter, either. Then willpower will be no problem." Steve Prefontaine
Well, next week is damn packed. Everyday is like chokful of stuff except for one day. This makes me even sadder because that day is wednesday which is valentines day.
Ha, ok, gotta run. Much stuff tomolo!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
MO- PHO -SIS
Shopping trip with joei yesterday. Bought hell loads of stuff, well, actually not a lot but dunno why like end up very broke. I still owe her money man, hahha, i tink i shall avoid her for a few months until she forgot that i owe her. Ahahhaha!
Shopping is so fun. Okay, I shall put shopping with joei is so fun. Urgh, i'm going to puke now! Save me, save me! Ha, ok, jking. But yeah, its really retail therapy, wash away all the emo-ness. And oh, yi hsuan, we got a little present for you. Hahha, are you very touched?!
Well, anyway shopped ard and got quite tired. And that retard keep going into shops just to sit on their sofas or stuff. Hahha, finally went to starbucks to rest and tok cock a while. But little did we know, the real test of limits was behind!
Supposed to meet, mom, grandma and generally the rest of the family at far east flora at ard 8 plus to buy cny flowers. So took the train then bus 106 at toa payoh interchange and dunno go where. Ended up somewhere in thompson, lost! Like stranded in the middle of nowhere. Its damn scary, there're like forests everywhere, and its DARK!
According to xinyi, we were lost for abt 2 hrs. A bit loser, but then its joei who led the way, so.... Lol! Seriously, put 2 idiots together and the result is a cataclysm.
Tried calling for help, but the directions my dad gave was slightly better than not saying anything. Well,give him credit for trying. HA, He suggested taking a taxi. Minyi thought that was a mighty good idea, but lim joei insisted that we shld PERSIST and WALK!
So we walked and walked and.... you got it, walked! Its like some ironman trialton, man. Can you imagine, holding 4/5 bags of shopping, walking beside forests on heels?! Lol, but its quite fun though, like embarking on some adventure. I tink i was delirious by then, dunno what i was talking and laughing at. HAHAHA!
Anyway, being the pro and pretty dudettes we are, we finally reached our destination! Wheeee, thank you, thank you! I tink we were awfully tired by then, sort of like drifting away... Come on, we walked for like more than 10 hrs non-stop!
Went to WAIT for the bus to go home and my god sia, wait for like eternity. Just wait till i get my license! Yup, then went Macs to ta-pao dinner/supper whatever, its like mid-night alr and the bus ride home, HAHAHA, unforgettable sia!
Saw 804 at the traffic light and we were like 3517358521 miles away from the bus-stop, so we RAN like mad to the bus-stop. Then the bus was FULL, so it just cruised past us. Diao!
After wad seemed like a life-time of adventure, we could finally haf our cheeseburgers and nuggets at her rooftop under the stars. "Best meal of my life"-joei
I couldn't agree more. HAHHHAHHA! <3<3
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Bored-ed
Anyway, i am feeling a little emo and very bored now so i tink that i shall just cancel all my tuitions today and go find smth to play with.
Ikea ltr, i hope!
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
It seems, It seems. That I can't shake those memories. I wonder if you feel the same way too
I tink we'll all end up being stupid at some point of our lives for some period of time. It's as if you became irrational and you lose sight of your goals and throw yourself headlong passionately into some things doomed to fail.
I read my old diaries.
Too bo liao alr. hahha.
Sometimes, i wish we could choose to do things differently all over again. Or at least don't let our hearts rule our heads.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Ole Ole Ole
Singapore WON the cup! Wheeeee, i'm so proud of singapore. I love s'pore!
The equaliser by amri was damn funny. The whole stadium went silent and the 3 defenders and the goalie looked damn stunned. Waha. Support for s'pore is like pathetic. Like only abt 10 supporters while the whole stadium is filled with thais. And the refree, Wah lau, kayu.
The thonklang shld get a red card for that headbutt and for that shoving. Instead s'pore got a yellow card for wasting time. Wth!
Neverthless, we're the champions. Yes! I luv S'pore!
Saturday, February 03, 2007
High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup
Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks, All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends
Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five
Reese Witherspoon,
She's the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's in the clubs and who's on the drugs,
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you're still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends
High school never ends
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends
High school never ends
High school never ends
Here we go again